Xu Wan remembered that even during the time when they were very good, Wu Jing's work was full, and she would take work home every night to do, but why did she suddenly put down all her work? Such an abnormal behavior really surprised her, and she couldn't help but ask, "What is he doing on a long vacation?"

Qingge looked at her, with deep meaning in his eyes, as if he was joking, and seemed to ask seriously, "Why do you suddenly care so much about him?"

Xu Wan was a little embarrassed, and her heart was slightly distressed, "Just ask casually, I don't mean anything else." ”

Qingge looked at her meaningfully, "Really?"

"It's not steamed, is it still boiled?" Xu Wan didn't dare to talk about Wujing anymore, so she asked, "Hey, Qingge, the color of your lipstick today is so good-looking, what brand is it?"

*

Qingge came out of the bathroom, and then stood there, with his hands behind his back, looking at the big boss sitting on the sofa.

The big boss was reading a book, and when he found that he was being "snooped", he didn't even raise his eyelids, "What are you peeking at?"

Qingge walked over slowly, and then sat down beside him, "Fengcheng." ”

"Huh?" he put the book aside in his hand, and reached out to grab her waist, but found that she seemed to be holding something in her hand behind her back, he had long hands and quick movements, and snatched it up, and when he saw it, his eyes widened in surprise, "This ......"

Qingge pursed his lips, but the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were all smiles, looked at him, and nodded.

The big boss was in a happy mood, hugged her, kissed her fiercely, and for a while, he was speechless with excitement.

"You're playing kissing again?" the small one-kilowatt light bulb stood out from the corner of the couch, toy in hand, and looked disgusted.

The big boss beckoned to him, "Come here." ”

Xiao Gu walked over slowly and reluctantly.

The big boss picked him up, kissed him, and said happily, "Little girl, you're going to be a brother." ”

Our classmate Xiao Gu didn't understand it and said, "I've always been my brother, Duoduo has always called me brother." ”

"It's not for Duoduo to be a brother," the big boss looked at Qingge, his eyes were full of happiness, "Is it for the little baby in my mother's belly to be a brother?"

Xiao Gu stared at Qingge's belly cutely, and wondered, "Mom's belly is so small, how can there be a baby in it?"

The big boss lifted him high and said with a smile, "It's going to be big soon,"

*

After more than three years, Qingge is pregnant again, and the big boss is ecstatic, in order to make up for her regrets when she was pregnant with Xiao Gu's classmates, and in order to witness the birth of another little life, he now tries to minimize business trips, and when he has to travel, he also has a full schedule, striving for the fastest time to come back with her.

When Xu Wan learned the news, she was very excited, and she cried with joy.

"Xiaowan, you also do a comprehensive examination to see where the symptoms are, maybe it can be cured?" Qingge persuaded again.

Although Xu Wan was also a little moved, she finally hesitated, after all, she had been diagnosed by two doctors, and she didn't dare to have any hope at all, and she was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, so she really didn't dare to try again.

Seeing that she resolutely refused, after all, this involves privacy, and Qingge naturally doesn't interfere too much.

It happened to be a weekend, and I was afraid that Qingge would be bored at home, so the big boss invited some friends to the villa to play.

Xu Wan came the earliest, Xiao Gu stuck to her, so she accompanied him to build blocks, the little guy was very smart, and the building block castle he built was big and beautiful.

Zirui and Haichen came with Xiao Duoduo, the little girl was already one and a half years old, and when she saw Xiao Gu, she ran over with a smile, and kept shouting, "Brother, brother." ”

Don't look at Xiao Gu's sticky and coquettish cuteness in front of Xu Wan, but in front of Xiao Duoduo, it was like a big brother, he taught Xiao Duoduo to pile up blocks, and then the two little guys took the ball to the garden, you chased me, and had a lot of fun.

The women chatted in the living room, except for Xu Wan, who were all married and had husbands and children, and the topic naturally slowly talked about her husband, children, and finally when she was pregnant......

