Chapter 228: Choosing to Give Up
"I don't want to show it, I don't want people to worry, I keep telling myself that I've given up on him, but why, I'm still so sad when I know he's going to get engaged, He Yan, why do you say that?"
Jiang Yingyue asked He Yan painfully, hoping that the person in front of her could give her the answer, it was clear that she had been living with her children for so many years, and it was clear that Lu Hansheng had not brought anything to her life, not even memories, but why was this man so important in her life.
"Because of deep love, it doesn't matter how much you don't want to admit it, you love him, he has always been in your heart, how can you do it and don't care at all, in fact, if you still have him in your heart, why don't you want to give each other a chance to try to be together, everything back then has passed, who is sure that he will not give everything to be with you firmly this time?"
He Yan replied as a matter of course, while persuading Jiang Yingyue, she secretly dialed Lu Hansheng's phone with her mobile phone, that is to say, Jiang Yingyue's words can actually be heard by Lu Hansheng, He Yan's purpose is to let Lu Hansheng hear it, in order to make him understand that Jiang Yingyue actually sees him as very important, Jiang Yingyue has him in her heart, but she can't say it in front of him.
When Lu Hansheng heard Jiang Yingyue's words, he was so excited that he couldn't wait to appear in front of Jiang Yingyue immediately, telling him that he understood her intentions, and that he would be with her no matter what the price was.
The phone hung up, Lu Hansheng came to CR to find Jiang Yingyue, looking at Jiang Yingyue with red and swollen eyes, Lu Hansheng asked coldly, "I'm crying, I'm going to never tell me?"
"I didn't. Jiang Yingyue frowned, awkwardly unwilling to admit it.
"Jiang Yingyue, let you admit that you have me in your heart, you love me, is it so difficult?" Lu Hansheng was even more angry, what was this woman afraid of.
"It's difficult, of course it's difficult, how much you have to pay to admit your love, how much pressure you have to bear with you, you see at the beginning, I can not care about anything by myself, but now I have Xuanxuan, my mother can't live without me, so I can't gamble, Lu Hansheng, no matter how much you change, what kind of guarantee you make, I can't take risks." ”
Jiang Yingyue suddenly laughed, said this to Lu Hansheng, said such a thing, Jiang Yingyue herself didn't know how much of a sharp weapon she used, maybe she really used all her strength to say what was in her heart, right?
These words, for Lu Hansheng, there are joys and sorrows, happy Jiang Yingyue has him in his heart, sad is that what Jiang Yingyue said is the truth, there are too many things to experience between them, and the most direct thing is that they can't get the blessing of their relatives.
Whether it is Ye Xiu or Jiang Wenhui, they don't approve of the two of them being together.
Lu Hansheng looked at Jiang Yingyue and said, "What if I can eliminate all difficulties for you?"
"You can't, Lu Hansheng, the person who forced him to die is your mother, and the person who is terrified all day long is also my mother, no matter how many wrong things they have done, we have to admit that if it weren't for the two of them, no matter what happened to you or me, you wouldn't be able to appear in this world. ”
Jiang Yingyue couldn't stop shaking her head, as if she was afraid that Lu Hansheng would do something irreparable, and she was full of worry and panic.
But they are wrong, and they should be corrected. Lu Hansheng said coldly.
"It's not them who are wrong, it's me and you, our relationship is wrong, the original encounter was wrong, from beginning to end, we shouldn't have feelings, I found you for my brother, I'm selfish, we shouldn't have feelings. ”
Jiang Yingyue still shook her head, numbing herself, and warned herself that she couldn't be shaken because of Lu Hansheng's words, it was absolutely impossible for them to be between them.
Watching Jiang Yingyue retreat step by step, Lu Hansheng stepped forward and wanted to hold Jiang Yingyue, but she avoided her before she could touch Jiang Yingyue.
"Don't touch me, you get out of here. Jiang Yingyue's attitude was very resolute, and she seemed unwilling to have the slightest physical contact with Lu Hansheng, because Jiang Yingyue knew that there could be no nostalgia between herself and Lu Hansheng, which would only make each other more painful.
Jiang Yingyue ran out of the office first, when Lu Hansheng chased out, Jiang Yingyue had disappeared, and for most of the next half a month, Jiang Yingyue seemed to have evaporated from the world, and never appeared again, Lu Hansheng asked many people, but no one knew Jiang Yingyue's whereabouts, and the CR employees only said that Jiang Yingyue had completed her work online during this time, and they didn't know where Jiang Yingyue had gone.
Finally came to the day of the engagement, Lu Hansheng sat in the room, without the intention of attending the engagement banquet, Ye Xiu came to Lu Hansheng in a hurry and said angrily: "What are you going to do, do you want to be angry with me, do you want to go or not, do you have to watch me die in front of you?"
"Do you have to force me?" Lu Hansheng's face was gloomy, and there was no emotion in his eyes, as if the woman in front of him was not his mother, but a stranger.
"How could it be that I forced you, I'm your mother, I did this for you. Ye Xiu didn't care, and said eagerly to Lu Hansheng.
In Ye Xiu's opinion, there is nothing wrong with what she did, it is that Lu Hansheng is still young and does not understand the stakes here, Ye Xiu forgot that she had ignored Lu Hansheng, so that Lu Hansheng had no reason to believe her mother's words.
"Okay, you let me choose between engagement and your death, then I also want you to make a choice today, whether to cancel the engagement banquet, or after the engagement, I will never recognize you as a mother from now on?"
Lu Hansheng nodded, got up and pressed Ye Xiu's footsteps step by step and asked angrily.
Ye Xiu was stunned for a moment, looked at Lu Hansheng in disbelief and asked, "What are you talking about?"
"I said, do you want to have no children from now on, or do you want to stay the way you are? Lu Hansheng did not hesitate, from the day Ye Xiu threatened him, Lu Hansheng had already thought that he would not get engaged, and he would use a cruel way to make Ye Xiu understand how ridiculous what she did today.
Ye Xiu's body trembled, and she pointed at Lu Hansheng and said angrily: "Lu Hansheng, I am your mother, I conceived you in October and gave birth to you, and now you are actually threatening me by severing the mother-child relationship for a woman?"
"You are my mother, but you have not fulfilled the obligations of a mother, so our mother-son relationship has long come to an end. After Lu Hansheng finished speaking coldly, he got up to leave.
Ye Xiu hurriedly stopped him: "What should you do with today's engagement banquet when you leave, do you want Yu Yan to solve it alone?"