Lin Zhouye put his shoes at her feet and said, "What do you say you are doing? Is it useful to run away after crashing into a car?"

When he saw the blood on her toes, he couldn't help frowning and took his shoes away, "I'll carry you out." ”

Lin Wanbai refused, "No need, I don't have a fracture, I can walk by myself." ”

After she finished speaking, she stood up, took the handbag beside her, and walked outside. Still barefoot, it seems that the wound on the foot does not hurt at all.

Lin Zhouye sighed slightly, not knowing what kind of madness she was making.

He grabbed his shoes and hurried out.

On the way back, Lin Wanbai didn't say anything, no matter how he asked, she didn't respond to a single syllable.

He felt depressed and bored, so he didn't ask any more.

After returning to Pujiang and the car was stable, Lin Zhouye said, "Did you see Fu Jixing again?"

Lin Wanbai paused, turned his head to look over, and saw that his eyes were worried, and he knew what he was thinking. She sneered and said, "You don't care about me, you can take care of the travel business, let me relax for a few days." ”

She got out of the car.

Lin Zhouye followed her steps closely, "I see you haven't eaten with Wang Mingcheng for a while." ”

"I think you should have a meal with him and have a good exchange, you probably have a relationship disorder, and you still haven't been serious about falling in love. My mom is dead, you know?"

Lin Zhouye slapped it down, "You take care of me." ”

Lin Wanbai smiled and returned this sentence to him, "You care about me." ”

The two glared at each other and entered the room together.

Lin Wanbai put on slippers and covered the wounds on her feet, so as not to worry about Lin Jingyu.

However, she had a car accident, Lin Jingyu inevitably had to worry about it, asking long and short questions, looking up and down, and nervously wanting her to go to the hospital for a full body examination.

After all, this car accident is not small, and the car is burned out, so you can imagine how dangerous it is.

Lin Wanbai thought back now, and also felt that he was blessed with a great life, and he was able to escape such a dangerous situation.

She suddenly felt that the peace charm given by Fu Shixing was really bright.

Thinking about it this way, she also wants to get two more and send one to everyone in the family to keep her safe.

Note that two days before the Chinese New Year, Lin Wanbai took Lin Jingyu and Xiaobao to Pinghua Peak.

I greeted the old monk in advance, and when I went, there was a little monk to help open the door.

After Fu Zhenxing's death, the mountain temple has been closed and has not welcomed guests.

Fu Linsheng was quite intimate with the old monk, and he was very happy to come here, but at night, he inexplicably lay on the bed silently wiping his tears.

The tears were put down in large pieces, Lin Wanbai took him into his arms, very distressed, and asked, "What are you crying about?"

He pouted for a long time before he said, "I miss my father." ”

Lin Wanbai's heart froze, smiled, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word, so he had to hug him tighter. The child's mood was momentary, and after Fu Linsheng cried for a while, he fell asleep.

Lin Wanbai placed him properly, took a tissue to wipe away the tears on his face, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead.

Early the next morning, Lin Wanbai went to the old monk's morning class with the little monks in the mountain temple, and at the end of the day, she stayed alone, walked to the old monk's side, and said, "Master, can I say a few words to you?"

The old monk glanced at her sideways, "Say it." ”

"This is from your hands, right?"

She sent the peace charm to him, and the old monk glanced at it and said, "This is not, this is made by Ah Xing himself." ”

"Huh?" Lin Wanbai didn't react at once.

The old monk took the peace charm in his hand, looked at it carefully, confirmed it very much, and said: "It was made by himself, a peace charm, he poured a lot of effort into it, and used it for many years." ”

As he spoke, he put the peace charm into Lin Wanbai's hand, "If you use something sincere, you should cherish it." ”

Lin Wanbai paused, wanting to say something to make a joke, but in such an environment, it seems that jokes are not allowed.

She was silent, held the peace charm in her palm, and said, "I still want to ask for a few back." ”

"There are some things that you can't find. ”

She nodded, "That's what you said." ”

Lin Wanbai didn't walk away immediately, just stood two steps away from the old monk, standing quietly.

The old monk went about his business and didn't talk to her too much.

Since then, Lin Wanbai has to go to the temple every once in a while to offer incense, and every time he has only one wish, that is, he hopes that Fu Zhenxing will live well, no matter where he is, just live well.

The day before Chinese New Year's Eve, they returned home.

On the second day after the New Year, they began their half-month journey. Lin Wanbai also brought Aunt Rong and Qin Guang with them, and the family went to the Maldives first, then the Netherlands, and finally to Paris.

Lin Wanbai, Liang Zhixia, and Lin Jingyu bought a thing frantically.

Every year since, she has arranged such a trip.

Time is like flowing water, and year after year passes in a trance.

The third year of Fu Zhenxing's departure.

