Chapter 137: It's going to be fine
After Lin Wanbai returned to Beicheng, Lin Zhouye first let her rest at home, and by the way, asked An Ning to do some homework about the Lin Group for her, so as not to have to go to work when the time comes, and she seems to be in a hurry.
Lin Zhouye also brought Yang Ruyue back and re-became Lin Wanbai's special assistant, in addition, Lu Mian, Han Chen's friend who was a private detective before, was also placed by Lin Wanbai's side to help her do things.
These two people, one inside and one outside, are very efficient.
Even with peace was assigned to her.
Among these three people, Yang Ruyue is the one who has been with her the longest time, and she is also the one who knows her preferences and past the most.
Before sending Yang Ruyue to Lin Wanbai, Lin Zhouye talked to her alone for half an hour, which was roughly to ask her to mention the past less in front of Lin Wanbai, especially what happened to the Lin family three years ago.
It's just that you don't mention the bad things, and you don't have to talk about the negative news anymore.
Then, he took her to see Lin Wanbai.
It just so happened that she accompanied Lin Jingyu back from the hospital.
When Yang Ruyue saw Lin Wanbai again, it was like a world away, and when she saw her for the first time, she burst into tears and couldn't help crying.
Lin Zhouye said: "This is Yang Ruyue, the assistant who has been following you before, and will continue to follow you to help you do things in the future." ”
Lin Wanbai stretched out his hand at her, "Hello." ”
Yang Ruyue swallowed her saliva, stepped forward and stretched out her hands to hold her hand, "I haven't seen you for a long time, I really didn't expect that I could come back to you again and do things for you." ”
"It shows that we have a fate. But I have amnesia, I don't remember anything from before, and I may need you to mention me more about many things. ”
"Miss is modest. ”
After introducing each other, Lin Zhouye asked, "How is the eldest sister's health, what does the physical examination report say?"
Lin Jingyu said: "It's good, the doctor said that I recovered very well." Now that my daughter is back, it will get better and better. ”
Lin Wanbai nodded, "Yes, it will definitely get better and better." ”
Lin Jingyu looked at her, her eyes were hot, and she couldn't help but want to cry again, she didn't start, and said, "Oh, it's really windy today." ”
Lin Wanbai knew that she wanted to cry again, so she stepped forward and hugged her, saying, "At home, where is the wind?" ”
"I said yes, there is, the wind leaking in through the window. She pointed to the open window of the living room, turned her back to her, quickly wiped away her tears, and turned her head with a smile on her face and a normal expression.
In the next few days, Lin Wanbai accompanied Lin Jingyu at home every day and listened to Lin Jingyu tell interesting stories about her childhood, and every day Yang Ruyue would take their mother and daughter out to take a look around. It's kind of to help her find memories, but it's very evasive.
Lin Wanbai could feel their protection of her, probably not wanting her to fall into her previous memories again and fall into deep pain again.
Everyone felt that her loss of memory was not a bad thing.
Even if she didn't know all of them, including her loved ones, as long as she could live happily and easily, she could do anything.
Lin Jingyu freely experienced, she remembered everything, everything was remembered clearly, one by one, like nails pierced in her heart, she couldn't pull it out, even if it was pulled out, it would leave a deep hole.
There is nothing more painful than falling from heaven to hell.
She didn't want Lin Wanbai to be sad with a piece of pain, her life in the future was still long, and from now on, it was not too late to start over.
After Lin Wanbai came back, she slept with her every night to be at ease.
Because she has no memory, she was a little unaccustomed to it at first, but after all, she is related by blood, and the mother and daughter are connected, and after two or three nights, there is no estrangement at all.
Lin Jingyu is very caring, and I feel that she understands her very well, in the end, she is her own mother, and most of her inner thoughts can be guessed at once.
Every night before going to bed, the mother and daughter have a heart-to-heart conversation.
