In early spring, it's a bit cold, but the plants are starting to sprout and grow.

Yan Ruo sat in the car, looking at the scenery outside the car window, and suddenly felt a lot calmer in his heart.

"Tell me about what happened between us in the past. ”

Shen Xuyan, who was also in the car, looked at Yan Ruo's gentle side face, and suddenly wanted to know what had happened between them.

"There's nothing between me and you that I can remember. ”

As usual, Yan Ruo refused to have such a conversation with Shen Xuyan again.

Those pasts, no matter how beautiful they are, are just a form of the past, and after getting along for so long, Yan Ruo knows that there is no need to tell Shen Xuyan what has happened between them, and there is no need to let Shen Xuyan recover his memory.

None of this helps.

Because if a person wants to keep someone, it will not be because of those memories, and sometimes, it will only be because that person wants to keep this person.

"So according to what you mean, you used to be so puzzled before?"

While driving the car, Shen Xuyan chatted with Yanruo leisurely.

On this trip, Shen Xuyan didn't bring anyone, just him and Yan Ruo.

"Shen Xuyan, don't you think you should concentrate on driving?"

Slightly irritated by Shen Xuyan's conversation, Yan Ruo turned his eyes back to look at the scenery outside the window, and frowned at Shen Xuyan's idle posture.

"You're right, I should concentrate on driving. ”

In an instant, Shen Xuyan pressed the button, and the speed of the direct acceleration made Yan Ruo couldn't help but scream.

"What are you doing!

The speed was too fast, so that the scenery outside the car window formed phantoms, and Yan Ruo was so frightened that he grabbed the handle tightly and kept telling Shen Xuyan to stop.

With a stabbing sound, Shen Xuyan suddenly stopped the car, and the good performance made the car just shake for a while, and it was unharmed.

Only Yan Ruo's heartbeat is still pounding.

"Didn't you tell me to concentrate on driving?"

Shen Xuyan held his head with his hands and looked at the frightened Yanruo in a lazy manner.

"You ......"

Because of the fright, Yan Ruo, who was still panting for breath for the time being, his pupils were still wide, and he couldn't tell the panic, and in an instant, he suddenly wanted to open the car door and get out of the car, but found that the car door was locked.

"Open the door!"

The fright and anger made Yan Ruo's voice have a hint of crying, which is an emotion that can't help after being stimulated.

"Can't stand it with just a little stimulation?"

Shen Xuyan frowned, he was slightly happy just now because he was playing tricks on Yan Ruo, but the moment he saw Yan Ruo's tears, he involuntarily dimmed.

"Shen Xuyan, do you think it's great that you're doing this? Do you know how dangerous it is for you to do this!"

Yan Ruo, who hissed and reprimanded Shen Xuyan, was said by him, and tears fell in an instant, accompanied by her body trembling uncontrollably.

The sound of the brakes just now reminded Yan Ruo of that incident in horror, the shadow left by that incident in her heart was too heavy, so heavy that she thought it would happen again just now.

"How do you ......"

Shen Xuyan wanted to pat Yan Ruo with some worry, but before he could get close to her, Yan Ruo directly waved his hand away and interrupted his words.

"You open the door for me!"

Looking at Yan Ruo's trembling body and frightened eyes, Shen Xuyan realized that he seemed to have gone a little too far, and then opened the car door according to Yan Ruo's request.

The lock on the car door had just been unlocked, and Yan Ruo couldn't wait to open the door and get out of the car, only to ease a little when she stood on the ground and felt the feeling of being grounded.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

Shen Xuyan, who drove the car to the side of the road and stopped, got out of the car with Yan Ruo, looked at her back standing on the side of the road, and looked a little trembling, and couldn't help asking.

"You don't need to care!"

However, Yan Ruo's answer was still resistant, refusing to talk to Shen Xuyan again, and refusing to be concerned about him.

Shen Xuyan has never tried to be rejected.

Maybe it's because he has amnesia so he doesn't remember, but no matter what, Shen Xuyan's unique personality will never let him be rejected twice or three times by Yan Ruo, and then he will post it and continue to ask.

So Shen Xuyan turned around and got into the car directly, and the sneer on the corner of his mouth never looked at Yan Ruo again, so he left Yan Ruo on the side of the road and drove away.

After hearing the sound of the car starting, Yan Ruocai looked back, but could only see the shadow of Shen Xuyan's car getting farther and farther away.

Suddenly, Yan Ruo squatted down, hugged herself, and couldn't help crying.

I don't know how long she cried, and when Yan Ruo remembered that she was now alone on the suburban road, she remembered that her situation could no longer allow her to continue crying like this.

"I can cry. ”

Yan Ruo, who hurriedly looked up and wanted to see where she was, saw Shen Xuyan with an impatient face, standing in front of her condescendingly.

"You ......"

The thick crying voice is still blocking the nose, making Yanruo's pronunciation a little abnormal.

"If you can't leave, if you don't leave, you'll figure it out yourself. ”

As he spoke, Shen Xuyan turned around irritably and walked towards the place where the car was parked.

