Chapter 736: I Miss You So Much (3)
On the first floor of the residential building in front of us, there was a little boy who was a high school student, whose parents did not seem to be at home, and he turned on the computer and then the game and music player when he was supposed to be sleeping.
He turned on a piece of music, I heard this music, it was Soda Green's "I miss you so much", the little boy didn't seem to be afraid to find other neighbors, the music was very loud, including me and Ge Xin could hear it clearly.
"I turned on the light, the appearance in front of me, the huge room, the lonely bed. When the lights are turned off, everything is the same, and the wounds in my heart cannot be shared. ”
My sentence, I love you, seems to have touched a certain emotional line of Ge Xin, and Ge Xin's tears that have been rolling in her eyes finally couldn't help it, flowing out like a flood bursting a levee.
I held my coat for Ge Xin, but I was completely exposed to the wind and rain, and the rain seemed to be falling more because of the muffled thunder just now, but I didn't feel the cold, but impulsively made me feel a kind of heat all over my body.
"You don't know, I want to say this sentence for how many days and nights, but do you know, the sad thing is that you want to confess to someone, but you don't even know where that person is, whether you are doing well now, whether you already have a lover or not, you can only think about her for countless days and nights, and then look forward to her suddenly appearing in front of you tomorrow every day. ”
???? Gexin didn't answer me, she even twisted her head to the side, as if she didn't want to look me in the eye.
"Life goes by with the years, with the gray hair grows old, with you gone, there is no news of happiness. Fade away with the past, fall asleep with dreams, and gradually go away with the paralyzed heart. I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I don't leave a trace. ”
"Ge Xin, I don't care if you're a killer, I don't care how many times you've tried to kill me, I don't care, but I beg you, don't leave me without saying a word like last time, okay?"
Ge Xin finally turned her head slowly, she was finally willing to look at me directly: "Why, Li Ran, what is there about me that is worth your dedication to me, open your eyes and see carefully, what you are in front of you is a killer who has died in the night, she is not a cold school flower, there are hundreds of people who have died in her hands! The person in front of you is a person who has almost killed you many times." If I were you, if I had seen her, I would have killed her without mercy!
"I'm still tiptoeing and missing, I'm still letting my memories hover, I'm still crying with my eyes closed, I'm still pretending I don't care, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I deceive myself. ”
"It doesn't matter!" I almost shouted, "I don't care what kind of person you are, I don't care if you're a pervert like lay, you want to kill people and I slaughter a city for you! If you need money, I'll give you all the money, and if you don't think it's enough, then sell the company too!"
"What the hell are you for, you obviously have so many girlfriends, Yuan Qingxuan, Guan Ying, Yin Mo, Xu Meng, big-breasted sister, Zhong Xuan, Xiao Lori, and Zhang Biwei, why do you still like me?"
"I don't know, but I know that without you, my life will always have a gap, and it will never be complete, so I beg you, don't leave me, okay?" I stared at Ge Xin tightly, hoping that at this moment, she could nod at me and give me an affirmative answer.
"I turned on the light, the appearance in front of me, the huge room, the lonely bed. When the lights are turned off, everything is the same, and the wounds in my heart cannot be shared. ”
"Do you know, it's not like the two of us haven't met all the time, during the competition of the five great family soldiers, in order to kill Piercing Yang, I also participated in the competition, at that time, my code name was Gao Leng. ”
I heard it and then quickly began to recall the things when the soldiers were in the game, and sure enough, at that time, I felt very familiar with Gao Leng, and at that time she also said to me, is this my method of picking up girls, I didn't expect that person to be Ge Xin!
"Also, when Wang Yuezuo returned to Yunnan, I also went with me, you don't know where I am, but I have been watching you with a sniper rifle. ”
I suddenly felt a little guilty of myself, I obviously had so much time with Ge Xin, but because I didn't find out, I passed by Ge Xin so many times.
"Life goes with the years, and with the gray hair grows old. As you leave, there is no news of happiness. Fade away with the past, fall asleep with dreams, and gradually go away with the paralyzed heart. I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I don't leave a trace. ”
Ge Xin recounted these things, but the tears never stopped.
I stretched out my hand and gently put it on Ge Xin's cheek, although Ge Xin's face was a little cold, but there was still some temperature, it was raining so hard, and she was wearing such a thin outfit, it must be very cold.
But I at least confirmed that this matter was not a dream I had, Ge Xin was now in front of my eyes: "Ge Xin, I miss you so much, since I came back here, I have dreamed of you every night when I go to bed, especially one night, that dream is very real, I still remember me...... Kissed you. ”
I didn't know, it wasn't a dream at all, but Ge Xin knew that her face turned red almost immediately when she heard it, it seemed like the first time I had kissed her, and it was also the first time the two of us had such intimate contact.
"I'm still tiptoeing and missing, I'm still letting my memories swirl, I'm still crying with my eyes closed, I'm still pretending I don't care. ”
"Ge Xin, promise me, it's okay to stay, live with me, I will help you cut off your connection with Dead Night, if you are a killer because of money, I can give you as much money as you want. Ge Xin, I love you. Can you accept me?"
I stared at Ge Xin tightly, and the rain blindfolded me, so I immediately shook my head and threw the rain down.
Ge Xin opened her mouth, but she didn't make a sound, but I was still waiting for her to give me an answer.
My eager eyes exuded my unprecedented persistence, which I am afraid can only have when I rescue Qingxuan.
Ge Xin wanted to avoid my eyes, but she knew that she couldn't avoid it at all, and I was also afraid, I was afraid that Ge Xin couldn't stay, maybe Ge Xin didn't have any feelings for me at all.
"I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I deceive myself. I miss you so much, I miss you so much, and I keep it a secret. I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I hide it deep in my heart. ”