Chapter 7: Transparency
"What?"
Cui Tianan stopped: "You...... Looking for me?"
This boy in front of me is so good-looking!
The skin is snow-white, the eyebrows are delicate, the eyes are dark, with a certain innocence that does not understand the world, even if he says such inexplicable words, it still makes people feel good.
Cheng Lu took a step behind, looking at the light mist spreading around him, as well as the thick gray haze at the end of his eyesight, he suddenly felt a little nervous.
"Here ......"
There was no shelter in the sky, but the sky was still gray, and the sun was still blazing. For a moment, she even guessed—
Is this really still the Hundred Flowers Villa?
Is this what He Huai meant? Let Cui Tianan find here?
……
Liang Ping was also stunned for a moment at this time, but he didn't realize that this would make his thinking clearer than ever, and he no longer had the feeling of being confused and unconcerned about everything before.
He muttered and repeated, "I ...... I'm looking for you. ”
He didn't know what he was looking for Cui Tianan, but at this moment, there was only this one thought in his mind, Cui Tianan looked at his eyes, and always felt -
It's not like a normal person's eyes.
The eyes of adults are always different from those of children who are ignorant of the world.
But soon, Liang Ping suddenly laughed: "I found you." I've been waiting for you. ”
"I'm going to give you the last thing I left behind. ”
He stepped forward, stepped on a few crimson flowers, and then shook Cui Tianan's hand.
At that moment, the two of them shook in unison, and then planted themselves headlong into the flowers.
Cheng Lu subconsciously shouted: "Cui Tianan!"
However, the other party was quickly covered with flowers, and soon only two bulging flower bushes could be seen.
She stood there, looking at all this weird thing, thinking about He Huai's previous explanation, and gritted her teeth and didn't make a phone call.
……
Cui Tianan had a rather strange dream.
In his dream, he didn't know Cheng Lu, and he didn't know Baihua Villa, he went to class every day and played games part-time, and his life was no different from that of an ordinary college student.
Until one day, he suddenly had a headache during class, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't help but faint -
When he arrived at the hospital, he underwent various examinations, and the doctor called his parents into the office with a gentle and considerate attitude: "The family should be mentally prepared......
Malignancy.
His mother fell to the ground right then.
"Doctor......" she gasped with a plea for help, "My son is only twenty-three ......"
The doctor was silent.
……
In the dream, Cui Tianan, who was watching all this, touched his head curiously - he could eat, drink, and jump, and he didn't have any uncomfortable symptoms, and he could even stay up all night playing liver games, so it didn't look like he had a tumor?
And why didn't he know Lulu? This can't be! Lulu is so gentle and lovely, they are fate, and he has thought of the child's name—
But everything in the dream was too real, the mother was crying and fainting in the ward, the father was more than ten years old in an instant, and Cui Tianan's heart was also heavy, so he wanted to say some good news to break this dull feeling:
"Dad, Mom, I have a girlfriend, it's very good, it's very good-"
But in an instant, the world whirled, he was lying in a patch of red, and suddenly it occurred to him - no confession, he didn't have a girlfriend yet!
Frustration ┭┮_┭┮
In the midst of a deep red, Liang Ping suddenly appeared.
His skin was a little pale against the red background, but his eyes were still so innocent:
"Thank you for everything you have done for me, I didn't understand before, but now I understand. Thank you for your love and respect. ”
He held Cui Tianan's hand - "I still have sixty years of yang life left, all for you." ”
Cui Tianan: ???
He hurriedly refused: "No, no, no, I don't want you-"
However, his refusal was useless, and a breath that seemed to be cool and warm circulated in his body, causing his whole body to fall into a wonderful state of slight smoke, and soon lay back on the ground softly.
And Liang Ping's figure is becoming more and more transparent, more and more transparent-
Until, his toes fluttered off the ground.
Turned into a ghost.
……
Liang Ping's figure became fader and faer, but his mind became clearer and clearer-he even understood why he saw ghosts, and why he could hide in the corner without eating for days-
He's dead.
Dead for many years.
……
His autism wasn't that bad at first.
So at the beginning, his parents reported their hopes, so they spent money to send him to a special school, and when he was three to six years old, he received guidance and education in school, and his parents came to see him every once in a while, which was already a perfect life.
But after the age of four and a half, his parents came less and less - once every six months at first, then once a month, then half a year...... After the age of five, they never came back again, but they paid the tuition fees when school started.
Liang Ping is autistic and not a fool, so he can feel it.
It wasn't until the summer vacation when he was six years old that his parents took him home:
"What kind of iniquity have I created, to give birth to a fool. Fortunately, your brother is normal, otherwise wouldn't the old Liang family have broken their roots?"
When the mother was impatient to pack up her things, some autistic lifestyle manuals sent by the teacher were thrown under the bed.
When the father didn't come, the woman became more and more chattering-
"Pingping, don't blame your mother, you go to school here, and you have to pay a lot of tuition and living expenses every year, you used to be the only one, counting on you to pass on a root to us, and spending money is okay, now you have a younger brother, the younger brother is smart, you can't save some money to spend on him when you are an elder brother?"
Liang Ping remained motionless.
Children with autism have their own inner world, which may be grand or ordinary, but they all have their own ways of acting and logic.
Looking at his stunned look, the mother couldn't help but be a little angry, but then she breathed a sigh of relief-
"You child, it's impossible to go to school so ordinary, I'm afraid it will be difficult to start a family in the future, and the family conditions are not good - my mother will find a support for you in the future, give you food and drink every day, and earn money for the family - Ping, you should be your mother who gave birth to you and raised you, and you should provide for the elderly in advance. ”
She was originally an honest person in everyone's mouth, a poor person, and it was really tormenting to say such things at this time - but honest people are really better than ordinary people when they do things.
For example, at this time, although she felt guilty in her heart and felt sorry for her son, it didn't prevent her from making that decision-
"Ping, you be well-behaved, be obedient, who let you give birth to this problem, Mom is also planning for you - you don't have to work if you are full of food and drink, right?"
"You have this disease, so your mother is worried about it - but the family is poor, and there is really no way. ”