Chapter 382: The Past Is Unbearable (3)
Chapter 382: The Past Is Unbearable (3)
A few days later, Luo Didiu was playing backgammon with Chen Ziyu, and Luo Didiu would lose to Chen Ziyu in three out of five games.
This Luo lost and lost, pouted, and pushed the chess pieces on the table: "Don't play, don't play!" Eh, Chen Ziyu, are you a smoker, why do you win every time!"
Chen Ziyu couldn't help grinning, revealing a mouthful of big white teeth that attracted attention: "Hey! Don't you say that you are stupid, but also say that I smoke a thousand dollars! Eldest sister, have you ever seen a chess player who still smokes a thousand dollars?"
"Who do you say is the eldest sister!" Luo Didiu rolled his eyes at Chen Ziyu as he threw the chess pieces in his hand at Chen Ziyu.
And Chen Ziyu also picked up the chess pieces beside him and threw them to Luo Didiu, and the two frolicked.
At this time, Lu Mingyuan came out of the room, and in order to take care of Luo Didiu, he deliberately moved his room to the next room next to Luo Didiu on the first floor. In the room he heard them fighting.
Lu Mingyuan silently glanced at Luo Diudiu, and then quickly looked away. Lodidiu also stopped fighting. Sit and read a book.
Lu Mingyuan came out of the bathroom after washing, didn't eat breakfast, sat straight on the sofa, took out a cigarette, and lit it. Soon, the living room was in Lu Mingyuan's clouds and mist, and the living room was full of the smell of smoke, Luo Didiu covered his mouth and coughed a few times, his brows tightened.
Since childhood, Chen Ziyu has not smoked or drunk, and Luo Didiu is not used to the smell of second-hand smoke and keeps coughing.
Chen Ziyu saw it, turned his head, and seemed to be giving instructions to Lu Mingyuan in a big brother tone: "Mingyuan, don't smoke, I can't stand the smell of smoke." ”
“……”
At this time, Lu Mingyuan didn't seem to hear Chen Ziyu's warning, and continued to swallow clouds and spit out fog. Chen Ziyu was a little annoyed, she just wanted to stand up to stop it, but was intercepted by Luo Didiu, she held down Chen Ziyu's arm on the table, and shook her head: "Brother, forget it, I'd better go back to the room."
After speaking, Luo Didiu was just about to take a few steps out of his wheelchair, but Lu Mingyuan, who had been sitting on the sofa silently, stood up suddenly and roared: "Luo Diudiu!"
Loditius turned his back to him and paused. He didn't speak, as if waiting to hear what he wanted to say.
"Do you have to do this to me? Even if you make a big fight with me, it's better than ignoring and indifferent to me now! What do you want me to do?" Lu Mingyuan's hoarse voice roared
"Mingyuan...... We...... Break up!" Luo Didiu turned his back to Lu Mingyuan, and every word he said was like a blade cutting flesh in Lu Mingyuan's heart.
Hearing this, Lu Mingyuan's body shook twice, and he almost didn't stand firm: "You...... What are you talking about?"
"We ...... Disperse, from now on, you take your Yangguan Road, and I take my single-plank bridge...... People who are not in the same world, if they insist on being together, they will eventually end up hurting each other......"
Hearing this, Lu Mingyuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yes, I'm not a real person in the first place, just a character in a novel that doesn't exist at all, what qualifications do I have to get your love!"
“……”
Listening to Lu Mingyuan's words, Luo Didiu swallowed the bitterness of reluctance, she didn't say anything more, and just wanted to leave in a wheelchair. Lu Mingyuan, who was behind him, spoke again, and this time, his voice was a little hoarser than before.
"You leave me...... Will you be with him......"
Luo Didiu understood who the 'he' that Lu Mingyuan was talking about was. She raised her head and looked at Chen Ziyu on the side.
"Yes, I'm just finding out now, it turns out ...... Someone I've always been without...... It's him!" Luo Didiu raised his eyes and looked at Chen Ziyu.
Hearing this, Chen Ziyu, who had been standing silently on the side, had tears that were no longer uncontrollable, and flowed down without a trace. After so many years of relying on each other, accompanying each other day and night, I finally waited for that person's words.
He had been waiting for that sentence for a long, long time. Chen Ziyu didn't know how he walked in front of Luo Diudiu, and stared at her with a pair of deep and melancholy eyes: "You...... Is that true?"
Luo Didiu glanced at Lu Mingyuan behind him with his residual vision, and then focused his attention on Chen Ziyu and stared at it for a long time.
Chen Ziyu was so nervous that he kept swallowing his saliva, time seemed to freeze, and even a second felt like it was so long.
"Yes, I like you, Chen Ziyu!" said every word Luo Didiu.
Lu Mingyuan's mind only felt a "boom" explosion, and his body collapsed uncontrollably in the sofa behind him, his eyes were dull, his face was pale, and he was so sad that he couldn't even shed tears.
"Tomorrow, I will move back to apartment 302 with my brother Ziyu, during this time...... I'm sorry to bother you for so long. "Lodiu's words are so cold that they can freeze everyone.
After speaking, he shook his wheelchair back to his room without looking back. With a "bang", the door was slammed shut, and Lu Mingyuan shuddered coldly from the harsh sound.
Chen Ziyu walked past Lu Mingyuan and did not speak, from the disgust and resentment at the beginning, to seeing Luo Diudiu's attitude towards him just now, he suddenly felt a sympathy for him.
Immediately, leave. And Luo Didiu returned to his room, covered his mouth, and wept silently. It was a kind of reluctance, a kind of resentment, and a complex and intertwined feeling.
Soon, in the living room, I heard Lu Mingyuan's hoarse voice roaring, and then, there was a sound of smashing things, Lu Mingyuan smashed everything that could be smashed in the living room, and soon, the living room was in a mess.
Luo Didiu listened in the room, covering his mouth vigorously, tears streaming down his face. The person she least wanted to hurt ended up hurting. That person used to love her so wholeheartedly, just like Chen Ziyu.
Two men, she didn't want to hurt, they were both the most important people in her life. Hurting any of them was the most painful thing for her.
However, now, she really doesn't know how to face Lu Mingyuan, how to continue to walk with him, sooner or later he will return to the virtual world and live with his family and people he is familiar with.
She can't selfishly leave Lu Mingyuan alone in this world because of her own happiness. Although he never said it, she also knew that he would miss his family too......
In the living room, it finally fell silent, and the whole villa was quiet.
Lu Mingyuan was tired, slumped in the sofa, curled up in a ball. felt that what he carefully cherished, the beloved he had always wanted to protect, in the end, he ruthlessly chose to leave. Lu Mingyuan is powerless to resist, is it a play by God, or is he cocooning himself and suffering by himself?
At this time, Lu Mingyuan was like a weathered stone statue, curled up motionless in the sofa......