"Why don't you allow you, who are you?" She really wanted to yell at him, but she was afraid of disturbing her mother, so she could only keep her voice and anger as low as possible.

"I'm you—" He wanted to say that he was her relative, because she was the sister of the woman he loved the most, and maybe even that she was his current lover, but he couldn't, and he was not sure of his heart.

The responsibility he bears makes him have to be sensible and calm at all times, and he must always be cautious and always careful.

There are too many emotions and secrets in his heart, but he is a human being after all, a person with flesh and blood, emotions and weakness.

For so many years, his heart had been as calm as a bottomless lake, and he himself thought that he was close to half a dead man, but she fell from the sky like an extraterrestrial meteorite, stirring up the deepest emotions in his heart.

He had kept it shut like the fiercest and most dangerous monster in the world, but now the seal seemed to be loosened, and the monster was fierce, so he told himself that he would never allow this monster to come out.

But he didn't know if the monster was still in its place, he only knew that there was a fierce and abnormal fire and grievances that activated the violence in his blood, making him want to scream, and even want to kill.

Cai Yue obviously felt that something was wrong with Xiao Tian, although the room was dark, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she clearly felt that the violence on Xiao Tian's body was faintly activating, just like when she was kidnapped by Zhou Li and two men to the hut and saw him kill people.

"You... What are you going to do?" The posture of the two of them is really ambiguous now, but the air in the bedroom does not have a trace of charm.

The strong desire to kill and bloodthirsty welled up in his heart, but she was not an enemy, I couldn't hurt her, I couldn't, I absolutely couldn't, he concentrated his mind trying to control the bloodthirsty monster that was screaming inside him, not to do anything destructive and irreparable.

Cai Yue felt that Xiao Tian, who was pressing on him, suddenly began to tremble like a person who had an attack of drug addiction, and he trembled more than her.

"You... What's wrong with you." She had a gut feeling that something was wrong with him.

"Hold me... Hold me...", he was a little prostrate.

"You... What's wrong with you." She asked again.

She just wanted to run away, but though his hand let go of hers, his arms kept holding her. His hands clenched into fists against the wall behind her, as if he were heading, in pain.

"Please... Hug me, hurry up." Xiao Tian said in a trembling voice again, this time he even begged her directly.

"He still talks and laughs in front of people, but he becomes unusually cold and bloodthirsty when dealing with his enemies....... After so many years, his injuries have not been relieved, but they are getting worse and worse." Cai Yue suddenly remembered Haizi's words in her mind.

Cold, bloodthirsty, is bloodthirsty also a disease, he just felt like a person about to mutate into a monster, and now he is fighting against the power of mutation.

She was so scared that she wanted to run away immediately, and she wanted to stay and help him, and the two thoughts began to fight in her head, and she didn't know what to do.

Xiao Tian's body seemed to be getting weaker and weaker, and he leaned his head on her shoulder a little softly.

She hugged him with trembling hands even though she hesitated.

Feeling Caiyue's embrace, he hugged her tightly like a drowning man grabbing driftwood.

"Don't leave me, don't." He was like a child, his tall body resting his head on her weak shoulders, and he kept murmuring.

Remembering the story of him and his lover that night Haizi told her.Cai Yue's eyes welled up with hot tears.She really felt sorry for him.Even if she hated him.She still felt sorry for him.But he didn't love her.Even if she felt sorry for him, she couldn't give him what he needed.

"Don't leave me, promise me, promise me." His voice was choked.

"I promise you." She thought that he must have thought that he must have taken her for a moment, and he had already left him, but she agreed.

Xiao Tian, are you really a catastrophe that I can't escape? I really hate you, but God, I love you more than I hate you, who can tell me, what should I do?

Xiao Tian's violence slowly hibernate in Cai Yue's gentle arms.His breathing finally slowly became smoother.His hands slowly returned to their normal heat.But soon his breathing became a little rapid again.His body changed from cold to fever.

