157 How much it hurts

"In the attic at the top of the east annex, there is an astronomical telescope. It was my father's first year of moving here, giving me a birthday present on my fifteenth birthday. Why don't you go and see it together?"

Caiyue shook her head.

"Every star, by its very nature, is just some earth, stone or metal structure. Now that we look at them with the naked eye, they are like mischievous eyes blinking at us in the night. Looking at them, we can imagine all the wonderful fairy tales. But if you see it too clearly, you lose the beauty of the stars. ”

Qiu Yan smiled: "No matter how strong you are, in the final analysis, you are still a sensual woman after all!"

Cai Yue tilted her head to look at him: "What, could it be that before, I was a very rational woman in your eyes?"

Qiu Yan also tilted his head to look at her, and looked at her for a while before saying, "You, it's hard to say!"

Caiyue waited for Qiu Yan's comment on her, and didn't want to wait for such a while to wait for the words "hard to explain".

"What is that?"

Qiu Yan chuckled, "Of course it's Chinese." And what do I think of you?"

Cai Yue also looked at him for a while, and then said, "You, I can't tell!"

This time, Qiu Yan had an opinion: "Can't say clearly? This can't be done, it must be clarified!"

Then the two looked at each other and laughed together, and after laughing, the two fell silent together.

Qiu Yan reached out and put his hand around her shoulder, "I really hope that time will stand still here." ”

Cai Yue leaned her head lightly, fell into Qiu Yan's arms, and gently put a hand on his shoulder: "Pain and beauty, everything will pass, but some people have some things that will always reside in our hearts and never disappear!"

At such a moment, the hearts of the two are warm and sad, and it is difficult to give up, but they can't grasp it.

Time could not stand still here as they had hoped, for the sun rose the next day on time.

After breakfast early in the morning, the two of them went to Mrs. Qiu's grave together with the flowers they had picked one by one in the garden. Qiu Yan squatted down, stroked his mother's name on the tombstone with his hand, and whispered goodbye to her before leaving.

Then he got up and walked away, and Caiyue followed him to the tombstone and crouched down.

She was ashamed and sad that she could not raise her head at this tombstone, for she felt that she might not be able to fulfill the instructions that Madame Qiu had given her on her deathbed. She didn't even know what to say to Madame Qiu, because lying to a deceased person would make even the gods angry.

"Rest in peace, aunt! I believe that you will be happy in the other world at this time, because there you must still love your husband and son, and feel their nostalgia for you on earth! If I have the chance, I will come to see you again!"

After bowing, the two returned to the manor.

In the morning, Qiu Yandu stayed in the study with Qiu Guoguang. In addition to being father and son, they are also superiors and subordinates, and many things in the company naturally need to be explained in person and special before leaving.

After lunch, it's time to part.

Qiu Yan picked out several of his mother's relics and put them in his suitcase. In the past, when my mother was still alive, although I would miss it, this kind of longing for life and parting from death was still very different. Because people are no longer there, there is a special need for some physical objects that people can feel in order to make this kind of longing have some sustenance.

Qiu Guoguang's farewell to his son this time is also different from the past. He and his son walked side by side on the main driveway leading to the main gate of the manor's main building. Cai Yue followed behind the two.

Father and son didn't say much. Men are men after all, unlike women who have so many admonitions. It wasn't until he walked to the gate of the manor, seeing that the parting was already in front of him, that Qiu Yan turned around slightly and faced Qiu Guoguang.

Since he moved to China to carve out new territory for his family, he has only had the opportunity to return home a few times a year, and he can only stay for a few days at most. Because he often doesn't see each other, he will feel that the change in his father is a little obvious. In the past few years, my father and mother have aged a lot, and the old man in the age of the sixtieth year, his body is not as good as a year.

Especially in the past few days after the death of my mother, my father has obviously aged a lot.

"Dad, take care of yourself!" is the same sentence every time before leaving, but this time, it is said in a particularly solemn and emotional manner.

Qiu Guoguang nodded, and still said the same thing as he said every time he said goodbye: "Take care of yourself!"

The words are the same, but Qiu Yan still sees something different in his father's eyes, and it is a deeper licking of the calf than in previous years. He was rarely emotional, took a step forward, hugged his father tightly, and then quickly turned and got into the car.

Cai Yue's nose was slightly sour, and she bowed to Qiu Guoguang.

Qiu Guoguang whispered to her: "Take care of him!"

Cai Yue straightened up and glanced at Qiu Guoguang. At this moment, standing in the sun, he is just a gray-haired old man, just a father who has parted from his son, not a majestic chairman.

She bowed again: "Please take care!" and then, like Qiu Yan, quickly turned around and got into the car.

Before the car started, Qiu Yan lowered the window and took one last look at his father. He clearly saw tears in his father's eyes.