Xu Wan sat aside, absent-mindedly in a slight daze, her eyes occasionally looking at the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the carved door of the villa. But since Yun Ting and Le Yao came, the door has never been opened.

When it was almost noon, the nanny came over and asked when Qingge could eat.

Qingge looked sideways at the wall clock, which was already pointing between eleven and twelve, and she said, "Wait a minute, there are still guests who haven't arrived." ”

After the nanny went down, Qingge said with some confusion, "Why hasn't Wujing arrived yet?"

Hearing Wu Jing's name, Xu Wan came back to her senses.

"He probably won't be here today," Haichen said.

Xu Wan was a little shocked, the gathering of their brothers, Wujing had almost never fallen, and ...... He should have known she would be coming...... This is clearly a bit of an anomaly.

"Is he on a business trip again?" Qingge asked, then after thinking about it, he said, "No, didn't Fengcheng say that he handed over all the work in hand?"

Haichen finally said, "He's in the hospital." ”

Xu Wan accidentally knocked the cup on the coffee table down.

"Hospitalized?" Qingge was obviously surprised, "Why haven't I heard Fengcheng mention it." ”

Haichen sighed slightly and said, "I'm afraid that the fact that he was hospitalized was hidden from everyone, and I accidentally met it yesterday when I was working in the hospital." ”

Xu Wan's heart hung slightly, and blurted out, "What's wrong with him?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she saw that Qingge, Haichen, and Le Yao's eyes were all looking at her, she was a little anxious, and a trace of unnaturalness flashed under her eyes.

"He doesn't say it, and I don't want to ask in detail," Haichen said, "It's just that he had a complete physical examination yesterday and changed into a surgical gown, probably for surgery." She also advised, "The illness involves privacy, since Wu Jing doesn't want us to know, so I don't think I should tell the men about it......"

Later, they talked about something, Xu Wan didn't listen to a word, and kept circling "surgery" in her head, no wonder he was so abnormal, but he didn't show up again after talking to her to make peace, and handed over all the work, and said "Life is impermanent, I don't know what will happen tomorrow...... I don't want to leave regrets" or something like that.

Xu Wan's mind was messed up, she had not been in a state, and she had no appetite for lunch at noon, and she didn't listen to Haichen when they talked to her.

In the afternoon, the men played billiards in the recreation room, and the women took a nap with their children.

After Xiao Gu fell asleep, Qingge went downstairs, but saw Xu Wan standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, slightly distracted, looking depressed.

She walked over and said, "What are you looking at?"

Xu Wan came back to her senses, her eyes were a little confused, "You don't sleep with Xiao Yan?"

"He's been sleeping alone since he was a kid and doesn't need me to accompany him. Qingge said, pulled her to sit on the sofa, and then poured her a cup of rose tea, "I planted these roses, I picked them and dried them with my own hands, you taste them, they are very fragrant." ”

But where did Xu Wan have the heart to taste tea, she brought the cup to her lips, but she never drank it.

Qingge looked at her and said in a light tone, "If you're worried, why don't you go to him." ”

Xu Wan put down the cup in her hand, but said, "How can I worry about him...... It's just that I'm a little sleepy in the afternoon. ”

"Duplicity. Qingge said lightly.

Xu Wan was slightly stunned, that day, he also asked her, "What else do you do besides duplicity?"

"When I was kidnapped, I misunderstood Fengcheng at the time, thinking that he hurt me and hated him to the core," Qingge told slowly, "But later my mother took me to Danlai, separated from the two places, and when there was no news, I found out that in fact, it doesn't matter what I resent, I just want to be with him, because I love him." ”

Xu Wan said faintly, "I'm different from you. ”

"The only thing that is different between us is that I dare to face my love, and you choose to escape," Qingge said, "Xiaowan, if the earth will be destroyed in ten days, and everything will no longer exist, will you break up with him?"

Xu Wan was stunned.

"If it was him who was infertile, would you break up with him?" asked Qingge softly.

Xu Wan was stunned and speechless.

