073 A Thousand Knots
"Mom.I don't mean to accuse you.It's just that things like feelings are very personal.Some things are not easy to say too bluntly.Of course it's not wrong for you to care about Xiao Tian.But it's better to let him make his own decisions about this kind of thing.Not to mention that he's not a person with a confused mind."
"Mom doesn't mean to force Xiaotian, Mom just wants to hear what Xiaotian thinks about this matter."
Xiao Tian didn't think that Xiao Ling's concern was excessive.This was completely a mother's normal concern for her son.It's just that the topic of Ouyang Qing was really not easy to handle.He didn't want Xiao Ling to continue talking about this topic.But he couldn't say that his real lover was Caiyue.
"Mom, I have known Qingqing for ten years, and my relationship with her is indeed very good, but it is not as rumored to be as the outside world..."
Xiao Ling took Xiao Tian's words for granted, and just as Xiao Tian and Cai Yue were worried, they began to press step by step: "Since the relationship has always been good, and we have known each other for ten years and so long, why don't you think about getting married."
Cai Yue saw that Xiao Ling really wanted to meddle in Xiao Tian's emotional affairs, and hurriedly came up to block Xiao Tian's car: "Mom, just now you said that you just want the right to know.
"I don't understand, how can there be a reason why friends haven't gotten married for so long." Xiao Ling was very excited.
In Xiao Ling's mind, Xiao Tian should be very happy to get married and start a family, which can be seen as long as he thinks about the excitement when he opened his mouth to call her "Mom", so she thinks that Ouyang Qing must be unhappy to get married.
"I said Mom, I beg you to save your worries.The most important thing for you now is to recuperate your body with peace of mind.You don't know how much worry Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan have worried about for you.Xiao Tian is so busy.Put down so many things in the group.Every time I take time to take you to the hospital.Qiu Yan In order to help you find the source of your kidney as soon as possible.He also has to take time out to contact his friends.You think they are me.There is a lot of time.As soon as you are excited, there is a problem in your body.Are you worthy of Xiao Tian or Qiu Yan or me."
In order to help Xiao Tian and help himself out of the siege, Cai Yue began to change the topic.After a lot of persuasion work by Xiao Tian during this time, Xiao Ling was no longer so reluctant to have a kidney transplant.
Xiao Ling listened to Caiyue's words, and his attitude really eased a lot, and he was not as excited as he was at the beginning.
It's just that the more she thinks about it, the more distressed Xiao Tian becomes, so she comforts him and says, "Xiao Tian, you must not wronged yourself, don't always let her because that Ouyang Qing is a daughter.
Xiao Tian's heart was slightly confused.Xiao Ling obviously wronged Ouyang Qing.She had always wanted to marry him.On the contrary, he had been staying where he was.Just the face in front of him.He had to vaguely go over.
"Well, don't worry, Mom, I know in my heart, I won't let myself be wronged." Saying that, Xiao Tian glanced at Caiyue with his eyes, and there seemed to be a smile in his eyes.
Cai Yue received his eyes but staggered her gaze.She looked at the TV expressionlessly.This sudden little turmoil was temporarily subsided with the tacit cooperation of the two.But Cai Yue.Mom's words today touched a piece of illness in her heart.
After establishing a relationship with Xiao Tian, she and Xiao Tian have never mentioned the names "Ouyang Qing" and "Lin Wanyun" in front of each other, as if these two people have become a taboo between her and him, but the more this is the case, the more these two women seem to have become the shadow between her and Xiao Tian, just as Qiu Yan has always been a thorn in Xiao Tian's heart.
No matter what Lin Wanyun is, after all, she no longer belongs to the world where she and Xiao Tian live. No matter how she is, she knows that she can't fight with a dead person.
Cai Yue didn't want to let herself eat any flying vinegar for no reason.It's just that Ouyang Qing is really a special case.Ten years of love is not untrue for anyone.I'm afraid that for Xiao Tian.His feelings for Ouyang Qing are the same as his feelings for her at the beginning.It's inexplicable.And she has always had a kind of uncertain fear about the fact that Xiao Tian loves her.She has never mentioned this to Xiao Tian.
Cai Yue's cold look made Xiao Tian also realize this problem that he would have to face sooner or later.
Ever since Zhao Fei's birthday banquet was on the day he confessed his feelings for Cai Yue in front of Ouyang Qing, he knew that his damage to Ouyang Qing had become irreparable.
