All Chapters_Chapter 163 Gu Fengcheng, I really love you, have you ever loved me?
Song Qingge returned to the villa, as soon as he entered the door, he stood under the crystal chandelier, looking at everything familiar around him, his face was pale, his heart ached, before marriage, he brought her here and told her that this was their home, but now, this home he arranged with his own hands, he was not there.
He had promised to give her a warm and happy life, and he had promised that they would always be together, but now, he was by another woman's side.
After the wedding, they never lived here for a day, but Song Qingge felt that this villa was full of his figure, before marriage, they were here to talk to me and me, so comfortable, but after marriage, she was lonely, this wedding room, this home, full of inexplicable irony and mockery.
"Madam, what's wrong with you?" Sister-in-law Qing asked with concern when she saw that her face was not good.
Song Qingge looked at her blankly, with a sneer on her lips, Sister-in-law Qing, the person who has taken care of her for half a year.
She heard from Xu Qian that Sister-in-law Qing had served the big boss for two years, so she had a natural sense of intimacy with her, and Sister-in-law Qing was also very good to her, usually shushing her and asking for warmth...... But she never thought that her divorce agreement was stored with her sister-in-law, and she also had sleeping pills that could kill her...... Is she hiding it too well, or is she too stupid to see it? The young sister-in-law at this moment made her feel strange and frightened.
"Madam?" Sister-in-law Qing reached out to help her.
Song Qingge's mind was extremely confused, she pushed her away unceremoniously, and staggered upstairs, she walked step by step, slowly...... Her mind was too messy, the whole person was dizzy, her lower abdomen was swollen and uncomfortable, and she felt a dull pain.
When she went upstairs with difficulty and was about to push open the bedroom, Sang Tingyi came out of the next room, wearing pajamas, "Sister-in-law, why are you only coming back now?"
Song Qingge looked at her coldly, smiled bitterly in her heart, pushed open the door and entered the bedroom, she was not comfortable all over, and she collapsed on the bed without changing her clothes.
"Sister-in-law, where are you uncomfortable?" Tingyi asked with concern when she saw her appearance.
Song Qingge was extremely numb, and the discomfort in his body was not as obvious as the pain in his heart.
Tingyi sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her haggard and pale appearance, and asked with concern, "I'll accompany you to the hospital." ”
"Tingyi," Song Qingge looked at her, her lips trembling slightly, and her throat was dry, "You call Gu Fengcheng and tell him that I want to see him." She almost forgot that Tingyi could reach him.
Sang Tingyi was slightly stunned, "My brother is in Africa." ”
Song Qingge smiled bitterly and did not deny: "You call him, according to my words," she looked at the ceiling blankly, "Just say, I'll wait for him at home......"
"Sister-in-law?"
"Call him for me, okay?" she pleaded. Wu Jing refused to help, and now only Tingyi can contact him.
"My brother is really not in Z City. Sang Tingyi said.
Seeing that she also refused, Song Qingge was gloomy and said, "Tingyi, I'm tired, you go out first." ”
Her mood today was very undramatic, Sang Tingyi was a little dazed and at a loss, so she had to stand up, "Sister-in-law, then I'll go back to the room first, if you are uncomfortable, remember to call me." With that, she prepared to leave.
When Sang Tingyi's hand just fell on the doorknob, Song Qingge couldn't help asking, "Tingyi, what else do you know?" Her side was full of deception, and Sang Tingyi seemed innocent and lively, and she had no scheming, what role did she play?
"What did you say?" Sang Tingyi turned around and asked ignorantly.
Song Qingge smiled bitterly, "You don't know that Fengcheng is going to divorce me?"
Sang Tingyi was shocked, "Who is spreading rumors?" She came over again, "Sister-in-law, don't listen to people's nonsense, my brother loves you very much," she is a girl without scheming, frank and honest, "He has to call me several times a day, asking you about your situation, asking you what you eat, and whether you sleep well at night......"
"If he cares about me, why doesn't he call me himself?" Song Qingge smiled bitterly.
Sang Tingyi was speechless.
"Tingyi, do you really not know, or do you not know?" she didn't believe it, the big boss was in Z City, Tingyi wouldn't know, but she was just helping to hide her.
