Chapter 158: I don't want to settle

"I don't understand, and I don't want to. Yuan Shilin cried, covering her ears with her hands, not wanting to listen to Tang Haolin's words.

Tang Haolin was helpless, but if he was allowed to betray his heart, he would never be able to do it.

Between hurt and compromise, Tang Haolin chose the former.

Tang Haolin looked at Yuan Shilin and said seriously: "Shilin, you and I were destined to have no fate ten years ago, why do you have to work hard now?"

Yuan Shilin sniffed, stared at Tang Haolin with those red eyes, and asked again: "Are you really rejecting me because of her?"

At this point, Tang Haolin really didn't know how to explain to Yuan Shilin, looking at Yuan Shilin's red eyes, Tang Haolin turned around silently, walked to the sofa, and sat down.

Tang Haolin's attitude Yuan Shilin saw it in her eyes, this kind of wordlessness was actually an answer.

"I see, it turns out that I've been making a lot of love all along. Yuan Shilin retracted some of her senses, tidied herself up, walked opposite Tang Haolin, and sat on the sofa.

Tang Haolin raised his eyes, looked at Yuan Shilin, and said softly: "Shilin, we grew up together, you know me, I will not do anything to deceive you, let alone coax you in words." ”

Yuan Shilin's face was full of sadness, her eyes flashed with a little starlight, and she looked at Tang Haolin: "You don't have to say anything more, I understand." It's all my fault, it's my fault, it's all my fault all along. ”

"Shirin, you know, I didn't mean that. Tang Haolin, who has always had the ability to defend in language, was so poor at this moment that he didn't know how to express his heart.

Yuan Shilin got up and looked at Tang Haolin: "I already understand your heart." ”

Tang Haolin raised his eyes, saw that Yuan Shilin was leaving, and also got up and said, "I'll send you." ”

"No need. Yuan Shilin walked to the hanger, took off the bag, and smiled at Tang Haolin: "I am not as fragile as your Mu Sisi." ”

Yuan Shilin's words diluted the guilt in Tang Haolin's heart.

Originally, Tang Haolin had a deep dissatisfaction with Yuan Shilin in his heart, but Yuan Shilin's aggressive posture made Tang Haolin very uncomfortable.

There is no right or wrong in love, and if you blindly force it, it will backfire.

Yuan Shilin is like this, knowing that she can't get Tang Haolin's heart, but she repeatedly attacks Tang Haolin with words, and the little regret in Tang Haolin's heart is gone.

Tang Haolin nodded: "Okay, then you go back and be careful." ”

Yuan Shilin originally just wanted to vent her inner anger, but she didn't expect Tang Haolin to really follow her words and not send it.

After ten years of getting along, Tang Haolin's character Yuan Shilin still understands, and he must be for the sentence just now.

Yuan Shilin's eyes gradually dimmed, glanced at Tang Haolin, turned around and left his apartment.

Yuan Shilin returned home, locked herself in her room, climbed on the bed, buried her head in the pillow, and cried in the dark.

After crying, Yuan Shilin went to the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, and said: "Yuan Shilin, don't be stupid, he doesn't love you, the person he loves is Mu Sisi." ”

However, the more she said this, the more Yuan Shilin's heart hurt.

Yuan Shilin propped her hands on the washstand and leaned down to relieve the bone-eating pain in her heart.

After a while, Yuan Shilin raised her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror, in the mirror, a sneer suddenly appeared on her face that was a little hideous due to pain: "The more you love her, the more I want to torture her, if only when she dies, your eyes will fall on me, then, I will do the same." ”

After Yuan Shilin left, Tang Haolin felt very uncomfortable, not because he hurt Yuan Shilin's heart, but because he pushed Mu Sisi into an abyss.

Tang Haolin knew that doing this would only make Yuan Shilin hate Mu Sisi even more.

But Tang Haolin had no choice, and only by letting Yuan Shilin take revenge on Mu Sisi could Ji Fanchen be brought out.

In order to achieve his goal, Tang Haolin did not hesitate to sacrifice Mu Sisi.

This is the reason why Tang Haolin is uncomfortable.

An Yihuan said that Tang Haolin chose a path of self-inflicted consequences, which is not false at all.

wants to retaliate against Ji Fanchen by hurting Mu Sisi, this is not love, but selfishness.

In Mu Sisi's heart, the friendship with Tang Haolin since childhood is greater than everything, so when he learned that Tang Haolin wanted to restore the Tang family, Mu Sisi agreed.

