"Searching and seeking, cold and lonely, miserable and miserable", Li Qingzhao used a series of overlapping words at the beginning, so that readers can experience the shocking loneliness.

Her husband died, she had no children under her knees, and the female lyricist in her later years woke up in the warm and cold season and when the strong wine had not subsided, how cold and miserable should a person be.

In this world, there is only oneself left, facing the long night of the rest of my life, listening to the rain under the eaves, what an endless loneliness it is.

Just as Lu Xiaoman felt after Xu Zhimo's accident: When I left the courtyard in the morning, no one said goodbye to me, and when I returned to the courtyard in the evening, no one looked forward to my return.

Loneliness and loneliness are as long as the night, deeper than the sea!

Sima Shu's language is not good, but he has a deep understanding of this!

From childhood to adulthood, Sima Shu has been alone in the huge house, his mother is busy with business, and his father is busy with further studies and surgeries, their careers are becoming more and more rewarding, and their hearts are becoming more and more empty.

It's so empty that a little ant that gets lost and crawls into the living room will make itself happy!

When I didn't know Zhou Yao, I was used to such a day when I didn't have any breath at all. And after getting to know Zhou Yao, I felt that such a home was too cold.

Zhou Yao gave himself warmth and the warmth of the most simple life. She made herself look forward to family happiness even more, and her desire for family reunion became stronger.

Sima Shu decided: When he comes back from studying, he will bring Zhou Jin to meet his grandmother and mother, and he will propose to Zhou Jin, so that this interesting and warm woman will accompany him for the rest of his life.

Let Zhou Yao bring him the sunshine and the loneliness of his home, so as to make up for the loneliness he suffered when he was young.

In the morning, Duoduo did not have a fever anymore, Zheng Yihui and Zhao Yongliang's hearts tightened all night and relaxed a little. Zheng Yihui originally wanted to take leave to take care of Duoduo at home, but looking at the child who was drinking porridge, she temporarily changed her mind and asked her mother-in-law to help take care of Duoduo, and she went to work.

First, as the head nurse, she is not worried about the work in the class, and when she can sit in the nurse station, she tries to be on the job as much as possible.

Second, as an ordinary salaried person, the income is not high, so where is he willing to take leave.

There was once a news that a middle-aged woman, for the 300 yuan full attendance award, chased the bus leaving the stop sign with a fever, just because she couldn't be late.

When you are single, one person is fed, the whole family is not hungry, and you maintain an elegant temperament and live nobly.

After becoming a family, children need to be raised, the elderly need to be raised, take medicine when they are sick, open their mouths to eat, reach out for money, and think about how much they can buy several boxes of drugs to lower blood pressure for the elderly for 300 yuan, how can there be room to think about Sven.

Not to mention image and dignity?!

Therefore, Zheng Yihui was worried about his sick child and still went to work.

After a busy day, when she was about to get off work in the afternoon, Director Yao called her to the office.

Director Yao sighed and said to Zheng Yihui: "I originally wanted to give Wu Ningxin a chance to change, but now it seems that she is gone forever."

Zheng Yihui nodded, then shook his head and said: "A person who can be easily moved by material things, it is too difficult to make her turn back because of her original intention"!