In the elevator, Cheng Yingzi's eyebrows kept frowning slightly, as if she was thinking about something.

When her classmate saw her like this, he asked her, "Is there something on your mind?"

Cheng Yingzi smiled bitterly and asked without answering: "If it were you, would you just get married and go to the hospital for a physical examination in order to prepare for pregnancy?"

Her classmate thought for a while and shook his head: "If you have been married for many years and have no children, you may consider checking it out." But if I had just gotten married, I don't think I would. Unless..."

Cheng Yingzi looked at her very seriously, "Unless what?"

Her classmate said casually: "Unless there may be a problem between the couple, so you need to treat it carefully." ”

Cheng Yingzi's eyes twitched. She thought that Xiao Tian's body was absolutely fine, as for that Zhou Caiyue, it was not quite right when she looked at her face. Pretty is indeed beautiful, but it is obviously a weak willow supporting the wind. Could it be...

A lightning-like light flashed in Cheng Yingzi's heart, illuminating the darkest corner of her heart. In the darkness that bordered on despair, she seemed to see a ray of hope at once.

Xiao Tian accompanied Caiyue to run down from department to department, and some of the results of the physical examination could be released on the spot, but some of them needed to be released the next day.

There is no major problem in gynecology, although Caiyue has had a miscarriage and does not get enough and adequate rest after the miscarriage, but this does not affect her ability to be a mother too much, but she may have more difficulty getting pregnant than ordinary people. But this difficulty is also completely within the normal acceptable range.

The last department they arrived at was the Department of Neurosurgery, and the reason why they came here was because of Caiyue's brain wound.

Xiao Tian didn't take Caiyue to do any more CT scans and resonance examinations. Because of inspections like these, Caiyue has done enough. Therefore, Xiao Tian just brought the film of the last examination before Caiyue and the detailed written conclusion of the doctor and handed them to the doctor for review.

In the past, he was only concerned about the condition of the regular situation of the moon, but now, he wants to ask about some of the conditions that may occur when the moon is pregnant.

Because this issue is very important, Xiao Tian revealed his identity to the doctor. The doctor's answer was very detailed and thoughtful.

According to the doctor, with Caiyue's current age and current physical condition, if she is really pregnant, she really cannot rule out some foreseeable risks. Especially in the late stages of pregnancy, there is a high risk of instability in local intracranial pressure due to insufficient blood supply to the brain, and no one can guarantee what may happen at that time. Moreover, the probability of this happening is very high.

Although the doctor's words were actually quite tactful, this is the case.

On the way home, Cai Yue was silent all the way. Xiao Tian wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

At night, the two lay quietly in bed. Xiao Tian rarely did not move on Cai Yue. He just put his arm around her softly and finally spoke his mind.

"It's not a big deal not to have children, is it? As long as you can stay by my side in peace, I'm satisfied! I think God has been very good to me to be able to wait for you and marry you. ”

Cai Yue lay in Xiao Tian's arms, tears slowly bursting out of her eyes.

No one knows better than her how much Xiao Tian wants to have a child of his own. After she was finally able to marry him, she was also very eager to give him a child as soon as possible, so as soon as she was with him, she immediately quit smoking. But now, she has to make a difficult choice between conceiving a child and preserving her own life.

No matter how she chooses, she will lose. Either the loss of the right to be a mother, or the loss of the right to live.

She thought that even though she might leave at any time, maybe she would be able to spend a few more years with him, and maybe even she could leave him a child that belonged to him and hers for the rest of his life. But the reality is always crueler than she expected.

Xiao Tian felt that the pajamas on his chest were wet.

He was sad, even more so than Caiyue. Because Caiyue's injury was suffered for him, it was he who indirectly deprived her of the right to be a mother, and even he indirectly deprived her of the right to live better.

He loved her, and he owed her! a debt that he would not be able to pay off in this life.

No matter how sad you are, you still have to live your life. As soon as the morning dawned, both of them pretended to be indifferent, as if they had never heard the conclusion of the medical examination.

It was already late autumn and about to enter winter, and a cold wave came last night, and the sky suddenly became cold.

Zhao Ruofei is developing rapidly, he is growing fast, and he can't wear last year's clothes this year. And this is also Caiyue's first winter after returning from country C, so she also needs to prepare winter clothes herself. It just so happened that today was Sunday, and Cai Yue wanted to go out to buy Zhao Ruofei and buy herself a few winter clothes.

Cai Yue wanted Zhao Ruofei to go with her, and he picked it himself, but he refused to go, and Cai Yue didn't want to force him.

