Bai Xiaojiu was a little anxious, but tried her best to explain calmly, and after seeing Mu Xize listen, she just looked at her stupidly and pursed her lips.

She thought about it carefully, as if she hadn't missed anything, and she was telling the truth, and was still waiting for his answer, but suddenly heard the words "let's break up".

It was like an auditory hallucination in her ears, which made her tilt her head and ask in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"Let's break up. Musize took a step back, feeling extremely tired, and his heart seemed to be beating from the inside out.

When he said these words, he felt relieved, the pain was numb, but he didn't feel the pain, which made him feel very relaxed after making such a decision, like jumping out of a shackle.

Bai Xiaojiu stood in place a little stunned, seeing him looking down at the pavilion fence, and not looking at her, there was no expression on his face, and he took a deep breath, "Are you drunk?"

She really couldn't believe that Musize, who cared about her so much, would say these words.

There is a slight pain in my heart, the pain caused by the feeling of betrayal that is not trusted.

She could understand how uncomfortable Mu Xize should have felt when she saw the scene just now, but she really didn't do anything, and she explained it very clearly, why didn't she believe it?

"I'm sober. Mu Xize's eyes were a little wandering, feeling that he was walking in the clouds, Bai Xiaojiu's voice seemed to float from the sky, raised his head, and tried to focus his eyes on her face, but he didn't see her uncomfortable expression.

"You're drunk. Bai Xiaojiu felt that his eyes were wrong, and he looked like he was stupid, so he took a deep breath again to calm himself down, "I'll send you back first." ”

Bai Xiaojiu stepped forward to grab his arm and wanted to drag him away, but he didn't move at all and shook his head violently.

Mu Xize has always regarded Bai Xiaojiu as his goddess, the most distressed everything, thinking of the scene just now, thinking of what Chen Jie said, there was a wave of irritability in his heart for no reason, he pulled out his hand, and pushed her, the volume was a lot louder, "I said, I'm not drunk! I'm sober!"

"Mu Xize, do you know what you're talking about?" Bai Xiaojiu endured and endured, holding back her temper, this matter was indeed caused by her to cause him to misunderstand, even if he lost his temper, she could understand it.

But she is really annoyed by this kind of person who doesn't listen to explanations, thinks to herself, and doesn't give each other a chance to talk calmly.

"I'm well aware. When Mu Cize said this, tears unconsciously overflowed his eyes, he wiped it with his hand casually, shook his head, tilted his head and smiled at her, "This, that, I know you are popular." What am I? Who am I better than? I can't compare to anyone. ”

Bai Xiaojiu stood there and looked at him, the more she looked at it, the more she looked like a drunkard confiding in her heart, the more she listened, the cooler her heart became, she never knew that Mu Xize looked at her like this, and he looked at himself like this.

Musize has a strong ability to work, and at the age of twenty-four, he became the head of the testing department, and everyone who dealt with him had a good impression of him.

Because he is not good at words, but he is more honest, and he is very diligent, and he never complains.

Anyone who has such a colleague will like it.

Bai Xiaojiu heard a lot of good things about him from when he pursued her, not only the testing department, but Song Weili also occasionally mentioned that sometimes the customer service department chatted, and when it came to research and development, he would also say that the director of the testing department was very easy to get along with.

In her opinion, Musize is a very good person, especially after learning to dress himself, except for those small shortcomings, he is like a perfect existence.

Bai Xiaojiu is different from Mu Xize, since he was a child, he knew that he was good-looking, had a good voice, and was raised by the boys, although he was not arrogant and complacent, but he was also very confident.

Such a person is completely incomprehensible, how Musize, who looks good, could think like this.

"You are better than anyone else, why do you think you can't compare to anyone else? You are who you are. I've always felt good about you. Doesn't it mean everything if I choose you?" Bai Xiaojiu explained patiently, hoping that he could think calmly, and he didn't want to listen to him continue to say those words, it was too hurtful.

"No, no. I'm not, I'm bad. Mu Xize felt a little dizzy, moved a few steps away, sat on the edge of the gazebo, looked at the ground and whispered: "I'm just, just, lucky." ”

is like what Chen Jie just said, "Fortunately, you are from the R&D department, and there is no internal requirement that you are not allowed to fall in love." I think, Bai Xiaojiu is much better looking than Yang Qing, why did he choose you? Maybe it's because you're lucky, or because you're the test supervisor?"

Mu Xize felt that Chen Jie's words were right, Yangqing was not as good-looking as Bai Xiaojiu, not as good as anywhere, even people like her couldn't look down on him, why did Bai Xiaojiu take a fancy to him and choose him?

But he didn't want to think about what Chen Jie said, because he was the test supervisor, and he thought it was probably his luck.

But he has always dealt with data, he has never believed in luck, what luck can bring is only temporary, and strength is truly eternal.

And he doesn't have the strength, catch Bai Xiaojiu, not at all.

"Why do you think so? You're really drunk. You're not like that. When Bai Xiaojiu was with him, sometimes he would unconsciously talk about work, and he would be full of energy when he talked about work.

In her heart, he may be clumsy in the face of love, that is because he has no experience, everything is based on instinct, but it cannot be denied that he is a good man, no matter where it seems.

Bai Xiaojiu sighed deeply, slowly sat down beside him, reached out to hold his hand, and rubbed his fingertips on the back of his hand a few times, "Don't think so, you're really good." ”

It's summer now, even if it's late at night, Rongchuan City will still have a hint of stuffiness, Mu Xize's body is hot, but the back of his hand is cold, which makes Bai Xiaojiu feel a little distressed.

