Chapter 162: The Story of the Past

Bai Xiaojiu just shed tears because of embarrassment and guilt, but his heart quickly calmed down, wiped his tears, and began to prepare to pack his things.

Qi Jingchen stood aside, not knowing whether he should help or persuade her to stay.

He knew very well that Qiu Zhuping was already dissatisfied with him just now, and if they left directly, Qiu Zhuping would probably explode on the spot.

But if he doesn't leave, Qiu Zhuping will come again at night, how should he answer?

He also wants to find a good job and give Bai Xiaojiu a good future, but he has no education and no work experience.

Now he really tried his best to do his best, but he realized the cruelty of reality.

It wasn't until now that he understood that before leaving, he snorted coldly, "You just haven't suffered enough." ”

Bai Xiaojiu didn't plan to run away from home for too long, she just didn't want Qiu Zhuping to come back at night and come back again.

According to her understanding of Qiu Zhuping, she was stimulated at noon, but she was half vented on them, and it is estimated that she will vent the rest of her emotions at night.

If she wins, Qiu Zhuping will probably be better, but if she loses, it will be even worse.

But Bai Xiaojiu is leaving directly now, and if she doesn't have a chance to vent, she may jump on the spot in anger.

As long as a week passes, and Bai Junguo is persuading him, Qiu Zhuping will soon return to normal and forget about these things.

Bai Xiaojiu and Qiu Zhuping have always had many different concepts, and it is common for two people to quarrel, which can be regarded as knowing each other.

"Are we really just leaving?, won't your mother be angry?" Qi Jingchen slowly sat down beside Bai Xiaojiu, stretched out his long legs that had nowhere to put them, and softened his tone, still trying to persuade Bai Xiaojiu to stay.

"Just go out and stay in a hotel for a few days. Anyway, the nearby guesthouse is cheaper. Bai Xiaojiu didn't stop cleaning up, and when he said about the hotel, his eyes lit up, "Why don't you go to the hotel next to my company to live? It's cheaper there and it's close to the company." ”

Qi Jingchen saw that Bai Xiaojiu was happier and happier the more he talked, it didn't look like he was running away from home, it was more like he was going out for an outing, his throat moved, he swallowed the idea of continuing to persuade, and hummed softly, which was considered to be a response.

Bai Xiaojiu thinks this idea is very good, sometimes Qiu Zhuping is at home, and she is verbose every day.

And this time she is still at home, if she is not at home, maybe Qiu Zhuping will question Qi Jingchen.

Thinking of this, she turned her head to look at him worriedly, "I usually go to work, does my mother talk to you like this?"

Qi Jingchen was stunned, and was slightly stunned when he heard this, before he slowly shook his head, "No." ”

Last time I accompanied Qiu Zhuping to buy vegetables, she took him around with a proud face, and told people everywhere that this was my daughter's boyfriend, which made him very happy.

On the way, Qiu Zhuping was mostly talking about Bai Xiaojiu's childhood and many advantages, and the two of them chatted happily.

It didn't touch on the topics of buying a house at work.

It was also the first time that Qi Jingchen was asked by Qiu Zhuping so stunned, so he couldn't react.

But to be honest, he is only twenty years old, he likes Bai Xiaojiu very much, and he hopes to be with her for the rest of his life.

But now he needs to do too much, except for getting married.

Qiu Zhuping's words made his heart sink a little, he seemed to have just been reminded that he was indeed twenty years old, but Bai Xiaojiu looked small, in fact, he was twenty-five years old.

Every time he is with her, looking at her appearance, he always feels that they are the same age, which will make him forget this age difference.

Qi Jingchen, who was full of worries, replied so stunned, giving people a feeling of hesitation, making Bai Xiaojiu think that he had been saddened before.

In this way, he was even more indignant, folded the coat in his hand and threw it into the suitcase, and muttered indignantly, "Every time!"

Qi Jingchen had something in his heart, he didn't hear her muttering clearly, he endured it, and still opened his mouth, "Before I went out, I also quarreled with my mother." ”

Bai Xiaojiu had been with him for a while, and he had never heard him mention this, so he slowed down his hands and turned his head to look at him, "Why?"

Qi Jingchen paused, not knowing where to start, but thinking that he had always been vague about her from the beginning.

I don't want to talk about many things in my family.

But she has already made up her mind to be with her for the rest of her life, and she will know these things sooner or later, so what does it matter?

"My dad died when I was very young. Because he was in a vegetative state for two years before he died. My family owes a lot of foreign debts. ”

Qi Jingchen never mentioned this, but mentioned that his father had died a long time ago, and his mother raised him alone, so he didn't say much else.

This was the first time he talked about the details, which made Bai Xiaojiu lean over and hug him with some distress, patted him on the back, but did not say anything to comfort him.

Qi Jingchen took the opportunity to lean his head on her shoulder, "My mother got up early and worked hard to make money in order to repay the money. At that time, there was nothing at home, and it was difficult to make money. She didn't have time to take care of me. Lost me to my grandparents. ”

Bai Xiaojiu felt that when he said this, his tone was light, not like he was talking about his own business at all, as if he was just telling a story.

I feel even more uncomfortable, what kind of grievances do I have to encounter to explain my story in the tone of a bystander?

