125: The kid is gone
Seeing that Bao Zixin was coming, Gu Xiaoni sorted out her emotions.
After eating, she asked Bao Zixin to stay in the room and chat with her.
In the afternoon, she was alone in her room, and she was almost bored.
"Sister-in-law, let's eat less junk food in the future......"
Although what Bao Zixin was expecting happened, when it really happened, the reaction of the family still made Bao Zixin afraid.
In the afternoon, Bao Jingtao called her and educated her, she had never suffered such grievances.
"I won't eat it next time. This is a big lesson. ”
Speaking of this, she felt guilty.
If she knew that greed would have such a big impact, she would definitely not eat and drink nonsense.
"Sister-in-law, you must take care of your body, your mother doesn't really like you very much, if you can't keep this child......"
Revealing a heavy look, Bao Zixin's words were like a huge red warning sign, which made Gu Xiaoni sober up instantly.
Xu An didn't like her, she had thought of it.
But when she said it from Bao Zixin's mouth, she was shocked and helpless.
"It's okay, your brother is a very good person, besides, the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has been a problem since ancient times, and I believe that I will definitely let her accept me. ”
In married life, it is normal to have friction with her in-laws, and Gu Xiaoni has already thought about everything.
"It's good if you have faith. ”
Bao Zixin smiled helplessly, hoping that she could get into Xu An's eyes.
When Xu An was talking on the phone in the door, the voice came from the door, although he couldn't hear it clearly, but Bao Zixin also knew the fact that Xu An was dissatisfied with his sister-in-law from a few words.
Bao Jingtao got off work and went straight to the hospital, Gu Xiaoni's hanging water was finished as early as the afternoon, and now what she is waiting for is observation.
After shushing the cold and asking for warmth, Bao Zixin silently withdrew, after all, she was a light bulb with 300,000 skills.
She didn't tell Bao Jingtao what she had just heard from Bao Zixin.
The two snuggled together silently, Gu Xiaoni leaned on Bao Jingtao's shoulder, watching the fight plot on TV.
After a long time, she touched her little belly.
"Tao, I want to ask you a question. ”
Say. “
"If we don't have children, let's get a divorce. ”
"What! Don't talk nonsense!"
Gu Xiaoni said very calmly, and the perseverance in her tone was like a delicate long sword, hitting Bao Jingtao's heart.
He never expected that Gu Xiaoni would end this peaceful and happy marriage.
"In the afternoon, I thought about it for a while, Ying Zeyu and I were together, Dawan almost didn't survive, you are with me, the Galaxy was not successfully acquired, and the child was almost gone, I have an average education, and the business knowledge I learned before is almost forgotten. I can't help you, whether it's Ying Zeyu or you, I can only hold you back. ”
What Xu An thought, how could she not have imagined?
For the sake of Galaxy Video, his exhaustion and anxiety were all seen by her.
When she goes to the company, she will also inquire about the company's news through the people around her.
The fact that she doesn't meddle in Bao Jingtao's business doesn't mean she doesn't know.
She discovers that no matter who she is with, she suffers from a crisis.
Is he really Kefu?
He laughed self-deprecatingly, although the warmth around him was very solid and reliable, if it was not well protected, it would become a flower of the past.
The bitterness in the smile is like a flower condensed with tears, slowly rippling in the heart.
"Don't talk nonsense, you are my daughter-in-law, we said when we got married, we will share weal and woe. It's not that the current company can't make money, so why should you think so much. ”
hurriedly hugged the girl next to him, and there was no trace of blood on his pale face.
She's a fragile girl.
His heart suddenly twitched, Bao Jingtao gently held her in his arms, and the fragrance in her hair spread and lingered in his ears.
"I just think that this kind of life doesn't seem to be very good. Others say that when you have money, you are happy, but now I have fame and money, but I have lost the most primitive innocence and become the kind of person I used to dislike the most, and I am not very happy in such a life. “
"If you feel unhappy, you can quit and we'll be a peaceful couple. You can live as much life as you want, money, fame and fortune, those are all false, and most importantly, people-oriented. If people are unhappy, everything they do is in vain. ”
The warm palm brushed the top of Gu Xiaoni's head, and through her clothes, she could hear the beating heart in Bao Jingtao's chest.
The aroma of pine lingered on the tip of Gu Xiaoni's nose, reassuring her.
