Chapter 65: Confession
Qi Jingchen was lying on the bed with a brand new four-piece suit, the unwashed fabric between his noses, the slightly pungent smell, his hands behind his head, looking at the slightly yellowed chandelier on the ceiling.
He couldn't figure out what he didn't do right, and she helped keep his things in the morning, and even accompanied him to rent a house and buy things with him.
Who knew that after shopping, he accompanied him to take his luggage from the hotel to the rented house and left.
I didn't say I would help him set it up, and I didn't say I wanted to have dinner with him.
even returned all his wallets and other things to him, and warned him very seriously not to give these things to others in the future.
Is she someone else? She is the girl he likes, love at first sight, what kind of person is it?
But Qi Jingchen, who looked at the fat man, didn't dare to say these words at all, and every time he saw Bai Xiaojiu, he was beating a drum in his heart.
The sound of the drums went from slow to thunderous, disrupting all his thoughts, and he didn't know what to do or say.
Now that Bai Xiaojiu is home, he sleeps alone on a shabby cot in a strange room and begins to think.
It can even be said that you doubt life.
Was it that he wasn't obvious enough, or was she not interested in him at all?
From the time the two met to before Bai Xiaojiu left, Qi Jingchen recalled the bits and pieces of the two getting along.
Including Bai Xiaojiu's appreciative eyes at him, she should be interesting to him, right?
Qi Jingchen thinks that he is not narcissistic, and sometimes he has a little inferiority, but he remembers her eyes very clearly that night.
When he was in the supermarket just now, he also felt that Bai Xiaojiu's gaze stayed on his face for a long time, why?
Qi Jingchen was thinking about what he should do here, but Bai Xiaojiu went home to take a shower and slept without any psychological burden.
didn't think about his good looks and figure at all, and didn't think about any possibility between them.
On the day of the night shift, if it weren't for Qi Jingchen's call, Bai Xiaojiu would probably still be sleeping.
"Aren't you coming today? I called you at noon, but you didn't answer, I guess you're sleeping. I didn't continue to fight. ”
Qi Jingchen's voice on the mobile phone is still good, very soft, and even more flattering.
The words gave the impression that he was wagging his tail and praying for praise, even if he didn't praise him, he just touched his head.
Bai Xiaojiu was woken up by his phone call when he was half-asleep and half-awake, and he was still a little angry when he got up, but when he heard his words, he laughed sullenly, "I'm working the night shift tonight." ”
After a pause, without waiting for Qi Jingchen's response, she added a slightly perfunctory sentence, "Well, I'm sleeping at noon." Thank you for your thoughtfulness. ”
This additional word healed Qi Jingchen, who hadn't seen her for a day and thought that she was heartbroken.
Bai Xiaojiu just woke up, still with a nasal voice, through the alternating current of the mobile phone, there was a feeling of coquettishness, as if she was coquettish with him.
Hearing that, he pinched his mobile phone and turned over, lying on the bed, his feet swaying proudly, and his mouth said, "It should be." So when are you going to work the night shift? I'll accompany you to dinner in the afternoon? Or I'll send you to work. ”
Even if Qi Jingchen didn't explicitly say that I like you, this performance is obvious enough.
Bai Xiaojiu felt that he woke up instantly, and slowly lay down, holding his mobile phone and staring at the ceiling in a daze.
Some time ago, it was very popular to have glow-in-the-dark stars, which were specially pasted on the walls, and Bai Xiaojiu pasted the ceiling of his room with stars.
Once the lights are turned off, it's like having a starry sky at night.
Now the sun was shining outside, and the glow-in-the-dark stars were reflected by the sunlight with a pale green glow, which made her look at it unconsciously for a while.
For a long time, I heard Qi Jingchen ask suspiciously over there: "You, are you still there?"
She came back to her senses, sighed silently regretfully, said "um" softly, and honestly began to refuse, "Actually, you are very good." I'm also very happy to know you. But you're younger than me, you know. ”
Qi Jingchen is still waiting to have dinner with her tonight, even if he can't eat dinner, he can send her to work.
Hearing this answer, he didn't react for a long time, until a slight tingling in his heart reminded him that this was a refusal.
It was only after a clear refusal that he found his voice, "You look much smaller than me!"
Bai Xiaojiu is a baby face, even if she is twenty-five years old, she looks like she is eighteen or nine years old, if she dresses a little more childishly, ignores her development, and pretends to be fifteen or sixteen years old.
Qi Jingchen is handsome, his skin is also good, very delicate, and fair, but his straight nose bridge and peach blossom eyes make him match his age at a glance.
Looking like he is about twenty years old, he won't think he's very small.
Qi Jingchen knew that Bai Xiaojiu wouldn't deceive people, she should really be older than him, but she really couldn't see it, and he didn't care.
In today's society, even gender is no longer a problem, maybe species is not a problem, what is age?
Besides, they are only a few years apart, not a dozen years apart.
Qi Jingchen has never been in love, he doesn't understand the girls' sense of crisis at all, and he doesn't think about the future.
