I'm going to leave later, maybe I won't be able to stay with you longer this time, Gao Jinna... I don't want anything to be the same, I want everyone to be okay. ”

"Don't you say goodbye!"

Suddenly hesitated, "Forget it, it's better to say goodbye, it's better to be okay like now." His job is more important than anything else now, and whatever the reason for your return, I'm sure your feelings for him will be the same as ever. I asked you out alone today because I don't want the three or even four of us to be in such an awkward state. ”

"Okay, I see what you mean. Go back and take care of yourself, and feel free to tell me anything. ”

"You also have to learn to love yourself while taking care of him. ”

"I know. ”

"Go back, he won't find you in a moment. ”

Hou Yu sighed and stood up, "Then I'm leaving, remember to call me." He nodded in agreement.

After Hou Yu left, she suddenly walked alone on the gravel road under her feet in the base, the lake in front of her was as quiet as it was at the beginning, in this first time she came to visit the class as a staff member of Zhen Entertainment and talked to Gao Jin Hou Yu about cooperating in the design preliminary selection stage, in this first time she really understood the hard work and difficulty of the actor industry, as well as the on-site accident, she was accidentally injured by fans, Gao Jin held her all the way and kept calling her name, the things he did for himself outside the emergency room, the self-asserted press conference. It's as if everything happened yesterday, if he wasn't Gao Jin or a star in the limelight, maybe they wouldn't have come to this point today.

"Are you reminiscing about something?" suddenly heard a voice behind her, and when she turned around, she saw the man.

"You... How did you come here. She was a little flustered.

"Then why are you here? Gao Jin asked her directly.

"It's so stuffy inside, so come out and walk around. ”

"Didn't you come with Shen Yizhen to visit the class, why do you still feel bored?"

"It's time for me to go back. Suddenly did not respond to his words and passed by him......

"So, don't you have anything to say to me?" Gao Jin called out to her.

"Nope. The sudden answer was also very decisive.

"yes, there's nothing more to say when you're with him. Gao Jin's tone was more of a sneer and mockery of himself.

"I'm sorry. Suddenly, these three words were uttered in a very heavy tone.

Gao Jin sneered, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry for what?"

Suddenly turned around, and his emotions fluctuated a little: "Gao Jin, I said I'm sorry." ”

Gao Jin approached her step by step, and she retreated step by step, "Do you feel sorry for me?"

Suddenly, with a somewhat trembling voice, "I know, I know you're good to me." But we really can't do it anymore. Leave us alone. ”

"I wonder why, where am I so far from him?"

"I told you, you're good. There are even some places that are better than him. ”

"Then why did you choose him in the end. ”

"Because he is Shen Yizhen, the unique Shen Yizhen. The Shen Yizhen in my heart. ”

Hearing this, I think that as a competitor in the relationship, I will feel a little uncomfortable.

"Everyone is unique, isn't it?"

"Yes, you're right, everyone is unique, including you, Gao Jin. It's because you're unique, so we're not destined to be together. Your feelings don't just belong to you, your company, your agent, and your tens of millions of fans. You know very well that your profession will not easily allow you to have personal feelings, so what am I? If I am with you, do I have to live a life of sneaking, hiding for the rest of my life? Doubts, the pressure of public opinion... I can't bear any of this. Security is important to a woman, and even more so to me. At the age of seventeen, the most important people in my life were gone, so I was scared, scared of the beginning, and even more afraid of the quiet end. Suddenly, his eyes turned red. "Gao Jin, you're good, really. I can see how single-minded and persistent you are with your feelings. But there are many additional factors in the relationship, you are Gao Jin is a shining star. I can't be with you. Hearing this, Gao Jin finally understood, it turned out that he lost at the beginning, just like he suddenly said. There was once a man who lost his life for him to carry this feeling, and now he seems to see the beginning of this scene again.

"Forget all about it, be back to the old you. The big star who is loved by thousands of people. Suddenly held back tears and looked at him with a slight smile......

After taking a few steps out of the blue, Gao Jin suddenly called out to her, "Then if I give up this industry, what will you do? Will you wait for me?"

The two of them turned their backs to each other, and suddenly the tears in the corners of their eyes slid down gently, and she looked up to the sky and smiled, "Don't be stupid, your path to the stars can't ruin it because of feelings." From the moment you choose this path, you will carry more than just your personal dreams. You're going to ruin everyone's hard work by doing so. ”

"I've missed it once, and I want to miss it again. Gao Jin turned to look at her back.

"My mom once said to me that if one day you find yourself doing something wrong on a thing, missing something... Don't look back, if you miss it, you miss it, and if you look back, you will make a mistake on top of a mistake. ”

"Did we miss it?" Gao Jin asked.

The trembling body lowered her head and choked up, "Gao Jin, thank you...", she combed her emotions, "We didn't miss it... Because we never started. … Take care of yourself, don't forget that you are Gao Jin, you are not alone. After saying that, he left very resolutely.

Looking at the back of her leaving, he seemed to understand that she was right, because there was never a missed beginning.

In fact, there are things that you like and will not belong to you, and there are things that you are destined to give up no matter how nostalgic you are, love is a song that can never be sung in life. People may experience a lot of love in their lives, but don't let it become a hurt. There is fate everywhere in life, and fate seems to be a predestined thing. Some fates are destined to be lost from the beginning, and some fates will never end well.

To love someone you don't have to have, but to have someone you have to love her well. If sincerity is a hurt, choose a lie. If a lie is a disservice, choose silence. If silence is a disservice, choose to leave. If love is a hurt, don't come close.

But there are many cases where this is not the case, because you can't help but choose. If loss is suffering, are you afraid of giving? If obsession is suffering, will you choose to end? If pursuit is suffering, will you choose to be obsessed? If separation is suffering, who do you want to confide in? There are many things in the world that can only be seen clearly in the past. There is a kind of love, which is obviously deep love, but the expression is imperfect. There is a kind of love that knows that you want to give up, but you are not willing to leave. There is a kind of love, which I know is torment, but I can't hide it. There is a kind of love, knowing that there is no way forward, but the heart is not easy to take back. Love can be a momentary thing or a lifetime thing.

Leave because of love, give up because of love. This may sound great, but who can really give up for love? A person is not lonely, but he thinks that he is lonely. It's only when you're too concerned about someone that love becomes a burden.

In fact, life is like this, when you lose a beloved thing, there will inevitably be another item for you to like, when you say goodbye to your love, maybe there will be a better relationship waiting for you.

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