Lin Wanbai also told her what Chen Songyuan said concisely, Lin Jingyu was very calm and smiled.
Instead, he sighed again, looked at Lin Wanbai, and said, "You, most of your personality is like me, if only you were like your selfish father." ”
"That would be spurned by people, wouldn't it?"
Lin Jingyu smiled, "You are so good-looking, who will spit on you? Xiaobai, don't dwell on the past, even if you think of everything, you still have to pick yourself up and welcome a new life, it's better to be like now, forget everything before, but you can have a better future. People are meant to look forward, no matter what. ”
"However, in addition to the bad, there is a lot of warmth in my memories. A person's life can't be smooth sailing forever, good and bad should be accepted, I can't because of a little setback, along with my warm and beautiful memories are also gone, such a price, is also a little too great. I really want to know what kind of life I used to have, happy and painful, all of which I should have in my life. I also want to remember what my grandfather was like who loved me the most. ”
Lin Wanbai took a deep breath and said, "I am mentally prepared, I have the courage to face my past life. Only by getting up from setbacks can it really start over, not because of amnesia and forgetting the future, such a beginning is not the beginning. It's an escape, and I don't want to run away, I want to face my past, I want to know everything, not listen to you. ”
Lin Jingyu: "You still think about Fu Jixing in your heart, don't you? You can't fully believe what they say Fu Jixing looks like, right?"
Lin Wanbai didn't expect her to be so pointed, and after looking at her for a moment, she lowered her eyes and smiled, grabbed her hair, and said: "Everyone has their own opinions and prejudices, I just want to judge for myself, and I also want to know everything between me and him, bit by bit." ”
Lin Wanbai leaned over and leaned on her shoulder, "Mom, you're definitely going to support me, right?"
"Your uncle won't agree, you have to convince him first. ”
Now the head of the Lin family is Lin Zhouye, and the people around Lin Wanbai are also obedient to him, she wants to find a better hypnotist, and she really has to rely on him, but in addition to him, there is another person who should help her.
Lin Wanbai said: "If you go to him with me, he will definitely agree." Although he is now the head of the family, you are the elder in terms of seniority, you are still my own mother, you have spoken, can he still disagree? ”
"Okay, I'll talk to him about it sometime. ”
Lin Jingyu took this matter to heart, she still understands Lin Wanbai's temperament, although she has lost her memory, her personality will not change, she wants to do things, she will definitely do it no matter what.
And now she is determined to get her memories back, even if everyone disagrees, she will try her best to find every opportunity to remind herself of everything.
Thinking like this, Lin Jingyu got up early the next morning.
When I woke up, it was still dark, and half of the servants in the house had not yet risen.
Uncle An was already making breakfast in the kitchen, and when he saw her get up so early, he was a little surprised, "Miss, why did you get up so early? ”
"Didn't I see that Ono has been busy lately, and I can't help much, so I thought about getting him a breakfast, what did I prepare for this day? Lin Jingyu rolled up her sleeves, walked to the table, and looked at the ingredients prepared by Uncle An.
Uncle An said: "You just have to rest assured, I know it in my heart." Hey, I also want to be fortunate that the old man adopted such a child and came back, otherwise, you and the little lady don't know what will happen. ”
Lin Jingyu said with a smile: "Fortunately, this child is a conscience, excellent and intelligent child." ”
"Yes, yes, that's for sure. I believe that there will not be much deviation from the people who have been educated by the master himself. ”
"Who said that? Xiaobai and I are an exception. ”
Uncle An: "You and Miss Xiao are really temperamental, but you haven't met a good person." ”
Lin Jingyu calculated Lin Zhouye's age in her heart, and said, "Calculate the age, Ono is also in his thirties, do you have a girlfriend?"
