Chapter Eighty-Nine: What a painful realization

Luo Didiu looked at Lu Mingyuan in front of him, pulled out a bitter smile sadly, and then looked at his deep eyes and whispered softly: "Mingyuan...... If one day...... I'm dead...... You...... Will it be like Ziyu?"

Hearing this, Lu Mingyuan's eyes seemed to be choking back to tears, and he smiled faintly: "Yes! But, with me, I won't let you die!"

"But if ......" Luo Didiu wanted to say something more, but he was held in Lu Mingyuan's arms: "No, but, no if, don't you forget, I am a character created in your novel, my life depends on your continuous code words to continue my life, if you die, then I ...... It won't be long before it disappears...... So...... We are one, do you understand?" Lu Mingyuan's expression deeply moved Luo Diudiu. The two hugged each other tightly.

"Lost ...... Trust me......! I will definitely be happy!"

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Back to Chen Ziyu

Chen Ziyu kept singing loudly in the living room, and the song he sang the most was Xin Xiaoqi's "Realization":

I thought I was going to cry, but I didn't;

I'm just stunned at your steps;

Give you my last blessing;

Isn't this a realization;

Let me see myself clearly

Though the pain of lovelessness;

Day and night, in the deepest part of my soul;

I thought I would get revenge, but I didn't;

When I see the woman I love so much, she is as helpless as a child, which is not a realization;

Let you see yourself clearly, being loved is a luxury of happiness, but unfortunately you never cared;

Ahh

Ah, a heart is desolate;

If our love is wrong,

May you and I not suffer in vain.

If you have given sincerely, you should be satisfied.

What a painful realization, that you were all I had;

It's just that when I look back on every step of the way, I walked so lonely;

What a painful realization!

You have been all that I have, I only wish you would break free from the shackles of love,

The bondage of love is free to chase!

Stop suffering for love......

“……”

Chen Ziyu sang this song over and over again. At the same time, it also attracted the dissatisfaction of neighbors. Slam the door! Insult! Report! Huo Xiaolan disposed of them one by one.

In the end, Huo Xiaolan thought of a very helpless solution.

"Come, Ziyu, drink a glass of water first, moisten your throat and then sing, okay?" Huo Xiaolan coaxed the stupid and stupid Chen Ziyu like a child.

Huo Xiaolan turned off the music and took Chen Ziyu's hand to let him get off the sofa. Chen Ziyu was like a puppet that had been manipulated, obediently getting off the sofa and sitting down. Huo Xiaolan handed him a glass of water: "Good, drink some water and sing again, otherwise it won't sound good......"

Chen Ziyu didn't speak, didn't blink, didn't have any expression on his face, obediently took Huo Xiaolan's glass of water and drank it......

Soon, Chen Ziyu's eyelids began to fight, and within a moment, he collapsed on the sofa.

Huo Xiaolan gently stroked his haggard handsome face, and looked at him with tears streaming down her face: "Ziyu...... I'm sorry...... Forgive me for keeping you quiet in this way. If you continue to sing like this, your voice will be ruined......"

Afterwards, Huo Xiaolan dialed Luo Diudiu's phone again: "Luo Didiu! You dead woman! Are you so ruthless! If I call you, can't you come and see him? Do you know what he has become now! Luo Diudiu! I warn you! If you don't come back to let him return to his original state, I don't know what he will do! You can do it yourself!"

Seeing that Huo Xiaolan just wanted to hang up the phone, Luo Didiu immediately stopped: "Xiaolan, he is ...... now." How's it going?"

On the other end of the phone, Huo Xiaolan snorted coldly: "Luo Didiu! If you still have a little humanity, you can come and take a look yourself!"

Xiaolan ...... Forgive me, I can't pass!" said Loditius lightly.

"Luo Didiu! I really didn't expect you to be such a hard-hearted woman! I think Chen Ziyu has loved you for nothing in this life! I really don't think it's worth it for him!" Huo Xiaolan said through gritting her back molars.

"Xiaolan, don't you love him very much? Only when I completely withdraw from his life can he start over...... Do you understand? And I can't be the only one in his world, you know?!"

"You don't tell me some high-sounding truths there! I tell you! If he has any longs and weaknesses, I'll be done with you!"

"Toot ......"

Luo Didiu listened to the piercing "beep" sound, and his brows tightened. It seems that Chen Ziyu's development must be getting more and more serious, which is why Huo Xiaolan is so irritable!

"No, I have to go and see! I have lost the dean, I can't lose Chen Ziyu anymore......" Luo Didiu was about to shake the wheelchair to see Chen Ziyu, because she was really relieved!

"Where are you going!" Lu Mingyuan asked sadly.

Luo Didiu turned his back to Lu Mingyuan: "I have to go and see him!"

"You're talking with your back to me again!" Lu Mingyuan's voice was a little choked.

"It was the same last time, you said you were going to break up with me, and that's your back to me!

"Mingyuan, he is my family, even if we don't have love, there is still family affection, I can't watch him go on like this! This will ruin him!" Luo Didiu held back his tears and didn't dare to look back at him.

"Then will you come back?" Lu Mingyuan asked with a choked voice.

After a pause, Luo Didiu responded lightly.

"But I don't think you ......" Lu Mingyuan looked at her back with a sad expression.

After that, Loditius was not speaking, but was ...... I closed my eyes and let the tears flow.

Because she doesn't know when she will come back......

She always felt that she had done too many bad things in her previous life, and she still owed these two men, so she would work hard to repay them between the two of them in this life! But in the end, she felt that she owed them too much! I am afraid that she will not be able to pay them off in several lifetimes!

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Back to Chen Ziyu

When he woke up again, he found that his hands and feet were tied, and even his mouth was gagged with a cloth.

At this moment, he can't move or sing anymore, so he can only lie on the sofa and look at this place that makes him feel both familiar and strange at the moment.

At this time, Huo Xiaolan came to him from the kitchen with a bowl of food.

sat on the ground, took off the white cloth blocked in Chen Ziyu's mouth, took a bite of food and handed it to Chen Ziyu: "Ziyu, come, take a bite, you haven't eaten well for several days......

Chen Ziyu turned his head away and said coldly: "Let go of me!"

"Ziyu, don't blame me, I'm also forced to do so. You sang so hard that you attracted the displeasure of the neighbors, so ...... I can't help it......"