But Mu Sisi's approval was limited to Tang Haolin's own ability, not by stepping on the Ji family as a bet.

The re-meeting with Tang Haolin was a coincidence.

Mu Sisi promised Ji Fanchen to choose a tie for him, so she went to the mall after she was busy with the things at hand that afternoon.

But I didn't expect to meet the two people Mu Sisi is currently most reluctant to see in the mall, Tang Haolin and Yuan Shilin.

BABEI has always been Ji Fanchen's favorite tie brand, which is sold in the men's clothing counter on the fourth floor of the mall, and Mu Sisi has bought clothes for Ji Fanchen here before.

Unexpectedly, Yuan Shilin would choose clothes for Tang Haolin here.

Mu Sisi had just stepped into the store with one foot, and at a glance he saw Yuan Shilin holding a suit in each hand, which was being placed on Tang Haolin's chest for comparison.

Mu Sisi just wanted to turn around and leave, but Yuan Shilin saw her and stopped her: "Mu Sisi, why did you run away when you saw us? Did you do something unseemly?"

When Yuan Shilin said these words, the corner of her eyes kept observing Tang Haolin's face, seeing that Tang Haolin's expression remained unchanged, and she did not show any unhappiness because of her words, Yuan Shilin's heart was very happy, and she couldn't help but have a smug look on her face.

Mu Sisi didn't want to pay attention to Yuan Shilin, and planned to turn around and leave, but Mu Sisi just wanted to ignore Yuan Shilin's repeated provocations.

But after thinking about it, why did she leave? This is a clothing store, even if the people opposite are Tang Haolin and Yuan Shilin, what's the matter?

Thinking of this, Mu Sisi walked into the store and looked at the triumphant Yuan Shilin: "I thought who was calling? It turned out to be Miss Yuan of the Yuan family." ”

Mu Sisi's insinuating words were equivalent to comparing Yuan Shilin to a puppy, which made Yuan Shilin very annoyed, she stretched out her hand and pointed at Mu Sisi: "Mu Sisi, don't think that with Ji Fanchen to support you, you can have no one in your eyes." ”

"Who is there no one in their eyes?" Mu Sisi crossed his arms and looked at Yuan Shilin with a smile in his eyes.

At this time, there were not many people in the store, but the battle of words between the two women with the smell of gunpowder still attracted the attention of other customers.

Tang Haolin glanced at Mu Sisi, stepped forward, and pulled Yuan Shilin's arm: "Didn't you pick out clothes for me?"

Yuan Shilin saw that Tang Haolin's eyes were full of warmth, especially the smile in his eyes, which was simply affectionate, and she couldn't help but look stupid. Let Tang Haolin pull him and go to the counter next door.

Walking out of the store, Tang Haolin pretended to turn his head and glanced at Mu Sisi, but with a light glance, Tang Haolin withdrew his gaze.

Mu Sisi came into contact with Tang Haolin's gaze, and did not dodge, but greeted him directly.

When he arrived at the store next door, Tang Haolin withdrew the hand that was holding Yuan Shilin's arm, and the warm look on his face just now instantly turned up, replaced by a polite and detached look.

Yuan Shilin felt Tang Haolin's changes, and looked at Tang Haolin: "You pulled me out, you just don't want me to embarrass her, right?"

Tang Haolin looked directly at Yuan Shilin's gaze, and a smile appeared in his eyes: "You think too much." ”

"Am I thinking too much, you know it very well in your heart?" Yuan Shilin didn't believe in her words.

Tang Haolin did not reluctantly let Yuan Shilin believe that in Tang Haolin's heart, the person he wanted to protect the most was Mu Sisi. He never covered up this, but Yuan Shilin couldn't see it clearly.

Tang Haolin looked at Yuan Shilin: "It seems that today is not a good day for shopping." ”

After Tang Haolin finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the store.

Yuan Shilin, who was behind her, caught up, grabbed the corner of Tang Haolin's clothes, and begged: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you." ”

Tang Haolin didn't look back, nor did he speak, just stood there silently. After a long while, he said, "Shilin, I don't need your apology, what I need is your understanding." ”

After speaking, Tang Haolin walked out of the store without looking back, and no longer gave Yuan Shilin any chance to explain.

Yuan Shilin stood in place in a daze, watching Tang Haolin's figure leave her sight, but she didn't have the courage to catch up again.

