"You really won't hurt Brother Tian?" Cheng Yi asked about her concerns.

Adès replied to her in a very sincere tone.

"What I've always told you is that instead of letting Xiao Tian die, I'd rather Xiao Tian become a living dead! Otherwise, I could have fought with Xiao Tian eleven years ago, but I didn't do it, did I? I just killed his lover. Didn't I do the same last time in that warehouse? I just want him to lose the person he loves the most in his life! Isn't that what you want to see? Only you are qualified to be the woman who has been with him all his life!"

The balance in Cheng Yi's heart tilted, and she finally gritted her teeth, "Okay, I'll cooperate with you again!"

Ades' voice was cold and fierce, "Don't worry, this is definitely the last time! I don't believe that Xiao Tian's heart is iron! I can withstand two such blows!"

That night, Cheng Yi was awakened by a nightmare and was drenched in sweat. The scene in the dream was terrifying, and she wondered if she should reconsider some of the issues, but now that it had come to this, was there really a way back for her?

At the beginning, she had already decided that she had no way back today, and everything was irreversible! Now, she can only go further and further on this road.

Zhao Fei was awakened by Cheng Yi's screams. He asked with concern, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Yi tried hard to even out her breath and replied in a low voice, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare." ”

"The anti-takeover matter has been successfully resolved, and Brother Tian has already been released from the intensive care unit, why are you having a nightmare at this time? Is there something on your mind?" Zhao Fei looked at Cheng Yi with a complicated look of worry in his eyes.

"Maybe it's too tiring during this time. I'm fine, go to sleep. Cheng Yi replied with a slight flustery.

The two of them lay down again, but Cheng Yi was lying on her side with her back to Zhao Fei, she frowned and closed her eyes and pretended to sleep. Zhao Fei hugged her gently from behind.

"Xiaoyi, I am your husband. One thing I want you to know is that no matter what people and things you have that you have to face, I am willing to face them with you. Even if the sky is about to come down, I will carry it for you. ”

"If I tell you that I have done something that I can't turn back, will you also support me and help me?" Cheng Yi's eyes were dazed and desperate.

"There is no turning back in this world, only whether you are willing to turn back. As long as you are willing to turn back, no matter where you are going or what you are facing, I will always be with you. ”

Zhao Fei looked at her affectionately behind Cheng Yi, and the words in his mouth were said in a flat tone, as if he was saying that Cheng Yi was going shopping the next day, and he would accompany her as a matter of course.

Cheng Yi knew that Zhao Fei was not a person who said things easily, but what he said meant that he would definitely do it. The entanglement and emotion made her eyes blur a little.

She and Zhao Fei have been married for seven years, and their son Ruofei is also five years old. In the past seven years, Zhao Fei can be called an excellent husband and father. No matter how majestic and cold he is outside, when he arrives at home, he will always show her his most tender side. He is not good at words, nor is he smiling, and his love and tenderness for her and the child are expressed through his actions.

Both of them were orphans, and although they also hired nannies and aunts after the birth of their son, the children were taken care of by the couple themselves at night. In addition to the lactation period, Cheng Yi had to personally feed the child, and the child peed, cried, and drank milk powder in the middle of the night. Especially in winter, Zhao Fei always asked Cheng Yi to fall asleep and not get up.

Although he was said to be ruthless, he was very careful when taking care of his children and wife. If your child occasionally has a fever, he must have his temperature checked every two hours and record his temperature. If it weren't for Xiao Tian's special matter that he had to deal with, he would definitely do everything possible to accompany his wife and children and take care of them personally.

For the sake of the child, he actually learned to cook, he will personally make the supplementary food for the child to eat, and when the child learns to walk, he is not afraid of being tired and bends over and hugs the child to accompany him. He doesn't like to talk, but he will accompany the child to babble and talk non-stop.

He knows Cheng Yi's hobby like a master, and often asks the nanny to cook according to Cheng Yi's taste. Every year on Cheng Yi's birthday and wedding anniversary, he looks wooden and will personally buy flowers and gifts for her.

Cheng Yi believed that Zhao Fei knew her thoughts about Xiao Tian, but he never had any complaints about it in front of her, he just tried his best to give her the best care.

For so many years, she has not thought that she should cherish the people in front of her, and she has not thought about taking back her heart of loving Xiao Tian, and she will be good to Zhao Fei and her children wholeheartedly. But after struggling countless times and making up my mind countless times, that heart just couldn't get it back, but instead fell deeper and deeper, and the more I struggled, the more I sank in.

She even thought about leaving the city with Zhao Fei, leaving Xiao Tian, leaving Yuntian, and starting her life with Zhao Fei again, but how many times did she always swallow the words in the face of Xiao Tian.

