099 Two Worlds
Cai Yue shrugged her shoulders a little helplessly, "I guess I can't change it in this life." Let's see if I can change it in the next life. ”
Qiu Yan shook his head disappreciatively: "Your life has just begun, how can you easily make such a judgment?" He suddenly stopped, turned sideways to Cai Yue and said, "If you are with me, I will promise you a stable future." That way, you won't have to worry about the future anymore. ”
In the short night, there was the sound of insects.
On such a beautiful night, there is such a man who makes a promise for your future, what a beautiful thing!
Especially, although the man in front of her has loved her for a long time, he has never promised her easily. He has always been a man of his word and deeds, and he never makes promises lightly. Once promised, that's what really happens.
Moreover, he didn't promise her before, not because he didn't want to make it, maybe he didn't want his promise to increase her psychological burden.
"Thank you, Qiu Yan!"
This thank you is for his current promise, and it is also for his previous promise.
At such a time, even if there is no trace of love between the two, at least it is enough to be moved. What's more, she knew that although she was not as good as Xiao Tian to Qiu Yan, she was also different from him to any other man.
"If you truly thank me, try to accept me. No one can predict what will happen tomorrow, but we can still have good hopes and expectations for tomorrow. Ending a period of the past and starting anew is something that happens every day in this world. ”
Cai Yue didn't answer, dodging Qiu Yan's gaze and continuing to walk slowly towards the exit of the garden.
Qiu Yan still didn't press forward step by step.
Cai Yue's feelings for Xiao Tian, few people will understand it better than him. To end such a relationship, it must not be something that can be done in a few days. This requires him to be patient enough to fight for it little by little.
In the car back to the villa, Xue Yong didn't have the lights in the car, and Qiu Yan pressed the partition between the front and rear seats of the car again. Cai Yue was a little nervous, she was afraid that Qiu Yan would do something to her.
"Don't be nervous, I just want to spend a little longer with you beautifully alone. The space in the car was small, and Qiu Yan easily sensed her nervousness and explained it in a timely manner.
She smiled a little awkwardly. But in such a space, even if Qiu Yan didn't do anything to her, her nervousness would still continue naturally.
From the villa in the western suburbs to the eastern suburbs, across the entire urban area, it will take at least an hour to drive no matter how fast it is, and Xue Yong obviously doesn't want to reach the destination so quickly, so the speed is even slower than expected.
Outside the window, the street lamps retreated not very quickly, and from time to time a car overtook next to them.
In the car, only the afterglow of the street lamp shines, flickering and dimming, and it is not very bright when it is brightest, with a bit of ghost and seductive reverie.
Cai Yue felt her body tense a little, and in order to make herself less nervous, her body turned in the direction of the car window, even against the car door.
"Are you still nervous?" Qiu Yan whispered in the dimly lit car.
"Nope. Caiyue's answer was obviously to cover up, because her voice was obviously tight.
"People get nervous and scared, often because they are afraid that something might happen. But once it does come, people don't care about being scared and nervous. ”
Of course, Caiyue agreed with what Qiu Yan said, but what did he mean by saying such things to her at this time? What did he want to do with her?
Little by little, the journey is left behind, and the destination is getting closer and closer. What Caiyue was afraid of didn't happen, but nothing didn't happen.
Qiu Yan gently grabbed one of her hands and pulled her into his arms. It's just that he didn't do anything more, his right arm hugged her, and his left hand held her left hand, which was naturally placed on his thigh.
Cai Yue's body stiffly leaned into Qiu Yan's arms, her heart was beating really hard, but she felt that she couldn't refuse Qiu Yan, because she felt that there was really a little throbbing in her heart, and she couldn't suppress it at all.
Qiu Yan's right hand on her shoulder patted it gently, and said in a very soft voice: "Don't be afraid!"
After this state lasted for at least ten minutes, Caiyue's nervousness finally slowly disappeared.
She closed her eyes gently, and could still feel the lights outside the car window from time to time in the car, but at this moment, her feelings were faintly beautiful and attached. Slowly, she rested her head on Qiu Yan's shoulder with relief.
Qiu Yan still didn't make any further movements, but the left hand of the two, which was originally only slightly clasped together, turned into ten fingers intertwined.
The two snuggled up like this, their bodies swaying slightly from time to time as the body moved. Slowly, Caiyue fell asleep.
Qiu Yan never did anything to her.
When the car was about to arrive at Xiao Tian's villa, Qiu Yan asked Xue Yong to stop the car in advance. Caiyue was still asleep, and Qiu Yan didn't wake her up. It's just that not long after the car stopped, Cai Yue woke up by herself.
She opened her eyes a little confused, and when she saw that the car had stopped, she asked softly, "Arrived?"
