Chapter 173
I thought there should be an explanation at this point, but unfortunately I overestimated my feelings. Want to - free - free - see - end - whole - version please Baidu search -
The tall figure only stopped for a moment in the night. After a while, he walked away without looking back. It wasn't until the door of the second bedroom was gently closed that I woke up from the couch as if I had just woken up.
The heart suddenly cooled in half.
Once a woman has a longing for love, greed will surely become the first demon she has to fight in this longing. For example, greed for wanting to know everything about him.
I know that I am not qualified to be greedy, so I prefer to describe my frustration and coldness at the moment as a woman who insists on explaining but can't.
Just like I can't love it, I can't get an explanation, and I suffer.
The next morning, I woke up at the time I was used to and went out again at the time I was used to. What I didn't feel used to was that there was a person waiting outside the door: "Morning~" I widened my eyes, but the person in front of me looked fine, and said to myself under my gaze: "I'm going to the hospital to get medicine for Zuo Lan, it's a little early to go now, or I'll send you, right?"
Who is rare!
I walked past him in silence.
"Angry?" he pretentiously followed, "You can't blame me for leaving you alone at home last night to wash the dishes, right?"
Am I that bored?
Those who do not squint continue to ignore them.
"It shouldn't be," my awkward mood made him pretend to be confused, the person walked on my left, his eyes were not idle, and he kept glancing to the right: "When I sent Zuo Lan back, Mu Yan obviously told me that he cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks......
The rambling nonsense, filled with the time spent waiting for the elevator, is meaningless.
"Jiang Beisheng," Seeing that the elevator was about to arrive, I opened my eyes to look at this man who was trying to fool him around, melancholy was like a pimple on his face, no matter how good it looked, he had to show his head: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it." If you're willing to speak, hurry up. When the elevator finally arrived, I strode in, turned around, turned back, pressed the pause button firmly with one finger, and gave the person opposite a firm smile: "You know what? When that little girl confessed to you that night, I was angry in my heart. ”
The person on the other side gasped.
I lowered my eyes: "Don't show such a surprised expression, I believe that even if I don't say these words today, you will know in your heart that I mean something to you." In the same way, I know very well that you are not interesting to me. ”
For the first time, I saw the expression on a face, from surprise to more surprise, from more surprise to regret.
I can't see through why this is happening, and I have no interest in seeing through it, although I said the decision I made overnight: "You don't have to look at me like this, I'm not sad." ”
The eyes that looked at me twitched as if they had been hit by something.
For some reason, his convulsions made me feel like my lie had been exposed: "Well, I'll admit, I'm a little sad. While looking away, I changed my words: "But don't worry, the biggest advantage of adults is that they can figure it out." I am not loved when I was a child, and I am even more so-so when I am older. In the past emotional world, there have been others I looked down on, and there were others who looked down on me. So, it's really not a blow to a man I like to be bored with me. ...... at most"
I really stopped, and after careful calculation, I said, "It's just a day or two." In a day or two, I promise that your meaning in my eyes will not be any different from that of Mo Jia. ”
That twitching look again.
It's really unpleasant to be uncle.
"I only have one request, don't be pretentious to me anymore, otherwise, I will be really angry. ”
With that, release the pause button.
One second, two seconds, three seconds, and in the blink of an eye, I in the elevator and Jiang Beisheng outside the elevator looked at each other in a daze.
As the elevator door slammed shut, a heart-rending sound whimpered in his chest.
At the age of thirty-five, I stepped into the door of marriage, but I was swept away by love again.
How ironic. What is even more ironic is that half of the more than 10 people in the administration department of the hall use a signature pen to write all kinds of documents by hand.
I propped my head with one hand and typed with one hand.
The statistics department is on the left side of the third floor, and the administration department is in the east corner of the first floor.
At this moment, there is only one word in my head: tired.
When Zhang Sheng came back, I glanced at my watch, and at 11:42, she had been gone for a whole morning.
"You're really a bully," she still walked a little unneatly, and the first thing she said after entering the door was not comfort, but counting: "Whatever you want, you will do." Don't blame me for not reminding you, blindly seeking perfection will not be exchanged for other people's treatment. What's more, it may cause more vexatious trouble. ”
"I know. After binding the one hundred and third documents, I crossed my hands on my waist and moved slightly: "It is the next policy to compromise and ask for everything, but with my current situation, it is the next policy to be neither humble nor arrogant." ”
After a lap, I sat back down in front of my computer and started preparing the digital version of the handwriting.
Zhang Sheng sighed: "Wu Xiaoqi, why are you so nostalgic for this place?"
I hesitated, and my ten hands stiffened on the keyboard.
"You're not young, but you're not old enough. Although I didn't look back, I could feel the heat in Zhang Sheng's eyes: "You are married, but there is no family dragging. On the whole, leaving may be a head-breaking collision, but if you don't leave, only your head will break your blood......"
I remember that Bai Muyan also persuaded me to leave.
"Does your husband know that you are unsatisfactory at work?" Xu saw that my face was a little bad, and Zhang Sheng changed his angle to test it.
But this angle is more difficult for me to talk about than the first angle. Especially when the incident happened in the morning, I don't know if I can still be a wife with a husband.
"By the way, I haven't asked, what does your husband do?"
"He was fired from the company at the beginning of this year. I don't know why I lied to Zhang Sheng like this: "I had a little savings, but before I got married, I bought a shop." Near the cinema in the city centre, the savings were only enough to cover a third of the shop. We borrowed some money from relatives and then went to the bank to borrow some of the money before we took down the shop. Now the shop is rented out, and although the rent is considerable, it is only enough to repay the bank loan every month. So, I can't live without this salary. ”
"Sister Sheng, help me. I turned around mechanically, but my fingers were still frozen on the keyboard: "I know, you have a way." ”
Zhang Sheng groaned, and I plucked up the courage to plead again.
"Do you know why my feet are broken?" As if he had made a decision, Zhang Sheng's eyelashes shook suddenly.
It is certainly not easy to ask such a question.
I pondered for a moment, "Did it happen on purpose?" asked with a frown.
"That's right. Zhang Sheng nodded: "It was on purpose, do you know who did it?"
I didn't have the courage to guess, so I didn't speak.
The corners of Zhang Sheng's mouth twitched: "It's Xiao Li, Xiao Li of the Administration Department." ”
True and false things, fake and real people, made me have a kind of despair that I can't get out of the labyrinth.