Chapter 143: What is Love
Lin Wanbai didn't expect that Fu Jixing would place her here.
Homecoming, really homecoming.
Ke Nian led them into the door, and the contents of the house were covered with white cloths, and it looked like no one had lived in them for a long time.
Just now, all the way in, the road is full of thick leaves, two trees on both sides have died, the branches and leaves are dense, and it looks like no one has pruned for a long time.
After she jumped off the building, this place was sealed by Fu Jixing, and it was depressed for a year and a half, and all the flowers and trees in the back flower house and yard were lost, overgrown with weeds, and everything in the house fell a layer of ash.
Later, Aunt Liu came once, took care of the house, put on a cover, and sorted out all the things that should be packed.
Ke Nian took off the sofa cover and lifted a layer of dust, but fortunately Lin Wanbai pulled Xiaobao and didn't follow.
"Don't come here yet, I'll clean up a bit. โ
He didn't expect it to be like this. I don't know why Brother Xing brought people here.
After he cleaned up a little, Lin Wanbai pulled Fu Linsheng over and sat down on the sofa.
Ke Nian called some people over and cleaned up the whole house, and removed all the rotten flowers and plants outside.
It took a full day to do it, but it wasn't quite done.
Fu Jixing cooperated with the investigation at the patrol and arrest bureau, and recorded a confession for a day, and the patrol had blocked the Fu house in Sibei and no one was allowed to enter or leave for the time being.
Fu walked back to Yunqi at nine o'clock in the evening.
He hadn't been here for a long time, and after Lin Wanbai jumped off the building, he didn't want to take a step, even though it carried a lot of good memories for the two of them. But he never forgot Lin Wanbai's desperate eyes when she jumped off the building, and he dreamed back at midnight, and saw her die in front of his eyes again and again.
It's always one step away, it's one step away, I can catch her hand, but I can't catch it.
Now that I am back here, my heart is no longer as depressed as before, and even has become manic.
The car stopped at the door, the lights were on in the house, and the surroundings were depressed, but thinking that Lin Wanbai and Xiaobao were in this house, the warm yellow light seemed extraordinarily warm, and all this around seemed less depressed.
He didn't get out of the car immediately, but sat quietly in the car, looking through the window at the huge floor-to-ceiling windows of the villa.
Rayson sat in the cab and didn't dare to make a sound.
Today's events are out of control, out of range, he is really afraid of hitting the muzzle, this boss is angry, it is not ordinary terrible.
He didn't even dare to look at him in the front mirror.
I don't know how long later, Fu Zhenxing saw Lin Wanbai's figure, probably hiding behind the curtain with Fu Linsheng, her smiling appearance fell into his eyes, and her heart was soft.
"Call Aunt Rong back. โ
Rayson snapped back to his senses, immediately straightened his back, and answered, "Yes." โ
After that, there was silence in the car, and he still looked at the lovely woman hiding behind the curtain, she waited for a while, leaned out, peeked secretly, and immediately shrank back, covered her mouth and smiled, and hid inside.
After a while, probably afraid that Fu Linsheng would not find herself, she probed again.
Immediately, Fu Linsheng caught her, and the little fat man couldn't be happy.
Fu Zhenxing pushed open the car door and got out of the car with a cane.
He walked slowly to the door, pressed the fingerprint lock, and the door opened.
Immediately afterwards, I heard Xiaobao's immature voice, shouting to my father to run this way.
When he entered, he saw him rushing towards him.
He prepared himself and bent over to pick him up.
"Daddy!"
Lin Wanbai stood on the edge of the sofa dignifiedly, with a warm yellow light sprinkled on her body, a gentle smile on her lips, and a pair of eyes shining like stars under the light.
He walked up to Lin Wanbai with Fu Linsheng in his arms, "Have you had dinner?"