Mu Sisi took a fancy to a few ties in the store, all of which were styles that Ji Fanchen usually liked, and she was satisfied with the clerk to wrap them. When she went to the counter to pay the bill, she felt a sharp eye shining straight at her, and she subconsciously caught it, but what she saw was a familiar silhouette.

Tang Haolin: Shouldn't he? Isn't he with Yuan Shilin?

However, then Mu Sisi saw Yuan Shilin walking by the door of the store, and the footsteps were very fast, and they passed in a flash. Although Mu Sisi was a little curious, he quickly dispelled the curiosity in his heart.

Yuan Shilin and Tang Haolin, the affairs of these two have nothing to do with her.

The clerk had wrapped the tie, Mu Sisi paid the bill, took the tie box, left the store, went directly to the elevator to the basement, and drove back to the villa.

At this point in time, Ji Fanchen was about to come back, Mu Sisi put the tie box in Ji Fanchen's room, and went downstairs to the kitchen to help Zhang's mother Zhang Luo eat.

"Mom Zhang, I'll help you. Mu Sisi walked into the kitchen and came to Zhang's mother's side.

Zhang's mother was busy, and when she saw Mu Sisi coming in, she smiled at her: "Then you can help me make dishes and chopsticks, right?"

"Good. Mu Sisi said with a smile.

Mother Zhang looked at Mu Sisi, and was so satisfied in her heart, feeling that Ji Fanchen could find a girl like Mu Sisi, which was really a blessing from his three lives.

Mu Sisi laid out the dishes and chopsticks, and Mama Zhang was almost here, so Mu Sisi brought the dishes back to the table one by one.

As soon as the cloth was set, the car lights flashed outside the window, and Mu Sisi knew that it was Ji Fanchen who came back.

Ji Fanchen got out of the car, looked at the second floor, and smiled slightly.

Entering the living room and feeling Mu Sisi's breath, Ji Fanchen felt relieved in his heart.

Outside the dining room, Ji Fanchen looked at Mu Sisi, who was busy, and a trace of sweetness came out of his heart.

Ji Fanchen walked over, stretched out his arms, hugged Mu Sisi from behind, buried his head in her neck, and muttered, "I like the smell of your body so much." ”

Mu Sisi didn't move, and let Ji Fanchen hold it like this, and she was very happy in her heart.

"Well, dignified president, don't be afraid to let others see the joke. Mu Sisi said this, but in her heart, she was happy to be pampered by Ji Fanchen like this.

That woman doesn't want to be spoiled by men? Mu Sisi has lacked love and love since she was a child, and Ji Fanchen's meticulous warmth has already melted Mu Sisi's long-sealed heart.

Listening to Mu Sisi's soft words, Ji Fanchen's whole heart didn't know where to put it.

"Whoever dares to laugh, I have a way to fix him. Ji Fanchen said domineeringly.

Mu Sisi moved his back and said, "Domineering." ”

Ji Fanchen was willing to accept and said: "I just like to be domineering." He added, "But I won't be overbearing to you." ”

"Come less. Mu Sisi said: "Aren't you domineering? I don't want to worry about you." ”

Ji Fanchen smiled: "A little woman is a little woman." ”

Mu Sisi didn't refute Ji Fanchen, turned around, pushed Ji Fanchen away, looked at him and smiled: "A little woman is a little woman, I am willing." ”

Okay, Ji Fanchen touched his nose: "It's good if you're happy." ”

At this time, Lin Kai walked in and asked, "Didn't bother you, did you?"

Mu Sisi's cheeks flushed, her head lowered, and the movements arranged in her hands were a little flustered.

Ji Fanchen looked indifferent, looked at Lin Kai, raised his eyes and asked, "What do you say?"

Lin Kai squinted his eyes and teased with a smile: "Anyway, it's already bothered, so it's good to just bother." ”

With that, Lin Kai walked into the dining room, walked around to the center of the dining table, pulled out a chair and sat down, as if he was the master.

"Do you really regard this place as your home?" Ji Fanchen asked, looking at Lin Kai with his arms crossed.

Lin Kai smiled: "Isn't this what you emphasized? ”

"Yes, yes. Ji Fanchen gritted his teeth and said, "After eating, hurry back to your room." ”

Lin Kai knew that Ji Fanchen was losing his temper again because he had ruined his good deeds, so he laughed even more: "It seems that I still bothered the two of you." ”

When Lin Kai said this, his eyes deliberately fell on Mu Sisi, and that self-evident look made Mu Sisi a little helpless.

"One last dish. Zhang's mother came in with a plate of dishes, breaking the embarrassing situation.

