37: Sadness, insomnia
It rained in the afternoon when Geng Jiannan left, and it rained heavily until the evening.
There seems to be a lot of rain in autumn.
Shaoning was silent in the room for more than an hour, crying for a while and expressionless for a while.
In fact, she knows that he and herself are two parallel lines, and there is no possibility of really being together at all, how can a big star be with fans?
Being able to be with his boss for this period of time, even if it is not true, Shao Ning feels happy from the bottom of his heart, not the kind of happiness that takes advantage of a small advantage, that feeling is indescribable to Shao Ning.
This may make Shaoning feel sad and reluctant to break up than usual, but it is what she can accept the most.
Meng Jinyu was a little worried outside, and knocked on the door a few times Shaoning didn't open it, Song Yu was an anxious person, and urged directly outside the door.
"Ning Ning, what's wrong, you tell us, let's help you find a way together, don't stuff yourself. ”
Meng Jinyu whispered, "I saw that Brother Geng's face was not very good when he went out, could it be that he told Ning Ning some bad news?"
Song Yu was anxious all of a sudden: "I'll ask Fu Shaoyan." ”
"Wait, it's not necessarily clear to ask the boss about this, but you still have to ask the person concerned, and besides, you can't find the boss now, right?"
"Then I'll ask Brother Hao. Song Yu said and took out his mobile phone.
The door opened from the inside, Shao Ning went out with an expressionless face, Meng Jinyu looked at her with great concern, and asked, "Ning Ning, you really scared me, what's wrong?"
Shao Ning choked twice, half threw himself into Meng Jinyu's arms, shook his head gently, and didn't say a word.
Obviously, everything is developing in a good direction, and it is clear that he has found evidence of cheating, but he is the weakness of the boss and the best weapon that others can use to hurt the boss, which makes Shaoning feel uncomfortable, but he has to do what Geng Jiannan did.
couldn't say a thousand words, Shao Ning's heart was so blocked, tears were falling in tears, no matter how Meng Jinyu asked her, she shook her head.
Song Yu said anxiously, "If you don't say it again, I'll ask Fu Shaoyan now." ”
"Farewell, I broke up with the boss. ”
A heavy sentence hit the two girls like a thunderbolt from the sky.
Song Yu opened her mouth wide, Meng Jinyu had already guessed something, after all, she knew that the two were a couple by agreement, but this 'breakup' was too sudden.
"Why? Did the boss mention it to you? Brother Geng came here to talk about this, right?"
Shao Ning shook his head, and then said, "I can't be with the boss, I'm just an inconspicuous little fan, not worthy of the boss, and I have no background, I can't help the boss, and I am often slandered by rumors, if the boss is in a public relationship with the right person, maybe it won't have such a big impact on him." ”
"Why? Ning Ning, you are not bad anywhere, why are you not worthy of him? Isn't he famous first?" Song Yu grabbed Shao Ning's hand angrily, "I must get justice for you! Why do you bully our family Ning Ning so much? Oh, just because he is a big star, you can play with the feelings of the girl's family casually? It's really too much, even let the agent come to break up, why is he so bad!"
"Don't. Meng Jinyu hurriedly stopped Song Yu, as one of the few insiders, Meng Jinyu understood the helplessness behind this matter very well, so she had to comfort, "Ning Ning is right, she is with the boss, whether it is her or the boss, it is the focus of people's discussions, it is not appropriate to affirm, rather than letting Ning Ning have been trapped in the whirlpool of public opinion, it is better for the two to be separated and be fine." ”
"What is this called? That's what I'm angry about, didn't he think that his identity would have much impact on Ning Ning before we were together? The breakup was decent, he simply didn't even show his face, he didn't behave like him!"
Song Yu was so angry that she didn't say that she didn't give Fu Shaoyan face, she ignored even Zhang Jinghao, Zhang Jinghao called her twice, but she didn't answer.
The dinner at night is very rich, Song Yu's family is in the seafood business, it can be said that he grew up by the sea since he was a child, and he is a good at distinguishing seafood, and Meng Jinyu went out with an umbrella to buy some fresh seafood, and Meng Jinyu is good at cooking, making a steamed crab, a garlic shrimp, a braised pork ribs, a spicy fried bamboo clam and a small cabbage ball soup.
Usually Shaoning is happy as long as she eats delicious food, but now she is not happy when she eats delicious food, holding the rice bowl in both hands without saying a word, she eats whatever Song Yu clips, and she opens her mouth to feed Meng Jinyu, which makes the two of them worry, if someone feeds her poison, won't she also eat it?
