He looked at her embarrassed appearance, but he still felt angry, and sneered: "Also, I'm puzzled, since it's not the first time for you, how can you be so uninteresting and behave so badly?"

His humiliating words left her bruised all over her body. Her heart was bloody as if it had been cut open by a knife.

She was afraid that she would not be able to extricate herself, so she said such things, but she never thought that he would use money to draw a line with her, it turned out that everything last night was just a transaction in his eyes.

She is no longer Le Yao five years ago, no matter how hurt and painful her heart is, in front of him, she has to learn to be strong, so she pretended to be strong, "As Mr. Wen said, I am indeed unsatisfactory in some aspects, I should find someone to practice more in order to improve, I believe that with time, I will definitely make rapid progress." She pretended to be indifferent and said, "However, what surprises me is that Mr. Wen, your skills are not enough." ”

Thinking that she was like other men, Wen Yunting was jealous, and said coldly: "If you have to borrow clothes to practice with, Miss Le, if you are short of money in the future, tell me, although I am not satisfied with your performance, but I can still afford the money for clothes." ”

Her heart was already full of holes, and her pale little face had a strong smile and strength, and she said lightly: "Mr. Wen is too worried, but it's just the money for clothes, I think I can still pay it." After saying that, she proudly raised her head and left.

Wen Yunting gritted his teeth in anger, this woman is too ignorant! And what she said about "finding people to practice more" made him faintly unhappy.

Hmph! She wants to be beautiful! Don't want him to let him go!

*

Autumn nights, the night breeze is slightly cool.

Le Yao stood in front of the bedroom window in a daze, and the strength of her previous pretense was completely disintegrated at this moment.

The current Wen Yunting is no longer the person she knew five years ago, at that time, his smile was as frank as sunshine, but now he has become indifferent and ruthless.

She clearly knew that from now on, they would really only be passers-by. The thought of this made her heart hurt irrepressibly.

Suddenly, she saw Le Zhengming walking towards an Audi A8 parked outside the commissary, and she was even more surprised when she saw Le Zhengming sitting in the car.

Le Zhengming doesn't have many friends, Yao knows them all, they are all ordinary neighbors, and very few people have a car at home, let alone an Audi A8.

But in just a few minutes, Le Zhengming got out of the car, he slammed the car door heavily, but later, he didn't walk steadily, and he stumbled back to the commissary with a staggering pace. After that, the car slowly drove away, neoned, and quickly disappeared around the corner.

Le Yao came out of the room, but heard Le Zhengming shouting angrily, "Don't think, don't think!" She was slightly stunned, and asked worriedly, "Dad, what's wrong?"

Le Zhengming said curtly: "It's nothing. ”

He looked at his daughter and thought of his physical condition, if he was not there one day, what would Le Yao do? For a while, he was very sad in his heart, and after hesitating, he finally said, "Yaoyao, I have something to tell you." ”

"Dad?" Le Yao found that his face was solemn and his heart was uneasy. Could it be that Dad knew that Wen Yunting was back? She felt guilty, because she had promised him that she would never meet Wen Yunting again.

"Yaoyao," Le Zhengming looked at her calmly, and said calmly, "The doctor said that I am now in the advanced stage of lung cancer. As soon as he said that, he felt much more relaxed.

Le Yao was stunned, and it took a while to come back to her senses, but she couldn't believe it, "Dad, you lied to me, right?"

"Yaoyao, did Dad lie to you?" he sighed, but he was extremely calm, how reluctant he was to her, how much he wanted to live, but the reality was cruel, he didn't want her to be helpless after he died, let alone become a pawn for others.

Le Yao's tears flooded and trembled...... It's all her, it's all her fault, if it weren't for the fire, Dad wouldn't have had pneumonia, and if he hadn't lost Biyuan, he wouldn't have had to get up early and work late, if he hadn't worked so hard, pneumonia might not have evolved into lung cancer. For a while, the hatred that had been placed in the depths of my memory once again came to the bottom of my heart.

Le Zhengming helped her wipe her tears, "I'm not afraid of death, I just can't rest assured of you, I'm gone, who will protect you!"

Le Yao shook her head, tears in her eyes, she hugged him tightly, as if she could keep him forever: "Dad, don't ......"

Le Zhengming's eyes were also moist: "Do you know? How much I envy Lao Zhang next door, when his daughter got married last week, he walked the red carpet holding his hand, and he handed over his daughter to his son-in-law......" Speaking of this, he cried, "Yaoyao, I want to attend your wedding." There was an uncontrollable whimper in his voice: "I want to see you in a wedding dress, and I want to give you a wedding." ”

Le Yao was sad.

"Yaoyao, before I leave, can you fulfill my wish?" Le Zhengming asked solemnly.

"Dad—" Le Yao cried again.

"Let's marry Minghao. Le Zhengming said, "He is a good man and worthy of your life." He sighed, for so many years, Ming Hao's thoughts about Le Yao have not changed, and Ming's mother also likes Le Yao, he believes that if Le Yao marries Ming Hao, she will spend her life safely and happily. That way, he will be relieved.

Of course, Le Yao knew Ming Hao's thoughts about her, but she didn't love him, if she really married Ming Hao, her lack of love would be the biggest harm to Ming Hao.

Le Zhengming said again: "Yaoyao, dad only has such a wish, promise me, okay?"

Le Yao couldn't cry.