"But I'm just a grandson. When Qi Jingchen said this, he swallowed other words and smiled lightly, "Grandma, grandpa is also very good to me." But I always felt like I didn't have my parents. ”

Qi Jingchen, who had never shown sadness, brought out a trace of choking in his words, making Bai Xiaojiu hold him tighter in his arms, and his hand gently brushed his back.

"When I grew up and was in high school, I was probably a little rebellious. My mom was always called to school. She felt that I had disgraced her. She sent me to the army. When I was a soldier, I was on the border, and I was very tired and tired. I wanted to go home more than once, but I was the only one at home. What do you think you're going to do back home?"

When Qi Jingchen said this, he smiled abruptly again, and rubbed Bai Xiaojiu's face with his face, "Later, I felt that it was good to have comrades-in-arms." It's good to be a soldier all the time. But she wanted me to go home. Said he hoped I could do a good job. I was discharged from the army and went home, and she gave me a job as a security guard. ”

Bai Xiaojiu had never heard Qi Jingchen mention these things, she always thought that he had never done any work, and he had no work experience at all.

But when I think that he is only twenty years old now, and he will go to the army again after being discharged from the army, how old is that?

"I don't have work experience, so I don't know a lot of things. I met someone fighting, went to pull the fight, and was punched. I was a soldier, and almost all the time I had reflexes. I couldn't hold back for a while, and I fought back. I happened to be seen by the manager and told my mother. ”

When Qi Jingchen said this, he fell into silence, looked down at his hands, and waited for Bai Xiaojiu to kiss the top of his hair before he came back to his senses, smiled and kissed her cheek, and then continued: "She said that I was unproductive, that I could not achieve anything, that I could not do anything. Say I'm ......"

"You're good, it seems to me that you don't even have a fault. The more Bai Xiaojiu listened, the more sad he became, knelt on the ground, straightened his body, hugged him into his arms, and sighed silently.

"Xiao Jiu, in fact, what your mother said is not wrong. Qi Jingchen said this sentence in Bai Xiaojiu's arms.

"I don't like it when she talks to you like that. I don't like to see you wronged like this. ”

Qi Jingchen broke free from her arms, raised his head slightly and looked at her with a serious face, "I had a big fight with my mother before I came." ”

Speaking of this, he laughed self-deprecatingly, "But we quarrel every day." She said she wanted to see me cry and go back. I said I wouldn't. From the moment I arrived in Rongcheon, I had no intention of contacting her. I haven't been in touch with her. ”

Bai Xiaojiu looked at him in some surprise, pursed his lips, and suddenly laughed, "When my parents went out to travel, I didn't take the initiative to call them once. Did you notice?"

Qi Jingchen didn't expect her to suddenly talk about this topic, tilted his head and thought about it, and nodded.

"Actually, we're the same people. I care about a lot of things in my heart, but I don't like to talk about it. is even more suppressed and doesn't care. I care about what they think, what they do, but I can't say it, maybe I know very well that I can't communicate well with my mother, so I might as well not communicate. ”

Qi Jingchen is either hateful, he just doesn't know how to face his mother, he still cares in his heart, but he can't express it.

Hearing Bai Xiaojiu's words, he only felt that there was a person like himself, and this feeling of finding a resonant made his heart constantly touched, straightened up and hugged her, and sighed infinitely, "It's good to have you." ”

"You say so much. Are you trying to persuade me not to run away from home?" Bai Xiaojiu and he hugged each other, their heads on each other's shoulders, and snuggled up to each other.

"No, I just want to answer your mother's question seriously. Qi Jingchen raised his head, put his hands on Bai Xiaojiu's shoulders, and looked serious, "I don't want to lie to you." You said you don't like to be deceived. I'd like to tell you all the answers. ”

Bai Xiaojiu smiled at him absently, and was about to speak, but his slender fingers were put between his lips and his mouth was closed.

"I didn't plan to stay in Rongcheon before I came, I just wanted to come and see. But when I met you, I wanted to stay here. I know very well that I can't give you anything now, but I want to give you everything, do you think I'm incompetent?"

When Qi Jingchen said this, he revealed inferiority complex and sadness, "I think what my mother said is right, I really can't do anything well, and I can't achieve anything." ”

Bai Xiaojiu felt sorry for him like this, removed his fingers, threw himself into his arms again, and patted his back lightly with his hand, "I didn't ask for anything, at least not now." We can make money together and earn a better future for ourselves together. ”

Speaking of this, Bai Xiaojiu straightened up from his arms again, tilted his head and smiled playfully at him, "And I quite believe in the saying that there is love to drink water." ”

These words made Qi Jingchen laugh suddenly, reached out and pinched the tip of her nose, and replied helplessly: "But I don't want you to only drink water every day." ”

"As long as you don't persuade me to stay. Pack up your things and we'll go. By the way, remind me to give my dad a call. ”

Bai Xiaojiu could see that Qi Jingchen talked about his mother and the past, and he had a pimple in his heart and was not in a good mood.

deliberately diverted the topic and stopped mentioning these things, just so that he would not think about it again.

He was only twenty years old, their relationship had just begun, everything was unknown, and she didn't want to touch something too deep now.

It's best to leave the relationship to time to settle, at least she wants to do it now.