Qiu Yan let out a soft "um", and then said, "There are still a few hundred meters to go." I don't know when you're going to wake up, and I don't want to wake you up. But I think you shouldn't be willing to let Xiao Tian see you sitting in my car now, and you haven't gotten out of the car after arriving at the place for so long. So, I asked Xue Yong to park the car here. ”
Cai Yue let out a soft "oh". She was indeed a little afraid that Xiao Tian would think too much, so she was very grateful to Qiu Yan for his thoughtfulness. She lifted her head off Qiu Yan's shoulders and sat up straight.
"I slept well. ”
The partition is retracted and the car is restarted.
Cai Yue suddenly felt that the inside and outside of the car were two completely different worlds. In the car, it is a peaceful place, with Qiu Yan's gentle consideration and thoughtful protection. Outside the car, there is a dilemma and heartache that you have to face.
She thought it might be because she had slept so badly and just woken up.
The gate of Xiao Tian's villa was already in front of the car, and the car stopped. Xue Yong got out of the car and opened the door for Caiyue.
Cai Yue inexplicably didn't want to get out of the car. She knew, Xiao Tian must have known that she was with Qiu Yan today. At this time, she didn't want to see Xiao Tian's black face.
Seeing that Caiyue hesitated slightly, Qiu Yan gently took her over again.
"Don't think about it, get some rest early. If anything, feel free to call me. ”
"Hmm. She replied softly.
Qiu Yan kissed her forehead gently, then quickly let go of her.
Seeing Qiu Yan's car slowly walking away, Cai Yue turned around, took out the electronic key in the bag, and wanted to open the corner door next to the villa gate, but the door "beeped" by itself and the lock opened.
Cai Yue's heart skipped a beat. She thought that Xiao Tian must have seen her and Qiu Yan together just now.
After walking through the door, she was still slightly panicked. But after taking a few steps, she said to herself, what is there to panic about? Even if it happens, so what? You and Xiao Tian are not married, and you are not engaged in extramarital affairs.
Thinking about it this way, her steps were not so hesitant.
Walking into the inner door of the villa, Xiao Tian was really sitting in the living room, and he was the only one in the living room. It's still early at this time, Zhao Ruofei is still playing on the first floor at this time, and today is Saturday, so he will go to bed later than usual.
In the past few days, at Caiyue's insistence, Xiao Tian has reduced the number of bodyguards to one. Wu Wei also lives in the villa for a while, occasionally she stays in the living room, but many times, she will be in the gym, entertainment room, video room or her own room.
Since Xiao Tian was the only one in the living room, he must have opened the door of the villa himself just now. The villa is so unusually quiet now, it should be that he asked Xiao Zhao to take Zhao Ruofei upstairs first.
Therefore, Caiyue guessed that Xiao Tian should indeed have seen her and Qiu Yan. Even, he probably saw Qiu Yan kissing her.
Did he want to do something to her by sending the others away?
When she bent down to change her shoes, Xiao Tian got up from the sofa.
"Are you back, are you tired today?" he said, walking over to Caiyue.
Cai Yue changed her shoes and straightened up, carefully observing Xiao Tian's face. There was nothing unusual on his face, but a kind smile on his face.
"Fortunately, it went smoothly and I didn't feel tired. ”
Xiao Tian glanced at the underwear tote bag in her hand, and quickly moved his gaze back to her face.
"How's it going in the store?"
"It's good, there are more people than my last trip to the store, and the sales figures are not very good, but they look passable. ”
Cai Yue said as she wanted to go upstairs. Xiao Tian stopped her behind her.
"It's still early, so sit back and rest for a while. ”
She hesitated, not knowing what to say to him when she sat down. But if she doesn't sit down, she seems to be weak-hearted. So, she sat down on the living room sofa anyway.
"What about Ruofei, did you have fun going to Sea World today?" Sitting down, feeling that the atmosphere was a little awkward, Cai Yue took the initiative to speak.
"Well, Ruofei is very happy. Maybe he's a little tired from playing, so he wants to go to bed early. ”
Cai Yue didn't know if the real situation was what Xiao Tian said, but she still let out an "oh".
One of the two sat on the single sofa, and the other sat on the couch, not far away, but Caiyue felt that the atmosphere was quite depressing.
"I'm a little tired and want to go upstairs to rest. With that, she stood up again.
Xiao Tian didn't move, raised his head to look at her.
She was a little afraid to look at him.
Although she didn't really have anything to do with Qiu Yan, in the bottom of her heart, she still seemed to feel that it was not so appropriate for her to stay with Qiu Yan today, especially since she still had the handbag containing the underwear that Qiu Yan gave her.
"Can't you even stay with me for a few minutes now?" Xiao Tian didn't use a questioning tone, but there was a sad tone.
"Not all lovers can be friends after a breakup. If you and I can't continue to be lovers, I don't think it's likely that we will be friends who can talk quietly after we meet. ”
As soon as she said that, Cai Yue felt a lot of pain in her heart.
She felt that her relationship with Xiao Tian was like what she had told him at the beginning, even if they were not enemies, they could not be friends. Their relationship seems to be doomed, but it can't be as plain as water. If you are not a close lover, you must be an enemy to the end. When they meet, they are destined to stir up sparkling sparks.