"Perhaps, the problem that you can't get over is not important to him?" Qingge said again, "You like him, but you insist on breaking up with him, and he is too wronged to be confused and innocent." ”

Xu Wan was stunned, and for a while, her heart was even more confused.

Qingge also said, "Some time ago, the wife of an executive of Fengcheng Company died suddenly in a car accident, and the man who is usually so strong and alone is in pain, he said that he regrets it very much, regrets that in order to give her a better life, he threw his body and mind into his career, and failed to accompany her well...... He also said that if he could do it all over again, he would rather give up everything and do his best to accompany her and love her. ”

"There is no regret medicine in the world, how can you do it all over again?" she said, "Xiaowan, I obviously like it, why should I give it up? Why do you always regret it when it doesn't come in time? Xiaowan, cherish the people in front of you." ”

Xu Wan choked up a little.

"Go find him!" said Qingge, "don't let yourself regret it. ”

*

On summer nights, the weather is extremely hot, and there is a faint sound of muffled thunder.

Xu Wan couldn't sleep for a long time, and the words that Qingge said kept in her mind, making her upset.

In the half year since the breakup, has she really not regretted it?

Thinking of Haichen saying that he had surgery, her heart was even more confused, cranky, and afraid of him...... If it weren't for a serious illness, why would he hand over all the work and hide it from everyone? For a while, she was hesitant.

She was depressed. His mobile phone number had already been deleted by her, but after half a year, she could clearly remember the long list of numbers.

When a cold mechanical female voice came from the other end of the phone, "The user you dialed has been turned off", her heart was at a loss for a moment. He never turned it off before.

The more she couldn't contact him, the more uneasy she became, and her heart went up and down, and she didn't know why. And the sentence of the light song "Why do you always regret it when you don't come in time" passed through her ears for no reason.

*

When Xu Wan arrived at the hospital, the muffled thunder in the night sky gradually became clear, and the thunder, as if it was alerting and urging her, she stood downstairs in the inpatient department, and was a little dazed for a while.

She only heard Haichen say that he was in this hospital, but she didn't know anything else. Looking at the sign hanging on the elevator entrance, there are nearly 20 floors of this building that are inpatient departments, and what department is he in?

The hospital was quiet late at night, except for the corridor lights, most of the lights in the wards were turned off, she walked to the nurses' station on the second floor, the young nurse was napping, she asked, "Excuse me...... Is there a patient named Wujing here?"

The nurse woke up, "Wujing?" she said, "there doesn't seem to be this person." ”

Xu Wan said again, "Miss, could you please help me take a closer look, he just had surgery yesterday?"

The nurse looked at the memorable wall standing next to it, and said, "There's really no one named Wujing." ”

"Thank you. Xu Wan left gloomily, she went up to the third floor, and asked, "Is there a patient named Wujing here?"

……

She asked on every floor, but every time she got the answer was "no", and outside, the thunder was getting louder and louder, accompanied by lightning, and the light at that moment seemed to be split on the window, which made people a little timid.

But the more she couldn't find him, the more panicked she became.

She asked on every floor, and when she got to the nineteenth floor, the nurse replied, "Wujing? ”

Finally found him, Xu Wan was a little excited, breathing a little fast, and asked, "He...... What kind of disease do you have?"

The nurse said, "Miss, we have a rule that we can't disclose the patient's condition at will. ”

But she kept asking, but the nurse was annoyed and said, "Don't embarrass me, okay?"

Xu Wan raised her head and saw a few clear big words "Hematology", and for a while, she was a little dazed. After that, she immediately Baidu: ...... Leukemia, lymphoma...... Due to the lack of specific treatments, many diseases are called "incurable......

There was a loud roar of thunder, mixed with lightning, and a torrential rain poured down.

Xu Wan's lips trembled slightly, her face was pale, her hands trembled uncontrollably, and she was depressed. No wonder he didn't tell anyone, no wonder he didn't come to her......

Looking at her appearance, the nurse was frightened, "Miss, are you okay?"

