Chapter 194: Even if you give him a memory
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Lin Jia hadn't sat down to chat with Chen Ya for a long time, too many things had happened during this time, she actually wanted to find her to have a good catharsis, but when the words came to her mouth in front of her, she suddenly didn't know what to say.
"Okay, go back and see Jiang Huaiyi, I'm here to make sure the situation of the two of you, I'm relieved if it's okay." β
Almost in the same mood as Lin Jia, Chen Ya paused for a long time and didn't know what to say, so she stood up, shook Lin Jia's hand and turned around to leave.
Almost as soon as she made a move, a man on the side of the bench not far away also got up, as if unintentionally, but in fact, his eyes were always on Chen Ya's body.
Lin Jia sensed that something was wrong on the spot, quickly stepped forward two steps to stop Chen Ya, and said in a low voice: "Don't go yet, the man over there seems to be following you." β
Chen Ya subconsciously looked at her eyes, and after looking at it clearly, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook up a mocking smile: "I'll just say, how could Yan Yuze let me out alone, it turned out that someone was sent to follow me." β
"Are you sure it's Yan Yuze's person, how do I feel that he doesn't have bad intentions?"
Lin Jia was still a little guarded, and asked uneasily.
Chen Ya nodded: "It's okay, I've seen him in Yan Yuze's company, probably a security guard, it's okay." β
"Okay, then you can call me when you get home. Lin Jia hesitated for a moment and continued to instruct.
"Got it. β
Chen Ya responded, turned around and walked towards the elevator, and the man really kept his distance and followed behind her, and did not make any other moves, Lin Jia turned around and walked back to Jiang Huaiyi's hospital room with confidence.
When she reached the door, she was about to push the door in, but she heard a conversation coming from the room, not loud, but enough for her to hear clearly.
"This time...... I'm sorry, including last time, I just didn't want to cause you trouble, but I didn't expect to hurt you like this. β
There was guilt in Josie's tone, as if she had been causing trouble for Jiang Huai since she reunited with him.
"It's none of your business, even if you don't have a grudge against me like Shen Zifeng, and he ...... in this situation now."
Jiang Huai also paused: "It's not surprising to do anything extreme." β
As he said this, he glanced at Qiao Si's stomach, remembering the words she had said to Shen Zifeng in the villa, he felt a little guilty in his heart, and turned his head sideways.
Joss seemed to see what he was thinking, and smiled: "I know you must be quite surprised by the way I look now, this kid came suddenly, and I didn't have the courage to beat him down, after all, he ...... It's not the same. β
She said this tone a little lower, lowered her hand and touched her stomach unnaturally, who did she mean in her mouth Jiang Huai also knew in her heart that she had also had an abortion, and she was resolute and did not have the slightest scruples.
The ward was quiet for a while, as if to break this embarrassment, Jiang Huai also took the initiative to speak: "How is Shen Zifeng?"
"I don't know, I'm probably going to be appealed, several of his subordinates have already started to prepare these things. Joss replied.
"What about you, where do you live now?"
"The house he bought before, which he never lived in, has finally come in handy. β
She replied simply, as if she didn't find the topic difficult to talk about at all, raised her head and took a deep breath, then smiled again and looked at the person who had sat up sideways on the bed: "I know what you want to ask." β
Joss paused, raised his hand again and touched his lower abdomen, the expression on his face was very satisfied: "I don't have any relatives, my parents passed away early, and the blood sister is like that, although this little life is an accident, but it is the only relative in my sense, I want him to be born well and grow up safely." β
Maybe people who want to be mothers will have such a loving side, the curvature of the corners of Qiao Si's mouth is just right, and there is a longing expression on his face, Jiang Huai also looked at her like this, I don't know why I felt a little more envious in my heart, what is it like to be a parent?
He paused and took a deep breath: "If that's what you think in your heart, I'll naturally support you, and I'll support you if there's any difficulty, but I'm worried about-"
"I know you're worried about Shen Zifeng. β
Qiao Si took his words, and didn't react much, and raised his head with a smile: "He is actually quite pitiful now, how many years he has been high on the top, and suddenly fell to the bottom, probably there is a gap in his heart." β
"But despite this, he also saved our family back then, if it weren't for her, maybe my life situation would be worse than Blue Moon, his body is like this now...... If he is really sentenced, and I give birth to a child, he will always have a thought, if his illness really won't get better, then I can also leave him an offspring. β
Her words are sentence after sentence, which seems to be extremely rational, but in fact, they all sound from a woman's soft-heartedness and compromise, and if you open your mouth to refute it, you will definitely be able to find a basis.
But Jiang Huai didn't want to say more, everyone has their own choice, and Joss is no exception, whether it is good or bad in the end, it is her life, and he can't say anything more.
