Chapter 194: It's Time to Go
Life on the construction site, everything goes according to plan, just like the calm of the lake, but this quiet life will feel boring for some people after a long time.
In the first two years, such a boring life could not shake Liu Lan's heart for a career.
Although Hu Yishou, who lives in the same dormitory, has a much higher salary in Shenzhen than him, he always feels that the struggle on the construction site is only temporary, and after a few years, when he has capital, he will definitely sit in the rear organs and command thousands of troops.
Every day when he dragged his tired body back from the construction site, lying on the bed, smoking a cigarette, while reminiscing about Hu Yishou or the words of worry-free money, and recalling their envy of being assigned to a state-owned enterprise, he felt honored and felt extremely fulfilled.
Every day, the rising majestic dam inspires and motivates him with an invisible force.
This kind of encouragement and activation, like a flame, ignited his first youthful good time after he came out of the mountain.
There is no problem with ambition, but the position of supervisor on the construction site is limited, and the college students who graduate every year have never been broken, one after another, they not only bring youth to the construction site, but also bring tension to the old people.
Obviously, the arrival of new people means the addition of new competitors.
This is a conflict, there is a conflict between self-career planning and the development of the company, the company cannot provide a platform for so many college students to display their ambitions at once, and there are very few who can be appreciated and promoted.
When an individual's career plan encounters a bottleneck, no promotion means that the ambition has not been rewarded! This is a cold reality.
The originally boring and arduous life on the construction site has become tiresome and even complaining at this time.
In those years, the efficiency of state-owned enterprises was not good, the laid-off workers were seriously diverted, and the leaders were unable to protect their own black hats, who would want to keep a college student?
The college students, who had no one to retain, could not feel the temperature of the enterprise, and flew away like passers-by, leaving a glimpse of the beauty on the construction site.
The college students who are assigned in every year come and go, like leaves falling on a tree, silently.
The departure of these college students is different from the way they go, some of them are beautiful, and some of them are embarrassed.
Some went to graduate school, some were laid off by enterprises, and some went out to work in coastal cities. However, the departure of one college graduate after another still has a great psychological impact on those college graduates who are working.
"It's over, it's finally over!" Every March, when the national postgraduate entrance examination score line is announced, there are always a few exciting words coming from those shed offices on the construction site.
"Wow! Congratulations, you can finally get out of the sea of suffering!"
Initially, Liu Lan also joined the flattering crowd and invited those who were named on the gold list to dinner, hoping to touch their joy.
Later, he walked far away, alone outside, smoking, faintly watching the people in the shed frolicking, coldly watching them crazy!
In August and September, those who succeeded in the graduate school entrance examination, the distant backs were superimposed on each other, and finally formed a huge dark cloud, shrouded in the sky above Liu Lan.
Three years later, he also felt that it was time to leave.
On the dusty construction site, impetuousness is also pervasive.
When the colleagues who fought their way out of the encirclement and finally succeeded in getting admitted to graduate school, in a look of admiration, held their heads high, dragged their luggage from the dormitory one after another, waved their hands and left, the whole camp was lonely.
At this time, Liu Lan's entire brain was blank.
That's a terrible blank!
"Those who have some ability are gone, and those who remain are burdens!" someone sighed.
"Who is still staying in this ravine if they have the ability?" said someone laughing at himself.
"Grandma's, this time I knelt on English again, and I will definitely make a comeback next year!"
"The director doesn't die, he will be the director all his life, and the people below want to be promoted, dream!" someone said in despair.
When these impetuous atmospheres are permeated, everyone's life is not easy.
Yes, this is not the job I imagined, those lofty ambitions at the beginning, like a palm-sized mulberry leaf, were eaten away by time, and gradually became empty, and gradually became blank.
Standing on the construction platform of the factory, he raised his head and saw that the mountains on both sides of the dam seemed to be split by a divine axe, and the gray-white rocks inside were extremely miserable and exposed like a brain stem.
On that gray-white highway, there will be groups of cement tankers, sand and gravel loading trucks and other construction vehicles driving by, and as soon as the vehicles pass, the ground will wantonly rise dust and smoke.
Wolf smoke?
The drivers who drive these big construction vehicles on the construction site are basically some rough men who like to get drunk, people who like to get drunk, and their movements are very big, when they drive and hold the steering wheel, they often have a fluttering feeling that they are holding a glass of wine, and the faster the car drives, the more their hearts swing!
Speed up the throttle a bit!
I'm the best rider on the jobsite!
Let the dust and smoke become a cloud!
Hahaha!
Bulky bulldozers and excavators are sometimes transported to the construction site by semi-trailers, and sometimes they swagger and struggle on the road independently.
When the driver drove the cement filling truck at high speed, the tires of the car collided with the potholed water surface, and the sound was like a long string of firecrackers, crackling and exploding behind the butt of the car, making the drivers excited.
In the early days, when every convoy carrying huge smoke and dust drove by, he was inexplicably excited in his heart, feeling that he was the Huo Qubing who had killed countless enemies on the ancient battlefield.
Three years have passed, he is still an ordinary technician, and he feels that his ideal has gradually and ruthlessly abandoned himself, everything is so ordinary and ordinary, and everything has not stirred his young heart in the slightest.