Just when Xiao Ling felt that her feelings for her daughter were becoming more and more difficult to see, a sudden incident interrupted her thoughts.

A young Chinese American woman was hospitalized for three days because of a car accident.The doctor was powerless.At this moment, her life was in danger.The doctor had already issued three critical illness notices to the family.The patient's departure was a matter of one or two days.Before that, she had signed a voluntary organ donation form.The donated organs included kidneys.And her matching with Qiu Yan's previous indicators of Xiao Ling's indicators were very high.

He hopes that Qiu Yan will contact the donor's family and all aspects as soon as possible, especially on the issue of organ transportation and customs clearance for entry into China.

Caiyue heard the information that Qiu Yan told her, and immediately drove home. On the way, she called Xiao Tian. Xiao Tian was also very excited, and immediately drove straight to Caiyue's house.

When Caiyue returned home, Xiao Ling was lying on the bed resting.During this time, she had less and less time to get out of bed and move.People became weaker and weaker.Often dizzy.The symptoms of various complications caused by kidney failure became more and more obvious.Hearing Caiyue say that the kidney source had been found.Asking her to prepare for surgery immediately.She was stunned for a moment and couldn't say more.

"Mom, I know this is a bit sudden, but it's too difficult to meet a suitable kidney source.Mom, don't hesitate and be scared anymore.This time you must seize the opportunity.Otherwise, I'm worried that you'll ......" Cai Yue swallowed the next words after saying half a sentence.

She and Xiao Tian have been hiding from Xiao Ling, they once asked the doctor with Xiao Ling's test results, and the doctor suggested that it was best to operate as soon as possible, because her indicators were deteriorating faster and faster, and the speed of this deterioration would be faster and faster.

It's not that there is no suitable kidney source before.It's all because Xiao Ling herself resolutely refuses to operate, so she misses it.She is always worried that if the operation fails.Or she doesn't survive on the operating table.Then she might as well just hang this half life.Anyway, she can spend more time with the child.

But this time, Caiyue didn't want to let her be stubborn anymore, and if she missed it again this time, she was afraid that she might lose her mother.

Xiao Ling saw that her daughter was different from the excitement she had before, and she understood some of the situation, and she had been sick for so many years, of course, her physical condition was not at all. Xiao Tian had also done a lot of ideological work for her this time, she was not so reluctant to have surgery, but she still had some worries and hesitations.

"You said that the source of the kidney is abroad, so how much money does it take to transport the kidney to China? So it is shipped from afar. The kidney is still useless. This foreign thing must not be checked for half a day in China.

Cai Yue's face also changed suddenly when she heard this, and the original excitement was wiped out because of Xiao Ling's series of questions.

Yes, any of the questions raised by her mother were hugely difficult, economic, technical, and more policy-oriented, and she didn't realize until this moment that although she had been trying to remain independent, it seemed that subconsciously she had accepted that Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan were there, and that she didn't need to think too much about many issues.

She was sad to find that in the face of reality, how small her power was, although she just hoped that her mother would always be with her, but she could not realize such a small and ordinary wish, and she was far from being as strong as she imagined.

"Caiyue, we can wait a little longer, Mom promised you this time, as long as there is a kidney source in China, Mom will be obedient to the operation." Xiao Ling saw her daughter's sudden face, understood what she was thinking, and comforted her.

Cai Yue smiled, but she didn't answer, she didn't know what to say, because she wasn't sure if her mother's physical condition could wait for the next kidney source to appear, but these huge problems in front of her were also something she couldn't solve.

As soon as he entered the door, he found Cai Yue and Xiao Ling both sitting quietly with worried faces.

"Mom, Caiyue, what's wrong with you, why didn't you look a little happy when you found the kidney source."

Xiao Ling said her concerns again.

"Mom, you don't have to think about these problems, I'll solve them all, you just need to get ready for surgery now."

"But it's a little ......"

"It's nothing, but, Mom, I said, you don't have to think about anything, the only thing you need to do now is to adjust your mentality, get a good rest, keep a relaxed mood, be ready to operate at any time, and everything else is me and Caiyue."

