Chapter 176: What I Want, You Give
Qi Jingchen's attitude made Mu Xize a little angry, and he wanted to say more, but when he looked up and saw Qi Jingchen's expression, he was stunned, and immediately stood in place, watching him leave.
Mu Xize stood in place with his fists clenched, facing Qi Jingchen's expression just now, what does it have to do with you, he realized that he had already lost his qualifications.
"Shouldn't that person in your family get lost, right?A cigarette has been gone for so long?" Zheng Qing drank a glass of orange juice, and before Qi Jingchen came back, he was a little speechless when he saw that Bai Xiaojiu was still idle to choose desserts.
Bai Xiaojiu slowly drank half a glass of orange juice, put it on the table, looked towards the smoking room, and just saw Qi Jingchen coming out of the corner.
"I guess I smoked two more, isn't this coming?"
Zheng Qing turned around and looked over, "Help your family get a glass of orange juice?"
"Thank you very much. Bai Xiaojiu always felt that Qi Jingchen's face was not very good, as if he had encountered something unhappy when he was smoking, so he replied to Zheng Qing casually and walked towards Qi Jingchen.
Qi Jingchen was more guilty at the moment, he didn't know how to face Bai Xiaojiu, he didn't even dare to look into her eyes.
In his heart, he was disgusted with Mu Xize's meddling, but what he said was right, which made Qi Jingchen feel even more uncomfortable.
There's nothing more depressing than a rival in love to teach you how to be nice to your own woman.
"What's wrong with you? Bai Xiaojiu came up and grabbed his arm, but he didn't smell the smoke, and looked at him suspiciously.
Qi Jingchen patted her hands, not knowing whether to tell her or not, but he didn't say anything.
"Yang Yang said that the freshly squeezed juice here is good, so I'll get a cup for you. The dessert here looks good, can you eat some?" Bai Xiaojiu followed him to the dessert table, turned his head to look at him, and unintentionally asked again, "Are you really okay?"
It seems that Bai Xiaojiu once said in his ears, don't deceive each other between two people.
Qi Jingchen stretched out his hand to pick up a piece of exquisite cake and answered honestly, "I met Mu Xize." ”
Bai Xiaojiu raised his eyebrows in some surprise, "How did you meet him?" ”
He said that a friend brought him over to see and catch up with his old colleagues. ”
When Qi Jingchen said this, he took a bite of the cake, glanced at Bai Xiaojiu, and swallowed other words.
Bai Xiaojiu frowned slightly, always feeling that he didn't look right, "What did he say to make you unhappy?"
asked so in his mouth, but in his heart he still felt that Mu Cize was not like this kind of person, and he felt even more puzzled.
"I didn't say anything, just chatted casually. Qi Jingchen took another bite of the cake, and his face seemed to be about to eat the cake seriously.
Bai Xiaojiu saw that he didn't want to say, he was very curious, but he didn't ask much, and changed the topic to talk about something else, "Where is the smoking room? I also want to go for a cigarette, do you want to accompany me?"
"Okay, I'll go with you. ”
After the two of them finished smoking, returned to the venue, greeted colleagues one after another, and then sat down, they never mentioned the topic of Musize again.
After the company's senior management finished speaking, the performance began, and it became lively, Zheng Qing, who was sitting next to Bai Xiaojiu, glanced at Qi Jingchen, who was eating quietly, and leaned into Bai Xiaojiu's ear and asked softly: "What's wrong with your family?
Qi Jingchen has been much quieter than usual since he met Mu Xize, and Bai Xiaojiu knows in his heart that there must be something between them.
But now that she is attending the annual meeting, she is afraid that asking too many questions will make her feel bad and be seen by others.
"He had just gone to smoke and met Musize. Bai Xiaojiu responded in a low voice.
Zheng Qing almost exclaimed, and quickly covered his mouth, before he whispered: "Then what? But I didn't see him sitting on the other side of the R&D department?"
"I don't know, maybe I'm just here to say hello, right?" Bai Xiaojiu replied casually, patted her on the shoulder, and signaled not to mention it, "Forget it, he just eats happily, and nothing else." ”
Zheng Qing knew that there were a lot of people tonight, and it wouldn't look good if there was a fuss, so he immediately covered his mouth again and signaled that he wouldn't ask.
"You didn't eat much at night, try this, I think it tastes good. ”
Bai Xiaojiu had just finished talking to Zheng Qing, and when he turned around, he saw that his bowl was full of vegetables, and Qi Jingchen was still talking and piling vegetables on top.
"Enough is enough, I can't eat that much alone. Bai Xiaojiu saw that everyone else sitting at this table was looking over, pretending not to see it, and stretched out his chopsticks to share some dishes for him.
Zheng Qing saw that there was no problem with the two of them, and it seemed to be okay to watch, so he breathed a sigh of relief and watched the show intently.
The annual meeting is very long, not only with programs from various departments, but also lotteries, and high-level speeches from top management.
Back and forth, starting at eight o'clock and ending at twelve.
The two of them sent Zheng Qing to the car, and then found the car to go home.
When they got home, the two of them were exhausted, Qi Jingchen still didn't talk much, but Bai Xiaojiu couldn't help it.