"When I first started with you, I wanted to get revenge on them and become the boss, and when I married you, I thought you were just using me. You said that you love me, I don't believe it at all, for so many days, I have seen your intentions for me. ”
"Every morning, the first thing I do when I wake up, is to get your kiss. My favorite dishes are always in the fridge. Everywhere I went, there was a driver for pick-up and drop-off, I was in the company, I inquired for a long time, and I didn't hear your scandal, that Jin Yiyi, I also inquired clearly. Because the company doesn't allow office romances, you didn't stay with her, and to set an example, you introduced her to the company next door. ”
"The people in the company like you very much, and I, like them, gradually developed a liking for you after accepting your love, and finally, I found that I seemed to be really in love with you. ”
"You gave me the life I wanted, I had a career I liked, I had sufficient material security, and I could help me realize my dreams, I really don't know how I could meet you. ”
"It's a pity...... I can't repay you for all that you have brought me. ”
Lowering his eyes, his long eyelashes fell, revealing a heavy sadness, like the night outside, thick and unbreakable dark clouds, black and pressed together, unable to dispel.
"Fool, what do I want you to do in return? Making money to support the family is originally a man's business, you don't need to worry about it, and they are not as good as you when it comes to other people. ”
"From the first glance, your appearance took over my eyes, and since then, yours has dwelt in my heart. The moon shadow falls, the sun rises, the heavens, the earth, the mountains and rivers, I want to look at it with you. We still have many, many places to go, and you can bear to leave me like that?"
"Poof...... So what do you do with sensationalism? It's the first time I've seen you so poetic!"
Gu Xiaoni was amused.
In fact...... Bao Jingtao is serious, he is still very responsible and handsome. It's particularly masculine!
"Laughing, isn't it? I'm telling the truth, don't think about it in the future, the baby is still in the belly, as long as you take care of your body, our family of three can go to the mountains and rivers in the future, don't be discouraged." ”
"Hmm. ”
Gu Xiaoni smiled and nodded.
The smile was beautiful, and tears welled up in her eyes.
When she was thinking about divorce in the afternoon, she was ready to leave, but she didn't expect Bao Jingtao to say such a thing, which moved her.
The most beautiful appearance of love is not the fireworks in the sky, nor the carefully prepared chocolate, but the coarse tea and light rice, firewood, rice, oil and salt for three meals a day.
The warmth in the ward allowed Gu Xiaoni to sleep well in the hospital, and Bao Jingtao did not go home and chose to spend the whole night on the sofa.
Early the next morning, Bao Jingtao sent someone to accompany Gu Xiaoni, and he went to the company to continue to deal with affairs.
As the CEO, there is no time to rest, even if it is a holiday, he will handle official business at home.
Life never stops, work doesn't stop.
After hanging the water for another day, I checked the B ultrasound and found that it was ...... The tire stopped.
The news came like a bolt from the blue.
Gu Xiaoni held the inspection report, and her lips kept trembling.
She didn't believe her eyes, and asked the doctor several times, and finally got the same answer.
This child has stopped developing and cannot be saved.
Lying on the operating table, when Bao Jingtao arrived, she had just finished surgery and was pushed out of the operating room.
Gu Xiaoni was lying on the hospital bed, her tears were like beads with broken threads, and they kept falling down, wetting the pillow.
When she arrived at the hospital room, she was lying on the bed, her heart aching as if it had been crushed.
Apple left before it came into the world.
I named him Apple, I just wanted him to be safe, but I didn't expect it...... He left before he could come to this world to take a look.
There was no trace of blood on her pale face, and she didn't speak, just looked at the ceiling quietly, silently weeping.
Bao Jingtao was also very tired, sat beside her, didn't say a word, quietly held her cold hand, and warmed her with his body temperature.
After a long time, Gu Xiaoni stopped crying and said lightly: "He's gone." ”
In her empty eyes, she stopped thinking and looked at everything in front of her, as if her soul had been drained.
"I know. It's okay, he'll definitely be back. ”
A child who stops developing naturally is often because of the poor quality of his fetus, spontaneous abortion, and the child is gone, and he can't blame her.
The psychological pressure of pregnant women is particularly great, and if he stimulates Gu Xiaoni at this time, I am afraid that Gu Xiaoni will fall into depression.
"Maybe. ”
Gu Xiaoni, whose eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, felt like someone had hammered her stomach, and she was in pain.
The anesthetic wears off, and all that remains is to recuperate the body.
Today is a heavy day.
Xu An called, and after learning the news, he didn't say anything, and asked the nanny to cook a soup to replenish his body and let the nanny send it.
After Bao Zixin learned the news, he didn't feel a good feeling in his heart.
Should she be happy or sad?
When the sister-in-law has no children, her brother may not like her so much, but when she saw her brother's sad appearance, she hoped that her sister-in-law would get better soon.
Loving someone, maybe that's it.
The light of his eyes fell into the abyss for him, but the thought in his heart was that he was all right.
