The more he spoke eloquently, Xiao Tian listened quietly.

"After Yang Yue was born, Brother Xuan would take him and come here with me when he was free. He loves children very much, and in addition to dealing with the affairs of the meeting, he spends almost all his time with the children and with me. Later, Yang Yue learned to walk and run. He also likes to come here, he likes to catch dragonflies here, catch bees. He will be happier when he sees butterflies, saying that this is the mother becoming. ”

Just like listening to Yang Xuan talk about her past four years or so in the morning, Xiao Tian didn't say a word to interrupt Yue Rumeng halfway at this moment.

It wasn't until Yue Rumeng finished speaking no longer that he stood up, took two steps, squatted down in front of her, got down on one knee, took one of her hands, and covered his face. Then, he closed his eyes and felt the real warmth of her palm, and her characteristic tenderness.

After closing his eyes for a long time, Xiao Tiancai opened his eyes.

"Caiyue, I know you've spent nearly five years here. Now, this is your real home. You have your own home, your own man, and your own children. It would be cruel to let you leave now. But what about me? Isn't there even the slightest regret in your heart? I and you really deserve to be together!"

The smile on Yue Rumeng's face retracted. She looked at the man in front of her, at the man she had loved with all her strength, even at the cost of her life, her eyes slowly blurred. She couldn't help but stretch out her other hand and stroked Xiao Tian's face.

"Xiao Tian, you and I are destined to be the ones to be missed! You and I both tried our best to love each other, but the reality was too heavy. Now you represent the justice and strength of the country, while I can only be an existence hidden in the darkness and unable to see the light. Two people like us will never allow any public intersection. ”

Xiao Tian lowered his head sadly and helplessly.

The history of the Golden Flower Society is indeed dark and complicated. A non-ruling organization capable of having its own independent armed forces will not be able to compete with the government and even make the authorities fearful without sufficient financial and powerful support. And the acquisition of this money is all implied with sin and blood.

Even now, although the Golden Flower Society is becoming more and more open and legitimate, behind the scenes, the Golden Flower Society is still a powerful organization that the authorities want to use and control.

This organization, which kills people, traffics drugs, kidnaps political dignitaries, manipulates the real economy and finance of many countries, and does all kinds of evil things, big and small, does and cannot do anything.

This is the real world - darkness and light coexist and intertwin, and neither can completely destroy anyone!

However, in the mainstream and secular world, black can only be black, and black can never be mixed with light!

This is the purity of human nature, but at the same time it is also the hypocrisy of human nature!

However, no matter how strong an individual is, in the face of such a reality, he can only be powerless and helpless!

It is true that they love each other deeply, but they do belong to two opposing camps. The forces to which they belong can temporarily cooperate due to the situation and interests, but the two of them must not be smoothly united because of their feelings!

When Xiao Tian raised his head again, his eyes were full of tears.

"It's... It's cruel!" he choked and shook his head vigorously.

Yue Rumeng's body also trembled slightly a few times because of her uncontrollable excitement, but she was quickly forced to suppress herself.

"I'm sorry! I'm so selfish! If I don't let you know I'm here, you'll still live your peaceful life. ”

Xiao Tian smiled extremely sadly: "What do you think I can be like without you by my side? Calm is really calm, because I am like half a dead person, I only have work and no life." ”

Xiao Tian's words obviously made Yue Rumeng unbearable, she twisted her head to the side and stopped looking at Xiao Tian. But there are some things that she still has to say, and some things that she still has to do. Because, between her and him, there must be this decision.

It wasn't until she felt that her emotions were calmer that she turned her face back, but her eyes were still slightly red.

"I know your eyeliner is everywhere in the world, so I wear this mask all the time, not wanting you to know that I'm alive, not wanting you to recognize me. I'll still wear this mask in the future, because I don't want people to know about my past with you.

Xiao Tian, everything I have done with you, whether beautiful or heartbroken, has passed forever! They will become my most precious memories and accompany me for the rest of my life! You should also let go of everything and start your life again. ”

Xiao Tian tightly grasped Yue Rumeng's hands.

"Caiyue, are you still complaining about me? I don't believe that I and you have passed. If it's all gone, why did you save me this morning without caring for yourself? You must still love me in your heart, don't you?"

Yue Rumeng withdrew his hand vigorously. In her eyes, there is no sadness, there is just a decision.