I put on my coat and was about to go out when the doorbell rang. The maid opened the door, and Cheng Yingzi appeared in front of the family with a large shopping bag.

After a simple greeting, Cheng Yingzi took out a piece of clothing from the shopping bag and said to Zhao Ruofei: "Ruofei, Aunt Yingzi bought you a new down jacket, come and see, like it or not." ”

Zhao Ruofei jumped over happily, didn't even look at the style, and said "I like it" in a loud voice, and said, "Aunt Yingzi is the best." ”

Cai Yue stood in place and watched, didn't say anything, and went upstairs directly.

She is really in no mood to pretend to be generous now, let alone fight with anyone. She also doesn't want to be a strong woman, strong and strong. When she was sad, she was naturally sad. She was upset, and she didn't want to pretend to laugh.

Xiao Tian frowned slightly, stepped forward and thanked Cheng Yingzi.

Cheng Yingzi looked a little unhappy: "How many things have I bought for Ruofei, you have never said thank you to me so politely before." ”

Cheng Yingzi is telling the truth. The two sides are too familiar, so Xiao Tian is accustomed to Cheng Yingzi's kindness to Zhao Ruofei. Not only Cheng Yingzi, but also Uncle Cheng and Mrs. Cheng, in fact, they often buy all kinds of things for Zhao Ruofei, as if Zhao Ruofei is the grandson of their Cheng family.

However, the situation is different now.

Taking advantage of the free time when Zhao Ruofei went to the bathroom on the first floor to look in the mirror and was not in the living room, Xiao Tian still told Cheng Yingzi what he meant.

"Yingzi, I'm sorry! Maybe it's unreasonable for me to say that, but I still think you'd better not buy too many things for Ruofei in the future. ”

Cheng Yingzi's face stiffened a little when she heard this. After being silent for a while, she pretended to be okay and said, "I know, not in the future." ”

Zhao Ruofei finished trying on the new clothes and walked out of the bathroom, with a very satisfied look on his little face, because the color and style of the clothes Cheng Yingzi bought were very popular with him.

Cheng Yingzi stood up and walked up to Zhao Ruofei and looked at him lovingly for a while.

Although Zhao Ruofei's appearance is biased towards Zhao Fei, his demeanor and demeanor seem to be a miniature version of Xiao Tian. Therefore, Cheng Yingzi's kindness to him is indeed not just to please Xiao Tian, but she really likes this child.

"Ruofei, Aunt Yingzi still has something to do, so let's go first. ”

Zhao Ruofei looked a little surprised at first, he glanced at Xiao Tian on the side, and saw that the expression on his godfather's face seemed to be a little gloomy. Although the child does not fully understand the things and relationships, he also knows some things. As a result, his face showed disappointment, anger, and helplessness.

Cheng Yingzi saw Zhao Ruofei's expression in her eyes, she was very sad, but there was no way to do it. No matter how unwilling and unconvinced she was, the reality was that she was no longer qualified to care about him as before.

Cheng Yingzi left sadly, and Zhao Ruofei also went upstairs angrily and sadly. In the living room, Xiao Tian was left alone.

He slowly sat down on the couch and felt the urge to smoke again.

Although he has quit smoking, he still has cigarettes at home, which are for guests, even on him, and occasionally he still brings cigarettes. It's just that his hand has already touched the cigarette, but he still put it back again.

He stood up and slowly ascended the stairs.

It's not like the seaside villas in the eastern suburbs of the city, where you can look directly at the sea in a daze. But the master bedroom here also has a balcony. If the weather is warm, the outside of the balcony is also a beautiful blue color, but at this time, many leaves on the trees have gradually fallen in the autumn wind, which is very depressing.

Cai Yue sat on the chair on the balcony, and from Xiao Tian's point of view, her back was very lonely.

Xiao Tian sat down beside his wife. He didn't comfort her, he just took her hand and held it in his palm. Cai Yue didn't say anything, just tilted her head slowly and leaned on Xiao Tian's shoulder.

The surrounding scenery is still bleak, and the wind in late autumn is still cold, but here, it has always been warm!

That's enough!

Zhao Ruofei became more and more silent, and the expression on his face became more and more gloomy. Such an expression should not appear on the body of a child of this age.

Not only that, Cai Yue once found a small bruise on his face. When I asked him, he only said that he accidentally hit it while playing football.

Zhao Ruofei just entered the first year of junior high school, and he just established a football team in his grade last month, and he joined without hesitation, and he also became the captain. He was often injured playing football these days, and Cai Yue didn't think much about it.

But soon, Caiyue realizes that something is not quite right.