All Chapters_Chapter 308 Is She Too Selfish?
On that day, Qingge learned that Jin Sheng was pregnant with a child and wanted to marry someone else, but she didn't understand, she was angry for Gu Yongchun, and even excitedly questioned Jin Sheng.
In the end, the mother and daughter hugged each other and cried.
Qingge hugged her back and said willfully: "Mom, let's go back to China, okay?"
"Qingge, I have my responsibilities, I have obligations that I need to fulfill," Jin Sheng shook his head with tears in his eyes. She wanted to return to him and live her life, but she couldn't be willful, "Now is the best arrangement." ”
"What kind of responsibilities and obligations? These are all excuses," when Jin Sheng said these words again, Qingge was very disappointed, and said regardless of it: "What you can't let go of is the throne and power," she cried, "Are these more important to you than Dad, more than me, and more than this child?"
Her daughter's accusation made Jinsheng teary-eyed, and she smiled bitterly, "It turns out that I am like this in your heart?"
"If not, then why don't you want to go back to China?" Qingge released all the doubts that had accumulated in her heart, "Under the pretext of marrying someone you don't love at all for the sake of this child?" she choked up and said sadly, "Or, you never wanted to reunite with us?"
"I ......" Jinsheng was sad.
"Since you won't be with Dad," Qingge asked her with tears in her eyes, "then why do you want to be with him...... In her view, having a child is the crystallization of love, the continuation of each other's love life, and a commitment to each other.
Jin Sheng's face turned pale for a while.
"Do you know, you are ostensibly for this child, but in fact, you are too selfish," Qingge was angry, and Suo Xing said all the words that had been pented up in his heart, "You not only hurt Dad's feelings, but also hurt this child, making him call another person his father, and he may not even know who his own father is......"
"What about my dad, how innocent he is, just because of your selfishness, his child wants to call another man to be his father, and even, he doesn't know the existence of this child, Mom, how can you make him embarrassed?"
"Don't say it. Jin Sheng's heart slowly tightened, it hurt, it hurt, and his tone trembled a little, "Qingge, don't say it." ”
"I'm just stating the facts, why can't I say," Qingge became excited, "what responsibilities, what obligations, those are all imposed on you by yourself!"
Jin Sheng said uncomfortably, "Actually, everything is not as simple as you think. ”
Qingge smiled bitterly, "What responsibility, what righteousness...... Mom, why can't you throw those shackles away and be yourself?"
"Light song, I ......"
"You know that if you do this, it will make you and your father's life full of pain in the future, but why do you still insist?" Qingge really didn't understand her, "Do you think that you are doing this for the good of everyone? Mom, people's jealousy is really terrible, once that innocent man knows that you are pregnant with someone else's child, do you think he will be good to you and that child? You are undoubtedly forcing him to hate you, who can guarantee that he will not hurt this child?"
Jin Sheng raised his eyes, "No...... He won't have a chance to hurt this kid's ......"
The song was low and a little ridiculed, "Could it be that you can stay with this child every day?"
"Light song," Jin Sheng forcibly suppressed all the pain in his heart, "The current situation is really ...... The best choice I could make......"
"Mom......"
Her daughter's words made Jinsheng annoyed, painful, and entangled, those dark sides, those too many secrets, she didn't want her daughter to know for the time being, "Many things are not what you think." ”
"What the hell is it?" Qingge didn't understand.
"I can't tell you right now. Jinsheng took Qingge's arms, "But I can guarantee that Nujia won't hurt anyone." ”
After being silent, she said, "You still insist on marrying someone else?"
Jinsheng nodded solemnly, "This is...... It's a must. ”
The pain in Song Qingge's heart spread little by little, for himself and for Gu Yongchun, "...... Do you really stop thinking about it?"
Jinsheng held her hands and shook her head silently.
Qingge lowered his eyes, disappointed, and sad.
"Light song," Jin Sheng looked at her, his eyes were full of tears, "You're right, I'm too selfish, but ......" She choked up a little, "This topic, let's not mention it anymore, okay?"
Qingge raised her head, her eyes were tears that could not be hidden, she said so much today, but Jinsheng still insisted on getting married, since then, she knew that no matter how much she said about this matter, there was no room for any turnaround, she was disheartened, she withdrew her hand from Jinsheng's hand, turned around and left gloomily.
Seeing his daughter's lonely and desperate figure, Jinsheng's heart ached, he mourned slightly, and cried out in a lost voice, "Light song!"
Song Qingge's footsteps were sluggish and he didn't look back.
"You...... Are you leaving me?" asked Jinsheng nervously.
Qingge pursed her lips, her heart trembled slightly, she didn't speak, and strode away.