"Ning Ning, you are stronger, you still have us. Meng Jinyu persuaded, "We will always be with you, presumably Brother Geng made that decision after careful consideration, he will definitely not harm the boss, and you don't have to be sad anymore." ”
"I'm not sad, it's a dream. Shaoning's voice was a little hoarse, "I just think it's a pity, it's a pity that I didn't take care of the boss in the only time, it's a pity that they used me to slander the boss so many times, it's a pity, I didn't fulfill my obligation as a fan." ”
Song Yu put a shrimp into her bowl, and poured the poisonous chicken soup out without money, "What is a pity? Falling in love is not a person's business, she always thinks that he is scolded for you, why didn't you get scolded for him? Netizens scolded you for not being ruthless? I heard that two days ago, someone sent your photo as a posthumous portrait to our previous class, this kind of thing often happens, you pay and bear no less than him Fu Shaoyan, it's a pity. ”
Shaoning ate the shrimp with blank eyes and sighed silently.
At night, the rain stopped, and the sky was extraordinarily gorgeous, and you could see the slightest cloud without looking closely, like silk, and the stars in the sky seemed to have life, shining and receiving praise from everyone.
Shao Ning sat on the balcony, quietly raised his head to look at the stars, and his thoughts returned to the moment when he went to Fu Shaoyan's house and the two sat in the pavilion looking for the North Star, and turned their heads to look at each other at the same time.
turned on the phone, the photo of Fu Shaoyan on the desktop was very handsome, Shao Ning looked at it, and his eyes became sour unconsciously.
What do you need to say to her boss? This is something she has been hesitating about, should she say goodbye, right? But what if the boss is unwilling to take care of himself? Probably he has fulfilled the obligation of an idol to care about his fans.
His heart is empty, he should have slept at this time, right? When will the movie be released in the cinema after it is finished? This Shaoning forgot to ask him, I don't know if he drank the can of rock sugar pear juice left in the kitchen refrigerator, the weather is going to cool down recently, and she forgot to wash the scarf he often wears, will he remember to wash it?
Tears smashed silently on the mobile phone screen, magnifying the words on the screen by two, like a magnifying glass, Shaoning had no time to care about anything else, reached out and wiped his tears, but he still couldn't control his tears.
Meng Jinyu watched all this from the window, frowned and sighed softly, shook her head, and the deep sense of powerlessness eroded her.
Fu Shaoyan returned home, looked at the house exactly the same as the last time he left, and thought that the matter had almost been resolved, and it was time to bring Shaoning back.
After making a phone call, the ringtone was his song, Shao Ning looked at the caller on the phone, and was stunned for a few seconds.
What is the boss going to say at this time? Say I will give you money to compensate, or do you want to say something else? Shao Ning suppressed his curiosity and finally hung up the phone.
Geng Jiannan is right, don't contact, cut off completely, if you break up, he will post it on the Internet, as long as he guarantees not to contact Fu Shaoyan.
Fu Shaoyan on the other end of the phone saw that his phone was hung up, and he couldn't figure it out for a while.
"Why did you hang up my phone?"
As he spoke, he struck again.
Not surprisingly, the phone hung up again, which made Fu Shaoyan a little worried.
called Zhang Jinghao and asked Zhang Jinghao to ask Song Yu, this is the fastest way Fu Shaoyan can think of, but Zhang Jinghao is also very helpless, saying that Song Yu ignored him, and also posted a circle of friends, saying that men are ungrateful and ungrateful people.
This made both men puzzled.
Insomnia again, Shao Ning lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, at this time she couldn't help but think that when her family was sleeping, the morning sun passed through the curtains, the boss's eyelashes were dense and curly, and the shadow left on the face was beautiful.
When she broke up with Wu Moquan before, Shao Ning didn't feel much sad, she didn't even have insomnia, she still slept well and ate well, Song Yu was worried about her at first, thinking that she was forcing a smile, but she was really fine, she should eat and drink. But this time is different, although it is not a real couple, it is more difficult for Shaoning to accept than breaking up with her real boyfriend.
The night seemed unusually long.
The bits and pieces of getting along with the boss have passed over and over again in Shaoning's head, the moment of secretly taking the boss in the album, the group photo with him, the old family's, the restaurant, the playground, etc., all of them are telling Shaoning that you are not a person of the world at all, and your existence will only make Fu Shaoyan, a flawless person, reveal his biggest flaw.
When she got up early the next day, Shao Ning had two terrible black circles under her eyes, and began to look for a house all over the Internet, this big house was not hers, and she was not qualified to continue to live here.
Because of the embarrassment of her identity, she could only find it on the Internet, and then asked Meng Jinyu and Song Yu to see it in person. Shaoning's savings are very small, and she has not touched a cent of the money that Fu Shaoyan and Geng Jiannan put in her card, which shows that she can't afford to live in a well-located house and a renovated house, and she can't even find a moving company.