"I've eaten it. She nodded, pointed in Ke Nian's direction, and said, "He did." โ
Fu Shixing turned around, Ke Nianhan smiled, and said, "Fortunately, my sister-in-law doesn't dislike my poor craftsmanship." โ
Looking at the three of them, he immediately seemed to think of something, "I still have something to do, I'll go first." โยท
Fu Zhenxing would not keep him, and Lin Wanbai said goodbye.
He immediately slipped away and didn't use the light bulb.
Out of the door, Rayson's car was still there, and he took a hitchhike.
At this moment, the entire Yunqi is just a family of three.
Suddenly, I was a little embarrassed, and I didn't know what to say for a while.
Fu Linsheng tossed for a day, he was already a little tired, he reached out to grab Lin Wanbai's hand, grabbed her, and said, "It's dark, let's sleep." โ
The word sleep made the atmosphere even more awkward, and it was a little ambiguous.
Lin Wanbai coughed, ignored Fu Linsheng's words, and only asked Fu Zhenxing by himself, "Have you eaten?"
"Not yet. โ
She knew that if Fu Changjun's death was murder, it would not be possible to be released quickly, and everyone in the Fu family was suspected at that time, and it was still necessary to detain him for twenty-four hours.
It's just that with their status, they don't have to be full.
"Why didn't you find a place to eat on the road? This kitchen is cleaner than your face, there is nothing. Ke Nian is looking for someone to deliver the food. โ
"It's okay, I'm not very hungry. โ
"People are iron and rice are steel, and you are not a god, how can you not be hungry if you don't eat. Otherwise, you call them and ask them to bring some food, or you won't have anything to eat until tomorrow morning. Xiaobao handed it to me first, and I took him upstairs to take a shower. But it seems that no one has lived here for a long time, and I don't know if there is hot water in the bathroom or something. But I think your subordinates are very efficient, and since you have found so many people to clean up, you should be able to think of all of this. โ
Fu Zhenxing kept looking at her, for a moment, it was almost unbelievable, she was standing in front of her now, holding the child and saying this, it felt as if nothing had happened in between, she was still the same as before.
He was a little stunned.
Lin Wanbai waited for a while, and saw that he hadn't spoken, so he kicked his toes, "Did you hear me speak?"
The voice is still gentle and soft.
The next moment, Fu Jixing reached out and hugged her and the child into his arms together, and said, "I heard it." โ
His palm pressed against her waist, with Fu Linsheng in the middle, but it was not so awkward and unbearable.
He said, "Hug for a while." โ
She didn't say a word, she didn't break away from him, she just let him hold her like this.
Fu Linsheng was sandwiched between the two, feeling quite beautiful, he smiled, put his left hand on Fu Wanxing, and put his right hand on Lin Wanbai, and said, "I have my parents, I'm so happy." โ
After two seconds, he said, "Let's go to sleep, I'm a little sleepy." โ
"Mom and Dad, let's sleep together. โ
Lin Wanbai took the opportunity to say, "You call them quickly, I'll take him up to take a bath first." โ
Then, she hurriedly went upstairs with Fu Linsheng in her arms.
Fu Zhenxing looked at her struggling to carry Fu Linsheng upstairs, his heart was very full, it was the kind of comfortable fullness, and he suddenly understood a little that the old monk and Wang Mingcheng had been guiding him all the time What the so-called love was.
It is to get possession regardless of it, as long as she is by her side, it has nothing to do with whether she likes it or not, and hobbies are like a person's business.
But a person's love, how painful, her ruthlessness makes him painful, her tears make him painful, her hatred makes him painful, and her departure makes him even more painful. It seems that there is no more pain all the time, and there is no joy all the time.
But other people's love is joyful, whether it is parting or getting together, they are full of joy, and even the pain is painful.
The old monk said that loving someone is reluctant, loving someone in winter can turn into spring, love is restraint, love is fulfillment.
Love is that as long as he sees her happy, he will be happy, and as long as she is good, he will be fine.
