(Girls' Literature)

She wants to find something about Wu's mother. Not many people know. But Xue Jiaying is absolutely impossible to know. Her circle. It has nothing to do with Xue Jiaying. But how did she know?

"What do you think? Almost there. Zhang Yao should already be waiting for me. Cheng Yueze saw that she didn't speak for a long time. So he squeezed her hand and reminded.

Tao Xunran came back to his senses. I smiled at him. "Nothing. Then I won't wait for you at night. ”

She was bothered to go to the hospital without permission. Now it's time to take advantage of his absence. Go to the hospital early after work.

Come to think of this. Her stomach began to feel upset again.

In the afternoon, I returned to the company and handled the work at hand in advance. Tao Xunran left Tengyue early. Went to the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital. She was suddenly distressed. Because she didn't know which department she should go to in such a situation.

After thinking about it for a while, I should go to the internal medicine department first. After registration, I came to the outside of the department. Found a lot of people. I took a look at the time. When I get to the queue, I guess I'm going to get off work.

She just wanted to confirm her suspicions. Just don't think about it. Went to the gynecology department.

After the doctor examined her. And didn't say anything. Only what is written on her case. Tao Xunran was a little anxious. So he asked. "I'm not pregnant. ”

The doctor heard her. There was a pause in the action of writing in his hand. Look up at her. "Don't you know that your current physical condition is difficult to have a chance of getting pregnant again? ”

The doctor's words reached Tao Yanran's ears. Let her be struck by lightning. Stunned.

After the doctor writes it. Give the case back to her. "There's nothing wrong with your body. As for stomach upset, there are also cases where menstruation is delayed. I think I have a cold. Specifically, you should go to the internal medicine department to have a look. ”

Tao Xunran took the case. The whole person is still in a state of chaos. Silently walked out of the obstetrics and gynecology department. There was no thought of going to check it out further.

She had just left. A figure appeared on the other side of the hallway. After seeing her. I looked up at the department's sign. A look of confusion.

The person who came was Zhou Jin. He was going to be passing through here. I didn't expect to run into an acquaintance. I saw someone walk into the department just now. Zhou Jin dismissed the plan to go in and find out the news.

Tao Xunran left the hospital. Get in a taxi. The whole person is very low. Just rest your head against the window of the taxi. Keep your eyes closed. Her mood right now. There was a feeling that the whole world was going to collapse.

Thinking that she might never get pregnant again. There was a lot of pain in my heart.

A family of three strolling along the roadside. It stung her eyes even more.

Back home. Shut yourself in your bedroom. As it gets late. She was gradually enveloped in darkness. At this time, she felt the cold silence around her. She seemed to feel it. In the future, when she is old. The desolation and loneliness of not having anyone around is gone.

Cheng Yueze's words of comfort rang in her ears over and over again. "The child will have it again. ”

And yet now. This sentence is like a sharp sword. Penetrate her heart. But not a drop of blood was dripping.

Alone in an empty apartment. Tao Yanran could no longer suppress the pain that burst out of his heart. Wail. Piercing. It wasn't just the doctor's words that made her miserable. At the same time, there is also the fact that she can't continue to be with Cheng Yueze.

She used not to take Xue Jiaying and Ouyang Beili in her eyes. Because she once believed that Cheng Yueze had a soft spot for her. And yet now. She was deeply aware. She was compared to the two women. It's just useless. She's still a woman.

I don't know how late it is. Tao Xunran received a text message from Cheng Yueze. "Good night. Miss you. ”

Only four words. But it provoked the tears that Tao Yanran couldn't hold back. Burst the embankment again.

The next morning. Cheng Yueze came to Tao Xunran early to report. Rang the doorbell and got no response. I simply took out the key and opened the door. The interior is quiet. The silence made him think that Tao Yanran had already gone out. But now the time. There was no reason for her to leave so early.

She was absent from the kitchen counter. Cheng Yueze came to her bedroom. See the figure nestled in the quilt. The corners of the mouth are slightly hooked. Walk towards the bedside.

She slept so deeply. Even he was already sitting on the edge of her bed. Still didn't wake her up. According to the quiet sleeping face of the person in front of him. Cheng Yueze leaned over and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

This kiss shocked him. Raise your hand to her forehead. "Smoked. ”

Her forehead was hot. Cheng Yueze found that her face was a little pale. While calling her name. While trying to shake her body gently.

Tao Yanran's brows frowned slightly. The eyes were still not open. Moved his parched lips. Makes a swallowing motion. There was no sound.

"Smoked. You wake up. I'll take you to the hospital. "Seeing her suddenly like this. Cheng Yueze couldn't help but panic in his heart.

This time, Tao Yanran finally reacted. Half-open eyes looked at the hazy figure in front of him. "Don't go to the hospital. ”

Raise your hand slowly. Go to Cheng Yueze's body. Cheng Yueze took advantage of the situation. So she can hold herself.

