Chapter 65: The Past
() The pupils dilated, her lips spread slightly in mid-air, and after hesitating for a long time, Gu Xiaoni's throat faintly emitted syllables without tone.
She let out a mechanical sound, as if she understood Ying Zeyu's words, but she didn't seem to understand anything.
The world was quiet, save for the creaking of Lulu chewing dog food.
Gu Xiaoni's head was clouded, all her thoughts were hollowed out, and only an empty brain remained.
"Don't you understand?"
Ying Zeyu had a black question mark face, he said it so bluntly, why was she stunned. Could it be that he speaks Martian?
"Uh...... I...... No, you are inexplicable, what nonsense are you talking about. β
Gu Xiaoni came back to her senses, awkwardly pulled out a pillow on the sofa, put it on her chest and hugged it, relieving the sudden tension and shyness.
In order not to lose her mind, she bit her lip and used pain to sober herself.
"Do you think I'm talking nonsense?"
The calmness in her words made Gu Xiaoni raise her head and ponder his eyebrows carefully.
Ying Zeyu in front of him, his expression suddenly became clear.
His deep eyes were infused with a puddle of spring water, and he was staring at her with tenderness. The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, without the flamboyance and mockery of the past, and without the cold contempt of the past, as if he had changed people.
Gu Xiaoni was stared at directly by the gentle gaze, red quietly climbed up her cheeks, her cheeks were crimson, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little ambiguous.
"I ...... How can he be? β
Her self-deprecation was sincere, and from the day she knew he lived next door to her, she often had a feeling of "what virtue and how can he be".
Others say that she has a good master, but she doesn't know where her good luck comes from.
She believes that fate, sudden good luck, must pay a price.
During the time he was around, she was under too much pressure.
Insults, insults, curses, mental violence, each one consumed her.
Luckily, she has many supportive readers, otherwise she would well have fallen into depression.
During that time, she looked at the full of bad reviews, doubting her life, doubting the future, doubting herself, like falling into a dark and cold ice cellar, with nothing around her, unable to climb up, no sunlight, she could only fall into the dark, carrying negative emotions forward.
Although I don't know why, those comments disappeared overnight, but the after-effects of mental damage left her into a deep inferiority complex.
Every time she looks at Ying Zeyu, her inferiority complex will jump out and make trouble, and there is always a voice in her heart saying that she is not worthy of him, from head to toe, no part is worthy of him.
She didn't understand his mind, but she couldn't believe it, she didn't want to believe it, she blindfolded herself and pretended not to see.
"Wait a minute. β
Ying Zeyu left the sofa, went to the bedroom and opened the drawer, took out a yellowed exercise book from it, returned to the living room, and handed it to Gu Xiaoni.
On the blue cover, Gu Xiaoni's immature handwriting made Gu Xiaoni stunned, took the book, and after opening it, it was a familiar text and plot.
"In front of me, there is a glittering prince who has come out of a fairy tale and wants to take me to live in the castle. Wow, this is the first time I've seen someone so handsome!"
"The prince and I live in a happy castle, and I don't have to take the college entrance examination to have a luxurious villa, and I have a lot of money to spend. β
"As for who the prince is, of course the prince is my fantasy!~~ The end of this article. β
After reading it, Gu Xiaoni's face was like earth, the black history was turned out, and she glanced at it, she really couldn't bear to look at it directly, and her eyes were spicy.
What the hell did you write about yourself? Also, how could this book be in Ying Zeyu's hands?
"How did you have this?"
In the exercise book, Gu Xiaoni wrote it casually in her third year of high school, at that time, she was the class president of the school's 312 class, as a female class president with a literary temperament, her biggest hobby is not to make papers and read practice problems, but to write.
By the way, the division of classes is based on academic performance, and the twelfth class is the entire grade, and the class with the worst learning is commonly known as the bad juvenile class.
The fact that Gu Xiaoni is the class leader is both accidental and inevitable, because there are only nineteen students in the class, among them, thirteen boys love to be naughty and mischievous, do not listen to the teacher, either skip class, or sleep in class, and the other five girls, three are in early love, and two have no intention of studying.
At least, she took notes carefully in class, wrote carefully after class, was not naughty or mischievous, attended every class, and the score was so-so on the edge of the undergraduate line, the head teacher thought about it, and let Gu Xiaoni be the class leader.
After Gu Xiaoni became the squad leader, she didn't have much to do, and most of the time was spent writing papers and writing.
The book in Ying Zeyu's hand was written in her class in the first semester of her third year of high school. She really didn't understand why what she wrote was in the hands of irrelevant people.
"You gave it to me. β
Ying Zeyu sat beside her and called for Lulu to come over. Picking up Lulu and touching its snow-white hair, his mood was extremely complicated.
She hasn't recognized him for so long, and sure enough, he has changed too much.
"I gave it to you?"
