Jiang Yichen came to the car, picked up a cigarette and lit it, probably remembering that Ling Han was pregnant, and snuffed it out.

He leaned back against his seat, his face solemn.

"Wasn't I too fierce just now?" Jiang Yichen, who came back to his senses, suddenly felt guilty about Ling Han, "Scared her?"

He didn't understand why he had such a big reaction. I thought that after listening to Ling Han's confession, I should be happy, but I didn't think about it, and I lost my temper.

Perhaps, I didn't believe her words......

Thinking about it like this, Jiang Yichen's guilt became a little more.

Why did the two of them come to such a situation? Will there be room for maneuver? No one can answer.

After sitting in the car for about half an hour, it was estimated that Ling Han had already fallen asleep, and Jiang Yichen returned to the ward.

Sure enough, Ling Han slept soundly.

"I'm sorry. Jiang Yichen walked to the side of the bed, took Ling Han's hand, and rubbed it carefully, his eyes were slightly red, "I'm sorry." ”

As soon as you open your mouth, you can only say the word "I'm sorry".

Maybe it was a big belly, no matter what kind of sleeping position, he would feel inconvenient, so Ling Han moved his body and changed his position. Jiang Yichen was afraid of waking her up, so he immediately let go of his hand.

Ling Han just rolled over, and then snored again. Jiang Yichen looked at her sleeping face through the light outside the window. Although she was asleep, her brows were still slightly furrowed, as if she had dreamed of some bad scene, and her body trembled slightly.

Jiang Yichen leaned down and looked at her worriedly. Although the two have been married for some time and have been "living together" for nearly a month, it seems that it is the first time to look at Ling Han at such a close distance.

"Do you know," Jiang Yichen suddenly remembered what Ling Han said to him mysteriously a long time ago, "I have a 'hobby', which is quite similar to Sanmao. ”

"What is it?" I was just looking at her with a puzzled face—the reason why I was confused was because ...... At that time, Ling Han was a real "scumbag", and he was really surprised when he said the name Sanmao from her mouth, and he even blurted out, "Sanmao in Sanmao's wanderings?"

"Neurotic, you!" Ling Han shook his ponytail, as if he was a little angry, "You're only a three-mao wanderer......

Jiang Yichen reacted at this time, it turned out that the "Sanmao" in her mouth turned out to be the writer Sanmao.

"I'm sorry!" ......he apologized urgently.

"Forget it!" Ling Han was also generous, she waved her hand, and continued, "I remember reading in a book that Sanmao likes to watch the process of slaughtering sheep, and he carefully read the whole process. Me too!"

"Huh?" Jiang Yichen was even more surprised, "What?"

"Of course, I'm not as noble as she is, and I don't think as much or as deeply as she does. Ling Han pursed her lips, "What she sees is the tragedy of life, but what I see is natural selection?

Jiang Yichen lowered his head and smiled.

"What are you laughing at? I said it wrong?"

"No, no! Jiang Yichen couldn't stop laughing and turned his face to look at her, "However, why would you."

Have such an idea?"

"Isn't it weird?" Ling Han suddenly smiled as well, "I think it's strange too. At that time, I thought that there were still people in this world who were as strange as me, and they liked such bloody scenes, and they didn't feel scared at all. Only afterwards did I feel that I was too superficial. Sanmao is the one who really sees through life and death, and I ......"

"No, it won't. Jiang Yichen looked at Ling Han's side face, "I don't think your idea is wrong." Natural selection for the survival of the fittest is the law of nature. Human beings slaughter cattle and sheep, chickens and pigs, but because we feel that we are at the top of the food chain, we are the so-called strong, they are the weak who are hunted. ”

"You don't have to comfort me!"

"I'm serious. ”

The two looked at each other, looked at each other, and blushed at the same time.

Every scene from the past flashed in front of Jiang Yichen's eyes. He was almost sure that Ling Han at that time was also moved.

"Blame only my own cowardice. In the dark, Jiang Yichen held Ling Han's hand tightly again, "Maybe this time...... I should be honest with my heart. ”

He didn't sleep all night, and stayed by Ling Han's side all the time.

Other people's Chinese New Year's Eve may be sitting around and lively, but his Chinese New Year's Eve is spent in worry and anxiety. He remembered what Ling Han had asked again-

"Do you feel lonely?"

Alone? probably. People are born lonely - he always thought so until he met Ling Han.

In the eyes of others, Jiang Yichen and Ling Han are almost people from two worlds.

Jiang Yichen is a complete scholar, and he occupies the top spot in every exam. Ling Han is a scumbag who drags the class back.

Jiang Yichen has a calm personality, does not smile, and even looks a little indifferent. Ling Han is a person who is very arrogant, rough and big, and has great enthusiasm for everyone.

is such two people, but they are attracted to each other and become good friends who talk about everything. If he would go one step further and pierce that layer of window paper, maybe ......

Everyone is not optimistic about the friendship between the two of them, even Jiang Yichen's homeroom teacher.

Jiang Yichen clearly remembered that after a monthly exam, the head teacher pulled him into the office and said to him earnestly

"Jiang Yichen, the teacher is not against you making friends, but right...... Making friends also depends on that person's character, if you insist on getting too close to Ling Han, I'm afraid you will ......."

"There's nothing wrong with her character. Jiang Yichen, who had never contradicted the head teacher, refuted a few words for Ling Han, "She just doesn't like to study, but she also has a lot of advantages." Learning well is not everything!"

