Shu Ya didn't know until this moment that she was the one who held the most grudges, and her father had never bothered with her.

Why didn't she stay at the door of the house more after she secretly came home in the first year, why didn't she come back to see her in the second year, and why did she conclude that her father would still kick her out of the house?

Everything she thought was what she thought, she thought her father would get rid of her, she thought her father didn't forgive her, she thought her father locked the door just to pretend that she didn't exist.

The room was quiet, only the sound of sobbing was Shuya.

Han Mo's gaze fell on the notebook not far from the desk.

Shu Ya also noticed the notebook beside her.

The black book is a little old.,It's been used for a long time at a glance.。

Except for Shu Ya's photos, the desk is basically the same, including Shu Ya's books, pens and some small objects.

But this black book was not something she had before, and out of curiosity, Shu Ya slowly opened it.

On the title page, the sonorous and powerful pen is written with two words, Shu Qiang.

It turns out that this is my father's book.。

Shu Ya paused for a moment on her father's name, hesitated, and continued to look back.

"I actually saw Xiaoya on TV today, I was really excited, I saw her for the first time in more than a year, I secretly went to Beidu twice, and walked on the aimless street for a long time, but I didn't know where she was, now it's okay, Xiaoya actually acted in a TV series, and I can find her news in the future. ”

"There is Xiaoya in the list of creators just announced, this is the first time she has served as the heroine, I hope this child can live up to expectations, an old man is really embarrassed to watch a youth love TV series, I have to watch it secretly tomorrow, this is the first time my girl has been the starring role, a historic moment. ”

"Premiered at 0 o'clock today, Xiaoya has entered the film industry, sleep for a while, get up at night, go to the cinema to watch the movie premiered at 0 o'clock, I haven't been to the cinema for decades, I'm really embarrassed. ”

......

Shu Ya looked at it page by page, every page was densely filled with words, every page had a date, all the content was about her, every sentence, every word, every punctuation mark, her father's words were full of tenderness, pampering and gratification.

Han Mo stood behind Shu Ya, his gaze wandering over the diary.

Every word is so simple, but it is intimidating, he once thought that his feelings for Shu Ya were comparable to Shu Qiang, he could do a lot of things for Shu Ya, until this moment he realized that what he did for Shu Ya was far less than one ten-thousandth of his father.

The love that was silently given for her daughter was thicker and more profound.

"I just found out that I had cancer, I was really helpless, I never thought that I would have something to do with cancer, in fact, I was scared, I lived a lifetime, and I was scared for the first time. It's not that I'm afraid of death, but I still have a lot of regrets, and I'm ashamed of Shu Ya. If God gives me another chance, I must praise Shuya and tell her that she is the pride of her father. I will definitely care more about her and put more effort into understanding her.

But it's too late, I know that death is quietly approaching me, death is not terrible, I am just afraid that I will not be able to see Xiaoya again, if there is an afterlife, I hope to be her father again, tell her, how much I love her......"

This was the last piece of the diary, Shu Ya closed the diary, suddenly got up and ran out of the room.

At this moment, Shu Ya didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to run to her father's side, and the cold wind hurried by in her ears.

The streets are full of Thanksgiving specials, Thanksgiving commercials, Thanksgiving programs.

People are noisy and noisy, but they forget the meaning of the festival itself.

Shu Ya hated why she didn't go home earlier, why she waited until her father had cancer to come back to visit, why she was so stubborn back then, why she didn't insist on calling home, not answering calls twice, not answering calls three times or four times.

If she could have come back earlier, if she had known her father's mood earlier, if she had been more understanding and tolerant, would she have had a different result now, and would she have no regrets.

There are too many whys, too many ifs, but there are no ifs in life, let alone repeated.

Her father spent her life telling her the depth of her father's love, but she didn't have time to say, "I love you." ”

The operation continued, and Shu Qiang lay peacefully on the operating table, his eyes closed, but there was a relieved smile on the corner of his mouth.

Shu Ya stood at the fork in the road, pedestrians coming and going, in a hurry.

Suddenly, a familiar voice came from above the big screen in the building not far away.

"I always ask for you but never say thank you

It wasn't until I grew up that I understood that it wasn't easy for you

Always pretend to be relaxed every time you leave

Smiled and said go back, turn around and wet your eyes with tears."

Shu Ya looked up suddenly, and the Thanksgiving micro-movie was playing on the big screen, which had been played to the end, and the theme song slowly sounded.

She could hear this voice at once, it was Han Mo's voice, the voice was still continuing, low and magnetic, without any skills, telling the story in the song plainly.

The big screen has long been crowded with people, and many people have been watching it since before the micro-movie was played, and they originally just glanced at the mentality, but they stood in front of the big screen, and one stop was half an hour.

Shu Ya's heart was shocked fiercely, and she couldn't take a single step.

She, like many people, doesn't understand her father, and she knows that at this moment, her father is, even if you get excellent grades, he won't have too many compliments, even if you become beautiful, he won't directly praise you for being beautiful, but when you encounter difficulties, he will always encourage you, and when you are sick, he will always take care of you. This is the father, maybe not many words, but the love is very sincere.

Shu Ya continued to walk towards the hospital, but the song wafted in the air of southern Sunan, hovering over the city, and his melody could be felt and heard no matter where he was.

"Time slows down, don't let you get old again

I'm willing to use me to change your time to stay forever

Dad who will be strong in his life, what can I do for you

Take it for a small amount of care."

Shu Ya had slowed down, and she firmly believed that her father would succeed in the operation, because he had not yet heard Shu Ya's expression of love for him.

Because there are still many things that have not been done, everything that belongs only to their father and daughter.

This song hovered over southern Jiangsu, but it touched thousands of people.

"He was the first man to hug me, he was the first man to hear me cry and see me laughing, he was the first man to call me baby, he was a man I believed that he would fulfill his promises, he was the man who dared to tell me that he would always be with me to the end, he was the man who thought I was the best and the best no matter whether I was wrong, whether I was beautiful or ugly. His name is: Daddy!"