"I haven't heard of him, and I haven't seen him go on a date. ”
"It's time to think about it, I'm going to have to look for it. ”
"What do you have to worry about? Uncle is a talent, what do you want, how many little girls keep pounced, don't worry. ”
"There are many women, but it is not easy to find a good woman and be in tune with him. ”
Uncle An smiled: "Anyway, it's up to you, I'm not worried." ”
As he spoke, the breakfast was ready, and the sky outside the window was much brighter, but it was a cloudy day, covered with dark clouds, and it was still gray.
Lin Zhouye got up very early, they had breakfast last night, and he came down from the stairs at half past six.
Dressed neatly, just finished talking to someone on the phone, looked at Lin Jingyu, pulled out a chair and sat down, "Sister." ”
"You're really early in the morning. ”
Lin Zhouye said: "I have something to deal with in the morning, so I got up early." Do you have something to do with me?"
Lin Jingyu went to fetch him milk, then sat down and said, "I have something I want to tell you." ”
"What's the matter?" he said, taking a sip of milk.
"About Xiaobai. ”
"Looking for a hypnotist?"
Liang Zhixia mentioned to him that in fact, Xiaobai did not suffer from amnesia due to a head collision, but that she was too excited when she woke up, and she couldn't control it, so Fu Zhenxing found a hypnotic master and sealed her memory.
After she lost all her memories, when she woke up again, her whole person was calm.
Just because she doesn't remember anything, she's wary of the people around her and a little neurotic.
So, really find a hypnotist to come back, and her memory will be awakened at once.
It's just that Lin Zhouye thought that she could choose to commit suicide by jumping off the building so decisively, and she must have reached a point of despair about everything, and now that she thinks about it, it is nothing more than making her miserable.
"Eldest sister, didn't we all say it before?"
"That's right, but you don't know Xiaobai's character, and I think she's very determined. You can stop it for a while, but you can't stop it for a lifetime. I believe that Xiaobai, after this period of buffering, even if he remembers everything, he will not do anything stupid. Aren't we all still by her side? If she really wants to be so unclear for a lifetime, even if she loses her memory, I don't think she can let go. If you really want to let go, you have to face everything yourself. ”
Lin Jingyu looked at him with a smile, but she didn't shy away from it, and said: "Look at me, it's not that I want to die and live later, only then can I know how stupid I was in the first place, so that I can completely kill that man." Xiaobai, like me, is a person who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, and when he hits the south wall, he has to break his head and bleed before he can wake up. She can't let go of Fu Zhenxing now, not to mention that the two of them still have a child, no matter what, this matter has to be solved by themselves. ”
"Fu Zhenxing sealed her memory and wanted to start over, then we should let her recover her memory and let Fu Zhenxing bear everything personally, if he really has affection for Xiaobai, he should have the courage to face it. In the end, how Xiaobai chooses is her own decision. ”
Lin Zhouye obviously disagreed, he shook his head, and said: "Dad relied on her decision to lead to today's disaster. I don't want it to happen a second time, Fu Zhenxing will deal with him personally, this person will either die or squat in prison for the rest of his life. I'm not going to give him any chance. ”
Lin Jingyu wanted to say something, Lin Zhouye put down the milk and said seriously: "Eldest sister, just listen to me in this matter, I know you are soft-hearted, but this time you can't be soft-hearted, just do what I say." It's really not good, and you can immigrate with Xiaobai when the time comes. ”
Lin Jingyu: "I think you should think about what I said again, and don't make a decision so quickly." ”
"Needless to say. ”
Lin Zhouye ate breakfast, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and said, "I went to work to see it, you can cultivate at home." ”
With that, he got up to leave.
Lin Jingyu followed him to the door, and when he went out, he said: "I don't want my family to have a discord, this time is different from before, I believe that the little white collar can clear it." ”
Lin Zhouye didn't speak, only glanced back at her, and then got into the car.
……
Aocheng, Mid-Levels Villa.
Yuan Yujun helped Fu Yanchuan clean up his things in his room.