Xu Wan's eyes were astringent, "Wujing...... Which ward does he live in?"

“V007。 The nurse said.

*

Xu Wan's mind was a little confused, her heart was in a mess, sadness surged up from the bottom of her heart, she didn't bother to knock on the door, and directly pushed open the door of his ward.

The people in the ward heard the noise and turned their heads. Wu Mu looked at her, very surprised, and after a little hesitation, she called, "Xiaowan?"

Xu Wan was stunned, she didn't expect that Wumu would be here, for a while, neither advance nor retreat, so she had to beckon, "Aunt." "In the ward, except for Wu's mother and father, there is no figure of Wujing.

"Quick, come in and sit," Wumu got up and beckoned her, "Ah Jing is in the bathroom, and she will come out soon." ”

Xu Wan sat down.

"Xiaowan, this is Ah Jing's father. Wumu introduced.

"Hello, uncle. Xu Wan had some restrained greetings, her heart was tied to him, sad, painful, sad, flustered and at a loss.

Father Wu bowed slightly.

Wumu looked at her, "Xiaowan, it's raining so hard outside, you didn't get drenched, right?"

Xu Wan shook her head, a little choked up, and wanted to ask them about Wujing's condition, but she couldn't ask when the words came to her mouth.

"Mom, who's coming?" Hearing Wu Jing's voice, Xu Wan raised her head and saw that he was coming out of the bathroom, wearing a hospital gown, and his neat and handsome hairstyle was a little messy. The moment she saw him, she only felt a shirk in her eyes.

Wu Jing was obviously surprised, "You...... Why is it coming?" and it's raining so hard outside.

"I ......" Xu Wan was full of thoughts, full of words, but she didn't know where to start.

Seeing the two of them like this, Wumu stood up, "You talk slowly, let's go back first." Then Lisuo winked at Father Wu, pulled him away.

*

Walking into the elevator, Wufu suddenly asked, "She is the actress that Ah Jing brought home before?"

Wu Mu nodded, "Xiao Wan is getting more and more beautiful, no wonder Ah Jing can't look down on anyone." ”

"Didn't Ah Jing say that they were not in touch?" asked Wu Fu, "Why did she come?"

"What do you care so much about," Wu Mu said with joy on her face, "If the two of them are nothing, who would come to see him so late, thunder and rain?" she was happy, "I think the two of them are like that, and they are reconciled again." This Xiaowan, the more I look at it, the more I like it. ”

Father Wu sneered, "Who hated her some time ago and said that the meeting would ......"

"What nonsense!" Wu Mu interrupted him, "How can the characters in the TV series be confused with me? ”

Father Wu laughed dumbly.

*

Outside the ward, the weather was hot and dry, with lightning flashing and thunder pouring down.

In the ward, the temperature is suitable and the lights are warm.

Wu Jing handed her a glass of water, then sat on the sofa opposite her, and said in a calm tone, "It's raining so hard, you should stay at home." ”

Xu Wan lowered her eyes slightly, thinking of his illness, she was so sad and sad for a while that she couldn't extricate herself.

Seeing that she lowered her eyes and didn't speak, he asked, "What's wrong?"

She was afraid that he would find the tears in her eyes, her head was tilted, and her tone was low, "You are sick, why don't you tell me." ”

"It's not a serious illness, it's just a routine check-up. He said.

Hearing what he said, Xu Wan was even more sad, looked back at him, and asked, "It's just that the examination will be hospitalized?"

Her tearful and serious appearance made Wu Jing speechless.

"What's the matter with you, don't say anything when you're sick, not only is the play gone, but the phone is also turned off," she said and burst into tears.

Wu Jing was stunned and looked at her, "Did you call me?"

She looked at him with a slight resentment in her eyes, "You didn't tell me anything. ”

After a long time, Wu Jing said, "Don't be like this, I'm fine." ”

"Will you be hospitalized?" she choked him.

Wu Jing was gloomy and didn't reply.

And she, sitting there, tears silently slipped down.