Lin Jia stood at the door of the ward, paused and turned to the side, since it was an old friend's reminiscence, then it was not interesting for her to listen to it.
She went to the nurse's station and the doctor's office, and took advantage of this gap to learn about Jiang Huaiyi's current situation, and thought that Qiao Si would probably come back after he left, but she didn't expect that she met Qiao Si who was waiting for her in the corridor.
"Linga, you're back. β
Lin Jia calculated that he had probably walked for almost half an hour, so Qiao Si should have been waiting here for about a certain amount of time, but he didn't look unhappy at all.
"After waiting so long, it seems that there is something you want to say to me. β
Linga shrugged his shoulders and walked sideways towards the railing in the middle of the hallway, with Joss following him.
Scanned the code and took out two bottles of water from the automatic vending box, Lin Jia handed one to Qiao Si: "Sit down and say, you shouldn't be in the first three months now, pay more attention to your body." β
Joss took the water and sat on the bench beside him, not knowing what he was going to say for a while, and after a long pause, he finally spoke: "Do you have any questions you want to ask me?"
"There used to be, but not anymore. β
Or rather, it was there before I heard the conversation just now, but not after listening to it.
Joss looked at her sideways, the expression on his face was still calm, he paused for a while, and suddenly spoke: "You probably know what happened to those things three or four years ago, if you heard the version is more tragic, it may be true, I did encounter such things, and it was encountered when I was the most vulnerable and emotionally bad in my heart." β
She played with the bottle of water in her hand, and her tone was faint as if she was telling someone's story: "There is something I don't want to hide from you, although you may be bored, I still want to tell you." β
She paused: "I like Jiang Huaiyi, I like him very much." It may also be that I really didn't have any experience in the years I grew up in the Shen family, and I haven't seen any excellent men, and when I first met Jiang Huaiyi, I liked him. β
"He was so good, he stood in the crowd and seemed to shine, I believe that I am not the only woman who likes him, he saved me, but the second time we met, I still didn't remember who I was, and then I understood that he didn't have me in his heart, and he couldn't have me in the future. But I was unwilling, I was young and vigorous at the time, and I always thought that even if I was rejected, at least let him know my thoughts. β
"So I created an opportunity to meet him and get along like buddies, because the relationship between martial arts since childhood, at least in terms of hands-on fighting, there is still a common language, and our relationship is finally a little closer, and finally like friends. At this time, I felt that the time was right, and I mustered up the courage to tell him what I had been thinking about for so long, but when I invited him to dinner that day, I saw your picture in his wallet. β
Joss fell into memories, not only reminiscing about his unsuccessful relationship, but also reminiscing about his teenage years.
"He was in a very bad mood that day, I was supposed to invite him to dinner, but he was drunk by himself, and I couldn't take care of him because I was in a hurry to go back to Shen's house, so I called Xia Xiao and asked Xia Xiao to come and pick him up. Unexpectedly, Xia Xiao took a long breath when he received the call, and rushed to the restaurant in less than twenty minutes. β
I couldn't help but ask him what was going on, but Xia Xiao saw my thoughts at a glance, and probably understood that I had no malicious intent, and he told me directly that I had no chance, because he said that Jiang Huai would never fall in love with someone else again in this life. I only felt ashamed and insulted at the time, and left angrily, but only later did I know what Xia Xiao's words meantβbecause that day happened to be your birthday. β
Joss said these words very calmly, but Linga's heart was surging, she tilted her head and tried to control the tears in the corners of her eyes, her pupils were red but she didn't want her to flow out, trying to stay calm.
She never dared to imagine these scenes, she was selfish and cowardly, and for the injuries she had in the past, the way she finally chose was to escape and forget, and he didn't want to face it.
Qiao Si's voice still continued: "I gave up completely after that time, I am a very rational person, if I didn't know Shen Zifeng's plan later, I might only stand in the position of Jiang Huai's friend for the rest of my life, I will not step forward, carefully hide my thoughts, and wait for him to keep his love." β
"Have you spoken to him about these things?"
Linga suddenly spoke, crying in a somewhat nasal voice that could not be concealed, and she interrupted Joss and asked.
"No, not before, and not in the future. β
Joss shook his head and looked at Linga again: "I don't care what you think of me in your heart, including me here to say these words to you today, but I have no ill will towards the two of you from beginning to end, you are the one he loves, I will bless you." β
"As for myself, those days are over, and I will live well. If nothing else, this may be the last time I come to see Jiang Huaiyi, and you. β
She looked sideways, "Some things will embarrass everyone when they make sense, but some things that don't hurt will be more embarrassing to be seen through, and I don't want to be in such an embarrassing situation myself, so - I wish us all happiness." β