Looking through the book in surprise, she tried hard to recall the events of her junior year of high school.
Finally, in the gap of time, she recalled a person.
Should be fat.
Ying Fatzi transferred to their school when she was in her third year of high school, and when I first met him, he stood on the podium like a huge mountain, fixed on the ground, with a round belly and a fat face that looked like a rich man.
He introduced himself to everyone, but everyone laughed at him.
The laughter rippled in the classroom, and Gu Xiaoni, as the class leader, slammed the table, and exploded in the classroom with a bang.
Gu Xiaoni stood up, looked around angrily, and said viciously: "The new classmate is here, it doesn't matter if you don't welcome it, what kind of ability is it to laugh at each other." β
Everyone sighed for a while, and they all cut out, and a male god with dyed yellow hair with one ear and studs in one ear sat in the last row, and said in a disdainful cold voice: "Aren't you just the name of a squad leader? With your little body, I'll hit ten at a time. β
In her third year of high school, Gu Xiaoni's height did not exceed one meter six, and she was very thin, no matter how she looked at it, she was a weak human-shaped cardboard.
Gu Xiaoni didn't say anything, in class, it is not appropriate to argue with her classmates.
The bald male teacher in his forties stood on the podium, pushed his glasses, knocked on the podium with a long ruler, and lazily scolded everyone: "Everyone, be quiet, Gu Xiaoni, what's the matter, you go outside to talk after school." β
The fat man on the stage stood awkwardly, didn't dare to move, didn't dare to speak, and under the guidance of the head teacher, he came to the empty table next to Gu Xiaoni and sat down.
He and Gu Xiaoni's seats were next to each other.
At the end of class, a few girls were chattering in the back about which cosmetics were the best-looking, a few boys were playing in the back, and some boys were playing with their mobile phones, only Gu Xiaoni was writing with a pen and paper.
When the fat man stood on the podium to introduce herself, she was engrossed, so she knew that the boy sitting next to her was a poor boy.
At that time, the Internet was not very developed, everyone used button mobile phones, and the only way to know gossip was magazines and newspapers. She, a person who only wants to write, doesn't hear anything outside the window, so she doesn't know who Ying Xingyu is next to her.
She only knew that Ying Xingyu beside her was a big fat man.
"Hey, hello, are you the squad leader?"
The behemoth stood beside her, a shadow covered the table, she raised her head, and saw Ying Xingyu rubbing her hands embarrassedly, greeting her.
"Well, yes, I'm the squad leader Gu Xiaoni, you can find me for anything in the future. β
After a brief exchange, the two children became friends.
In the following week, she showed Ying Xingyu hers, although the writing was very immature, very naΓ―ve, and very bloody, Ying Xingyu never disliked anything, and annotated Gu Xiaoni's book very seriously.
In her book, he saw Gu Xiaoni's dream of becoming a great writer and being hot in the literary world like Guo Jingming.
The warm time didn't last long, and soon, Ying Xingyu was subjected to school violence.
Those boys treated him as a human sandbag, and the girls treated him as an errand machine, although Gu Xiaoni stood up for him every time, she could only be coldly treated by her classmates.
As a squad leader, she has no ability to manage and can only warn them verbally. Although this didn't work, Ying Xingyu saw what she did.
One day after class, the boys dragged Ying Xingyu into the toilet, poured a bucket of cold water on his head, and looked at his wet and embarrassed appearance, the boys burst into laughter, and the stud man stepped forward, pinched the fat flesh on his face with his pointed fingernails, and pinched out a blood-red nail print.
"Well, it's so much better. β
The stud man kicked Ying Xingyu to the ground suddenly, and the pain from his calf made him scream incessantly, and the appearance of pain and struggle became the most beautiful painting in the world in the eyes of the evildoer.
Gu Xiaoni held the book she had just written, waited in the room for a while, and did not see Ying Xingyu. She had a sense of foreboding, she felt that Ying Xingyu was being bullied.
Following the long corridor, she came to the toilet at the end, and standing at the door, she heard Ying Xingyu's cry of pain.
Justice burned in her chest, and school violence must not happen right under her nose.
She rushed into the toilet regardless of it, saw Ying Xingyu lying on the ground with a bruised face, crossed her arms and angrily pointed at all the fierce scolding: "Who did it! Stand up for me! I'm going to find the teacher!"
The earring man led ignored Gu Xiaoni's words, disdainfully beat Gu Xiaoni's hand pointing at everyone, and stood up from among everyone.
"It's up to you, call the teacher, you get out of this class first. β
As soon as the words fell, everyone surrounded the door of the toilet and blocked the door. No light can penetrate it.
Author's words: Campus violence is not advisable, this article is pure fiction, please do not imitate, when you encounter campus violence on campus, you should tell the teacher as soon as possible, and ask for help from adults. Also: The main task of students is to study well, please do not do something on campus that allows you to violate the rules and regulations.