Chapter 299: The Unfinished End (Part I) - 593
593 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Nothing Goes Wrong"
-Hideka's subconscious-
04:22 AM
"All I have to do now is to go against all the plans, and if there is a third eye watching me, then I can't make the usual choices, I can't go the usual way. Hideka gives this explanation, but it's not particularly convincing.
"What if these conjectures are wrong?" This worry is like a virus, bothering Xiuxiang, she needs antibiotics, because the antibiotic content in her own body has bottomed out, and she has endured the harm of too many antibiotics to the human body, Xiuxiang hopes from her heart that some kind of antibiotic can help Xiuxiang completely eliminate this "worry" virus, it must be a very tenacious virus, Xiuxiang already wants to expel it.
For example, antibiotics and viruses have always been a life-and-death struggle, you live and die, worry and relaxation are also such a relationship, Xiuxiang knows that a corner of her heart is always left for sorrow.
Now it's better to take the opportunity to send it away.
"Not being able to relax completely is the pain here. Xiuxiang said, "Just sleep and sleep until you wake up naturally, anyway, this is a very comfortable place." And no one bothered either. ”
Xiuxiang found the bedroom and fell asleep quickly on a large bed, maybe she was really tired, she didn't sleep for days and nights, and her body and spirit reached her limit, which is a veritable extreme challenge.
Without the slightest worry, without a little dream, Xiuxiang slept very sweetly, this is a person's time, a person's afternoon, a person's comfort.
Xiuxiang decided to name this small courtyard "Garden House".
The garden residence is the truly unforgettable "charging station" and "supply area" of Xiuxiang.
When I woke up, the fatigue disappeared, the energy was full, the vitality was already full, and the state had been restored.
At that time, the night solstice.
When Xiuxiang woke up, the sky was full of stars.
The clock pointed to 7 o'clock, and Xiuxiang found that she had slept for 5 hours, and she still didn't quite believe it, as if these 5 hours were 15 hours.
"Next, I had to give it a try. After Xiuxiang stretched her waist, she quickly made up her mind, "If you don't try all possible ways today, you will never give up." ”
"Yes, humidifier!" Xiuxiang jumped up and ran with a smile, and began to search the house, and finally found the humidifier, which turned out to be right in front of her, and she didn't see it after turning around three or five times, and Xiuxiang suddenly found it the moment she took a breath, and she was overjoyed, she felt that this was a good sign.
But it's not—
The humidifier that "stands imposingly" is given a heavy responsibility, trembling like a heavy responsibility, and is not afraid to show a "daily expression", "click!"
Xiuxiang turned on the switch, and a slight white gas protruded from the humidifier's upward mouth, and the elegant fragrance also entered the nasal cavity, "How's the reaction?"
Xiuxiang held her breath for a while, "Oops." Hideka said, "Wouldn't it?"
"It's been open for a minute, but it's useless, the room is already very wet, and it hasn't killed the dream yet. ”
This method was proven to be useless, "I didn't expect such an unpopular method to be useless!"
"If you don't succeed, you're going to have your eyes closed for the rest of your life. A word came from Xiuxiang's ear, and it seemed that the inner call couldn't wait to reach the brain through the nerves.
"Actually, I still need a method, I haven't tried it with special care before, and I always feel that I can't get enough. ”
Thinking of this, Xiuxiang took three more steps and made two steps, walked to the bed, she lay on the bed, and began to try to enter the other party's dream again, thinking about the self with her eyes closed, trying to enter her own thoughts.
"Conveyor belt?" When these three words entered Hideka's mind, Hideka felt that it was all a coincidence.
Hideka feels that trying this method now is like a box trying to get into the baggage carousel, and unless she grows legs, her hope of success is very slim.
"Hey, maybe what I'm doing is useless, and I'm not doing anything right. However, my heart cannot stop, my heart is on a conveyor belt that never stops, and when those stations arrive, I cannot stop, because I cannot die until the end. ”
"However, only in this way, only when I see the end of this hope, can I truly give up. Xiuxiang exhaled a long-stagnant breath and sat up from the bed.
Why?!
Xiuxiang felt that the end of this hope was exactly what she wanted, without this end, there would be no real "looking forward", and many times those "unfinished" seemed to be shining with the glow of temptation constantly guiding the people who were already lost, so they strayed into the depths of the jungle, and could never get out.
In fact, if you complete those "unfinished" in time, the ending will not be much better than giving up halfway.
Just because I haven't experienced it, I feel that hope is there.
Actually, there is no hope anywhere.
The jungle that I strayed into is now thorns, and the depths are thorns, and even deeper - in fact, they are still thorns. It was because I had never walked through the thorns that I felt that there were roses among the thorns, but I didn't know that there was no light or wild flowers.