Chapter 39: Loneliness
"You lost. Qu Jinyan's faint voice sounded in the ring.
Mei's eyes widened, looking at the fist in front of her, and she hadn't recovered from the thrilling moment just now.
"Don't let it go yet. ”
When she noticed the slight coldness on her chest, Lin Huairou saw that Qu Jinyan, who was grabbing her shirt, actually pulled most of the loose fighting clothes on her chest apart, and the black lace bra was exposed to the air, revealing half of the huge snow-white softness.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention. Qu Jinyan hurriedly withdrew his hand and said embarrassedly.
He never thought that Lin Huairou was only wearing an underwear inside, and remembering the glimpse just now, the fullness looming under the black lace, he couldn't help but feel a burst of heat in his heart, and it was unbearable.
Pulling the placket back up, Lin Huairou went directly to the changing room, and when she reappeared, she had already changed into the casual denim and white shirt she had been wearing just now, and then walked towards the exit without looking back.
Seeing this, Qu Jinyan hurriedly put on his shoes, if this girl was angry about what happened just now and drove away directly, it would be difficult to take a taxi around here, not to mention that it would be a big night, and he would not be good at that time.
Simply, when he arrived at the gate, Lin Huairou had already gotten into the car, but he had no intention of leaving, and sat there quietly, obviously waiting for him.
Qu Jinyan was happy, sure enough, this woman is still a more rational person, and she will not mess around like a little girl, no light or heavy. Pulling the car door, he naturally sat in the passenger seat.
"Your ability is outstanding, have you ever thought about continuing to serve in the public security system?" Lin Huairou held the steering wheel and stared ahead, but she didn't drive, her tone was calm, as if she was talking to herself.
A little surprised, she glanced at Lin Huairou's side face that was always indifferent to the point of not having a trace of expression, Qu Jinyan had seen some articles on the Internet about the summary of facial expressions, judging from the sometimes worried expression on her face, it was a bit like the shadow of one of the most rare world-weary faces.
As for this kind of person, they are either born with a facial or are nurture. And the acquired ones are all depressed all day long after experiencing a cruel reality, and over time, they will reveal a temperament that is not close to people and does not care about everything.
"I never thought about it, I feel like it's pretty good right now, and I don't have any thoughts about it. Retracting his gaze, he said with a straight face.
"Yes, you can bubble your own secretary after work?" Lin Huairou glanced at him and said indifferently.
"You're stalking me?"
Ignoring Qu Jinyan's questioning, Lin Huairou continued: "With your ability, you shouldn't be in that small office, and you shouldn't choose comfort, judging from your performance tonight, you are more suitable for our work, at least you like it." ”
"Don't you think it would be a stupid decision if I agreed to your invitation? I am also the manager of a company, with an annual salary of more than several million, and I don't want to have a good future, but to be a small police officer, do you think this business is appropriate?"
He turned his face sideways, looked at the night outside the car window faintly, and couldn't help but think of the year when he said to Gao Yilian without hesitation that he chose to be a policeman. It's just that time has passed, and he is forced to live and return to Tianzhou City, but the former beauty is no longer gone, and since then Yin and Yang have been separated, and they can only live in their own minds.
"Not everyone is concerned about their future or money......"
"I'm sorry, I just happen to be like you, I can't be as selfless as you, doing the work of losing my life, but with that meager salary, no one will see it, even if I make the slightest mistake, I have to be condemned and questioned by the general public. Qu Jinyan directly interrupted Lin Huairou's words, and his tone was unprecedentedly serious, so that Lin Huairou was stunned when he saw him for the first time.
Silence, the two people in the car, one staring ahead, the other looking out the window with a sideways face, the atmosphere was a little subtle. After a long time, Lin Huairou broke the silence and said: "You don't have to be like this, I know you are not such a person." ”
"To tell you the truth, I was suspended for a month because I started to fight the city ****, and the case I originally took over had to be stranded, although the people in the criminal police team are still investigating, but if I can't do something, I'm really unwilling. A hint of choice flashed in her eyes, and after hesitating for a whole day, she finally said her purpose at this time.