"You can't bear to watch me leave with regret?" Le Zhengming firmly believes that Minghao is the only man who can give her safety and happiness.

"Dad," Le Yao just cried as she trembled.

"Since you don't want to, then forget it," Le Zhengming's eyes drooped gloomily, and in his words, there was endless disappointment, "Just now, just when I never said it." He stood up and walked to the room.

Le Yao's eyes were hazy with tears, watching his lonely background look even more rickety in the light, her heart sank into a cold pool, and just when Le Zhengming pushed open the bedroom door, she said in a dumb voice, "I do." As he spoke, tears flooded even more: "Dad, I am willing to marry Ming Hao." After that, she couldn't stop crying. Because she knows that once the words "I do" are spoken, then they can never be taken back.

*

Autumn nights, the ground is cold.

Le Yao sat on the ground with her knees crossed, she had to learn to control her emotions like before, she couldn't let Le Zhengming find her tears, she couldn't let him find her reluctance and reluctance, although, although she really didn't want to marry Ming Hao.

If you don't grow up forever, how happy should you be? Forever happy to live with your father in the green garden, see the peach blossoms in spring, smell the lotus fragrance in summer, listen to the fallen leaves in autumn, and play with snow in winter. Although the family is poor, at least there will be no emotional torture, at least, they will not face emotional choices, at least their father and daughter have a home.

It would be nice if life was only as it first appeared.

If time had been stuck in the summer of five years ago, how happy would it be? In the dimly lit room, Le Yao closed her eyes, and her mind was full of Wen Yunting's sunny smile five years ago.

If she hadn't been to that brightly lit ballroom that night;

If she hadn't happened to pass by that dark garden;

If it weren't for the night when the fire spread out in Biyuan......

Isn't everything different?

The past is just dust, but it is just a cloud of smoke, it is gone, and it will be gone forever.

Thinking of Wen Yunting, she hated herself for being too weak, so she would fall under him when he called for "Derpy" when he forgot his feelings.

She should actually hate him, hate his chaos and abandonment, hate his viciousness, hate his inattentiveness, hate him for using her sympathy to easily capture her love.

But in the end, she hated herself. Hate yourself why you want to provoke him, hate why you don't listen to your father, hate why you are trapped in him again and again, hate yourself for still clinging to him, hate yourself for agreeing to marry Ming Hao, but keep thinking about him.

*

Suddenly, a knock on the door interrupted Le Yao's thoughts, and then Le Zhengming's voice sounded, "Yaoyao, Minghao is here." ”

Ming Hao ran over after receiving Le Zhengming's call, he was very excited at this time, but he was very restrained, he stood outside the door, "Le Yao, can I go in?"

The door opened.

Ming Hao was distressed when he saw her slender back, but he didn't dare to reach out to hug her, but was a little nervous, and asked worriedly: "Is what Uncle Le said true?" Although he knew from Le Zhengming's mouth that she was willing to marry him, this happiness came too suddenly, which made him a little uncertain.

Le Yao's eyes were slightly red, she promised Le Zhengming's words, can she still regret it? She can't turn back, she can't let down her father, she can't let him leave with regrets. After the silence, she nodded slightly.

Ming Hao couldn't hold back his excitement, reached out and took her into his arms, touching her slender back, he felt that she was real: "Oh, Le Yao, I'm so happy." He has loved her for more than five years, and he will finally wait for the moment of happiness.

*

At lunch, Le Yao met Ye Hui.

"Congratulations, congratulations!" Ye Hui smiled brightly.

"What?" Le Yao was in a depressed mood.

"You still want to hide it from me when you get married?" Ye Hui approached her, smiled and said, "Hey, Le Yao, can I recommend myself to be a bridesmaid?" She then said: "The bridesmaid dress or something, I prepare it myself," she laughed happily again: "However, the best man has to find someone who looks handsome!"

Le Yao lowered her head and smiled bitterly, but she didn't speak, looking at the food on the plate, she didn't have any appetite at all.

"Le Yao!" Ye Hui saw that she didn't speak, so she took her hand and played tricks, "Anyway, I don't care, I'm going to be your bridesmaid!"

The person in the seat next to him looked sideways: "Hey, who's getting married?"

Ye Hui rested his head on Le Yao's shoulder and said with a beam: "Of course, it's my best sister Le Yao." ”

Many people around them looked at them, and most of them were well-wished.

"Le Yao, we haven't heard that you are in love, why are you getting married again, it's really tightly hidden," a young secretary in the logistics department said, "When you send a wedding post, remember to bring your husband for us to see." ”

Uhhh

"Heh, Le Yao's husband is the oldest teacher, and he looks very handsome!" Ye Hui said.

"Ho, Ye Hui, look at your appearance, do you have a crush on Le Yao's husband?" someone joked.

Ye Hui grinned and joked very generously: "It's useless for me to have a crush, their relationship for more than five years is stronger than the city wall, where do I have the ability to break it?"

As soon as she finished speaking, there was a burst of laughter.

When Le Yao was talking, she was slightly stunned when she saw Wen Yunting and He Haotian passing by them, he should have heard their laughter just now!

She saw He Haotian cast a slightly surprised gaze, but Wen Yunting's face was still indifferent and cold, he didn't even look at her, and walked straight to the elevator.

At that moment, her heart ached slightly, and she smiled bitterly, maybe this is the best ending.