"Don't go to the hospital. I'm not going to ......" her voice was weak. But Cheng Yueze saw tears in the corners of her eyes. It can be seen how much she doesn't want to go to the hospital.

"Good. Don't go to the hospital. We just rested at home. "Lift her up. Let her snuggle in her arms. Cheng Yueze whispered in her ear.

while calming her emotions. While pulling out the phone. sent a message to Zhou Jin. Let him come at once.

In the mist. Tao Xunran knew that the person next to him was Cheng Yueze. But she didn't have the courage or strength to push him away. His arms were strong and secure. She was reluctant to leave him. But she also had to face reality. Soon after. The man no longer belongs to himself.

Zhou Jin received a text message. Hurried to follow the address. On the way there, he already knew who the sick man was. Except for Tao Yanran. Who else can make Cheng Yueze use him to see a doctor in person.

Meet the people who are informed. His suspicions were confirmed. Take her temperature. I got another fever shot.

When giving her an injection. Zhou Jin didn't dare to look at Cheng Yueze for a moment. Because he can feel it. The gaze of the frozen man beside him. But there is no way to do it. Hurry up and do what you want. Besides, he's a doctor.

Injections. Then an infusion. After everything is taken care of. Zhou Jin began to pack his things.

"Don't be in a hurry. Wait for her fever to subside. ”

Cheng Yueze said with a solemn face.

He's already spoken. How can Zhou Jin have the right to refute. People are their own food and clothing. That much salary is not taken for nothing.

"I see. Although it is a positive answer. But with a hint of cynicism. With that, he sat down on a chair on the side.

Cheng Yueze kept Tao Yanran's hand in his hand. His eyes were full of anxiety. From time to time, I have to test the temperature for her with my hands. I wish her body temperature could go down immediately.

About an hour passed. Cheng Yueze said to Zhou Jin, who was drowsy on the side. "Wake up. Come over and test the temperature for her. ”

Zhou Jin is a clever one. Nearly fell out of his chair. "Something's wrong. ”

"Let's come over and give her a temperature. Cheng Yueze repeated patiently.

Zhou Jin got up and held the thermometer. Pinched open Tao Yanran's mouth and stuffed it in.

"You can't be gentle. Cheng Yueze said with an unhappy face.

Zhou Jin looked at him angrily. "If I am gentle. You may suspect that I have taken some too much care of her. ”

"Don't talk nonsense. Why hasn't the fever gone away? ”

"It's useless if you're in a hurry. Zhou Jin took out the thermometer and looked at it and said. "The temperature has come down. ”

Hand the thermometer to Cheng Yueze's hand. Zhou Jin continued. "I went back. If her temperature rises again in the afternoon. You call me. ”

Cheng Yueze nodded. Indicates that he knows.

Zhou Jin left not long ago. Tao Xun woke up slowly. Feel a headache. Open your eyes. saw Cheng Yueze by his side. So he asked. "What time is it? ”

"It's almost noon. How do you feel. Cheng Yueze said. Pick up a glass of water on the side. Feed her some water.

"It's so late. Does the company have something to do with you? ”

"It's fine. You lie down for a while. I'll go cook you something to eat. ”

Cheng Yueze said. Get up and want to go. Just turned around. But the hand was held by Tao Yanran.

"What's wrong. ”

"I don't have an appetite yet. Would you like to stay with me? ”

I don't know if she's because she's not feeling well. Or for some other reason. Cheng Yueze could clearly see the sparkle in her eyes. The hand holding her tightened. Cheng Yueze sat back beside her again. He put her hand to his mouth and kissed it gently.

"Why are you so clingy to me all of a sudden? Well. ”

Tao Xunran shook his head. Didn't speak. He just leaned over to him.

At the moment in her heart. For Cheng Yueze's feelings. It's full of dependence and reluctance. These two contradictory emotions. Tearing at her heart.

Facing her dependence on herself. Cheng Yueze felt it. In his impression. She rarely does this in front of herself.

Lift her up from the bed. Pick up in your arms. Cheng Yueze's words carried a hint of reproach. "How careless. I only took you out of my sight one afternoon yesterday. I'm sick like this today. "Look at it. He couldn't get her out of his sight for a moment. Even if she thinks she's annoyed. No, it doesn't.

"I'm sick. You still criticize me. "Nestled in his arms. It's many times warmer than in a quilt.

"I don't want to be criticized. You're going to have to reassure me. I can't be by your side all the time. ”

His words were just a superficial one. But Tao Xunran thought about what would happen in the future. A sour feeling rose in my heart again.

"If only we had been apart for a long time. You're going to forget about me. ”

Hear her say that. Cheng Yueze hugged her arm and tightened it again. "Fool. I'm not going to give you that chance. Over the past few years. I let you go twice. Every separation. Do you know how painful I am. Can you bear to torture me again? ”