"It's an internal matter for your police, and there's no point in you telling me. "Qu Jinyan is the way.
Without paying much attention to what Qu Jinyan said, Lin Huairou continued: "Although I have been suspended and should be forbidden to contact all the facts of the case, there are still people who will report to me at any time on the progress of the case. ”
"As I said, it's useless for you to tell me this, I'm not in your system anymore, so I don't need to worry about these things. ”
"Okay, there's nothing to bother you to send me back, it's really not okay, you can send me to a place with more people, I'll take a taxi back by myself." Qu Jinyan's tone was obviously a little impatient.
"Then if you can help me, I will use my means to find out Gao Yilian's whereabouts for you? You have been looking for her all over the world for more than half a year, and you have not been able to see her in the end, no matter where she is now, how is it, don't you want to know?"
When Lin Huairou said the three words Gao Yilian in his mouth, Qu Jinyan's heart immediately beat uncontrollably, just like a dying person suddenly resurrected, and the three words Gao Yilian suddenly occupied all of his own.
Seeing that Qu Jinyan had changed, Lin Huairou immediately said: "I can find out all the information about you in Jiangling City, which is thousands of miles away, in Tianzhou City, which is enough to show that I have this ability." At the same time, the situation of Gao Yilian is no exception, if you are willing to help me, I will do my best to give you a satisfactory answer. ”
Quiet, as Lin Huairou's voice fell, it was quiet again. The man in front of him who looked out of the window with a sideways face was really as cautious as the word in his name at this time, and the only person who could make him enter this state was the woman who once haunted him.
Since that night, Qu Jinyan snatched the pistol from her with a beautiful backhand, and that night she returned to the police station to investigate all the information about him overnight, including all the information from childhood to adulthood to work.
Among them, the incident about Qu Jinyan and his wife Gao Yilian is the most vivid in her memory. After the death of Gao's mother, the woman disappeared inexplicably, so he gave up everything and walked all over the country without hesitation, in order to find his beloved.
However, it turned out to be a pity, for most of the year, he searched for thousands of mountains and rivers, but finally returned in vain, so he took Gao Yilian's sister to Tianzhou City to develop, and Gao Yilian's matter seemed to be stranded. Therefore, for the person who is condescending to Yanyan, it is enough to see that he is a person who values love and righteousness, and is not the kind of philistine businessman who only values money as he said.
Regarding that letter, only Qu Jinyan has read it in this world, and it has been destroyed, no matter how powerful Lin Huairou is, it is impossible to find this letter. So far, maybe only he knows that Gao Yilian is no longer there, and everyone else thinks that she is just 'leaving', including Gao Yiling, Gao Yilian's own sister.
But at this time, Lin Huairou mentioned it, his heart was inadvertently touched again, even if she was gone, wouldn't it be gratifying to know where she spent her last time, what she did, or the most unacceptable result, and where the cemetery was?
"How sure are you?" his deep voice sounded, like a lonely and helpless child in the heavy rain, which made people a little unbearable and distressed.
"There are no absolutes in everything, but I can tell you clearly, as long as I still have a breath of air, I will help you find out about this matter. Looking at the man in front of her, Lin Huairou was rarely moved, her tone was categorical, and her beautiful eyes were firm.
Hearing this, Qu Jinyan was noncommittal, just sitting motionless, Lin Huairou couldn't see his gaze, let alone what he was thinking, but it was certain that at this time, he was feeling sad and sad about the departure of his beloved, just like back then.
"Where are you going?"
Dusk, when Qu Jinyan opened the car door and got out of the car, Lin Huairou asked.
"Go back by yourself, I want to go. ”
He said casually, and walked alone under the dim street lamp on the side of the road, and walked farther and farther until he disappeared into the night.
"He must love her very much!"
"Why shouldn't I?"
She quietly looked at the lonely and sad figure, muttered for a long time, and then laughed at herself, inexplicably sarcastic.