Fu Linsheng was in the second grade of primary school, and on a rainy day, he ran away from home.

The whole family went crazy, and finally had to use their connections, and with the help of the police, they were able to find someone accurately.

He was in the street garden, when Lin Wanbai found him, he was stuffing things into his schoolbag, and when he saw her pulling her legs, he ran away, and the mother and son chased after me, but Fu Linsheng had short legs, and Lin Wanbai easily caught him.

I dragged his small bag and rummaged through it, and it was full of food. Lin Wanbai didn't have a seizure on the street, and pulled him home first.

Aunt Rong went to the hospital worriedly, Lin Jingyu couldn't cry, and everyone in the family was anxious for him.

When he got home, Lin Wanbai pulled him into the study, and the mother and son sat facing each other.

I don't know if it's a rebellious period, Fu Linsheng is getting more and more naughty, and he is particularly disobedient.

I don't know what to think lately, and I'm trying to run away from home, and it's not the first time.

Lin Wanbai calmed down, "What do you want to do?" Tell me, what are you dissatisfied with this family. ”

Fu Linsheng straightened his back, raised his neck, lowered his eyes, didn't look at her, and didn't say a word.

Lin Wanbai suppressed his anger, "You speak! If you don't speak, how do I know what you're thinking." Fu Linsheng, don't live a good life, do you have to make everyone jump?"

He still didn't speak.

Lin Wanbai was about to fight, but thinking that he had always been very obedient, he was reluctant to fight, so he walked up to him and said kind words, "Tell me, what are you thinking?"

As the child grows up, he has his own ideas, and if he doesn't say it, she can't figure it out.

Fu Linsheng said: "I don't want to study, I'm annoyed." ”

"Why don't you want to study? Isn't there your best friend at school?"

"If you don't want to read, you don't want to read, if you let me go to study again, I'll still run away from home!"

Lin Wanbai's anger rushed up again, and in the end, Fu Linsheng did not escape the beating.

The one who cried, halfway through the fight, Lin Jingyu came in to pull people and directly took Fu Linsheng away.

Lin Wanbai was angry, and after she was angry, she began to introspect again, maybe she didn't do enough, she should put more time and energy on her children. With this in mind, she reduced her workload and spent more time with him.

But it didn't work, the day after the person was sent to school, something happened and the person was beaten to blood.

Lin Wanbai went to the school in person and asked him to apologize, but he refused to live or die. The other parent's words were all unpleasant, and Lin Wanbai could only bear it.

On the way back, Lin Wanbai didn't scold him, didn't even say a word, but cried on the road.

She hadn't cried for a long time, Fu Linsheng was originally very hard, but when she saw her crying, she was startled, and she panicked all of a sudden. The two eyebrows were twisted, anxious for a long time, lying on her lap, and said, "Mom, you are crying." ”

Lin Wanbai choked up and said, "Are you happy now?"

Fu Linsheng pulled her sleeve and wiped her tears, "Don't cry, such a big person, if you still have to cry, I won't cry." ”

"It's not that you're angry with me, you're just going to bully me. ”

He pouted, and his whole body wilted.

"Why the hell are you beating?"

He pouted for a while before he said, "They say I don't have a father, they're annoyed, I don't want to be with them, they're stupid." ”

Lin Wanbai's heart was sour, "Why didn't you say it earlier, if you said so, I would have refuted them at the time, and I wouldn't have let them point at and scold them like this." No, I'm going back and reasoning with them. ”

"Forget it, I don't have a dad in the first place. My dad is dead. ”

"Who said that. ”

"I said it. ”

Lin Wanbai wanted to say something, Fu Linsheng said: "Don't lie to me, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore." I heard my grandmother talking to Grandma Rong, saying that you are still deceiving yourself to this day, and I asked the teacher what self-deception meant, saying that she was deceiving herself and taking the fake as the real thing. ”

"My uncle always said that you have delusions, and from time to time you have to run after people, and you will run all over your body. I asked the teacher what fantasy is, that is, I don't want to face reality, and I fantasize about people who are dead as if they are still alive. ”

Lin Wanbai frowned, listening to him say these words seriously, he couldn't say anything in his heart.

She hadn't heard any of these words, and he knew them all.

"It's not good for you to eavesdrop on people like this. ”

"I didn't mean to. He pouted and asked, "So, do you really have delusions?"

Lin Wanbai smiled awkwardly, not knowing how to explain.

Fu Linsheng asked, "Dad won't come back, right?"

Lin Wanbai couldn't answer, and there was no answer, she said, "Do you want him to come back?"

"He can't come back. ”

Lin Wanbai looked at the fleeting scenery outside the window and did not respond to his words.

Later, Fu Linsheng was well-behaved, but his personality was far less cheerful than before, he buried himself in his studies and had very good grades.