The pent-up curiosity of the night had been looming, reminding her from time to time to wonder what Musize had done.
Qi Jingchen took off his coat, saw her staring at herself, leaned over and picked up the bath towel on the seat, wiped her face, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
"Now I'm finally home. Aren't you going to tell me?" Bai Xiaojiu ripped off the bath towel in his hand and sighed slightly at him, "Don't you want to say it?"
Qi Jingchen looked at her in a daze, looked down like that, slowly turned around and sat beside her, reached out and grabbed her hand, rubbed it in his hand a few times, and whispered: "It's nothing bad to say, I don't want to say it." ”
Speaking of this, he turned his head to look at her with a very serious expression, "Xiao Jiu, do you think I'm useless?"
When Bai Xiaojiu heard this, his first reaction was not to think about this problem, but to be angry.
Qi Jingchen is so good, why did he ask this question? Did Mu Xize say something?
Qi Jingchen didn't get Bai Xiaojiu's response for a long time, and thought that she was thinking so in her heart, and she was getting lower and lower.
The lower the mood, the cooler the heart, as if falling into an ice cave, constantly sliding, sliding more and more.
Qi Jingchen looked at her blankly, his nasal cavity had a sour feeling, and he asked again with a nasal voice, "You think I'm useless, right?"
Bai Xiaojiu came back to his senses and quickly shook his head, "How could I think so." You can't find a job because I don't let you do sales jobs that are easy to find. ”
Before, Qi Jingchen was anxious and wanted to find a sales job first, even if he didn't understand anything, he could start from scratch.
It was Bai Xiaojiu who felt very sorry for him, feeling that he had no interpersonal relationships here, and he was not familiar with the road, and he didn't even understand the dialect, so it was difficult to start.
But he has no work experience and education, and it will be difficult to find a suitable job for a while.
Bai Xiaojiu hopes to have the opportunity to find a job that he can be qualified for, but not too tiring.
She has always felt that her salary is enough for two people now, and she does not have the worries of rent, water and electricity.
can wait until after the Chinese New Year, and then she will accompany him to find a job.
Now when I hear him say this, I also feel a little guilty in my heart, it is she who blindly prevents him from doing this and that, and all kinds of obstacles under the banner of being good for him.
"No, it's me who isn't good enough. If I'm good enough, you don't have to worry about me at all. Qi Jingchen clenched her hand, raised it and kissed it on the lips twice, his voice lowered, "I feel like I'm really not responsible enough, I can't give you the best life, I can't even find a good job." ”
Bai Xiaojiu listened quietly to what he said, and probably understood what Mu Xize said to him, and when he lowered his head to look at the hands of the two people, he shook his hands, and waited for him to look up.
Then he looked at him intently, "I never wanted the best thing, and I didn't even know what the best was." I've said before that I never like to live in other people's mouths, I don't care what people say. ”
Qi Jingchen's eyes were a little moist, and he even felt that he should retreat and let her have someone who could be better and good to her, thinking of this, he felt angina, "Xiao Jiu, I think I'm really bad, I've been asking myself repeatedly, am I worthy of you? Shouldn't I continue to accompany you? Am I not qualified?"
The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, his head drooping, not daring to look at her, and his hands trembled, "Am I unworthy?
Bai Xiaojiu was very angry when he heard this, shook off his hand, and held his face with both hands, so that he had to look directly at himself, "Qi Jingchen, do you think, you think, you have listened to what others say, and you can't listen to what I say, right?"
Qi Jingchen was about to leave crying, he was a little surprised when she held his face like this, and when he heard her words so angrily, he muttered and replied: "I heard everything you said......"
"I heard that, but what frustrating words did you say? What did you say that you were not worthy of, that you were not qualified? that the person you like should not be clung to? I see that you don't care about me at all, if you care about me, you will give up so easily?"
The more Bai Xiaojiu spoke, the more excited he became, if he hadn't held his face with both hands, maybe he would have reached out and given him a few cheeks to make him sober up.
Qi Jingchen was a little anxious when she said this, afraid that she would misunderstand, so he hurriedly replied, "I don't, I really love you, I don't care about you." I'm just afraid I can't give you better, I want to give you everything!"
"If you can't do it now, it doesn't mean that you can't do it in the future, I'm willing to give you this time, and I'm willing to wait. No matter what others say, I care about you, I'm willing to do this, I haven't disliked you!"
Bai Xiaojiu's words made Qi Jingchen's nasal cavity more sore, his eyes became more and more moist, and his eyes were staring at Bai Xiaojiu tightly, "I was wrong." I was really wrong. I will try my best in the future. Work hard. ”
"I warn you, if you still can't move and say that you want to give up, that you are going to leave me. I'm going to turn around and leave! I won't look back!
Qi Jingchen nodded hurriedly, stretched out his hands to cover the back of her hand, "I won't, never, I really won't say that." ”
"Qi Jingchen, you have to remember. The so-called what you want to give, it is not what you want to give, but you need to ask, do I want this. I will do the same in the future, and I will never be self-righteous again. ”
"Roger!"
"Fool ......"