In the early morning of this day, Qiqi took the ham sausage in the bag to feed the cats and dogs in the cage, but was discovered by Li Mu. Li Mu pulled his daughter's arm angrily, but she threw him away, and Li Mu fell to the ground with his head on his head.

Li Mu was furious for a while, pointed at his daughter and scolded: "Lao Tzu provides you with food, clothing and study, don't you still get used to it! You get out of me!" and then slapped his daughter in the face.

This was the first time he lost control of his emotions and started beating someone.

Kiki looked at him in disbelief and slammed the door with red eyes.

There was a dead silence in the courtyard for an instant, Li Mu's fists were clenched, the green tendons on his arms were exposed, he lowered his head, and suddenly slapped himself hard.

Kiki ran all the way to the park two blocks away, sat on a bench in the corner, and whimpered with her knees in her hands.

"Scolded by your dad again? your dad is so grumpy," a female ghost came to him.

"He's beating you, Li Mu, bastard!" Seeing the redness and swelling on the girl's cheeks, the female ghost shouted angrily.

"It's okay, it's okay, mom loves you, mom will always be with you. The female ghost hugged Kiki, and tears flowed from her blue-gray face.

When Kiki got home, Li Mu had already gone out, the door to the courtyard was locked, and the key was taken away by Li Mu. She looked through the dirty glass and saw two or three dogs whimpering helplessly in the cage.

Standing in front of the windowsill and silent for a long time, Kiki sat back on the sofa, took out a notebook, hesitated for a moment, and began to write.

"Dad,

Forgive me for not saying goodbye, I know you love me, and my mother loves me too. Since I was in junior high school, everyone said that you were a stray cat and dog dealer, with no conscience and no humanity, but you are my father. I only know that although you only have a beginner's Chinese, you can help me check my homework every time since elementary school, and you have to use a calculator every time you check mathematics, for fear that the check is wrong, you can't write well, and every time you check your homework, you need to sign it on a blank sheet of paper several times before you sign it in my homework book. Every time I laugh at you, you pretend to be angry, and I think you are the cutest at that time. You never go to the parent-teacher meeting after junior high school, for fear that the school people will know that you are a cat and dog dealer and will bully me. I know that you love me, and I love you too.

However, I'm not worth it. If it weren't for my essay, my mother wouldn't have committed suicide, you might have had a healthy child, and we would still be a happy family. But when Mommy is gone, you don't like to smile anymore. In order to make more money to treat me, you started selling stray cats and dogs, I know you don't want to, but you are the father who once took me to settle down for stray cats and dogs. You once said that kittens and puppies are the most spiritual animals, and they remember you for your good and bad.

It's all my fault. Because of me, you've become what you don't like. I blame myself. Thank you and Mom for not disliking me for so long, and I have lived happily all these years. I hope that after I leave, you can have a daughter who is more worthy of your love.

Kiki, who loves Daddy. ”

She unfolded the notebook and put it on the table, then walked into Li Mu's bedroom and took a few sleeping pills, and when everything was ready, she went into the bathroom and closed the door. Everything was unhurried and orderly, as if it had been staged countless times.

The moment the blade was cut, she felt a sharp pain, but when she saw the blood dripping out, she couldn't help but laugh. A similar scene had been dreaming countless times, and she couldn't sleep after being tortured, but now, she was finally free. Because of the effect of sleeping pills, she was in a trance, but the desire to commit suicide made her keep slashing towards her wrist until it was dark in front of her.

Li Mu took his daughter's suicide note, and his heart was like a knife, crying bitterly. He thought he was hiding it well, and he never talked about it with his daughter. It turned out that she kept all her love in her heart, and she also recorded all the sins on herself.

How could he explain to Kiki that there was no more daughter in the world who deserved his love more than her. She's the best.

Orange stood next to him and looked at the man next to him apologetically: "I'm sorry, we are from the Stray Cats and Dogs Association, can we buy those cats and dogs in your house? There is a place in the suburbs that specializes in adopting stray cats and dogs." ”

Li Mu didn't speak, just nodded silently.

Qiao Ming accompanied Qiqi in the ward, Wen Xin took Gou Rixin to the pet hospital, and Juzi and the others followed Li Mu, everyone divided their labors, and they all pressed a stone in their hearts.