Moral, intellectual, physical, aesthetic, and labor are all good.

The excellent Lin Wanbai was very uncomfortable.

……

On this day, Fu Zhenxing has a week off.

He slept in the dormitory for one day, and the next day he took a set of clothes from the cupboard and changed them and prepared to go out.

"Going to the North City again?"

ST blocked his way, Fu Jixing glanced at him and said, "Go and go back." ”

"Do you know that your identity will be in danger if your identity is revealed? If you have a day off, you can rest in the apartment, and women are so important, right?"

Naturally it was important, not for this woman, and he wouldn't stay here.

He smiled, said in a calm tone, "I'll go back as soon as I go." ”

After saying that, he patted ST on the shoulder, took a simple backpack and went out.

ST looked at his back as he walked quickly, and sighed slightly.

Four years ago, Fu Zhenxing thought of a game, a game that would allow Lin Wanbai not to be dragged down by him from now on.

In order for this game to succeed, he found Luo Ye through Wang and made such a fake death game.

But Luo Ye had a promise to Fu Yanchuan, so it was impossible to really let Fu Yanxing live, and under the discussion between the two parties, Luo Ye gave him ten years, and ten years was enough for Wang to squeeze Fu Yanxing's value.

Best of both worlds.

None of Fu Zhenxing's subordinates knew about that plan, and very few people knew about it, so many people thought that Fu Zhenxing was really dead, and even today, Ke Nian still thought so.

The regional tasks they are responsible for are different, so there is a high probability that they will never meet again in their lives.

What's more, Fu Zhenxing's life is very short, and it has only been ten years.

After Fu Jixing's death, Lao Wen's forces fell quickly, and Yu Zhi was in it, and it didn't take long for him to lose all his power, and finally he didn't know where to flee to hide, and his life and death were uncertain.

In the past four years, ST is probably the one who has the most communication and deepest friendship with Fu Zhenxing.

He doesn't communicate much with people, but in the course of his mission, he takes care of every brother who walks with him. He is kind and responsive, as long as he can do it, he will definitely help, and never refuses.

Xu has always gotten along day and night, ST regards him as a true friend, and he is willing to say many things to him, both good and bad, because he is the strictest and will not say anything.

These people also have time to rest, ST has no family, no family, but he, as a normal man, has certain needs. Every time he went out, he would greet Fu Zhenxing, but he never went.

When he is not out of the house, he spends most of his time in the house, reading books, watching videos, or writing letters. Letters that can't be sent.

ST felt that he lived like an ascetic.

I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't entertain, and I read all the books. ST sneaked into his room while he was away, and he deeply felt that this person was not human.

There is a one-inch photo of Lin Wanbai posted on his bedside, and before every trip, he always reminds ST that if he can't come back, he will tear up the bedside photo and throw it away. In the whole house, there was only this one photo, and there was no other information about Lin Wanbai.

Fu Zhenxing's code name in the group is FJ.

There is no more Fu Xingxing in the world, only FJ.

The king did not allow Fu to travel without permission, and he could only move in a small area during the holidays, because he had a special identity and went out without permission, and if he was discovered, it would not be beneficial to him. But throughout the year, Fu always has to go out a few times.

ST covered it up for him, but he couldn't cover it up, and if he stabbed Lao Wang, he would have to suffer a little. But Lao Wang has a heart of love for talents, and Fu Zhenxing has performed exceptionally well in recent years, and he also has compassion for him, and he also thinks that he has a deep affection for Lin Wanbai, and he scolds him fiercely, the thunder is heavy and the rain is small, and the scolding is just like that.

In fact, Fu Zhenxing himself also knew that he should not go out too much, every time he went to see Lin Wanbai, it seemed that he would always be discovered, and he would go less often in the future.

Lao Wang is still a little sympathetic to him, and every Chinese New Year, he will give him a little information about his wife and children.

Let him know that they are all doing well, so to speak, very good.

Let him know that he made the right decision.

To get to that point, there must be a sacrifice to gain, he gave up getting along with her day and night, and what he got was the peace of everyone, which was worth it.

Fu walked to the north field and hid on the road that Lin Wanbai had to pass through every day.

But he pounced.

Lin Wanbai has adjusted her work and spent more time taking care of her children, so it is different from her previous itinerary. Fu Zhenxing didn't know that he was in the same place, waited for a day, and didn't see her.

But he can't get close to Pujiang, let alone the company.

He had to stay for another day, he used some means to find her location, and the next day, he got his wish to see her send Fu Linsheng to school.

It was a rainy day, the wind was very strong, and when she got out of the car, she almost blew off her umbrella. She was wearing a pair of sports shorts with short sleeves, her hair was tied in a ponytail, and she was dressed very young, not looking like a mother of eight or nine-year-old children.

