In the past two days, I have been affected by the national epidemic, and my mood is very heavy, so I am in a bad state. The last half of the sentence is true. The state is really not good.

I couldn't finish the I bragged in January, and I couldn't help the grandparents and let everyone down.

I'm sorry.

In January, 320,000 words were in debt. Let's start making up in February.

This month has actually been in a state that can't be said to be lazy but is really too good for yourself, and the situation of laziness is getting more and more serious, maybe it is to make a little insignificant money and float, after all, it is easy to lose the balance of mentality, but I personally think that the most important thing is pure laziness. After all, when I think back to a few years ago, when my income was only one-tenth of what I am now, I was still lazy like this shit every once in a while, like a lump of mud, forcing myself to climb the wall every day, determined to climb ten meters today, and then climbed to seven meters and rolled down, and continued to aspire tomorrow, but the result was even more awesome, and I didn't climb three meters without climbing.

The day after tomorrow, I will have no face to aspire.

But the grandparents who watched me slowly become a person must know that today's me is no longer the same lump as before, and now I usually aspire to climb 10 meters every day, and I will really climb 10 meters, although as a lump of mud, I will always instinctively fall down after climbing up, but I know that as long as I insist on climbing, even if I climb 10 meters today, and fall down 9 meters, I will one day be able to climb to a certain protruding position, and I don't have to worry about falling down, and then make a lump - the mud that climbs very high and then lies down.

After all, nature is hard to change......

The mud is on the wall, and you have to take a breath......

What I wrote this month, I personally feel that the control of the narrative rhythm has improved significantly.

But what was written yesterday and today, it's really not good.

On the one hand, there are personal physical reasons, poor sleep, stomach troubles, and all kinds of discomfort, but this impact is small. In general, the proficiency in new skills is not enough, just like just learning a question, even if you understand it, you may not be able to get it right every time. To put it bluntly, you still have to practice, which takes time. The time I gave myself was to write until the end of "The First Voice".

That assumes the book is still around next month......

As I told you yesterday, the editor's reminder to block modifications is true.

However, the timing is unknown, and the length of the text that needs to be revised is unknown.

It's my fault, it's not about books, it's about people.

I'm not strong enough......

If you know, you will understand......

However, since the notice has been issued, the obligation to be fulfilled is to be fulfilled, and the responsibility to be borne must be recognized.

Relying on others to eat, work attitude is more important than work ability.

Some of the friends who persuaded me to change platforms and open new books should not say this in the future.

I'll just say a word, unless my ID card is blocked, I won't go anywhere, just stay at the starting point.

I'll stay here when I change the vest.

I'll stay here to open a new book.

I'm a codeword who lives by codewords, who else can I count on if I don't expect a starting point?

Be in awe of the industry bosses.

To fear the boss is to fear the rules, and to fear the rules is to reap the benefits of the system.

I say this because I know I'm not wrong.

The editor-in-chief and the boss would also applaud me when they saw it.

And then seal the book - no, no, just kidding, it can still be changed, there is still room for rescue.

Next month, February, the base goal is still an average of 10,000 words a day.

On this basis, write as much as you can.

I'm really too lazy to smoke myself these days.

Part of the state of writing, but it is indeed grinded off, I repent, I apologize, kowtow to my grandparents and apologize.

In addition, about the plot, Tian Miao Ye should be 11 years old tomorrow, and the content of the university will end within 300,000 words as much as possible, and then master and doctorate, step by step, Miao Ye has obsessive-compulsive disorder, and he must finish his doctorate. And then pinched his fingers like this, he was almost sixteen or seventeen years old, and it was time to finish the book......

Of course, it is not excluded that the possibility of continuing to write will be continued......

As long as there are still people reading it, it is okay to write until they are in their early 20s.

But I don't think it's possible to have a total of 5 million words, so let's strive for 4 million words......

January is coming to an end.

Thank you all for paying for me on such a difficult day.

Hopefully everything will be okay soon.

May the motherland be smooth and rainy, and may all readers and grandparents be in good health.

By the way, ask for a guaranteed monthly pass for February.

Balloon kowtow kowtow.