"Light song!" Jin Sheng called her name again.
This time, Qingge's footsteps did not stop, nor did he look back, and walked straight out.
In the palace of Nuoda, the figure of Jinsheng was left alone, lonely and deserted. She burst into tears. Why didn't she want to leave everything behind and go back to him? Why didn't she want to stay with him? But ...... If it weren't for this child, how could she choose to end up with Nujia?
The daughter's incomprehension made Jinsheng have a hard time. But how could she not know the meaning of her daughter's words? But in this matter, how could it be Gu Yongchun and Nujia who were hurt? She was the most painful and sad person.
……
When Qingge left the palace, she burst into tears and walked in a hurry, not noticing Rita and her mother, Mrs. Betna, who were standing in the hallway.
"Mom, she seems to be crying?" Rita looked up and looked proudly at Qingge's back.
Mrs. Bettner walked indifferently and did not speak.
Rita snorted lightly and said smugly, "She must have been trained by the princess...... Hmph, she, a wild girl from outside, in addition to her appearance, her bloodline is not pure, where does she have a little bit of the appearance of the Danlai royal family?"
"Rita!" said Mrs. Bennet, a little displeased, "shut up!"
Rita pursed her lips in displeasure, holding her fingers in front of her.
"Haven't you heard that trouble comes from the mouth?" said Mrs. Bennet, "don't forget who she is, and you can slander her at will......?"
Rita muttered in displeasure, "Isn't it just the two of us now?"
"Haven't you heard of the wall?" said Mrs. Bennet, displeased.
Rita had no choice but to say nothing.
Seeing that her daughter was silent, Mrs. Bennet asked again, "Have you forgotten what I told you last time?"
Rita was stunned, "What's that?"
Mrs. Bennet frowned, and once again said solemnly: "Let you take the initiative to get close to the little princess and be her best friend." "This daughter is usually well-behaved and sensible, but now when she encounters something serious, her brain is short-circuited.
"Oh. Rita pouted and said dissatisfiedly, "I've taken the initiative to find her, but people ignore me with the princess's shelf." ”
Mrs. Bennet was slightly stunned.
"I listened to you, and I also sent her fruit that day," said Rita, "and I also invited her to go on vacation to our farm, but she refused at once, "She has always been proud, and being rejected was like being slapped in the face." Before Qingge returned to Danlai, in her life, she was the most noble, but as soon as Qingge came back, she was compared, which made her feel a little unhappy.
Mrs. Bennet frowned, "And this?"
"Hmm," Rita said unhappily.
"Well," said Mrs. Bennett, who was silent for a while, "in two days you will invite her again and find some other shows, such as shopping, traveling, aren't these what you are best at?"
"Forget it," Rita was dissatisfied, "how embarrassed I would be if I were rejected again." ”
"No......," said Mrs. Bennet, "I think she's quite kind." ”
Rita was sullen and didn't speak, only hummed in her heart.
"Rita," whispered Mrs. Bennet, "you know what......?
Rita was taken aback, "Really?" "The Interior Council is only attended by cabinet ministers and the crown prince."
Mrs. Bennet straightened her daughter's collar and said earnestly, "So...... Maintaining a good relationship with the little princess is not a bad thing for you and our entire family. ”
Rita was stunned and didn't speak.
"Remember?" asked Mrs. Bennet again.
Rita nodded, the internal affairs meeting, which her father had not been able to attend for so many years.
……
When Qingge returned to the room, she saw her teary-eyed appearance, Basha, Bana looked at each other, and then, Basha sent Qingge's mobile phone, and then left silently.
Qingge stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the starry sky, and his mind was chaotic.
Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, the buzzing vibration sound, in such a quiet night, very clear, seeing that it was Gu Fengcheng calling, she put away her emotions and whispered: "Hey?"
"Why don't you answer the phone all the time?" Gu Fengcheng's tone was a little cold, a little reproachful, "Do you know how many calls I made to you?"
He had dialed her number at least ten times since he had finished talking to Sang Lanqin, but each time there was no answer, and he was nervous, worried, and even afraid that she would disappear without a trace. Just now, he had already thought that if she didn't answer this phone call, he would immediately book a plane ticket and fly over.
"I forgot my phone. "She was in a bad mood and her tone was low.
Her explanation, Gu Fengcheng's anger not only did not disappear, but became stronger, and said unhappily: "Why don't you bring your mobile phone when you go out?" Aren't you afraid that I won't find you?"
"I'm sorry. Qingge came back to his senses, and finally heard the displeasure in his words.
But Gu Fengcheng choked with a thorn in his throat, couldn't swallow it, couldn't spit it out, "Or, do you just want to avoid me at all?"