"It's not, Xiaotian, Mom means that I don't want to make such a lot of trouble and stir up the people, Mom wants to wait."

"It's not a problem.I'll make a few phone calls and ask a few friends to get these things done.This thing can't wait any longer.The sooner the better.If you miss this time.I don't know how long I'll have to wait for such a matching kidney source next time."

"It's really as simple as you say."

"Of course it's true, don't you remember that the last time I had a moon operation, I was also a doctor from abroad?"

Xiao Ling didn't say anything more when he heard Xiao Tian say this.

On the way to Caiyue's house, Xiao Tian had already made contact with Qiu Yan.

Qiu Yan's friend runs a hospital, and all the legal provisions on organ transportation and transplantation are clear, and there is no problem with the formalities.

Xiao Tian had already chosen the hospital for the operation, he originally planned to choose another hospital in another province, and the success rate of kidney transplantation in that hospital was the highest in the country, but considering that Caiyue and himself could take care of Xiao Ling nearby, and kidney transplantation was already a relatively mature operation in China, so Xiao Tian still decided to perform the operation in this city, which was more conducive to Xiao Ling's better psychological acceptance of the operation and help her recover after surgery.

In the evening, I packed up the clothes I needed for hospitalization.Xiao Ling lay down early to rest.In order to accompany Xiao Ling to the hospital the next day.Xiao Tian also stayed at Caiyue's house and did not leave.

Coming out of Xiao Ling's bedroom, Xiao Tian walked directly into Cai Yue's bedroom, and gently closed the door.

Caiyue sat alone at the desk, and her work notebook was not opened.

"What's the matter, are you worried about mom's surgery?" Xiao Tian gently put his hands on her shoulders.

Hearing Xiao Tian's voice, Cai Yue didn't look back, and didn't answer his question.

"What's wrong?"

Cai Yue raised her head and glanced at Xiao Tian, and quickly looked away, and continued to stay looking out the window.

"I feel useless." She lowered her head and muttered softly, but Xiao Tian still heard it clearly.

"Silly girl, don't think about it, rest early, there's a lot to do tomorrow, I'm afraid we'll all have to be busy in the next minute."

"Xiao Tian, you don't understand." She replied listlessly.

"Stupid words, how could I not understand." Xiao Tian said as he gently rubbed his shoulders for her: "I know you are very strong, you have always hoped that you can be strong enough, strong enough to protect your mother and protect yourself, but now that you have found the kidney source, you are abroad, you want to be independent, but now you feel that you still have to rely on me and Qiu Yan, so you feel very hit, don't you?"

Cai Yue raised her head and looked at Xiao Tian with some surprise: "How could you know so clearly."

"Because I'm not just your brother, I'm your man." Xiao Tian gently scratched Caiyue's nose.

Cai Yue didn't slap a pink fist at him after hearing similar words, but she still looked out the window with a dull look: "Xiao Tian, I often feel that in the face of fate, no matter how powerful a person is, he is like an ant. I feel very sad."

Xiao Tian sat with his hands on his chest and leaned against the edge of the table, looking at Cai Yue's gaze was unusually gentle.

"I understand, because I often feel powerless like you have now."

"You will have it too." Cai Yue's eyes widened and she looked at Xiao Tian, who seemed to her that Xiao Tian was so mysterious and powerful, as if there was no problem that he couldn't solve.

"Of course." Xiao Tian's eyes became extremely profound: "I used to be desperate to change this imperfect world, but after some things, I realized that I was too weak, just like you now, I feel so powerless."

"And then." Cai Yue raised her head and looked at Xiao Tian.

"Later, I found that too many people are complaining about the environment, about their parents, about their school, about the country, about everything.

So I decided that I didn't want to do that much, that I was just an ordinary person, that I wasn't a god, that I could save the world, that I could do what I could, that I could do whatever I could."

After saying this, Xiao Tian looked at Caiyue: "Baby, everyone has helplessness, there are problems everywhere, we all have to learn to unload the burden that does not belong to us, so that we can make ourselves happier and more useful."

As he spoke, he asked very lovingly but a little self-deprecatingly, "Hehe, with your current age, do you think I'm a little too preachy?"