Chapter 192: Rong Anran's Love
Rong Anran and Qiao Meimei have had an affair, but they still have little understanding of the relationship between men and women. He knew that he liked Jing Yaoying, and he knew that Jing Yaoying didn't hate him, but he didn't feel what kind of feelings Jing Yaoying had for him!
Seeing that Jing Yaoying didn't mean to explain, Rong Anran didn't force it, and hugged her gently: "Go!"
casually found a big hotel, and Rong Anran asked for a room.
"Strange, such a handsome little gentleman, looking for an ugly ......"
"Hunger is not a choice!"
Rong Anran ignored the discussion of the staff behind him, hugged Jing Yaoying out of the service desk, and walked to the elevator.
"Go ahead, sort it out!" Rong Anran let go of Jing Yaoying, and it was rare to turn on the TV.
Half an hour later, Jing Yaoying wore a bathrobe and appeared in front of Rong Anran in surprise.
"You're more beautiful than ever......"
Jing Yaoying, who has always been cold and glamorous, suddenly changed her normal, and her delicate face was slightly ashamed, which made Rong Anran "sigh" and moved.
"Do you like it?" Finding that Rong Anran's soul was not kept, Jing Yaoying was overjoyed.
"Like--" Rong replied mechanically.
"That ......" The white yukata slipped off Jing Yaoying's body: "If you like it, I'll give it to you...... I'm yours...... I can only be your ......"
"This ......"
The descriptions of the relationship between men and women that I had seen in books before, as well as the bits and pieces with Jing Yaoying, appeared in Rong Anran's mind alternately and repeatedly......
Even if Rong Anran is the most sluggish in his affection for men and women, at this moment, he understands Jing Yaoying's thoughts about herself.
Staring at this shy, nervous, panicked, and expectant face, Rong Anran couldn't let go for a long time......
After being stunned, confused, and a hint of impulsive panic, Rong Anran's face was filled with a trace of gratitude, and then he calmed down again!
He leaned over to pick up the bathrobe, gently draped it over Jing Yaoying's body, and carefully helped her tie the strap......
Looking at Rong Anran's deep and clear eyes, Jing Yaoying's heart was broken......
She didn't believe that she couldn't impress Rong Anran with her face and posture, and she couldn't see that Rong Anran had a trace of disgust for herself, but she couldn't understand why Rong Anran's eyes were so calm.
Tears slipped silently from her pretty face, which turned from red to white, but she still kept her eyes open, staring at Rong Anran, she hoped to find something in his eyes......
It's because I used to be too cold and arrogant......
But it's just to maintain a little self-esteem in my heart, just to have less trouble and more peace, don't you really know?
But why is it with Qiao Meimei......
"Tell me, what do you want to do?"
Holding Jing Yaoying's shoulders and not asking, this is Rong Anran's real doubt!
"I want your baby!"
"My ...... Kid?"
Rong Anran finally understood what Jing Yaoying meant when she saw red: "These days, you haven't cultivated?"
"I'm just a normal person, I'm just a woman - a woman who can have children!"
"Why? Is it to pay off the debt on behalf of others?"
Shaking her head gently, Jing Yaoying smiled tearfully.
Yes, she smiled, Rong Anran was able to talk to her softly and ask her why, which already explained everything.
"Cultivation, I just hope to be closer to you...... When you have a child, you want to feel connected by blood...... I can't leave you with regrets...... That's the only thing I can do right now, and I can definitely do it......"
Rong Anran smiled, he smiled sweetly.
He gently picked up Jing Yaoying horizontally—picked up in her surprise and put down in her disappointment.
Rong Anran did not throw her on the bed, but carefully placed her on the sofa, sat down next to her, grabbed her little hand, put it on his thigh, and rubbed it with his palm.
"Why? Why don't you want me?" the tears fell again.
"Girl......" Rong Anran knew that Jing Yaoying was much older than herself, but she called her like this, although it was the first time, she called her so naturally.
"Do you know? Acquaintance is fate, reunion is fate, and children are even more fate......
"Fate cannot be forced, deliberate, and artificially changed, such as ......"
"Like what?" Although the tears did not flow again, the tears still hung on his face.
Rong Anran only taught her to keep her mind, because of the power of the divine soul, she became more and more interested in everything in the cultivation realm; she wanted to know, but she never took the initiative to ask, she knew, what should be let her know, Rong Anran would say, what should not be let her know, she would not force to ask.
"For example, some people think that good years, good months, good days and good hours can give birth to the best children, so they calculate the time and artificially interfere with the birth time of the child...... There are even people who go to the hospital to train twins, dragon and phoenix fetuses, triplets ......"
"Isn't that bad?"
"It looks good, and it counts well, but they don't know that if they violate the way of heaven, they will be punished by heaven!"
"Damnation?"
"Yes, it's a merciless punishment from God!"
"That'...... The result?"
"It's not good—I can't say it, but it's not good...... Everything is fate, everything has to go with the flow, nature is the best!"
"Isn't it good for me to do that? I just want a child, I want a child of yours...... I'm not forcing it, I'm just waiting for you to appear, waiting for a natural encounter with you, and then have a child of yours!"