"I didn't save you because of you, but because I wanted to protect Brother Xuan. He's my man, he's the father of my children! You know, I brought you here for him, and I wanted to get rid of the biggest threat around him, but I was afraid that I wasn't strong enough, so I took advantage of you. ”

Xiao Tian was so sad that his heart was ripped away alive, his eyes were red, and tears made his charming phoenix eyes hazy and blurred.

"I don't believe it! I don't believe it! How can it be?" Xiao Tian's voice choked uncontrollably.

Yue Rumeng's eyes were also red, she endured and endured, endured and endured, and wanted to continue to pretend to be ruthless on her face, but tears still flowed irrepressibly.

She wanted to hold the hand of the lover in front of her, but in the end, her hand only grabbed her skirt tightly. She wanted to put aside all scruples to be with him, but she could only look at him with tears in her eyes, and said cruel words of rejection to him.

"Xiao Tian, I'm already the one who died for you once, what do you still want me to do? Now I just want to keep a home of my own, why can't I?

From the moment I jumped off the Fengqiao, Zhou Caiyue was already dead. What is alive now is more like a dream. You and I have passed, and now the man in my life is Yang Xuan, not you! You can only stay in my memories, and it is impossible to enter my life again. You and I only have interests, no affection now! Do you understand?"

used to be "life can't be separated, only death can be separated", but now "there is only interests, no feelings"!

It's the same eight words, but it completely knocked Xiao Tian down!

Seeing hope one after another, and always ushering in disappointment, now finally hearing Yue Rumeng say the words that cut off all his hopes, Xiao Tian finally couldn't bear it.

He bent down and rested his upper body completely on Yue Rumeng's legs, burying his face completely in the palm of his hand.

Under the two peach trees not far away, there is a large field of fiery red flowers that bloom to the other side of the demonic ye. The flowers trembled and shook gently under the summer breeze, like hands trembling slightly and praying to heaven, but they still cherished each other in pairs but were forever wrong, life after life, flowers bloom and leaves fall, flowers do not see leaves, leaves do not see flowers.

The white clouds in the sky change their shapes freely, the flowers in the garden bloom freely and unrestrained, the summer wind blows, and even the vines flutter briskly with the wind.

It's just that under this corridor, an affectionate couple can only kneel and sit. Silent tears are the only freedom they can use to express their infinite love for each other at the moment.

In the distance, Yang Xuan looked at the two silently, sighed deeply, and slowly turned around and left.

This large-scale killing within the Golden Flower Society uprooted more than half of the military government's forces into the Golden Flower Society. Yang Xuan and Yue Rumeng united the national forces represented by Xiao Tian. This forced the junta authorities to temporarily withdraw their hands intended to reach the supreme throne of the Golden Flower Society, and also duly withdrew half of the border forces bordering China.

This tense internal and external struggle involving domestic and foreign affairs has finally subsided after the blood of many people has been shed.

The business and private affairs have been completed, and Xiao Tian must leave.

At the capital international airport of country C, it was still the vice minister of defense of country C who led a team to bid farewell to Xiao Tian and his party.

In front of one of the most inconspicuous floor-to-ceiling windows in the airport terminal, Yue Rumeng, wearing a dark blue butterfly mask and dark blue costume, sat in a wheelchair and watched the back that she once loved and was most familiar with, step by step ascended the staircase leading to the cabin opening. In a matter of moments, her eyes were filled with tears.

It was the first time she had seen him in a general's uniform. She had never seen a person who could wear a military uniform so handsome and so shapely. But he was leaving, not just from this foreign land, but from her life.

Extremely sad and helpless, she could no longer maintain her apparent calm, she covered her mouth tightly, but she still cried.

Yang Xuan stood behind her, raising his head helplessly and also sadly, and forcibly suppressed those emotions that he thought were excessive. He gently put his hand on Yue Rumeng's shoulder, and sighed: "Rumeng, if I were you, I would rather be selfish and tell him the truth!"

The more like a dream, I can't cry anymore.

"No, that's for the best. Let him stop waiting for me stupidly, let him think that I have my own happiness and fulfillment. Only then can he really let go and start again!"

Yang Xuan shook his head: "Do you think he can still let go? Do you think he can start again?"

Xiao Tian had already climbed the highest step of the boarding staircase, he turned around and smiled and waved at the farewell team.