"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

The stars are dotted, the night is falling, Guo De is lying on the big bed in his house, covered with a warm quilt, but he is sweating profusely, his eyes are closed, the two eyeballs under his eyelids are turning rapidly, and his mouth is constantly muttering, constantly saying sorry, sorry, sorry, the voice was originally as quiet as a mosquito, and then it became bigger and bigger, bigger and bigger, and suddenly sat up straight in the middle of the night, shouting sorry!

"Ah.........h

I was cold all over my body and sweating profusely.

Guo De gasped vigorously, breathing greedily, as if this could suppress the guilt in his heart, and looked up at the gloom in the entire bedroom, only through the window could you see the stars and the lights of the thousands of homes under the window, and the clock hand hanging on the wall showed that it was half past two at night.

"I'm having nightmares again, I'm dreaming about the past again..."

Guo De smiled bitterly, he knew that every night when he had this nightmare that he wanted to forget in the past, he couldn't fall asleep tonight no matter how he slept tonight, he lifted the quilt and found that the bedding below had already been soaked with sweat, as if the whole person had been soaked in water once.

"It's time to take a shower......"

Fortunately, now the house is full of gas, and it is very convenient to take a bath, and there is no need to boil water, the hot water is sprinkled on Guo De's body, washing away the smell of sweat all over his body, and at the same time washing his soul, he covers his eyes with both hands, and feels the water sprayed in the sprinkler head on his body, relieving the thoughts in his heart, but the sadness and guilt in his mind are still as deep as a tsunami, and cannot disappear.

Eighteen years ago, in the year 3000, when he was just an eight-year-old boy, in that rainy weather, because he was shy, he didn't lend a helping hand to a little girl waiting for someone to pick her up on the school stairs, and he didn't pick up an umbrella by his side to send her home.

As a result, the little girl went missing.

Disappeared for eighteen years without a single visit.

This is Guo De's inner self-blame and uneasiness, he has thought countless times that if he could have lent a helping hand, if he could have invited this little girl home together, I am afraid that the past would never happen again.

But he didn't, he was afraid of contact with people, afraid of talking to anyone, so he ran away, even if he had this umbrella in his hand, he didn't lend it to the little girl, or accompany her to protect it from the rain.

In exchange for the whole eighteen years of nightmares and self-blame.

Until now, Guo De can still clearly recall the scene that happened, the heavy rain flowing in the sky, the dark clouds, lightning and thunder.

At the door of Osmanthus Elementary School, the girl wearing a red dress and two ponytails showed a pure smile, which was unusually sweet, but at this moment the little girl couldn't go home because of the rain, showing a bitter look.

And at this moment, he walked out of Osmanthus Primary School with a black umbrella, although he had already seen the little girl with two ponytails and wearing a red dress, even though he knew that she was a classmate, he still rejected her, did not talk to her, and rushed into the majestic rain.

He didn't need an umbrella.

Guo De knew very well that it was common for him to go home in the rain, and he could have lent this umbrella to this little girl in a red dress with two ponytails.

Perhaps, in this case, the little girl would not have been abducted and kidnapped, and there has been no news so far.

For 18 years, Guo De has been in a state of guilt and self-blame.

After washing, Guo De opened his eyes, the indelible scars in his eyes were painful, and then he knew that he would not fall asleep tonight, but returned to the study.

There are clearly all kinds of case files and volumes in Guo De's study, this is an unfinished case, or a case that needs to be responsible for in the criminal police brigade of the police station, whenever in the dead of night, when he can't fall asleep, Guo De will carefully check the case file, maybe it is an unfinished case, maybe it is a case being handled, only in this way can he calm his irritable heart, that guilty heart, it seems that only in this way, only by being able to catch one prisoner after another can he no longer feel so guilty.

However, in the 3,000th year of Tiantang, Zhao Kexin's kidnapping and disappearance case was a permanent pain in his heart.

"Why can't I find it? Why can't I find it for 18 years, since I became a police officer, I've been digging through this case for a long time, but why is there no news at all..."

"Zhao Kexin, where are you..."

Guo De's face was full of worry, he got up and changed his hand, took out the file on Zhao Kexin's kidnapping and disappearance in the study, and carefully checked it word by word, this file, Guo De can even recite it backwards, any witness in it, he has carefully scrutinized any detail, but there is still no result so far.

"This can't be, why is this happening? There should be a clue, there should be a clue, why can't I find it until now..."

Guo De smoked cigarettes one after another, every time in the dead of night, he would continue to smoke cigarettes, and he could have memorized the file backwards, but he still looked at it carefully, hoping to find a trace of clues from it, although the case is already an unfinished case, and it is not under investigation, but whenever he rests, Guo De will still take the time to investigate, he hopes to find out the answer.

Although many examples have been completely told that Guo De has been missing for a full eighteen years, I am afraid that the little girl with the ponytail, Zhao Kexin, has long been torn up by the kidnappers, and even the body does not know where it is buried, or it has been adopted, and now it has grown up.

But no matter what the result is, Guo De still hopes to be able to see Zhao Kexin, to see people in life and corpses in death.

It's not like now, no one is alive, no one is dead, no corpse is seen, it's just turned into the cold numbers on this dossier.

"I was a witness at the time, and I should be more familiar with what happened that day than any other policeman, and it was a woman who abducted Zhao Kexin at that time..."

Knowing that Guo De still seems to be able to remember clearly at this moment, looking at the scene that happened at that time, in the heavy rain, a woman wearing a white skirt and red high heels held an umbrella, stood in the pouring rain, walked towards Zhao Kexin, took her hand, and disappeared into the vast rain.

That's 18 years of disappearance.

"I remember, I remember, the woman in white on the playground, she must be the prisoner, but who is she"

"Who the hell is she?"

"Who the hell is it?"

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