"Of course, the teacher didn't mean to say that she was bad...... the head teacher's face suddenly couldn't hold back, "Ling Han, that girl, has no problem dealing with people, but the problem is that she doesn't like to study! Now you are all students, although studying well cannot mean everything, but if you don't study well, you can ...... it."

"She doesn't study well, but she has a talent for drawing. Jiang Yichen always protected Ling Han, "Teacher Yang, you don't have to say anything. My own

I will not slack off in my studies, and please don't look at her with colored glasses. ”

In the end, the head teacher didn't say anything, waved his hand and let him out.

The moment Jiang Yichen walked out of the office, he heard a sigh from the head teacher behind him.

What does that sigh represent, Jiang Yichen didn't ask, and he didn't want to ask.

If the two have always maintained a "good friend" relationship, even if they fail to pierce the window paper, perhaps, in a few years, they will be together logically.

However, Tang Liwen was an accident. But it was this accident that made him and Ling Han drift apart.

From Tang Liwen's mouth, Jiang Yichen learned about a "different" Ling Han. It's a pity that at that time, he believed it all.

Not only at that time, but even at this moment, Jiang Yichen still had doubts in his heart.

"Did Ling Han like me, what happened to her and that boy, did she like him, she ...... ...... for him"

The word "abortion", even if he just thought about it, Jiang Yichen felt irritable. He didn't dislike Ling Han's "experience", but more guilt, regret, and self-blame.

"Why didn't I protect her!" Jiang Yichen clenched his fists, his eyes bloodshot.

He looked at Ling Han, who was still frowning in his sleep, and his heart felt as if he had been cut by a knife, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

In the loneliest and most difficult days, it was the eccentric Ling Han who filled the big hole in his heart and accompanied him through. And when Ling Han was sad, when he needed comfort the most, he couldn't be by her side.

The more he thought about it, the more guilty he became, Jiang Yichen leaned over, aimed at Ling Han's forehead, and kissed it gently.

"Jiang Yichen. At this time, Ling Han suddenly opened his mouth.

"Are you awake?" Jiang Yichen was obviously startled, his face burned badly, but fortunately, the lights in the ward were dim, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Jiang Yichen. Ling Han seemed to be half-asleep, just blindly calling Jiang Yichen's name.

"I'm here! I'm here. Jiang Yichen held her hand tightly, "What's wrong, Xiaohua?"

Ling Han also shook Jiang Yichen's hand back.

"I'm scared......" she seemed to cry.

Jiang Yichen's heart tightened, leaned over and hugged Ling Han, and comforted him in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, girl, don't be afraid! It's okay." ”

Ling Han's body shrugged one by one, and his hands unconsciously climbed up to Jiang Yichen's neck.

"Don't go...... Don't leave me. ”

"No, it won't. Jiang Yichen hugged Ling Han tightly, his voice a little choked, "I will never leave you." ”

"Hmm. ”

Ling Han let out a quiet "um" and then fell asleep. This time, she was in Jiang Yichen's arms and slept peacefully.

Jiang Yichen was worried about waking Ling Han up again, so he had to keep the posture he had just now, half-kneeling on the hospital bed. It wasn't until Ling Han turned over again and let go of his hand that he was able to get out. Raising his hand to look at the time, it was already early in the morning. His arms were slightly numb, but seeing that Ling Han was sleeping soundly, he didn't feel tired.

……

Early the next morning,

When Ling Han woke up, he found that Jiang Yichen was not in the house, there was a breakfast he had just bought on the bedside table, and a note was pressed underneath.

"Don't be afraid. I went back to pick up my parents and came back soon. ”

Ling Han pinched the note, his expression dazed.

Jiang Yichen: What's wrong......

She rubbed her temples, she had slept too late last night and had a terrible headache.

Last night...... Is that a dream?

If it's a dream, it's too real. If not......

It must be a dream.

Ling Han shook her head, only in her dreams, Jiang Yichen would be so gentle with her, comfort her, and say to her, "Don't be afraid".

She smiled self-deprecatingly, "I must have thought too much." ”

Turning his face to look at the breakfast on the bedside table, Ling Han had lost his appetite.

"Ling Han. The nurse pushed the door into the room, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"It's fine. Ling Han replied truthfully, and then asked, "Can I be discharged from the hospital?"

"Yes!" the nurse gave her a strange look, "didn't the doctor tell you? You could have been discharged last night." ”

"Huh?"

"It was your family who insisted on staying longer. The nurse expertly pricked her with needles, "He should be worried about you." ”

That's weird!

Ling Han smiled coldly, thinking to himself, he was afraid that he was worried about the child!

After the nurse left, Ling Han secretly pulled out the needle and planned to be discharged.

"Flowers!"

"Sister......

At this time, Ling Han's parents and Ling Xue walked into the ward one after the other.

Ling Han had no choice but to lie down on the bed again.

"Sister, I'm sorry......" As soon as Ling Xue saw Ling Han, tears fell, "It's all my fault......!

"Silly girl!" Ling Han shook her head, "Don't cry. I'm fine, baby is fine! It's ...... you."

She held out her hand towards Ling Xue.

Ling Xue stepped forward to hold her hand.

The sisters looked at each other.

"Are you okay?" Ling Han took Ling Xue's hand and held it gently, "I must have been scared last night." ”

"Sister...... Ling Xue cried louder, "When is it, you are still worried about me...... Thanks to my brother-in-law and Fang Jinyu, I'm fine......! If you have something to do with your baby, I'll ...... I can't live ......."

"It's fine if you're okay. ”

(End of chapter)

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