Volume 1 Initial Chapter 49 She Is You, You Are She
Ling Han thought that Jiang Yichen had forgiven her, so she came back again. Momentarily overjoyed, he quickly ran over and opened the door.
"Ginger...... Huh?" When she saw the appearance of the person who came, the smile on her face turned into doubt, "You...... How did you find here?"
"I came here smelling the smell of rice. The visitor smiled, "I'm really hungry." Why? Don't you invite me in?"
"Oh, please come in. Ling Han nodded hesitantly, and then let the man in, the surprise on his face did not fade for a long time, "Luna, are you an immortal, why do you always find me?"
"Shhhhhhhh β
"It's boring...... Ling Han pouted, "By the way, what are you looking for me this time?"
"I'll have to ask you. Luna naturally made it to the table, squinting and smiling, "I'll only show up when you need me." Don't you have anything to ask me?"
Ling Han was stunned for a long time before he spoke: "There are too many questions, I don't know where to start." β
Luna picked up a piece of braised pork, put it in her mouth and chewed it carefully, then nodded, "Well! In our time, the air was all dirty, where could you taste such a delicacy. β
"Huh?" Ling Han suddenly became interested, "So, are the people of our era considered ancient people in your eyes?"
"Forget it. β
"Uh......"
"What you want to ask, it shouldn't be just this, right?" Luna put down her chopsticks and looked Ling Han in the eye.
"Can't you read my thoughts?" Ling Han winked at her.
"Who told you to move here all of a sudden?" Luna rolled her eyes with a disgruntled look, "It's taken me too much energy just to sense your location. β
"Okay. Ling Han suddenly became serious, "I want to go back to the past, do I really have to wait for another three years? What is the matter with those memories of the past that do not belong to me? What is the relationship between me, I mean me with a soul, who is now standing in front of you and talking to you, and my body? Am I just living with the help of the body of my body? Why have the memories of the past changed?"
"You have a lot of questions. Luna rubbed her temples and muttered for a few seconds, "Let me take care of it." β
"You crossed over because of an accident, right?" Luna's face changed slightly, "It's not like you have to wait another three years if you want to go back in time. Maybe a month, maybe ten years or eight years, it's hard to say. β
"Hah?!" Ling Han's eyes widened, "That'...... I'm not going to go back, am I?"
"I'm sorry, I can't say. β
"Okay. Ling Han didn't want to embarrass Luna, "What's going on with those memories? β
"Who do you think you are?" asked Luna.
"Me?" Ling Han bit his lip, unexpectedly a little unsure, "I'm Ling Han......"
"Well, for the past fifteen years, this body of you, the other you, is a living person with her own memories. Luna said unhurriedly, "To you, traveling back in time to this era is just an overnight absurdity, but for her, it's a real life. Isn't it?"
Ling Han nodded, as if he understood a little: "So, those memories that don't belong belong to another meβthat is, this body?"
"That's right. Luna smiled softly, "The memories that confuse you belong to her. β
"But why don't I remember all the memories after the car accident?" Ling Han asked again.
"That's her own memory, you can't see it. Luna explained, "The reason you can see her memories from fifteen years ago is because your previous memories coincide. But the memories after the car accident have nothing to do with you. β
"I still don't understand ......"
"You don't need to understand. Luna said with a smile as she put another piece of meat in her mouth.
"But those memories of her are very important to me. β
"Does it matter?" Luna shook her head disapprovingly, "You can't ask for things that don't belong to you, you don't have to carry those memories with you." Whether it's happiness or pain, you're not qualified to experience it. β
"But I suddenly felt a little sorry for her. "Ling Han looked extremely sad today.
"I'm sorry for her?
"I suddenly crossed over here, did she not exist, where would she go?" Ling Han frowned, "I took everything from her, but I lost her most precious memories. Not only that, but even her family, I failed to protect it. β
"Can't tell!" Luna smiled and shrugged, "You little girl, you're quite sentimental! Think about it, if you didn't make it and died in that car accident, would 'her' still exist? Because you traveled through time, changed time and space, changed the past, can 'she' live for fifteen more years? You are 'her', 'she' is you, and 'she' is you. β
"The more you talk, the more confused I become. Ling Han has one head and two big, "It's so complicated." β
"Yes, that's understandable!" Luna put down her chopsticks when she was full, "That's it! There are two Linghan: Aβthat's you, and Bβthat's the body. If A dies in that car accident, then both A and B's lives end at the same time - neither of you exists. And now, A has crossed over to the present fifteen years later, so what is B doing? Of course, he is going through the past fifteen years of life! Got it? You have to give a reasonable explanation for appearing here for no reason, don't you?"
Ling Han nodded as if he didn't understand.
"That's it, I don't think you get it. Luna debunked her with a single glance, "Didn't I say that you don't have to understand, and you don't have to worry about it so much." You might as well learn from me!"
She walked up to Ling Han and said with a smile, "I suddenly crossed over here, and I don't know anything about the previous experience of my body. I don't even know what her name is or how old she is. But what does it matter? Life is one's own, and what you live is completely in your own hands. What's the use of dwelling on the past?
Ling Han thought about it carefully, it seemed that she might be entangled.
"Why do you have to go back in time?" Luna asked.
"I don't want to stay here. Ling Han sighed, "To be realistic, I don't want to live fifteen years less in vain, and I don't want to face these messy things. β
"Oh, my sister, ......" Luna patted Ling Han's head, "You have picked up all this life, and you are worried about whether you will live fifteen years less?
"But ......"
"Alright!" Luna interrupted, "I shouldn't interfere with your thoughts. You are free to choose to stay or go back in time. Thank you for your hospitality~"
"Where do you live?"
βNo! No! Noβ¦β¦ Don't try to ask me everything. Luna held out her index finger and shook it, "I'll come to you if necessary." It's better to keep some mystery between us! what do you think?"
"Mysterious is obviously you...... Ling Han muttered quietly, "You know everything about me, and I don't know anything about you." β
"I'm everywhere. With that, Luna disappeared at the door of Jiang Yichen's house.
Ling Han looked at the empty room, her mind in chaos, and Luna's words were repeated in her mind.
"I'm 'you', 'you' is me?" Ling Han stroked his chest, "But, where is 'you' now?
Luna is right, if she had died in that car accident, then nothing would exist now-Ling Han looked at the flashing neon lights outside the window, and her heart was full of emotion--If that was the case, how much pain should her parents endure? What is there not to be satisfied with if she has picked up a life for nothing, to be able to accompany her parents, and to marry and have children smoothly? Even if everything is so bad now, but to live is the greatest happiness!