Lin Wanbai took Fu Linsheng upstairs, Ke Nian did things very comprehensively, the corners and corners of the upstairs were cleaned very cleanly, there was hot water in the bathroom, and there were some bathing utensils, even Fu Linsheng's duckling toys.
She put the water away, went and got him a change of clothes, and prepared to bathe him.
He was about to undress him, but the little one ran away.
This run directly ran back to Fu Zhenxing's side, and planted himself in his arms, Lin Wanbai chased after him, and he buried his face, as if he was a little embarrassed.
Lin Wanbai rolled up his sleeves, a little confused, glanced at Fu Zhenxing, and said, "I'm going to bathe him, it's all ready, and just as I was about to undress him, he came to you." โ
Fu Shixing looked at her, and after a while, he nodded, put his palm on Xiaobao's head, patted it gently, and said, "Sit up and talk." โ
Fu Linsheng twisted his body, and his mouth made a strange sound of oops, babbling.
He tugged at it, and the man seemed to be glued to him, just don't leave his embrace.
Lin Wanbai said: "Is it that he is still a stranger to me, and he may not be used to such a private thing as taking a bath." Do you bathe him on weekdays?"
Fu Zhenxing nodded, "It seems to be." โ
Before, except for Aunt Rong, he was reluctant to let anyone else bathe him, the man was reluctant, and the woman strongly refused.
Because Aunt Rong grew him up, she was like a grandmother, and he didn't have a mustard.
Small children, there are a lot of requirements.
Fu Zhenxing said: "I'll be with you." โ
The two glanced at each other, Lin Wanbai thought for a moment and nodded, "Okay." โ
The bathroom is also quite large, and it doesn't seem crowded, so it's okay to go together.
But Fu Linsheng obviously disagreed, he said: "Mom is a girl, I am a boy." โ
Fu Zhenxing said: "She is your mother, she gave birth to you, what point of your body has she not seen?"
It's a strange twist, but it seems to make a lot of sense.
Lin Wanbai thought about it, it was better to take his time, "Then why don't you wash him." โ
Fu Linsheng said: "Well, my mother is a guest and should rest." โ
This sentence pierces the heart.
Lin Wanbai pulled the corners of her mouth, bent down, approached his little face, gently pinched his chubby face, and said, "Mom is not a guest, Mom is a family member, and she is the person who loves you the most in the world." But my mother is really hard, I was pregnant in October, and I gave birth to you with ten-level labor pains, and I really should rest more, there is nothing wrong with this sentence. Let Dad bathe you, tell Mom if it's uncomfortable, and Mom will help you beat him. โ
Fu Linsheng said: "Then wash well, mom, you will kiss him." He took the initiative to lean over, leaned on her ear, and whispered, "Dad is lacking relatives." โ
Although he whispered, there were only the three of them here, and the surroundings were so quiet that it was difficult for Fu Jixing to hear them.
But this sentence, he thinks it is very good, this child is so cute, he suddenly has a desire to take the initiative to kiss him, the kind that wants to kiss him big.
In the end, he restrained himself, the corners of his mouth tensed, and he couldn't hold back a smile.
Lin Wanbai said: "Then you take him to take a bath, have you ordered food?"
"Not yet. โ
Without waiting for Lin Wanbai to say anything, Fu Zhenxing said, "I'll call now." โ
"Well, then I'll wait here. โ
Fu Zhenxing called Rayson and asked him to get some food, but hung up without saying what he wanted.
Rayson also had a headache, but fortunately, he had been with him for a long time and knew some of his tastes.
In fact, it is Lin Wanbai's, whether it was before or now, most of the things he eats are Lin Wanbai's favorite food.
turned her preference into her own.
Fu Jixing carried Xiaobao upstairs and entered the bathroom, where the temperature was acceptable. Fu Jixing took off his clothes for him, carried him into the bathtub, and Fu Linsheng began to play happily in the water.
After playing for a while, he said, "Will Mom come with us?"