But Sang Tingyi didn't believe it at all: "My brother cares about you so much and loves you so much, what's more, you are about to give birth to a baby, how could he divorce you?" It must be nonsense. ”
Song Qingge frowned, at this moment, his heart was even more confused, and he said coldly: "He has signed the divorce agreement." ”
"Impossible!" Sang Tingyi argued, "My brother will never be like that." Sister-in-law, don't listen to people's nonsense!"
"Nonsense?" Song Qingge smiled sadly, "Fengcheng's mother told me that the divorce agreement is indeed his handwriting...... Tingyi," her eyes were wet, holding Sang Tingyi's hand, she hoped it was nonsense, it was fake, but the handwriting couldn't deceive people.
"No!" Sang Tingyi insisted on her position, "If you don't believe it, I'll call him right away." After that, he called Gu Fengcheng in front of her, but his phone was turned off, Tingyi was a little stunned, and explained, "Sister-in-law, my brother's mobile phone may be out of battery, I'll call him tomorrow morning, don't think about it...... I'll help you find out about this. ”
Clear? Sang Lanqin has made it clear enough today.
"Sister-in-law," Sang Tingyi said again, "don't be angry, being angry is not good for the baby." ”
Song Qingge was gloomy, closed his eyes and was silent.
How much she hoped that today's events were just a dream;
She hopes that from the wedding to the present, it is just a dream;
When he woke up, he was by her pillow, his hand caressing her lower abdomen, and looking at her with a smile.
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She dreamed of Gu Fengcheng again, and dreamed that he and Gu Xinlei were in bed;
dreamed that he threw the divorce settlement to her;
dreamed that Gu Xinlei had a big belly, and he carefully cared for Gu Xinlei to go to the prenatal checkup;
I dreamed that she gave birth to a child, but she was snatched away by him and stuffed into Gu Xinlei's arms, but Gu Xinlei lifted the child and threw it downstairs.
At this moment, Song Qingge woke up, she was sweating profusely, and the scene in her dream made her heart palpitate, and at this time, Xiao Gu's classmates were also having a good time, punching and kicking her, and they were very happy.
The feeling of swelling coming from her lower abdomen became more and more obvious, and even, there was a slight throbbing pain, which made Song Qingge so much that she couldn't sleep anymore, and when the sky turned white, she got up.
She looked at herself in the mirror, the whole person was swollen, and even, the beautiful and pretty face in the past was completely deformed, like a bloated middle-aged woman, the eye bags and dark circles made her look even more haggard, she changed into a clean maternity dress, and went out in the morning light.
With her hand stroking her tumbling belly, she had a vague bottom in her heart.
If he really wants to divorce, if he really wants to abandon her, she needs to know why. She can't be divorced for no reason.
Also, she caresses her lower abdomen, mother and son are connected, and her child will never be given to other women.
Though he had been running away from her, avoiding her;
Although she loves him and is pregnant with his child, she is not a soft persimmon to be kneaded, what she wants is his attitude, which is a statement.
If you want to die, you must die clearly.
Since he ran away from her, she took the initiative to find him.
This time, she won't back down again.
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Less than seven o'clock, she drove to the outside of the ZK office building, she sat in the car, Xiao Gu seemed to be resisting, stretching out her hand and stretching her feet, she ignored it, looked outside, and watched the street from deserted to pedestrians, and then to the bustling crowd.
Her eyes have been staring at the entrance of the ZK office building, watching the white-collar beauties in OL suits and the elites in suits walking in one after another. At half past eight, she saw Xu Qian's white Hyundai car drive into the parking lot, and at eight forty o'clock, she saw Gao Zirui get out of a car......
At nine o'clock, at the gate of ZK, except for the handsome security guards, everything returned to calm, and the white-collar workers in the building began to work all day long.
From beginning to end, she didn't see the big boss, but she didn't know why, but she firmly believed that he should be in the office.
When she got out of the car, she saw her figure through the glass window, bloated, her bulging belly making her movements seem sluggish and bulky, she froze in her steps, and then walked towards the door.
"Who are you looking for?" the front desk lady came over and blocked her way.
Song Qingge's face was calm, he looked at the pretty woman in front of him, and said calmly, "I'm looking for Gu Fengcheng." ”
The front desk lady looked at her and said hesitantly: "The boss is on a business trip and is not in the office." ”
"I'm his wife. Song Qingge raised his head with a calm face.
