Chapter 88: Rivals in Love Emerge
Qi Jingchen watched this inexplicably shaking her head and aunt leave, looking up at the tall building in a daze, and didn't dare to go up.
Bai Xiaojiu waited for Qiu Zhuping to leave, and he didn't know that Qi Jingchen was running here, so he thought that he was still waiting in the Internet café, taking a slow shower and sobering up.
When everything was done and he was about to call Qi Jingchen, he realized that there were two missed calls and a text message, and if you look closely, the number is a little familiar, but there is no name.
When he opened the text message, Bai Xiaojiu finally remembered who it was, and he hadn't been away for a long time.
It's just that I haven't loved it deeply, so naturally I won't remember it for too long, and the number will naturally be forgotten.
The text message reads, "I calmed down during this time and thought about it for a while, and I have done a lot wrong in the past. Would you like to give me a chance?"
If the number can't wake up Bai Xiaojiu's memory, but this text message, and this tone, reminded her of Mu Xize.
Bai Xiaojiu was a little stunned, she didn't know how to reply, to be honest, she was serious about every relationship.
She also wants to find one where they can take the next road and go all the way to the end in love with each other.
But the world is too big and too realistic, fate has not come for a long time, and she has been forcing herself to settle.
Including Mu Xize, who she thinks is inappropriate, is also about to settle.
Bai Xiaojiu has been repeatedly persuading himself that love is impossible at all, and marriage and love may sometimes be incompatible.
If you want to be happy, a woman still finds the best one to love herself, and it takes too much courage to give and love.
Or maybe she really wants to, but feels like she can't do it.
It's like meeting Qi Jingchen, who is excited, if it weren't for these things pushing her away, she might not even have the courage to try.
Bai Xiaojiu was stunned for a while while with her mobile phone, and felt a little ironic, a few months have passed, and two people who have no contact, why bother to turn back.
At the beginning, I said that I would get together and disperse, and I would be a stranger in my life from now on, so why bother......
"I'm sorry, it's all over, I was also at fault in the past, I have ...... now" Bai Xiaojiu's text message just came here, and the mobile phone rang.
Seeing that it was still Mu Xize's number, Bai Xiaojiu questioned and touched the phone, and waited for the bell to ring for a while, then took a deep breath and picked up the phone, "Hey?"
A soft feed made Mu Xize, who was standing downstairs looking up at her balcony, almost moisten his eyes.
Ignoring the handsome man beside him who was curiously looking at him, Mu Xize moved his position anxiously, turned his head to look at the green belt downstairs, and tried to calm his tone, "I'm ...... downstairs at your house."
Mu Xize once thought that he could really forget about Bai Xiaojiu, forget everything that the two of them had, start over, and find a girlfriend who didn't make him insecure.
But after so many months, he found that love and longing would not fade with time, and sometimes as the memories became more vivid and mellow, he could only reminisce over and over again, and he could not forget at all.
Mu Xize wanted to numb himself with work, let himself sink into the fast-paced overtime, forget everything, but there was always time to rest, and there seemed to be Bai Xiaojiu's laughter in his ears.
The delicate and lovely milk voice, with a chuckle, always makes people's hearts tickle, and they don't know how to scratch it.
He kept reminding himself that Bai Xiaojiu had separated from him and would never be together again, and the two had no fate.
But if people can control their own thoughts, how can there be so many crazy men and women.
No matter what Mu Xize does or how he does it, he has Bai Xiaojiu in his heart.
Even if he wants to be a bad guy and accept other women, he can't do it.
Until today, he finally filled all the thoughts in his heart and vented them instantly.
There was always a voice in his head reminding him, "Go find her." Take a chance. Just one chance!"
Bai Xiaojiu heard his voice, and he didn't react a little, two people who were once so close, even if his voice quality was ordinary, he was also gentle and sweet.
After reacting for a long time, Bai Xiaojiu was stunned and replied with a word, "Oh." ”
After speaking, I remembered what he was talking about, and I couldn't help but raise my voice and ask, "What? are you downstairs in my house?"
"Hmm. I know you're off the night shift today, and I guess it's time for you to wake up. Musizer's voice was low, heavy, and uncertain.
Even if he left the umbrella company, he still had friends, and it was still very easy to know the duty schedule of the customer service department, so he probably guessed that Bai Xiaojiu was on the night shift today, so he rushed over.
In fact, he has been hesitating at the gate of the community, not knowing whether he wants to come or not, but after thinking about it for a long time, he feels that he wants to see her very much.
There is a feeling that if you don't see her, your heart will dry up and die.
The feeling of heartbreak, stronger than the night they had parted, made him unable to breathe.
Although Mu Xize's voice quality is ordinary, once he speaks in a low voice, he has a manly smell and a small grievance.
When Bai Xiaojiu heard this long-lost voice, he didn't know whether to sigh or be helpless, so he replied softly for a long time: "I won't come down." I ......"
Although it was a bit cruel to put it bluntly, she couldn't hide anything from him, which was not fair to Qi Jingchen.
"I have a boyfriend. Ready to go out to dinner with him. ”
Bai Xiaojiu's voice was very soft, but it was very crisp, and it was also very straightforward, so that Mu Xize pinched the phone fiercely, and his whole heart shrunk into a ball.