She escorted Fu Linsheng into the school, and when she came out, she walked with a parent, and the two talked very happily, the parent was a male parent, and he looked quite young.

From the school to the parking space, the road is quite long, and the male parent has been escorting her to the car, this way, Lin Wanbai laughed many times, I don't know what the male parent said, which made her so happy.

Fu Zhenxing felt sour bubbles in his heart, but he could only look at it like this.

If you die, you can only suffer it yourself.

At this time, Lin Wanbai lifted the umbrella and swept around, Fu Shixing subconsciously hid behind the tree, and didn't even dare to poke his head out.

Lin Wanbai's eyes were so good, she had already spotted him more than once.

Every time she finds out, she always has to catch up, regardless of it, when she wears high heels, she breaks her foot every time. He didn't dare to go back to such a chase, he was both excited and scared.

He fantasized many times about what it would be like if he was chased by her, if the two met.

By the time he went out, Lin Wanbai had been gone for a long time.

It rained a lot, but his heart was warm, and he was more energetic.

……

The fifth year of Fu Zhenxing's departure.

Lin Jingyu began to look for a partner for Lin Wanbai, she listened to Lin Wanbai's words, enrolled in various classes, enriched her life, and met a group of wives by the way. Then, I started to give color objects to the people in the house.

Liang Zhixia needs to get married, Lin Zhouye needs to get married, and even Lin Wanbai needs a partner.

So, she was full of energy and secretly took out photos of the three of them for various matches.

The old lady is full of passion, and when she encounters some menopause, she can only go along with it, and the three of them take turns bombing, and from time to time they have to find time to have a meal with their blind date.

It's a shame to have too many times.

The three of them began to complain to each other, and finally Liang Zhixia and Lin Wanbai were on the same front, thinking that Lin Zhouye needed to find a partner to get married quickly.

Lin Zhouye pulled Lin Wanbai to his side and said: "Women first, Xiaobai has been married, you can slow down, you can't, you have to hurry up and find a partner." ”

The three of them had a fight, and finally broke up unhappily.

Lin Jingyu sincerely wanted Lin Wanbai to find another person and find someone who was more reliable, so she specially took Lin Wanbai to Fu Jixing's grave.

This is the first time in five years that Lin Wanbai has stood in front of Fu Jixing's grave, and it is also the first time that Lin Jingyu has spoken.

In the photo on the tombstone, Fu Zhenxing is quite young, with a serious face and no smile at all.

Lin Jingyu looked at Lin Wanbai and said, "It's been five years, you should face the reality, this person is dead is dead, you have to live a new life." ”

Lin Wanbai couldn't help but smile and said, "Mom, is my life bad now?"

Lin Jingyu said to herself, "Even Xiaobao can choose to accept it, why can't you." ”

Lin Wanbai was aggrieved to death, she grabbed Lin Jingyu's hand and said, "Mom, Mom, can you hear me?" Mom." ”

"You just don't believe it, I really don't understand why you think he's not dead. There is also a corpse, and everything proves that it is Fu Zhenxing, why do you think he can't die? Are you going to wait for him for the rest of your life?

Lin Wanbai was helpless, and the old lady didn't listen to her at all.

After saying it for a while, Lin Jingyu stared at Fu Jixing's photo, and after a long time, she sighed and said, "Maybe you can't find a man like him who is good to you." ”

Lin Wanbai hugged her shoulders and said, "It's okay with this, I just won't fall in love with anyone else again." Besides, I still have Xiaobao, and I'm not alone. ”

Lin Jingyu glanced at her, "Children always have to grow up, and they won't always stay by your side when they grow up." I'm leaving, too, and you'll be the only one left. ”

"No, I still have Liang Zhixia and my uncle. ”

"Oh, you're going to let them all stop getting married, aren't you?" Lin Jingyu twisted her, "How can you be so selfish, I don't allow it." ”

At this time, Lin Jingyu seemed to notice something, "Hey, this is a double tomb?"

Lin Wanbai didn't make a sound.

Lin Jingyu seemed to know something, "You ......"

She didn't say anything, Lin Wanbai just smiled at her, and then pulled her away, "Okay, let's go home." Mom, let me tell you, if you continue like this, the three of us will run away from home. ”

Lin Jingyu was stunned and couldn't say anything.

Wait for a reunion, wait for a reunion, wait for death, won't you also meet again?

In the end, he only poked her head and shouted, "Silly girl." ”

Before Fu Jixing's funeral was held, Lin Wanbai called Qin Guang and asked him to buy a double tomb when he bought the cemetery.

Qin Guang followed her wishes and purchased a double tomb.

After a long time, Lin Jingyu didn't insist on finding a partner for her anymore, but she couldn't help but sigh when she looked at her occasionally.