The front desk lady has been here for less than half a year, and she has never seen Song Qingge, she was slightly stunned, and looked at her, she had heard that Mrs. Big Boss was pregnant, but she was not sure that the person in front of her was, so she said, "You wait a minute, I'll make a call." ”
"Wait a minute. Song Qingge took out her mobile phone and flipped out their wedding photos to show her.
The front desk lady saw it, her face changed slightly, and she quickly apologized.
Song Qingge put away her phone, "You don't have to inform Xu Qian," her lips were slightly cold, "I came to surprise Fengcheng." "Yes, if she appears, it will be a surprise for him.
"Okay. The front desk lady immediately helped her press the big boss special elevator, Song Qingge walked in, and turned back clumsily, "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome," the front desk lady smiled, and when the elevator closed, she breathed a sigh of relief and returned to the front desk.
Song Qingge stood in the elevator, looking at the jumping numbers on the display board, 1, 2, 3...... 17、18…… The higher the number, the closer he became, in the elevator wall, her figure was reflected, her face was swollen, her body was bulky, the gray maternity dress made her face even paler, the puffy eyelids, and the black blue under the eyelids, made her look completely unenergetic, like a ...... An abandoned woman.
A sneer appeared on her lips, she was an abandoned woman herself, and she had been an abandoned woman since the second day of the wedding.
With a ding, the elevator opened on the 33rd floor, and she walked straight to the big boss's office.
A female white-collar worker walked towards her with a cup, was slightly surprised when she saw her, recognized it, and said politely: "Mrs. Gu is good." ”
Her eyes were slightly stunned, and she smiled back palely.
Mrs. Gu, hehe, this title is so ironic, it won't be long before it will be replaced.
There was no one in Xu Qian's position, she stood in front of the door of the big boss's office, and heard a faint sound of talking inside, mixed with the voice of the big boss, she couldn't hear what he was saying, but his voice made her breathe sluggish, and her chest was as heavy as a boulder, she breathed steadily, stretched out her hand, and slammed open the office door.
They seemed to be in a meeting, and when they saw her, they all stopped.
And the big boss was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with his back to the door, hearing the sound of the door, he turned around frowning, when he saw Song Qingge, a trace of surprise flashed across his face, and he looked at her with deep eyes, his thin lips pursed slightly, like that, he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry.
Song Qingge stood at the door, her face was pale, the air became thinner, her face was expressionless, after half a year, I saw him again, he was wearing a gray suit, a long figure, a noble aura exuded from his body, and his aura, there was a feeling that no one should approach.
Ten thousand years at a glance.
She had thought about the reunion of the two many times, they hugged or laughed, or cried, or rejoiced, but never thought that when she really saw him, her previous nervousness and panic were all gone, but her heart was unusually calm.
Seeing that the big boss and Song Qingge's faces were not right, Xu Qian and the executives quietly stood up and left, and when they went out, Xu Qian closed the door of the office.
The big boss looked at her, Cen Leng's face softened slightly, he would send her photos to Tingyi every day, but when she suddenly appeared in front of him, looking at her familiar face and this bloated figure, he was distressed and secretly sad.
With a slight pain in his heart, he walked up to her, broke the silence, and said softly, "Why are you here?"
Hearing the familiar and gentle words, Song Qingge's body trembled slightly, and there was a faint throbbing pain in his lower abdomen, and his heartbeat became more and more nervous as he walked closer and closer. She didn't move, letting him reach out and take her in his arms.
She was dazed, her face pressed against his suit, and the familiar smell of tobacco entered her breath, and for that moment, she was a little confused.
They are not as tight as they used to be, between them, separated by the big belly like a basket, when Xiao Gu's classmate punched and kicked, the big boss felt it, and he was surprised, "He...... Moving?"
"He moves every day," she whispered, her expression indifferent, since yesterday, Xiao Gu seemed to be very irritable, and the amplitude of movement was also very large, including now, her lower abdomen was faintly throbbing.
Seeing her depressed and gloomy expression, the big boss's eyes were sour, and he felt guilty, "I'm sorry." He missed too much, when he left, her lower abdomen was only slightly protruding, and now, she was about to give birth, and he had never been ...... her now.