He thought that night was the most uncomfortable night for him, but he didn't expect that hearing this sentence at this moment was the most uncomfortable moment.
His heart tightened, as if he couldn't beat, and he felt a sense of suffocation, and the pain made him look at the lawn beneath his feet.
It took a long time to find his voice back, with crying and pleading, "I just want to, I just want to see you." Just one side. Please, okay?"
Bai Xiaojiu felt that she shouldn't agree and opened her mouth, but her ears were in his nasal voice, and she seemed to be able to foresee his tears.
Although I knew that he loved to cry, I also felt that I should be numb.
But Bai Xiaojiu always felt that men didn't flick when they had tears, and once a man cried, it really hurt to the extreme.
"Nope. I'm sorry. But when she thought of Qi Jingchen, she couldn't be so soft-hearted.
It's probably also a kind of guilt, after all, it was Li Zhe who misunderstood Mu Xize that night, and she didn't try to redeem and explain.
In the final analysis, she herself allowed the end of this relationship, and she knew it very well in her heart, but she didn't make up for it.
Now that I heard Musize's voice, I felt some self-blame, but I was unwilling to give him a chance.
Qi Jingchen stood downstairs and called Bai Xiaojiu, and found that the line had been busy, and frowned a little strangely.
There is always a little boredom when he is on the phone, he subconsciously looks back at the man standing in front of the green belt, he bows his head slightly, as if he is talking on the phone, and the whole person is a little depressed.
Qi Jingchen always felt a strange feeling in his heart, but he couldn't explain why he had such a strange intuition about a strange man.
"I promise to leave when I see you, and I won't get entangled. I beg you. Just take a look. Musize finally stopped holding back, and let his voice cry, almost pleading, with a silent cry.
He thought he could not care, but when he heard her say that she had a new boyfriend, she had forgotten their past and had made a new beginning.
The feeling that his heart would never beat again made him let go of all his self-esteem for a chance, even if he knew that the chance was slim.
But he was really unwilling, and he deeply regretted it, he shouldn't have delayed it for so long, knowing that he really loved her, but he still restrained it.
How do you know that love can't be restrained at all, and the fermentation of time makes people unable to bear this consequence.
Bai Xiaojiu was silent on the phone for a long time, and Mu Xize's sobbing sound was in her ears, which made her feel depressed and speechless, and her eyes were a little moist.
She has always been like this, once she sees someone crying, sad and sad, her eyes will turn red, and she can't help but cry with others.
It's a person whose tear glands reach something he can't control.
Bai Xiaojiu was afraid that he would cry with him, knowing that Mu Xize had already come, so he didn't leave, probably because he really had to meet.
With a deep sigh, she took a deep breath, and after slowly exhaling it, she whispered, "Okay, just one side." I'll come down right away, you wait. ”
As soon as he hung up the phone, Qi Jingchen's phone finally got through, "Have you finished taking a shower? Who are you calling? I'll call you for a long time." ”
Bai Xiaojiu was afraid that he would come over in a hurry, and when he saw Mu Xize for a while, he didn't bother to explain too much, so he said to him quickly: "Well, I'm done washing, but now I have to change my clothes and wipe my face." You stay in the Internet café first, and I'll call you when I'm ready. ”
Qi Jingchen imagined this picture, and always felt cute, and was just about to say that it was downstairs in her house.
Bai Xiaojiu said quickly, "I'm going to be busy." I'll call you when I'm done in a while. ”
Before he could finish speaking, Bai Xiaojiu hung up the phone, Qi Jingchen looked at the phone and was stunned, glanced up, and always felt that her tone was strange.
But waiting for a girlfriend is also what a boyfriend should do, Qi Jingchen thought that he was now downstairs in her house, and he could surprise her, so he simply walked towards the door, hid next to the water pipe, and looked forward to seeing him downstairs after she got better.
Mu Xize finally got Bai Xiaojiu's consent, and the feeling of heartache and suffocation was better, so he sniffed vigorously and wiped away his tears with the back of his hand.
Constantly regulating her breathing, not wanting her to see her embarrassed self.
Bai Xiaojiu quickly changed his clothes, wiped sunscreen at will, picked up his backpack and rushed down.
As soon as he went downstairs, he saw Mu Xize standing in front of the green belt, looked at his red eyes, and pursed his lips speechlessly.
Walking out of the door, before he got close to him, a familiar voice came from beside him, "Why don't you call me when you come down?"
Bai Xiaojiu was stunned for a moment, slowly turned his head to look at Qi Jingchen who was hiding by the water pipe outside the door, swallowed his saliva, and subconsciously looked back at Mu Xize who turned his gaze.
Mu Xize was about to smile at Bai Xiaojiu, thinking about the first sentence a little nervously.
Seeing that handsome man speaking to Bai Xiaojiu, and then looking at her expression, his heart suddenly chuckled, and his eyes swept over this man's face again, and his heart began to throb again.
Qi Jingchen saw that Bai Xiaojiu's eyes were not quite right, and his expression was unnatural, and he slowly looked at Mu Xize who was standing in front of the green belt, and he was also looking at him.
The feeling that the rival in love was extremely red when they met made Qi Jingchen feel that his balloon could explode on the spot in an instant as long as it was touched.