Caiyue felt his head off her shoulder, a wine-scented snort brushing her face, and then she felt her chin pinched, and he kissed her with unmistakable precision despite being in the darkness where she could barely reach her fingers.

"You are Brother Tian's second lover." Haizi's words rang in his ears again.

No, he doesn't love me, I've asked him several times, and he's denied that he loves me.

"You're the only woman who can let him stay with you for the night."

Maybe I'm the only woman with him, but he just wants my body.

She reached out to push him away, but he seemed to change again, as if there was only one thing in his world now, and that was to kiss her, and she couldn't push him away.

His domineering and strong muscles were restored as before.His tongue was about to break through her resistance as before.She bit down hard.Then she felt a stream of blood seep into her mouth.He didn't even snort.The moment she bit him.His tongue took the opportunity to break through her defenses.

His blood mixed with the saliva of both of them spread out in his mouth, and he seemed to be a man who didn't know pain. He just kissed her passionately.

In the face of this, her position was lost little by little.

In the dark and lightless room, her eyes were useless, and all she heard was the sound of herself and Xiao Tian's breathing becoming more and more rapid. Xiao Tian's hand roamed around her through her pajamas, and finally stopped on her chest.

Although she felt aggrieved and sad, she still stood on tiptoe and responded to him more and more enthusiastically.

She and he were like stars in the sky, and every time we were together, we had to wait a long time, and the last time they were together was months ago.

This long time doesn't seem to make her miss him any less, but it always makes her uncontrollable as soon as she meets him, especially for Xiao Tian, who is a man.

The straps of her pajamas were pushed down, and she felt his fingers caressing her beauty against her skin again.

She was going to bed, and she was used to sleeping without even underwear, so his hand touched it without hindrance.

"Do you want it?" He asked knowingly, and he was relieved of his domineering, and shamelessness was restored with him, but apparently his tone did not carry his usual banter and evil spirit.

She didn't speak.She was speechless at how she behaved.She regretted that she shouldn't have listened to him and hugged him.She angrily grabbed his presumptuous hand beneath her.But she couldn't.

Not only did he not shake it off, but he reached straight in even harder, and the beautiful voice sounded in the darkness at once, and she collapsed almost instantly, and in a few moments, her body was shaking uncontrollably, and soon her legs were a little untenable, and he hugged her tightly again, so that she could lean against him.

He obviously wasn't trying to humiliate her, he really wanted to make her comfortable, her rapid breathing and the rush of her fingers made him know exactly how she was feeling at the moment.

He pulled out his fingers and hugged her tightly again, she couldn't stand at all, he needed to hold her hips hard before she could barely lean into his arms.

"You said you never felt happy when you were with me, but you were at least physically happy." He said softly, as if reminiscing about their past.

The two of them were close together.She could clearly feel the hardness under his lower abdomen.Just now, he was obviously holding back his desires to serve her.At this moment, his voice was also slightly hoarse and suppressed.This hoarseness was familiar to her.

"Is it only the physical body that can be so close to each other?" She asked a little sadly.

It is always more difficult for a man to suppress his desires than for a woman, and he evened out his breathing a little before answering her, "I don't know." It's still the same four words as before.

"Why, why do you do this to me, is it so hard to say you love me?" She choked up.

He rested his head on her shoulder again.

It's strange that the two of them are in this position now, he is holding her, he is relying on her, and he doesn't know who is relying on whom, and who needs whose salvation.

"Difficult." He leaned against her shoulder but spat out the word helplessly.

"If you can't love me, why don't you let me go, why do you keep coming to me, what do you think of me?" She wanted to cry but not tears.

"I—" He was still speechless, but his head had left her shoulder again.

It's not that he hasn't tried, it's not that he hasn't tried, every time he says he wants to leave, he wants relief more than she does, he wants a final answer, but it seems that there is always an invisible hand pulling him and her together, and the answer he wants is always hidden in the fog for him to see.