For more than a month after he vomited blood in public, Ouyang Qing never reappeared by his side, but Zhao Fei told him many times, Ouyang Qing would often call him to inquire about his injuries, so he knew, even if he hurt Ouyang Qing so much, she never let go of him, but now it was difficult for her to face him as calmly as before.
He knew that the only way to appease Ouyang Qing was for him to give his heart to her, but it was already impossible, so he never looked for her again.
This knot between him and Ouyang Qing has been bothering him for a while, so he never asks Caiyue's name on the surface, but now it seems that this knot must be untied as soon as possible, otherwise not only will his ten-year relationship with Ouyang Qing be ruined, but even the hard-won love between him and Caiyue may also be overshadowed.
Three days after the trip to China, Wu Yinqiao's work tasks for her trip to China were successfully completed as planned. She wanted to stay for a few more days, but the headquarters had urged her to return to China several times.
After the ticket back to China was booked, she called Qiu Yan again: "I'm leaving, tomorrow morning's ticket, can you come and see me off tonight."
Qiu Yan finally heard the news that Wu Yinqiao was going back to China, and couldn't help but feel relieved. Although he was sure that he and Wu Yinqiao could not get together, he and she had shared good memories after all, and he also cherished them, so he didn't want to hurt her too much, and he really hoped that she could find her own happiness.
But he didn't want to be by her side tonight.It wasn't easy to reject Wu Yinqiao.It wasn't easy.It wasn't easy.He didn't want to take another risk.Especially at such a moment when he was about to part.He knew Wu Yinqiao.If you want her to die completely, you can't give her a glimmer of hope.
"I've got something very important to attend to tonight.I'm sorry.I'll take you to the airport tomorrow."
Wu Yinqiao could only hang up the phone again in disappointment.
The next morning, standing at the farewell of the airport international station, Wu Yinqiao looked at Qiu Yan, her eyes were slightly sparkling, she was not a fragile woman, let alone a person who would force the other party emotionally.
Qiu Yan's resolute attitude made her know that she had finally lost this love that should have been beautiful.She couldn't talk about regrets.Because the decision she had made was also made by herself.She got what she once wanted.Only she lost what she wanted now.If it was reversed.She wasn't sure if she would despise what she had gotten and value what she hadn't got.But no matter what.The heartache and feelings at the moment were intense and deep.
The airport radio began to broadcast the boarding notice of Wu Yinqiao's flight. Wu Yinqiao still couldn't help but be slightly excited.
"Hug me, can you?"
Qiu Yan lowered his head and looked up at her, still stepped forward, hugged her, and gave her a slightly warmer hug than a normal friend.
"Occasionally, miss me as much as I miss you. She uttered the plea in his arms.
Qiu Yan didn't answer, let go of her, and then just looked at her with a smile, and she understood what he meant.
Qiu Yan watched her from behind her until her back disappeared, then let out a long sigh and left.
After bidding farewell to Wu Yinqiao, Qiu Yan returned to the company, and after dealing with some urgent matters that needed to be dealt with, Qiu Yan leaned back in his wide boss chair, and he didn't know why he actually missed Xiao Tian a little, and he didn't want to deliberately suppress this kind of missing him, so he dialed Xiao Tian's mobile phone: "Xiao Tian, what are you busy with these days?"
Xiao Tian's unique voice with a little ruffian when facing the people close to him came into Qiu Yan's ears from his mobile phone: "Qiu Yan, I haven't seen you for a few days, do you miss me?"
Qiu Yan felt that the closer he got to Xiao Tian, the more he felt that Xiao Tian had a trait that attracted him, a trait that he rarely saw in other people in China, and he really liked to hear Xiao Tian's voice more and more, but he was really a little angry with Xiao Tian's good feeling about himself.
"I see you're feeling better about yourself now."
Xiao Tian's tone remained the same: "I've always felt good about myself.
"Everything is too much, you are now family, love, and career are all smooth, and then don't be low-key, be careful, be happy and sad."
"I've been taught, so should I keep a low profile now, and no one will invite anyone to the appointment at home." Xiao Tian deliberately made fun of him with what happened a few days ago.
"I think you're not only high-profile right now, but you're also very special." Although Qiu Yan has been in China for a few years, he still doesn't know the word Dese.
Xiao Tian couldn't help but laugh happily when he listened to Qiu Yan's not so smooth native language of the motherland.