"I'm not good, not anywhere. I'm no one like me. Mu Xize shook off her hand, feeling that all Bai Xiaojiu's reassurance was just sympathy, but he felt that he couldn't do anything, and it was interesting to change in her hands?

Just like when he first pursued her, he asked her why she wanted to help him change his look, and she replied with a smile: "Because I like to help others." I'm a very compassionate person. ”

The words that were buried in the bottom of his heart, puzzled, and afraid to ask, all poured out, swirling back and forth in his mind, and became the answer he thought.

Mu Xize felt that he was not worthy of her, he was not worthy of anything, he was really tired, and he was tormented every day, as if he could only be free by letting go of his hands, "Let's break up." ”

The occasional wind by the river dried his tears, and the deep pain in his heart blocked the tear ducts, and he just flashed his eyes and looked at the ground.

She was still laughing at herself in her heart, look, even if she cried and shed tears, she couldn't see it, she didn't care at all.

Bai Xiaojiu really didn't see Mu Xize wiping away tears, and when he said those words, the whole person was stunned, where did he pay attention.

At this time, he was vigorously self-denigrating, which made her feel a little anxious, not knowing what was wrong with him, and worried about whether it was because he was going to change jobs, which made him a little tired.

Bai Xiaojiu knows very well in her heart that she really can't talk about love for him now, and choosing him to start is all from the right thing, but she cares about him.

But no matter who hears his other half say the word break up repeatedly, his heart will get colder and colder, and then cool down and become stiff.

"Musizer, you keep saying that I will take it seriously. Bai Xiaojiu pretended to be angry and said in his ear.

"Well, it's true. Musize didn't dare to look at her, stared at the ground, nodded heavily, and repeated, "Really." ”

Bai Xiaojiu let go of his hand little by little, constantly adjusted his breathing, kept himself from losing his temper, and reminded himself that it was her fault that it was her fault and that he misunderstood.

"Don't say it, you're drunk and you're not sober now. When you're sober, we'll talk about it. I'm also at fault for this. ”

These words translated in Mu Xize's ears were that Bai Xiaojiu also admitted that she couldn't help herself, so Li Zhe treated her like that, and she didn't resist.

He laughed self-deprecatingly and tilted his head, "You're right, it's me who is wrong." It's really me, it's me who can't help myself. It's me who is so stupid. I shouldn't have held on to you and made you give up what you shouldn't have given up. ”

Mu Xize's words made Bai Xiaojiu more and more confused the more he listened, and he always felt that what they said was not the same thing, so he simply stood up and went to pull him, "Forget it, let's go home first." I'll talk about it when you're drunk. ”

"No, I don't. I'm sober now, more sober than ever. Let's go. Let's go, leave me alone. ”

"How could I leave you alone, let you sit here drunk and drunk, what if you fall into the river?" Bai Xiaojiu gritted his teeth and dragged him hard.

Mu Xize pulled his hand back fiercely, seeing that she staggered a few steps to stand firm, his heart twitched and wanted to get up, but when he thought that she didn't belong to him, she shouldn't have belonged to him in the first place.

He was not qualified to touch her, sat down again, and said repeatedly, "I have figured it out, and I am also sober." Let's break up. ”

Bai Xiaojiu was originally uncomfortable, a little self-blamed, and a little irritable, and when he heard him say this repeatedly, his temper came up, "Are you sure you think clearly? If you insist on breaking up, okay, then I agree!"

This is actually just an angry sentence, and she still feels that Mu Xize is not sober at the moment, which can be forgiven.

Mu Xize took it seriously, looked up at her with a smile, put his hand on his forehead, tilted his head to look at her, as if looking at the last time in his life, closed his eyes again, and said with certainty: "Well, think clearly, you can go." We broke up. ”

Bai Xiaojiu usually loses his temper, he immediately comes to coax, even if he can't speak, he will soften his attitude, this time he is so resolute.

Her heart was sullen by his anger, and she endured it, "Forget it, you go back to sleep and talk about it." ”

"I don't want to see you and others talk to me, and I don't want to watch others rob you again and again, I feel tired, very tired. I don't know how long I can hold out. You don't care about me anyway, it's good to break up. Mu Xize said almost to himself, not looking at Bai Xiaojiu's gradually sinking face at all.

Bai Xiaojiu was completely hurt when he heard such words, doesn't such a sentence mean that he actually doesn't trust her at all?

It turns out that he seems to care about her and be happy with her, but he is actually very tired, and he is too tired to persevere, so everything she does is a joke, right?

She was also completely disheartened, she wasn't in love in the first place, she just wanted to gradually understand and then love deeply, but now she can't even trust each other.

She shook her head with a smile, turned cold again, and whispered, "Okay, I respect your decision." Let's break up. ”

After saying that, he turned around and left, took a few steps, and turned his head again, "It doesn't matter if you're sober or not." Go home early and go to bed. Hope you wake up and don't regret your decision. ”

Mu Xize looked at her stunned, and replied with a wry smile for a long time: "I, no, regret it." ”

"Good. Remember this sentence. Remember, too, I never eat back grass. Good bye. Bai Xiaojiu felt that his nasal cavity was a little sour, but he held back, took a few deep breaths, and then smiled faintly, "Goodbye." ”