Lin Cui didn't go to nightclubs, every day at home, living a leisurely life as a wife, going to the company if she wanted to, watching TV at home and basking in the sun if she didn't want to go to the company, so uncomfortable.
The reason is because, she is pregnant.
As a pregnant woman, it is natural to be treated with the utmost care.
Ying Zeyu came back early every day, the previous coldness disappeared, replaced by polite polite words, although it was not love, but respectful as a guest, with a child's life, Lin Cui unexpectedly felt good.
At noon, she swung her feet in the pool, the weather was hot, in order to protect the baby, she decided not to turn on the air conditioner, only blow the cold fan, it was really hot and couldn't stand it, so she went to the pool to sit and play with the water.
The nanny carefully prepared a fruit platter for her, by the pool, eating fruits, reading books, and the beautiful scenery outside the window, Lin Cui's mood was very comfortable.
With children, there is the security of marriage.
During Gu Xiaoni's recuperation, the book written by Gu Xiaoni also officially started filming.
As an investor, Bao Jingtao was invited to drink by the little idols of major entertainment companies.
Among them is Ju Rongxian.
She auditioned, and the director wanted her to play the female number two, and the female number one was set to be SH49's new star Zhuge Xingyao. With his down-to-earth personality and pure appearance, he quickly became popular on the Internet, and he acted in the sixth episode of love sharing before, which became popular all the way.
Bao Jingtao has shares in SH49, and if he wants to make a TV series, the first thing to consider is the people in the team.
Ju Rongxian is not convinced, she debuted earlier than Zhuge Xingyao, and has filmed more TV series than her, but recently the traffic has changed too fast, she is not as popular as before, let her play a supporting role for Zhuge Xingyao, she is unwilling.
Unless it's a play.
At the wine party, Ju Rongxian sat next to Bao Jingtao and poured him a glass of red wine.
"Mr. Bao, I would like to toast you. ”
Ju Rongxian raised the wine glass in his hand, took red wine in the cup, and drank it into his stomach in one gulp without the slightest hesitation.
Mr. Bao drank a little, but he didn't drink it, his wife's body had not yet recovered and was still recuperating, he didn't want to drink too much and cause Gu Xiaoni's dissatisfaction.
The director sat next to him and said with a smile: "Jiuwen Bao has a good total amount of alcohol, why did you drink so little today?"
"Recently the doctor said that my liver is not very good and I can't drink alcohol. ”
"Oh, then you have to take good care of your body. ”
Ju Rongxian took away the red wine at hand and chatted with him, almost like that, she was familiar with all the processes.
Before going to the banquet, she had learned about the preferences of everyone sitting again, and as long as there was a common topic, she was not afraid that she would not be able to talk.
From the game to the business, everything is so smooth.
Bao Jingtao and Ju Rongxian finally added WeChat, because they didn't drink much, they were still very rational when they returned home.
When I got home, I saw Gu Xiaoni sitting in the living room. Swiping Tik Tok.
"It's so late, why don't you sleep? It's past ten o'clock. ”
Walking to Gu Xiaoni's side, she approached Bao Jingtao and sniffed the clothes on his body, there was not much smell of wine.
"I don't know when you'll be back, so I'll be waiting for you in the living room. ”
Without Bao Jingtao's company, she couldn't sleep, and she could always dream of the dead child in her dreams.
Recently, the quality of sleep has plummeted, and my skin has become a lot rougher.
"I went to dinner with the director tonight, and your friend Ju Rongxian is also there. ”
"Well, let's go to bed later. ”
got up and went back to the room, lay on the bed, swiped Weibo, and saw the beautiful photos of Ju Rongxian.
Like a fairy in the sky, she exudes fairy energy in the world, making many people become her fans.
Her facial features are vivid and three-dimensional, her eyes are bright and her teeth are bright, her skin is as tender as cream, standing on the red carpet, like a pure diamond that shines brightly, exuding colorful light.
It's so beautiful.
After Gu Xiaoni saw the photo, she let out a sigh.
Turning on the front camera and looking at her haggard self, she had to sigh.
Deep dark circles, rough and dull skin, and pale lips can't be compared to Ju Rongxian no matter how you look at it.
Low self-esteem quietly drowned her ankles like a tide.
Bao Jingtao came out of the bathroom, walked to the bed, lay beside her, gently hugged her, and rested with her.
Tonight, she didn't dream of the child anymore, but she dreamed of her old and yellow self, standing in place, spurned by others.
"You're so ugly, how can you be worthy of Bao Jingtao? You're the president, what are you?"
"Oh, you're old, let's give us back the president, I can't even keep a child, you say, what else can you do. ”
The sound in the dream made her forehead break out in a cold sweat.