Li Mu drove a van truck and drove away without saying a word, and Juzi hurriedly took a taxi to follow him. When he got home, Li Mu stepped into the house and saw that the bathroom door was wide open, and there were still undried blood stains inside, and he was stunned.

His daughter's frightened face suddenly appeared in his mind, and he saw his wife lying in the bathroom with blood all over the floor.

There was a sudden bang outside the door, Li Mu was startled, and turned back suddenly, only to see several people walking in the door. He rubbed his face, ignored the shards of broken glass all over the floor, took out the key in his pocket, and opened the door to the backyard.

Several cats and dogs kept circling in the cages, he took off the cages one by one, and then lit a cigarette and stood under the eaves and smoked silently. Several students hurriedly carried the cage to the outside of the house, and the three dogs and two cats were all moved outside the door without much effort.

Just when the orange was hesitant and was about to negotiate the price with the other party, Li Mu threw the cigarette butt, suddenly picked up an iron rod on the ground, walked to the iron cages, raised his hand and began to smash it.

There was a loud bang in the yard, which frightened several people next to them, and they didn't dare to come out.

Li Mu's eyes were red, his face was gloomy, and his arms were numb and trembling from the shock, but at this moment he completely forgot where he was and what he was doing, he only knew that his wife committed suicide, and his daughter also went to the hospital because of suicide. The great depression and despair drove him to the brink of collapse.

He also thought that he would die a hundred. But he was unwilling, he wanted to keep his family, even if he lived like an ant, he still wanted to live.

Seeing that Li Mu's hand was cut out of blood by the iron net, Juzi hurriedly gave a look, and a few boys next to him reacted, and stepped forward to stop Li Mu by hugging and grabbing. The man didn't speak, just looked at the iron cages viciously, and his scarlet eyes were on fire.

"That... cages, we also buy. We will also pay for the glass of your home. Orange said tremblingly.

Li Mu threw the iron rod and gradually calmed down, he turned his back to everyone, grabbed the edge of the iron cage tightly with one hand, hung his head and whispered, "No need." ”

There was a sudden silence in the air, and Orange looked at the mess around her, and finally said, "Then let's go first, and when the truck arrives, we'll bother you again." With that, he cautiously went out with a few people.

The tingling pain in his hand made Li Mu's brain sober up a little, and he looked down at his bloodstained hands, and slowly clenched them again. When he returned to the house, he picked up a broom and dustpan and put all the glass ballasts on the floor into the trash can, wiped the blood stains in the bathroom bit by bit, and threw all the sundries on the table that had not been collected for a long time into the trash.

After half an hour's work, the home was clean and tidy, and it looked brand new.

Li Mu sat on the sofa and lit another cigarette, through the smoke and smoke, he saw the neatly arranged homework book on the table, and the page he opened did not have a word, but the tears in his eyes rolled down.

In the hospital at this moment, Qiao Ming was staying by the little girl's side, biting a ham sausage unhurriedly, but his stomach was still uncomfortable with hunger. She swiped her mobile phone, frequently searching for news and topics such as "why the child committed suicide" and "what should the child do if he wanted to commit suicide", and she shouldered the heavy responsibility of psychological counseling and persuading the girl to turn back.

The little girl on the hospital bed woke up faintly, and when she saw Qiao Ming beside her, her eyes were full of doubts.

"Your dad comes home to get his things, and I'm taking care of you temporarily. My name is Qiao Ming, and your name is Qiqi, right?"

Kiki glanced at Qiao Ming, but silently shifted her gaze. Qiao Ming breathed a sigh of relief, thinking about the manuscript he had just been compiling.

"I read the suicide note you wrote, in fact, sometimes, I also feel that I am a burden to the family and the nemesis of my parents. ”

"You know, my mom died when I was five years old, and my dad took care of me alone until now. When I was 14 years old, my grandmother scolded me in front of me for being the nemesis of the family and a drag bottle. Because my dad is the only son in the family, the old couple is patriarchal, my mom has been dead for almost ten years, and my dad hasn't found a second wife yet. I felt a lot of guilt in my heart for him, so for a while, I didn't have to do anything with him, I just wanted to prove that I wasn't a drag bottle, that I could take care of myself, and that I didn't have to sacrifice anything. He could start his life all over again. But one night, I saw my dad secretly crying in front of a picture of my mom. ”

The grievances and grievances of crying are pitiful, quite the style of Qiao Qishan.