Yan Ruo hurriedly got up to keep up, who knew that because she had been squatting for too long, her steps were unsteady, and she fell directly to the ground, and she also scratched her skin, which hurt her tears and wanted to fall again.

"Why are you in such trouble. ”

Shen Xuyan, who came back when he heard the sound, sighed, checked Yanruo's wound, and found that it was not a big problem, so he directly hugged Yanruo horizontally and walked towards the car.

Staying in Shen Xuyan's arms, the panic that he had just been left alone slowly improved under Yan Ruo's uncontrollable condition, and he couldn't help but squeeze Shen Xuyan's clothes tightly.

Waiting to sit in the co-pilot seat, Yan Ruo took a tissue and wiped all the tears on his face.

"Isn't that good. ”

Shen Xuyan, who was driving again, saw that Yan Ruo had finally returned to normal, although he still didn't look at him, and still pretended that he didn't exist coldly, but it was better than crying just now.

This time, Shen Xuyan was concentrating on driving the car, but the irritability in her heart just now disappeared because she saw Yan Ruo crying, and because she stopped crying.

If it weren't for a deep pain in his heart, which made him stop and walk back, looking at Yan Ruo who was squatting on the ground crying helplessly from a distance, and then making himself even more uncomfortable, Shen Xuyan swore that he would definitely leave Yan Ruo like this and ignore it again.

"My mom...... She died in a car accident......"

Just when Shen Xuyan was concentrating on driving and the two of them were speechless, Yan Ruo suddenly opened his mouth and said something that did not look for the edge.

And Shen Xuyan was only slightly stunned, and then knew that Yan Ruo was telling him why he had such a big mood swing just now.

"After Dad left, all the inheritance left to Mom was taken away by Dad's original match, and we only had one villa to depend on each other, but Mom was used to being pampered by Dad, and Mom, who has always been weak, although she still maintained her former gentleness, but she couldn't survive alone in that situation. ”

Every time I think back to the past, I can't stop wanting to laugh at myself.

What kind of deformity is her family?

Since she was a child, she had no worries about food and clothing, and she could maintain the warmest smile all day long, and her mother was once the woman with the most perfect vitality.

She was noble and elegant, gentle and understanding, if it weren't for her father's sudden illness and death, maybe she would never have known for the rest of her life that her mother was so weak.

The mother who was raised as a canary, she eats well and uses well on weekdays, but once she can't live like that anymore, she feels that her world is completely ruined.

Yan Ruo watched her mother destroy the only home they had little by little, the villa was sold, and they moved to a small apartment, but that little money was not enough for her mother to squander.

In the end, the mother who owed a lot of debts, because she couldn't bear her life of fine clothes and food, disappeared like this, and her mother, who was so weak that she refused to face the reality, chose to commit suicide.

Yan Ruo once thought that her mother didn't really love her father, but it was only because her father supported her too well that she was so reluctant to her father.

But when her mother was lying on the hospital bed and dying, Yan Ruo saw the relationship between her and her father, not for nothing, but more profound than she imagined.

It's just a pity that my mother is too weak to accept such a reality.

"I saw with my own eyes how my mother was hit by a car and fell to the ground, there were more and more people in the big pool, and I couldn't even see my mother's face...... The terrifying sound of the brakes was so loud at that moment, I still remember it......"

So why is it that Yanruo is afraid to be like that, that kind of psychological shadow, even if it has been good for a while, but it will follow him for a lifetime.

Shen Xuyan's hand holding the steering wheel, after hearing Yan Ruo say these words, he couldn't help but hold it tightly, and his fingers turned white with force.

That's why I say it...... You don't know anything at all......"

Yan Ruo looked out the window with her eyes, tears clouding her vision.

That's why she couldn't refuse at her mother's request.

As a child, how can you refuse the last wish of a mother who has the last hope of such a mother?

If it weren't for that, why would she come back here and all the things happening?

Shen Xuyan, who listened to these silently, didn't say anything, only frowned tightly, a distress in his heart made him irritable, and his hands obviously wanted to hold Yanruo in his arms, but he knew that it was useless for him to do so.

The reduced speed of the car made Yan Ruo turn his head to look straight ahead, and a small manor appeared in front of him.

"It's here. ”

Parking the car in the parking garage of the manor, Shen Xuyan looked at Yan Ruo, who was still immersed in memories.

If you take a deep breath, you will suppress all the sadness and posters of the past.

Now, she is not an identity that can vent her emotions at will, she is now just a doll playing with her master as a mistress.

Shen Xuyan just looked at Yan Ruo's eyes with deep pain and self-deprecation at the corners of her mouth, and suddenly felt that her head was extremely painful, and her heart was beating even harder.

"Let's go......"

Holding back his discomfort, Shen Xuyan quickly turned around and brought Yan Ruo into the main house.

"Young Master, why don't you tell me when you're here?" Miss Yan is here too, come in, come in, come in......

As soon as he stepped into the main house, a housekeeper greeted him and warmly welcomed Shen Xuyan and Yan Ruo into the house together.