She has loved Xiao Tian for too long and too deeply, and she can't tell if loving Xiao Tian is a habit or a curse that she can't escape. Persistent like her, the heart of giving can no longer be recovered. She thought that her sinful love for Xiao Tian would only stop on the day she died!

For many nights, Zhao Fei fell asleep, and she caressed his face, tears raining down.

She felt that she was a sinner, whether it was to Brother Tian, or to Zhao Fei and to the child!

She felt that she could only be freed by death. But she can't die, the child is still so young, he is so cute, his chubby little hands often put his arms around her neck, rubbing her face with his little face, and saying in a milky voice, "Ruofei loves mother, mother also loves Ruofei". She herself is an orphan, and she knows the suffering of orphans, so she can't add sin to crime, so that her son will have no mother at such a young age.

Sometimes she can't stand the condemnation of herself in her heart because of Zhao Fei's goodness, and she will suddenly get angry: "Can you not be so good to me? Can you get angry with me once?" But every time Zhao Fei just looked at her with a heartache for a while, and then walked away silently, letting herself out of her sight.

This time such words were a rare expression of Zhao Fei's true feelings, so much so that Cheng Yi even flashed a thought in his mind, I will tell him everything! But it was just a flashing thought.

She struggled to keep her eyes open so that the tears did not flow. She didn't turn around, and replied to Zhao Fei in the same flat tone as Zhao Fei: "That's what I said, I'm fine." Sleep!"

As before, Zhao Fei did not reluctantly ask her this time.

Despite sleeping very badly at night, Cheng Yi got up earlier than usual. When she got up, she refused the help of the nanny and made breakfast herself in the kitchen.

Cheng Yi woke up as soon as he got bed, but he still closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep without letting Cheng Yi know. When Cheng Yi walked out of the room, Zhao Fei looked at her back with complicated eyes, thoughtful.

As soon as breakfast was ready, their son Zhao Ruofei also woke up.

The son's name was given by Zhao Fei, and he said that he hoped that his son would be able to protect and love his mother as much as he when he grew up, so he took the name "Ruofei".

Cheng Yi put the porridge in a small bowl and cooled, and when the father and son washed up, the porridge was just warm.

Zhao Fei and his son both love fried eggs, and Cheng Yi fried two for both father and son, put them in small plates, and buckle them with bowls. She insists on the principle that she can't eat more than one egg a day, otherwise waste is a trivial matter, and it will not be good to increase the burden of digestion on the body.

Both father and son love to eat scallion pancakes. Cheng Yi didn't buy it from outside, but made several noodles by herself and put them on a plate fragrantly. Both father and son don't like to drink milk, but they like to drink soy milk, but Cheng Yi insists that milk is more nutritious than soy milk, so he usually drinks more milk for breakfast and less soy milk. But today Cheng Yi prepared soy milk.

Zhao Fei sat down at the dining table, looked at the food on the table that he and his son liked, he glanced up at Cheng Yi, and asked, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Cheng Yi knew that his obviously swollen eyes and haggard face could not hide it from Zhao Fei, so he replied honestly: "I didn't sleep well." I can't sleep anyway, so it's better to get up early and make you and Ruofei something you love to eat. It's rare for me to make a good breakfast for you. ”

"It's hard work!" Zhao Fei didn't say anything more.

"These are the things you and Ruofei love to eat. Eat it hot, it won't taste good when it's cold. Cheng Yi personally sandwiched a scallion pancake and put it into Zhao Fei's bowl.

While the two were talking, their son Zhao Ruofei walked over. The little one walked up to the table, greeted as usual, "Morning Daddy, Morning Grandma!" and sat down at his seat at the table like a little adult.

"If you fly early!" the two responded to their son together.

The little guy glanced at the breakfast on the table, an undisguised smile appeared on his face, and his eyes were full of excitement: "It's all Ruofei and Dad like to eat! Ruofei wants to eat it all." ”

"Okay, Ruofei likes it, mom will make more breakfasts like this for Ruofei in the future, okay?"

The little one had already picked up a piece of bread and chewed it in large gulps, muttering "yes" as he chewed.

Cheng Yi suddenly felt very regretful, she really shouldn't have made so many rules before, she should have satisfied the hearts of her husband and children, they just wanted to drink more soy milk and eat more eggs. Isn't a good mood the secret of good health?

"Well, mom loves Ruofei so much, does Ruofei love mom?" Cheng Yi thought that she should express more love to her son now, she was usually too serious about her son.

"Ruofei loves her mother too!" the little one said, nodding his head.

Cheng Yi approached his son, gently hugged his son into his arms, kissed his chubby little face again, and then looked at him fixedly.