Floor-to-ceiling glass windows reflect the figures of the two.
He is still plump and handsome, while she is bloated, and the figures of the two of them form a huge contrast, as if even the appearance is reminding her how inappropriate they are.
Song Qingge's heart throbbed slightly, they were indeed inappropriate, she held back all the discomfort, and asked him directly: "Why are you avoiding me?"
The big boss frowned and didn't speak.
Just now, he came to hug her, and the warm and familiar embrace made her a little excited, but after sobering up, she remembered his cruelty in the past six months, as well as the words that Sang Lanqin said, in her heart, as if she was separated by something, it was difficult to breathe, she came to him today, because she didn't want to hide in the turtle shell anymore, she wanted to ask him openly and honestly, why did he divorce? ”
The big boss looked slightly, "Really?" he was embarrassed, "Then why didn't you call me?"
Song Qingge sneered coldly: "If I call you, I'm afraid you will avoid me like in a Thai restaurant!" she sneered, "How difficult it is for me to see you!"
She bowed her head slightly and began to whisper: "You don't say goodbye on the second day of the wedding, do you know how painful I am?"
Do you know how uncomfortable it is when I can't get through to you?
I obviously saw you, but you hid from me, how much I want to cry, you know?
I send you so many texts and you don't reply to any of them, you know how sad I am?
I went to the prenatal checkup alone, and I was helpless when I slept alone at night with leg cramps, you know?
I dream of you many nights, of you pushing me off a cliff, of you choking my neck, of you and other women...... Every time I wake up from a dream, I sweat profusely, telling myself that the dream is the opposite......
You called Wujing, you called Tingyi, but you didn't call me;
You are my husband, and I heard everything about you from other people's mouths," Song Qingge choked up, "Even if you want to divorce me, I am the last one to know?"
The big boss frowned, it turned out that she knew, listening to her confiding, her complaints, he was gloomy and guilty, his eyes were sour, and he smiled bitterly.
"What did I do wrong? You want to do this to me?" His silence made Song Qingge's heart tighten slightly, "I'm not an unreasonable, stalker-like woman, what's the matter, you tell me directly, why do you want to lie to others, even let others give me the divorce agreement, don't you just want to see me? If you don't like it, if you hate me, why did you marry me in the first place?"
The big boss's eyes drooped slightly, the reality was too cruel, the truth was too cruel, he couldn't speak, everything was too complicated, between them, he finally became a victim of the hatred of the previous generation, and he, ashamed of her, was sorry for her: "Qingge, you're right, it's my fault." ”
Song Qingge's heart was bleeding, he admitted his mistake so calmly, does that mean that he fell in love with Gu Xinlei...... He really planned to divorce her, and she held back the tears in her eyes, "That divorce agreement is signed by you!"
"Yes!" The big boss lowered his head slightly, his face was very cold, he had always thought that avoiding her was the best choice, and their meeting was destined to be a separation. He thought that their marriage relationship would last until the birth of the child, but he never thought that it would be advanced.
Song Qingge listened, her heart was like a knife, Xiao Gu's classmates kicked happily, her stomach ached faintly, her eyes were wet with discomfort, her hands were propped up on the back of the sofa, looking at him, and said with difficulty: "Divorce can be ......" Her throat was dry, "Reason...... I have the right to know why. ”
"We are not suitable. The big boss felt even more pain in his heart, he turned his back and didn't dare to look at her, and even when faced with her accusations, he was speechless. For her, he was ruthless and decided. But he clearly knew that if he was soft-hearted, he would hurt her.
"No, why did you marry me in the first place!" she asked him with a slight anger.
The big boss looked up at the window, and there was a glimmer of light in his eyes.
"Is it really because of the child?" she asked bitterly.
"Yes. The big boss replied against his will.
"Gu Fengcheng," she called his name, her heart aching to the extreme, "I really love you...... Have you ever loved me?"
The big boss was cold, his lips trembled slightly, and it took a long time before he said two words: "No." ”
His cold words shattered Song Qingge's heart, she took a few steps back in a daze, wanting to cry without tears, suddenly, her abdominal pain was like a twist, and she only felt a warm liquid gushing out of her body.