The rain outside the window had no intention of stopping, and the thunder was also one after another.

After a long time, he said, "It's too late, I'll send you back." With that, he took the car keys.

Xu Wan didn't move.

"Xiaowan?" he urged.

She got up and hugged him from behind, and she whispered, "I don't want to go back today." ”

Wu Jing was silent, pursed his lips, and frowned slightly.

She put her arm around his shoulders and turned him around, she looked up at him, through the tears, his appearance was a little blurry, she reached out and put her arms around his neck, closed her eyes slightly, tiptoed, and kissed him.

His lips were a little cold, and he didn't move when she kissed them. She grabbed the back of his head and wanted to deepen the kiss, but he suddenly pushed her away.

She opened her eyes and looked at him, her lips trembled slightly, "Wu Jing?" Usually, as long as she took the initiative a little bit, he would be ecstatic, and he couldn't wait to hug her and kiss her deeply.

She put her arm on his shoulder, wanting to kiss him again. But he categorically pushed her away, "Don't do this!"

Rejected by him again, Xu Wan's heart was slightly sad, and the pain was uncomfortable, she hugged him suddenly, and buried her head in his chest.

He used a little strength, but he couldn't push her away, and muttered helplessly, "Xiaowan...... Let go. ”

But she was very stubborn, not only did she not let go, but she also hugged him tighter.

Wu Jing sighed silently, looked at the little woman in his arms, and finally relented, and reached out to hug her.

*

In the morning after the rain, there is a slight freshness in the air.

When Wu Jing woke up, he was the only one in the ward, thinking of last night's events, it was still a bit like a dream, and her hurried coming and going made him a little distracted.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open.

Xu Wan came in with a lunch box, and saw that he was looking at the ceiling in a daze, "You woke up", she put the lunch box down, "I bought your favorite millet porridge ......" When she put the porridge well, she saw that he was still sitting on the hospital bed, so she said, "If you don't get up again, the porridge will be cold." ”

As soon as they had breakfast, Wumu came, and when she saw that Xiaowan was still there, she was smiling.

It was Xu Wan, who was a little restrained by that enthusiastic gaze.

Wu Jing said to her, "Help me go home and get two sets of clothes to come over." ”

Xu Wan nodded, took the key to his house, and when she just walked to the door of the ward, she heard Wumu behind her say, "The doctor said that he would take blood for testing today......

When she took the things he wanted back to the hospital according to the list he had written, there was no one in the ward, and she was shocked and went to the nurse's station to ask, only to find out that he had gone for a check-up.

She went back to the ward, the waiting time seemed to pass slowly, she became more and more uneasy, and then, in order not to make her emotions become anxious, she put the things she brought into the closet one by one and hung them, and she accidentally found the thick medical examination report that was resting in the cabinet.

Her heart hung slightly, and her hands trembled and opened: Name: Wu Jing, Age: Thirty-two: Height...... This physical examination report is very thick, there are many items examined, and there are many professional terms, which she can't understand at all.

When she turned to the last page, there was a comprehensive note, and she saw that it read: thrombocytopenia, re-examination recommended, no sperm......

*

In the afternoon, Wumu was gone.

Wu Jing sat on the sofa watching TV, Xu Wan peeled the apple for him, he didn't answer, she cut it into small pieces and handed it to him, he watched the law program attentively, didn't move, she forked it with a small fork and sent it to his mouth.

He glanced sideways at her, then bit down.

"Isn't this apple smelly?" she asked.

Wu Jing raised his eyebrows thoughtfully, Xu Wan smiled lightly, and fed another piece. He didn't bite this time, but suddenly leaned over and kissed her on the lips, "Do you say it's fragrant?"

Between Xu Wan's lips and teeth, there is a faint fragrance of apples. She reddened her ears and looked at him coquettishly.

He suddenly deceives himself down, his eyes are as warm as jade, and his breath is on her lips, "Xiao Wan......"

The door opened, and the two looked over, only to see Zhong Jia standing at the door, holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, looking at them like that, obviously - very hurt.