Chapter 54: Feeling Unvalued

"This kid is so smart. ”

"It's a good drawing, it's so talented. ”

"If I had known that Shanshan would have painted these, I'm afraid that I would rather weave a few more bamboo baskets and sell them for some money, so that I could buy painting tools for Shanshan. Alas, it's a pity, I know now that ......"

Li Shanshan listened to what her grandfather said, just pursed her lips and smiled, and she was embarrassed to say anything.

Li Xinke only heard her grandfather praising her sister, so she also said a few words of praise.

This time, Li Shanshan listened, and was happy in her heart, so she said: "I want to earn my own money to buy painting utensils, and it is best to make a little progress, so that I can rely on painting to eat in the future." ”

"What?" Xiang Changqi walked into the living room with a plate of fish-flavored eggplant. As soon as the dishes were placed on the table, I heard Li Shanshan say such a sentence. She raised her eyebrows unhappily and asked Li Shanshan:

"What do you think is wrong, you want to make money by drawing?"

When Li Shanshan heard this, she pursed her mouth aggrievedly and asked, "Can't you? I want to make money by painting, why can't I?"

Li Xinke knew that her grandmother, Xiang Changqi, hated the younger generation to talk back in front of her. hurriedly gave Li Shanshan a look and motioned for her sister to say less.

Xiang Changqi stretched out his hand to take the painting, glanced at it, and said to Li Shanshan:

"Just the one you painted, it's just your grandfather and us looking at it, and we think it's okay, it's not bad. But if you want to live by this craft, you're still far from it. Stop dreaming unrealistic dreams and read your books honestly for me!"

Where could Li Shanshan suffer such a blow, and immediately cried aggrievedly.

Li Xin was visible, and immediately walked to her sister's side and comforted her sister.

In fact, she also discovered that this time, her sister also noticed the problem of color matching in terms of coloring. The family portrait drawn is much better than the one painted last night.

It's just that with grandparents and grandmothers in front of me, it's not good to say much.

Li Xinke knew in her heart that her mother was not in good health, and she didn't help much with her work during this holiday. My grandparents are also a little old, and they are certainly not as good at working as they were when they were younger.

My grandmother was busy, and when she got home, she had to cook and eat by herself. Can you be in a good mood?

My mother wore a straw hat, pulled weeds in the vegetable patch, and when she came home, she helped feed the pigs or something.

My sister is the only one who is locked up in the bedroom and paints, and she doesn't help her parents with any trivial things.

If this grandmother doesn't talk to her sister, who else can she talk to?

Li Xinke pulled Li Shanshan, went to wash her face with water, and wiped away all the tears on her face. said softly to Li Shanshan:

"Sister, don't contradict grandpa and grandma in the future. After all, in their eyes, you have always been a well-behaved granddaughter. Whether you love to sing or draw, you and I just need to know. You can do these things behind their backs. ”

"I think, you should be able to understand what I said, right?" Li Xinke saw that Li Shanshan didn't squeak, so she asked softly.

But she didn't expect that Li Shanshan listened to her words and didn't answer.

"What's wrong with you, sister?"

Li Xinke felt that Li Shanshan was a little abnormal, so she asked with concern.

"I always thought that my sister and mother would love me and support me. But I didn't expect you to ...... I think the same thing as my milk. Li Shanshan cried and said.

"Huh?" Li Xinke felt that he was wronged, and asked suspiciously.

Li Shanshan stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, looked in the direction of the bamboo forest not far away, and said to Li Xinke:

"My sister was admitted to the county high school and got good grades. I earned money during the holidays, and I saved enough for our tuition. Who in the village doesn't know about this. No matter how much I do at home, I still don't get looked down upon by some people in the village......"

When Li Xinke heard this, he asked with a look of resentment:

"Who dares to look down on my sister? tell me, see if I don't beat her!"

Li Shanshan shook her head and was silent for a long time before she said, "Everyone in the family likes you a little, and this is not your fault, nor is it their fault." I don't blame anyone. To blame, only blame myself for being useless and adding a burden to the family......"

When Li Xinke heard this, he felt that something was not quite right. Hurriedly asked Li Shanshan:

"Sister, why did you suddenly say these things to me? Tell me quickly, did you hear anyone say something in private? Huh?"

If no one had instigated her behind her back, Li Xinke believed that her sister would never have been able to say these words.

Anyway, my sister is usually very well-behaved, and that's really good.

He is diligent in his work, talks less, and is very economical.

Li Shanshan raised her eyebrows unconvinced, shook her head and said, "Don't say it." ”

At this time, Xiang Changqi's voice came from the kitchen again.

Early in the morning, Ke Keer followed her mother out to cut the grass and feed the fish. When I came back, I cleaned up the inside and outside of the house, and washed and dried the sheets. You also blame me for saying the wrong thing and making Shanshan feel wronged. You say, I didn't wronged Shanshan, what grievances can I let her suffer?"

When Li Xinke heard this, she couldn't help but feel embarrassed.

I was still thinking about this, and I persuaded my sister to come. But who would have thought that grandpa and grandma were talking in the kitchen, and they were talking so loudly.

She heard it all, and her sister must hear it too.

Fortunately, she heard her grandfather say, "Shanshan is still young. ”

Soon, Li Xinke heard her grandmother say:

"No matter how small it is, you have to save it. You say it's small, I'll admit it. I didn't expect her to go out and earn money like Cocole. I just hope that she will be more diligent at home, just like she used to, do more and spend less. Am I wrong?"

Li Xinke only heard her grandfather ask:

"Why didn't Shanshan save money? She has done so much at home, when is she not diligent again?"

Li Xinke's grandmother asked:

"You old man, haven't you noticed that Shanshan has been on a trip to the county seat since she followed Ke Ke'er. When you come back, when you talk to me, do you know how to talk back? Also, Shanshan ran to Zhang's store every once in a while, not to buy snacks to eat, what could she do?"

Li Xinke only heard her grandmother say:

"Don't think I don't know, Ke Keer made money, and she quietly gave it to Shanshan. You see, the hairpin on her head or something, it's not like money is going to buy it. If you have money, you don't know if you save it well, and you know that you don't ...... money."

Hearing this, Li Xinke felt very aggrieved.

Li Shanshan felt even more aggrieved.

In terms of making money, Li Shanshan thinks that she is not as good as her sister Li Xinke. However, when my sister went to the reservoir to buy fish, didn't she also carry a bucket and go to help my sister?

My sister wants to sell potato chips, and she helps wash the potatoes at home and cook them in a pot. Cut it and take it out to dry.

Didn't she and her grandmother help prepare all those ingredients?

Or, when my sister does so many things alone, my sister can be busy?

Li Shanshan subconsciously glanced at Li Xinke's face, and found that Li Xinke's eyes were a little dim, so she reached out and held Li Xinke's hand.

My sister's hands also have a thin layer of cocoons.

My sister worked so hard to earn money, and she gave her the money to spend. But she herself was so excessive and willful just now, and she actually sprinkled her anger with her grandmother on her sister......