"Yes. โ
"Even though my mom is back, I still prefer my dad. โ
"Why? Mom is so good, she should like Mom more. The words that followed him were like orders.
"Dad, do you love me. โ
This topic changed and made Fu Zhenxing a little crying and laughing, "What are you doing?"
"You don't love me. Suddenly he became grieved, and his mouth was pursed, and he made a gesture to weep.
Fu was silent, the two stared at each other for a while, but Fu Linsheng magically choked, sniffed, and said, "Forget it, I love you, who wants you to be my father." โ
After saying that, he became happy again, and he didn't feel sad at all because Fu Zhenxing didn't love him.
Fu Zhenxing often wondered if this kid was teaching him behind his back, teaching him these words, and teaching him how to behave. Otherwise, why does this big child say and do it many times, and he can always poke into the depths of his heart at once.
The warmth exuded by this small body is warmer than the sun.
He never thought that one day, there would be such a little guy, voluntarily, who broke in, without him doing anything, without him calculating, he would come to his side and give him a little warmth every day.
Even when he was very young, as a baby, he loved to be near him.
He still remembered the feeling of his little hands, grasping his fingers.
It couldn't be said clearly, which made him a little overwhelmed.
Twenty minutes later, he fished the man out of his hands, dried him off, and put on the clothes he had prepared.
He was lying on Fu Zhenxing's body, his eyes seemed to be unable to hold on, but he still tugged at his clothes and said, "Dad, I want to listen to bedtime stories, if you don't say that I can't sleep." โ
"Got it. โ
He carried him back to his room, dimmed the lights, and began to tell him stories.
Lin Wanbai sat downstairs for a while, and sent a message to Lin Zhouye to report that he was safe. After thinking about it, I couldn't help but go upstairs and wanted to see Fu Linsheng.
As a result, there was no one in the bathroom, she saw that there was a light in the small room, and when she walked to the door, the door was open, and she gently pushed it open, and the structure of this room could not be seen directly, but only at the end of a bed, and she peeked in, and heard a very gentle voice, telling a story.
There is no third person here, listening to this broken sentence, the tone is light and heavy, and it is obvious that it is not a mobile phone play. The storyteller on the mobile phone is generally more vivid, and this person is not only gentle, but also quite straightforward and not the slightest bit interesting.
She didn't walk away, just hid next to her, crouched down and listened carefully.
This is the level of storytelling, he can even tell stories and tell stories to children.
She can't forget the picture of him almost dropping Xiaobao when he was angry. Such a person can actually tell a story.
However, it is not so difficult for a person like him to hide his violent character. Thinking about it, hasn't she been kept in the dark for so many years? What she thought Fu was doing was all what he did, deliberately showing it to her.
And now too.
He can be a twenty-four filial husband, and naturally he can also be a twenty-four filial father.
Up to now, most people outside think that he is a lover saint, never abandons his wife, and loves selflessly and seriously.
Of course, maybe he is in love.
No, people like him can't tell what love is, and they don't know what love is.
She sadly thought that maybe when he was normal and could distinguish clearly, love would not exist at all.
Thinking like this, she felt like her heart was being choked by something, and she was a little breathless.
I don't know how long it took, but her voice stopped abruptly, but she still hadn't come back to her senses.
It wasn't until Fu Shixing's voice sounded above her head that she suddenly came back to her senses, and when she looked up, she saw him standing in front of her, and then, he also squatted down, looking at her seriously and peacefully, "Why are you squatting here?"
The sound is very soft, like a warm breeze in spring, thin.
Lin Wanbai stabilized his mind, met his gaze, and said, "Listen to your story." โ
He laughed, "Sucks, huh?"
"It's okay, I almost fell asleep just now. Lin Wanbai smiled, then glanced in the direction of the bed, and said, "Asleep?"
Fu Shixing nodded, "I fell asleep soon, and I wanted to sleep after taking a bath, but he loved to toss me, and he was willing to sleep freely if he had to tell bedtime stories. โ
"He's pretty clingy to you. Lin Wanbai is a little jealous, this is not what he likes.