Zhang's mother put the dishes on the table and said, "It's time to eat." ”

Mu Sisi looked at Zhang's mother: "You are also together, don't go to the kitchen alone, and you are not an outsider." ”

Zhang's mother is a very particular person, and she always thinks that she is a servant, but in the eyes of the Ji family, she is not.

Hearing Mu Sisi's words, Zhang's mother smiled and said, "You guys eat, the kitchen has it." ”

Mu Sisi wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Ji Fanchen: "Let's have dinner." ”

Mu Sisi didn't say anything more, pulled out a chair and sat down.

When eating, Ji Fanchen generally speaks very little, he has always believed in the truth that food is silent and sleep is silent.

After eating, Ji Fanchen took Mu Sisi to the lake for a walk, ignoring Lin Kai.

Lin Kai returned to his room and talked to Jiang Yaru on the phone.

Ji Fanchen took Mu Sisi's hand, and the two stepped on the afterglow of the setting sun and arrived at the lake.

"Is it cold?" Ji Fanchen looked at Mu Sisi and asked.

Although it was summer, the wind at night still carried a hint of coolness, and Ji Fanchen was worried that Mu Sisi would catch a cold.

Mu Sisi shook his head: "It's not cold." ”

Ji Fanchen smiled: "I know everything in the afternoon, you don't have to pay attention to the Yuan family." ”

Mu Sisi was stunned, her eyes were shocked, and she looked at Ji Fanchen with a question mark in her eyes: "You are following me?"

Ji Fanchen: "It's not tracking, it's protection." ”

"I'm not a kid anymore. Mu Sisi said: "You are like this, I always feel like you are spying on me." ”

"It's not surveillance, it's about being accountable to you. Ji Fanchen explained, knowing that Mu Sisi didn't like this.

However, if he doesn't like Ji Fanchen, he still has to do it, he can accommodate everything, but this one is not good.

This is a matter of principle, and Ji Fanchen will not back down when he says anything.

Mu Sisi turned his gaze away with some anger, fell to the surface of the lake, and did not speak.

Ji Fanchen looked at Mu Sisi and continued to explain: "If you do this, I will feel at ease." ”

Mu Sisi knew that Ji Fanchen did all this for her, but someone secretly followed her every day, and she couldn't accept it. To do so is to treat her like a prisoner.

"I'll be fine, so that your men don't have to follow me. Mu Sisi turned his head and looked at Ji Fanchen: "I like you to do this." ”

Looking at the look in Mu Sisi's eyes, Ji Fanchen's heart gradually softened, and he wanted to agree to a compromise, but reason told him that he couldn't.

"No, I can't. Ji Fanchen said categorically: "Don't make me feel uneasy. ”

Mu Sisi saw Ji Fanchen's tough attitude, and knew that no matter how much he said, it would be useless, so he simply didn't speak.

Ji Fanchen saw that Mu Sisi didn't speak for a long time, so he must have been angry in his heart.

Ji Fanchen asked a little stunned: "Do you know what I'm most worried about?"

Mu Sisi shook her head and did not speak.

Ji Fanchen: "I'm most worried about you, I don't worry about you alone, don't let people follow, I won't feel at ease, you want me to remove those people It's not impossible, unless I follow in person." ”

Ji Fanchen's eyes concealed infinite warmth, but the gloomy color mixed with that warmth was as strong as this darkening night.

Mu Sisi looked at it in a daze, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

"You're all I have, and if I can't keep you under my wings, I'm a man. ”

Ji Fanchen stared at Mu Sisi's eyes, at this moment, he almost let go of all his pride, just to get a nod from Mu Sisi.

Mu Sisi: "I see. ”

It's false to say that he wasn't moved, but at the same time, Mu Sisi couldn't be happy at all.

"That's right. Ji Fanchen stretched out his hand, grabbed Mu Sisi, and let her lean on his shoulder.

Ji Fanchen hugged Mu Sisi, and the eyes of the two fell on the surface of the lake, at this moment, it was quiet and beautiful.

Yuan Shilin came out of the mall, did not catch up with Tang Haolin, nor did she go to his house to look for him, but drove to the city by herself.

Why did she come here, because Yuan Shilin wanted to breathe and vent all the anger in her heart.

However, Yuan Shilin found that it was not possible to vent to solve the problem, the reason was Mu Sisi, and the thing that could make Yuan Shilin happy and happy was to remove Mu Sisi from Tang Haolin's heart.