"He said, when my daughter grows up and is sensible, you can rest assured, I will go to you in a few years, and you will have to wait for me over there. Qiao Ming looked at the girl, his eyes were full of sincerity, "At that moment, I realized that in this family, not only do I need him, but he also needs me." If I leave, his life will be completely over, and there will be no new life at all. Some people and some things are destined to be like this, so that we can't turn them over, and we can't turn them over. Being able to stay is already the best gift. ”

The little girl bit her lip, tears welling up in her eyes.

"There are so many patients in the hospital every day, and everyone you see has had tragedies, some of them are worse than us, but they are still alive and strong, not because they are better alive, but because they are unwilling. God will not have mercy on anyone, and he will not let the people around you be happy again because of your death. So, you have to fight for it yourself. ”

The other party turned his head and wept silently.

Qiao Ming was silent for a long time, and then spoke, "Look, since you were injured in a car accident, is it getting better and better? Because your father has not given up, you have not given up, in fact, your mother is also with you, she is just guarding you in another way." There is a thousand-year-old pine in Gutan Park, your mother left a wish there, you can go to see more, I didn't lie to you~"

Gou Rixin came out of the pet hospital and was mummified with a bow on his back. Wen Xin held him in his arms and frowned distressedly, "Why did you get hurt like this, did you meet someone who abused cats?"

"Meow~" The evil ghost who abuses the cat.

"You don't seem to be going well this year, you've been injured several times. Wen Xin sighed, "Do you want to go to which temple to worship?"

"Meow~"

"What can you do with these teeth, I heard that if you don't have teeth, your face will be deformed, and you won't be handsome by then..."

Gou Rixin was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips, and exhaled. He will never allow anything that damages his appearance to happen.

"Let's call Sister Xiao Ming and see how she is doing. ”

Qiao Ming picked up the phone and saw Gou Rixin who was wrapped in only four limbs on the screen, and couldn't help laughing, "Gou Rixin, do you know what you look like now?"

"Shut your knife mouth, we are cute, what about you, are you still in the hospital?" Wen Xin glared at her.

"yes. Qiao Ming had just come out of the inpatient building, she was holding a phone in her hand and saw people coming and going in the small square. It is worth noting that on the bench not far away, there is a middle-aged man wearing a sick number, to be exact, a middle-aged male ghost.

Different from the down jacket that came and went, he wore a thin light blue hospital gown, just sitting alone on the side, occasionally seeing children passing by, a confused and admiring smile appeared on his face.

His family didn't know where to go, leaving him alone in the yard.

"Then let's go back to school, shall we?" said Wen Xin on the other end of the phone.

"Okay. ”

After hanging up the phone, Qiao Ming was about to walk towards the gate of the hospital, when the male ghost suddenly stood up and walked straight in the direction where she was. Qiao Ming mentioned it in his heart, and hurriedly pretended to be casual and continued to walk forward. And the male ghost actually beckoned to her and flew towards her.

At this moment, Qiao Mingjian just wanted to poke her eyes, did she just stare at Uncle Ghost and let him misunderstand something, she really couldn't see, couldn't see!

"Girl?" shouted the man.

Inaudible.

"Can you take me to the operating room? I've been taken the wrong way. ”

Qiao Ming grabbed his schoolbag and began to run wildly.

"I have no ill will. ”

Liars, evil ghosts, or something, she's learned enough today.

"I just want to see my daughter again. ”

Is today Daughter's Day?

"She's in the operating room, and if it's too late, I won't see her. ”

What does this sound strange about?

"Girl!" the ghost stood in front of Qiao Ming, pleading with a face, "I don't even know how long it has been delayed, seeing that it is getting dark, I just want to see her again." ”

"How do you know I can see?" Qiao Ming asked suspiciously.

"Wasn't that what you were looking at me just now?"

She really wanted to poke herself in the eye!

Outside the operating room, Qiao Ming and the male ghost sat quietly, and two patients had been pushed out, and the male ghost laughed every time, but every time he shook his head and said no.

Qiao Ming's face was angry, and he finally couldn't help but whisper, "Is your daughter in the operating room?"