Fu Yanchuan said, "Just pack some essential items, and I've already made everyone ready." ”
Yuan Yujun said: "I'll go with you, so I can take care of it." ”
"No, there are so many people around me, don't worry. You take a good look at Fu Miao, stay in Aocheng and watch the company. ”
"I'm not worried about you going back to Beicheng alone. ”
"There's nothing to worry about, I'm measured. ”
Yuan Yujun sighed, glanced at him, and said, "You said you, what are you doing back to Beicheng in a good way?"
"Because I have always been a member of the Fu family, I heard that my grandfather is not very good, I always have to go back to see. ”
"What's there to see, that old man doesn't treat you very well. ”
"Nothing that was good for me is gone. ”
He was talking about Jiang Shuzhi.
Yuan Yujun pursed his lips and whispered: "The old lady is not very good to you, to be honest, the old lady is to blame for all this, just for the sake of a junior, tossing a good family like this." If you really had been unwilling at the beginning, you should have divorced! Since you don't get divorced, you should swallow this breath, and when the old one dies, she will have to toss the next generation, the next generation, what do you want? She still recites the Buddha all day long, and she has been reciting the Buddha for half a year, but as a result, she can't figure out anything, and I don't know if she regretted it when she died. ”
Fu Yanchuan said: "People are dead, so there is no need to say it anymore." ”
"It's because no one said that everything would have turned out to be like this, if someone had already scolded her, she was such a capable old lady, as for ending up like this? Therefore, this is a man, that is, you can't drill the tip of the horns, once you drill the tip of the horns, you will not only destroy yourself, but also destroy the next generation. ”
Fu Yanchuan only glanced at her, Yuan Yujun just met her gaze, she straightened her back, and said, "What are you doing looking at me like this, am I wrong? You can't just say nothing because she is dying tragically now, let's talk about the root cause." Fu Zhenxing is bad, but he is also bad and understandable, whoever changes has to take revenge like this, imprisoning his mother in a narrow tunnel, tortured for decades, and tortured in an inhuman form. He didn't have a good day when he was a child, he was bullied all day long, bitten by dogs, and trampled in the mud by his children. ”
"To tell the truth, the old lady is comfortable, she has lived a lifetime, and she died in her nineties. This Fu Zhenxing's family can be regarded as being tortured by her for a lifetime, although Fu Zhenxing has taken revenge, but she is old, no matter how she tosses, she will only live for a few years. Of course, when I say this, it's not that I approve of Fu Jixing's behavior, or even forgive him, I just want to say that we will live our lives here, as long as Fu Jixing doesn't come to provoke us, we don't have to provoke him. ”
Yuan Yujun put down the things in his hand, walked up to him and squatted down, stretched out his hand to hold his hand, and said bitterly: "The grievances and grievances of the Fu family have nothing to do with us, I care about you and Miao Miao now, as long as the two of you can be well, it is more important than anything else." ”
Fu Yanchuan said: "Mom, in this kind of life, the only motivation for me to live is to fight with Fu. Before I live, I want to see what happens to him. ”
"But ......"
"Don't worry about me, no matter how bad the result is, it won't be worse than what I am now. Rely on me. ”
In the end, Yuan Yujun still relied on him.
The next day, Fu Yanchuan took a private jet to Beicheng.
……
Fu Jixing stayed in Shencheng for a few days.
Fu Linsheng was frightened, he had a fever in a row, he cried and made trouble when he couldn't see him, and he took care of him every day by the bedside. Under his careful care, people slowly improved, and Xu Chuan also invited the master of Hong Kong City to come over and take a look, set up a feng shui array, and did spells.
After two or three days, the person got better, and the fever finally subsided.
When you see something to eat, you have a good spirit.
I couldn't even eat to appease him before, and this disease made me lose a lot of weight all of a sudden.
Fu Shixing sat next to him and served him vegetables, "Eat slowly, no one will rob you." ”
He didn't speak, he just buried his head in drinking porridge, and even the white-flour steamed buns were very fragrant.