Cai Yue gently held Qiu Yan's hand, but deliberately didn't look at him, just quietly looked out the car window, the scenery moving faster and faster.

"Go around and then go to the airport. Qiu Yan obviously said this to the driver.

The car drove around the estate before getting on the way to the airport.

The same route as when I came, and the same Gulfstream G550 was taken. It's just that the mood of the people on the plane is a little different from when they came.

During the flight, Qiu Yan didn't talk much, and of course he didn't deal with any work matters. He just hugged Caiyue lightly, held one of her hands, looked at the white clouds and the endless sky outside the window, and occasionally closed his eyes and slept for a while.

As soon as they return to the city, they will have to face a lot of troubles that they do not want to face, but have to face and solve.

At such a moment, it is difficult for Cai Yue to explain what she thinks in her heart, especially Qiu Yan has just lost her mother now.

Raising his head slightly, he looked at Qiu Yan's frowning brows in his sleep, and a pain in his heart was faintly activated.

She couldn't help but reach out and stroke it gently. Qiu Yan didn't move, but his eyebrows still didn't spread. She stroked it again, still crinkled. She approached him gently, slowly, and kissed him rarely.

I wanted to just kiss it secretly, but I couldn't help but be a little too involved. From his eyebrows to his lips slowly, then, staying there, and then, Qiu Yan woke up!

At first glance, Cai Yue was a little embarrassed.

Anyway, it's embarrassing to kiss someone secretly while they're sleeping, even if you know that they love you, right?

"How does it taste to steal a kiss?" Qiu Yan's face showed a smile that had rarely been seen in a while.

Cai Yue coughed lightly, a little angry: "Why do you want to wake up?"

Qiu Yan looked remorseful: "Yes, why should I wake up?

After saying that, he closed his eyes again and pretended to be asleep.

Cai Yue gently slapped him, trying to leave his arms. Where is Qiu Yan willing to put it? Not only did he not put her, but he simply pressed her directly on the seat.

"Finally, take the initiative to kiss me once, can't you let me have a good time?"

Cai Yue looked at him, gasping slightly.

Qiu Yan's eyes were clear and deep, gentle and slightly suppressed longing, pulling her heart towards him and towards him little by little......

She didn't reply, just hooked Qiu Yan's neck with her hand, and then led him hard towards her.

Caiyue took such a rare initiative to express it, which made Qiu Yan suddenly excited. His lips covered hers completely, savoring the rare delicacy.

When she was kissed so passionately by Qiu Yan, Cai Yue felt that what was in her heart was not just a small ripple. She felt like a small flat boat, floating on the sea for a long, long time. And Qiu Yan, like a circular island, has been waiting and looking forward to her arrival and her stay for a longer time.

The plane flew very smoothly. There are only the two of them in the business area of the quick cabin. Unless there are special circumstances, this is a separate space and no one will disturb them.

Qiu Yan's excitement couldn't stop the car, and his hand reached for the button of Caiyue's shirt. The first, then the second, then the third, the last.

Cai Yue herself had fallen into a dazzle, and she didn't mean to stop him.

The ambiguous atmosphere gradually became rich in the cabin. Cai Yue couldn't help but let out a soft groan.

This soft groan instantly ignited the fiery enthusiasm that was pressed in Qiu Yan's blood.

The gasps of the two of them were accompanied by the slight sound of the belt buckle being unfastened.

Caiyue's brain then "boomed". Oops, it's a fire! It's just a little kiss, how did it get to the current situation?

Feeling Caiyue's evasion, Qiu Yan gritted his teeth and roared with a pant: "Are you going to run away again? How are you going to ravage my heart? Don't you know how much it hurts?"

Qiu Yan's word "pain" was extremely aggravated.

Cai Yue's heart, because of the word "pain", seemed to be pinched by iron tongs, and it hurt tightly. It was like being brushed hard by an iron nail brush, and blood began to drip down bloody.

She stopped dodging, leaned against her seat, and closed her eyes.

Perhaps, she thought, at least, she should accept Qiu Yan once. At this altitude of 10,000 meters, she left a short but permanent memory for him and herself. Let the love he has been searching for hard, get the last trace of comfort.

It's just that at the moment when she was tightly resisted by Qiu Yan's toughness, Xiao Tian's face and Xiao Tian's voice rushed into her brain again.

"Go with him, I believe in you! I believe in you......"

Before leaving, Xiao Tian's four words "I believe in you" were playing in a loop in her mind as if she had pressed the button of the player.

No, betraying Xiao Tian, she really can't do it!

It's just, "Don't you know, how much it hurts, how much it hurts, how much it hurts...... Qiu Yan just said, "How much does this hurt", and the four words "how much it hurts" were also playing in her mind in a loop.

No, stab Qiu Yan again, she can't do it!