His mind was full of the idea that he could have Bai Xiaojiu now.
As for the future, he is only twenty years old, and he still has a lot of time to think, so why rush it?
Bai Xiaojiu is distrustful of love, she has no heart and lungs and doesn't like to think about the future, but one thing is rational.
For love, she will think very seriously and solemnly, about the future of two people.
She is very aware of her temperament and character, and I am afraid that she is not mature enough.
Qi Jingchen is still younger than her, and he looks immature enough, so two people are together?
What else is there besides being attracted to each other's outwards?
If one day the exterior is gone, will the two of them be able to go on?
Bai Xiaojiu heard Qi Jingchen's anxious answer, chuckled, and said very sincerely, "I'm sorry." ”
Before the rest of the words could be spoken, Qi Jingchen anxiously raised the volume on the mobile phone, "You are not sorry for me, don't say it, don't talk." Listen to me first, okay?"
Bai Xiaojiu snorted for a moment and squeezed out, "Okay." ”
"I, wait a minute. Qi Jingchen heard the word sorry just now, his eyes were going to be red, and he had a gut feeling that something was wrong.
But according to his subconscious, Bai Xiaojiu was prevented from continuing, and he didn't know what he could say.
It seems that there are a lot of words in my throat, but I don't know where to start.
The words became a messy ball of thread, rolling around on his lips, but he couldn't figure out a clue.
"I have to go to work in the afternoon. Otherwise, ...... another day" Bai Xiaojiu waited patiently for a while, and could clearly hear the sound of his breathing, but he didn't wait for any words, and couldn't help but speak.
As soon as Qi Jingchen heard this, the whole person jumped up from the bed, jumped to the ground barefoot, and after being diaphragm by the cold and uneven ground, he came back to his senses, and his voice was very loud, like a roar: "I like you!"
These four words were like a shock wave, not to shock Bai Xiaojiu, but to make the sound too loud, impacting from the mobile phone and directly blasting into Bai Xiaojiu's ears, making her instantly cover her ears and rub them.
Some are angry, and some are funny, how can there be such a confession, not gentle at all.
Bai Xiaojiu had to admit that the moment he saw him on the night of the pick-up, his appearance was enough to make any person of the opposite sex tempted.
But life is not love, she doesn't have much time to pursue love, and in the end she delays herself more time.
She was also unwilling to delay Qi Jingchen's time.
"Thank you. It was the only thing she could think of at the moment.
The two words sounded in Qi Jingchen's ears, making his heart chill for a while, and he was still throbbing.
Even if he hasn't been in love, he knows what these two words mean, it's like sending a good guy card.
The next sentence should be: "Thank you very much for liking me, you are a good person, but unfortunately we are not suitable." ”
Bai Xiaojiu didn't plan to say this rejecting and familiar line, she was actually thinking about how to be more tactful.
It is best to persuade Qi Jingchen to go back and return to his own city, so that the two of them are far apart and not embarrassed by each other.
Qi Jingchen became even more anxious, he didn't want to give up like that.
He also fantasized that he could slowly pursue her and make her accept him little by little, but in his imagination, he was not rejected so quickly.
"The first time I heard your voice, I thought it sounded good. Qi Jingchen spoke quickly, his voice was not small, and he quickly finished saying this, and suddenly, those words he wanted to say seemed to be lined up, and they popped out one by one.
"I'll admit it, I'm a crush on you because of your voice. Later, when you fell in love, I caused you trouble, and I also caused you to have a misunderstanding with your previous boyfriend, and I was wrong at that time, and I was too much. ”
When Qi Jingchen said this, his heart hurt even more, he was quite ignorant at that time, and he didn't know that he had a good impression of her, and everything he did was based on his preferences.
"Qi Jingchen......" Bai Xiaojiu didn't want to mention it again, even if he listened to his eloquent voice, the soft words were in his ears, making people intoxicated.
When Qi Jingchen heard Bai Xiaojiu's voice call out his name with a little indifference, his body tensed, and he continued to speak faster: "Later, when you come to play the game again, I don't know that I like you." I just like to play with you. Later I found out that I probably liked you......"
After a pause, there was no sound from Bai Xiaojiu's side, Qi Jingchen suddenly felt that he had hope, and slowed down his voice, "The moment I saw you at the airport, I really, liked you." I didn't believe in love at first sight at all, I thought it was all. But that night, I believed. It's true. ”
Bai Xiaojiu is a typical voice control, and he can't control himself listening to his clear and gentle voice.
Hearing this, her heart was also slightly touched, in fact, she also had a good impression of him.
"I ...... I just have a bad mouth. But I, but I ......" Qi Jingchen said this, biting his lip, he always felt a little embarrassed to say it, but in order not to lose her, his eyes were closed, "I have never been in love." I don't know how to confess, I don't know how to be with you. It's that I'm not doing well, don't refuse me. ”
The three words "is it good" with a soft pleading made Bai Xiaojiu's heart tremble, and he pursed his lips and smiled silently.
Inexplicably, he feels like a stray little milk dog wagging his tail and watery eyes begging to be taken in?