It just so happened that Yu Zhi and Ke Nian came back from the mission, and the first thing was to go to Shencheng, and hurriedly came over to see their father and son.
Waiting for Xiaobao to have a good meal, Fu Shixing asked Xu Chuan to take him to the children's room to play for a while and watch TV for a while.
Xiaobao was also obedient and followed Xu Chuan.
Fu Zhenxing took a cigarette and lit one, and smoked it slowly, "How is it?
"It went well. ”
"That's good. He nodded, gently exhaling the smoke ring.
When the words fell, the atmosphere fell.
What happened in Hong Kong City before, Xu Chuan had already mentioned it to them, Ke Nian secretly glanced at him, thought about it, and still asked, "Brother Xing, what are you going to do next." ”
Fu Zhenxing didn't answer immediately, just squinted, stared at one place, and waited for a cigarette to finish before he slowly spoke, saying, "Go to Pinghua Peak, I want to go up the mountain for a few days." ”
"What about the little master?"
"Naturally, come with me, go arrange the car, and leave tonight. ”
"Yes. ”
After driving all the way, it took about three or four days to arrive at Pinghua Peak.
Fu Zhenxing took Fu Linsheng up the mountain, the mountain gate was not opened, and the temple was closed for the past few days. Fu Zhenxing, as a layman of an old monk, called in advance before he came, and a little monk came to open the door and entered through the small door next to him.
Fu Linsheng is no stranger to this place, he has lived here for a while before, and he also has a little relationship with the old monk.
The incense in the temple is thriving all year round, even if there are no pilgrims, but only Fu Shixing alone added sesame oil money is enough to make the temple survive for many years.
There are no incense people, the temple is very clean, a few sweeping monks are sweeping the floor, seeing that their father and son are friendly greetings.
The little monk led them to the library pavilion, where the old monk was meditating.
The little monk said: "In the past two days, the master's friend is here, and the two of them have been participating in meditation in the library pavilion. ”
Entering the library pavilion, I heard the sound of the two laughing, although it was through the screen, but Fu Jixing still heard it, the old monk's friend was Wang Mingcheng.
At this time, Fu Linsheng let go of his hand, ran over quickly, and called grandpa.
"Lin Sheng is here. The old monk was very kind, put down the chess pieces in his hand, stepped forward and hugged Xiaobao, weighed it, pinched his little nose, and said, "It's heavier than when he walks." ”
Xiaobao grinned and pulled his white beard.
Wang Mingcheng's eyes looked back, and he saw Fu Jixing holding a cane, walking over slowly, and calling to the old monk Master.
People have changed again.
Wang Mingcheng smiled lightly and said, "It's been a long time." Why did you make yourself look like this, you can't get better?"
The little monk brought a chair in from the outside and put it behind Fu Jixing, and he sat down, "It's not good." Why are you in the mountains too?"
"I knew you were coming, so I rushed to see you. Wang Mingcheng smiled, put down the chess pieces in his hand, and said: "The situation in Beicheng is now changeable, I heard that Lin Wanbai has returned to the Lin family?"
Fu Zhenxing was very calm, and his expression was also calm, "So what?"
"You two separated?"
After a few seconds of silence, Fu Shixing said, "No." ”
"Then why aren't we together?"
"You're talking a lot. ”
Wang Mingcheng was not angry, and laughed, "Are you going to stay here for a few days?"
Fu Shixing didn't answer, but the old monk had already told him.
Wang Mingcheng said: "It's okay, for a period of time outside, it is time to meditate quietly in front of the Buddha, precipitate it, and make a summary for yourself." As a human being, you still have to look back once in a while, what you have not done, what you have done wrong, introspect yourself, and correct it later. In this way, you can make progress, so that those who are disappointed in you can slowly change. ”
"Don't accumulate steps to thousands of miles, don't accumulate small streams to become the sea, don't be in a hurry, as long as you have the heart, it will be good." ”