Fu Zhenxing: "It's okay." โ
"He likes you as a dad. โ
"He likes you too, more than me. โ
This is a lie, Lin Wanbai glanced at him and did not speak.
The two looked at each other, Fu Shixing was inexplicably moved, her eyes seemed to be seductive, he couldn't help but step forward and approach, wanting to kiss her.
Lin Wanbai saw him slowly leaning over, and just when she wanted to resist, Fu Shixing's mobile phone rang, and the two immediately got up at the same time and quickly left the room, so as not to wake up the child.
The caller was Rayson, and he was delivering food.
Fu Zhenxing didn't answer, looked at Lin Wanbai, and said, "It's Lei Sen." Would you like to go downstairs and eat a bit?"
Lin Wanbai thought for a moment, "Okay." โ
The two of them went downstairs together.
Fu Jixing went to open the door, Lei Sheng didn't know the password here, he didn't come in, Fu Jixing took the bag and closed the door.
In this house, there is no need for anyone else, as long as they are a family.
Rayson didn't even say a word.
Two bags, quite a lot of things to buy, two or three snacks, a few hard dishes, and desserts after meals, and even fruits were prepared.
Fu Jixing went to the kitchen to put the food on the plate, and set it up on the dining table in the same way, almost one table.
Lin Wanbai saw that he was busy, and also went over to help, and ten minutes later, the two sat at the dining table, ready to eat.
Lin Wanbai swept her eyes, and it was obvious that everything from snacks to desserts and fruits was what she liked to eat.
That's a bit too deliberate.
But in retrospect, Fu Jixing couldn't think of anything he liked, as if he didn't like anything at all.
He had always eaten the same things as her, as if what she liked was what he liked.
Lin Wanbai glanced at him and met his gaze.
Except that she had spent a few days with him as Lin Qin, since she left him and ran away in Heping Village, she saw him for the first time as Lin Wanbai.
"Eat a little with me. โ
He picked up his chopsticks and began to eat slowly.
Lin Wanbai thought for a while, picked up the chopsticks, and ate some.
The desserts are for her, he doesn't eat much on weekdays, she used to be unable to eat them, but she didn't want to waste them, she would stuff them for him to eat, and she usually wouldn't take the initiative to eat these sweets.
The process of eating was very quiet, Fu Zhenxing didn't ask anything, but he just sandwiched the food for her and told her a few words about Fu Linsheng.
"Is the old man's matter serious?" Lin Wanbai picked a topic.
Fu Zhenxing said: "It's okay, it's not serious. The patrol will find out. โ
He looks very calm, but he can be so calm and unhurried in whatever he faces, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him mess up.
"How could he be poisoned?"
Fu Shixing was silent for a while, and said: "Maybe it's food poisoning, the maid accidentally put the ingredients together to feed, he was already old, and after a long time, his body couldn't bear it, and finally collapsed." It also depends on the autopsy report. โ
"Well, those reporters are really guessing. If you don't have a score to speak, you are really not afraid of legal responsibility. โ
Speaking of reporters, he already knew what Lin Wanbai said to reporters when they were away.
He knew that she had told them that they were husband and wife.
These words made him happy for a long time.
He smiled and said, "I'll hold them legally accountable." โ
"Yes, they say I'm a whoopy slut, am I?
She pretended not to know.
Fu Zhenxing looked at her, "No." โ
"Then why did they say that? They also said I eloped with your big brother, and we eloped?"
She blinked, her face full of bewilderment, pretending that her memory had not recovered.
He smiled, "No." โ
"If they don't, why do they say that? Why do journalists do such a mess of reporting and make my reputation so stinky. She lowered her eyes and looked a little sad, "If the child sees this, then he will definitely think that his mother is a bad person, and he will not like me in the future." โ
Tears fell.
The tears seemed to fall on Fu Jixing's heart, and it hurt very much.
He paused, "Don't worry, it won't." No one will say that about you in the future. โ
"Uncle said, you ruined my reputation, is that so?"
She raised a pair of teary eyes and looked at him with sadness and pain in her eyes.
Fu Shixing was silent, and after staring at her for a moment, he lowered his eyes and continued to eat.
Lin Wanbai didn't ask to the end, he didn't say, and she didn't ask more.
But she didn't ask, but it was more uncomfortable than asking.
After Lin Wanbai finished eating the dessert in his hand, he put down the chopsticks and didn't go away, still sitting in his position, watching him eat.
Fu Jixing actually doesn't have much appetite, and he doesn't have much appetite to eat.
But she sat opposite, and he was reluctant to interrupt such a good time, so he swallowed slowly, and ate all these dishes one bite at a time. At the end of eating, I almost didn't throw up.
Not to mention that he himself was uncomfortable, Lin Wanbai felt supportive when he looked at it.
"You go first, if you have a bad stomach later, remember to have someone bring some stomach medicine. Eating so much at once, my stomach can't stand it. โ
She remembered that he didn't eat much.
Although he eats slowly, he has a large amount of food, and his stomach is not good, which will overload him, and he will definitely not be able to stand it for a while.
"It doesn't matter. โ
This will hold on, and at night, I really can't stand it.
He couldn't fall asleep until the second half of the night and vomited, and only after vomiting did he feel a little more comfortable.
Lin Wanbai slept with him in Fu Linsheng's room, while he rested in the master bedroom.
As soon as he finished throwing up, there was movement outside.
He got up and washed his face before coming out, and then a small ball pounced on him and hugged his thigh, "Dad, where have you been?" โ
Lin Wanbai was wearing pajamas, standing at the door, his eyes were clear, and he obviously didn't seem to be asleep.
There is no light in the room, only the light from the bathroom falls on Fu Zhenxing's body, so it can be seen that he is not in good condition, Lin Wanbai feels that he seems to be thinner, the edges and corners are more distinct, and when he is not smiling, he is more serious than before.
This will reveal fatigue between his eyebrows, and it is rare to see him so decadent.
Lin Wanbai said: "He suddenly woke up to look for you, I couldn't coax him, so I brought it over." โ
Fu Linsheng lay in Fu Jixing's arms, humming and chirping, with a little tear in the corner of his eye.
He clutched his clothes tightly, and kept crawling on Fu Jixing with his two feet, refusing to let him go anyway.
Fu Zhenxing will be a little weak, and he was almost dragged down by him.
Lin Wanbai saw that he was not very good, so he hurriedly went over, helped him, and said, "Is your stomach uncomfortable?"
He looked sideways at her and nodded.
Lin Wanbai helped him drag Xiaobao up, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and coaxed the child first. Lin Wanbai didn't walk away, just stood by and watched.
Xiaobao was a little stable just now, Fu Zhenxing only felt an itch in his throat, and he couldn't control it for a while, so he immediately rushed to the bathroom again.
Fortunately, Xiaobao was not woken up, but just turned over, and his head was attached to the pillow next to him, but he also stabilized.
Lin Wanbai followed and took a look, and in the last bite, she saw him vomiting blood.
His heart lifted up suddenly, he quickly walked in, took a towel and wiped it for him, and said, "I'll call 120, you can tell Rayson and them, and someone has to accompany you." โ
After settling the person down for a while, she went back to her room and got her phone, and immediately called 120, then took his phone and called Rayson to inform him of the situation.
Rayson and the ambulance arrived one after another, and Lin Wanbai watched as people were put into the ambulance.
Rayson pulled her and said, "You follow." โ
"You follow, Xiaobao still needs someone to take care of it. โ
"It's okay, Aunt Rong will come in the morning, you can follow, Ke Nian will wait in the hospital at that time." Go ahead. โ
"But ......"
"Don't do it, you go!"
Rayson ignored it and carried her up.