"Fate, affection, and sex have not reached a perfect unity!"
"You're perfunctory, you're mercilessly rejecting - you don't love me!"
"I don't quite understand what love is, but I know that love should also come from nature, and it should be thoughtless and unrestrained!"
"You mean, I'm forcing you?"
"You're also forcing yourself!" Rong Anran did not deny it!
"But what about Qiao Meimei?" Jing Yaoying was a little annoyed: "Just say it, it's okay if you don't like me......"
"No, I like you, so, I'm looking forward to the next life!"
"In the next life, they can't be together like this, do you still expect the next life?" Jing Yaoying was really angry.
"Yes, next life!" Rong Anran was unmoved.
"Do you have to wait for the next life? Do you have to let me go to the next life with regrets?"
Jing Yaoying understood Rong Anran's thoughts, but she couldn't accept the reality: "Can you just give me once, give me a feeling that I once had you?" Leave me with the thoughts of this life, so that I can finish this life without regrets?"
"No way?"
"Why--why?" Jing Yaoying was almost crazy, driven crazy by Rong Anran's ruthlessness.
"Responsibility - the responsibility of a man!"
"I never wanted to hold you accountable!"
"Here's what you're thinking...... But that's not the case......"
"Then tell me, what is the truth?" Jing Yaoying suddenly withdrew the hand that was being held by Rong Anran, and was angry at Rong Anran.
Rong Anran smiled: "Do you know? In the movie, you often hear and see men and women asking each other, 'Do you love me?', which makes people sound quite ridiculous!" Rong Anran changed the topic.
"Actually, it's one thing to love or not, it's another thing to feel whether you can feel the love of the other party, and it's another thing to be willing to accept each other's love!"
"So, you don't want to accept my love?"
"No, I do, but I can't afford ......"
"I said, I don't need you to take any responsibility!"
Rong Anran looked at Jing Yaoying silently, and then hugged her into his arms: "I am a human being, so I also have seven emotions and six desires, although I can basically control them, but ...... Do you know, Yaoying, I'm also selfish, I'm looking for Dad!"
"Accept what I have to do with finding your dad, I can help you find your dad together!"
"Here's what you say......"
Rong Anran's words shocked Jing Yaoying's heart: What's so difficult about finding her father? But......
“...... Well...... That's what I said...... I'll help you find your father......" Jing Yaoying seemed to be lacking in energy, and she suddenly remembered Rong Anran's specialness.
"Well, the day I find my father, I will let my father be our officiant, and I will marry you into the family!"
"Really?"
"Really, that's the only promise I've made so far, and if you really love me, I hope you don't make me make any more promises - because promises are too tiring...... True love, like promise, is silent, something that can only be understood, not spoken...... It's a man, and his every word is a promise!"
"Every word of a man is a promise?......"
Jing Yaoying suddenly understood why she left the army, and why she had been doing things that she couldn't even understand......
"But...... Can't you meet my little request?" Faced with Rong Anran's refusal, Jing Yaoying still did not give up.
"Extreme affection can indulge one's desires, extreme affection can be extremely love, extreme love, extreme affection, extreme sexuality - in order to sublimate love, in order to be in the ...... of infinite satisfaction and tranquility"
"This is your understanding of love, of affection, of sexuality?"
"Yes, not necessarily, but for me, it should be right...... I'm sorry--"
"Why did you say sorry to me? You never seemed to have said that!"
"The reason why I didn't say it was because whatever I did wrong could be made up for in my own way, so instead of saying 'I'm sorry', I should make up for my mistakes, but ......"
"You're telling me that you can't make it up anymore, right?" Jing Yaoying's eyes showed a little sadness.
"It's just...... In this life...... All I can say is 'I'm sorry'......"
"Can you guarantee that we will be together for the rest of our lives?"
Rong Anran shook his head gently.
No way, he knows that there is reincarnation in the world, but he also knows that this universe is too big, so big that in the next life, he doesn't know which starry sky and which land to reincarnate again......
"So, do you mean that you're drawing bread for me to satisfy my hunger?" Jing Yaoying was annoyed again.
"It depends on our fate, our hearts, our attachments, and our ...... waiting."
"That is to say, as long as we are obsessively waiting for each other, we can be together, it may be the next life, the next life, and the next life......"
"Also...... Xu ......" Rong Anran replied with some difficulty, with a little reluctance.
"If in the next life, in the next life, I will forget you...... What to do?"
"I let you keep it just so that you can leave our memory......"
"Oh--" Jing Yaoying smiled, a little roughly, but from the bottom of her heart: "That is, you are already in love with me--"
"Let's not talk about it, okay?" Rong Anran replied, always so calm—calm with a smile.
"I love you too...... As you said, I don't know if you really love me...... But I really feel your love for me, maybe it's just maybe...... Is it that when I affirm your love for me, you will accept me?" Jing Yaoying was still stubborn.
"Love is a ...... of oneself"
"I understand, I will wait for the love in my heart, even if it is a thousand reincarnations...... If I can't find you, I'll go to your dad first, and tell me what your dad is and where he is now!"
"My father's name is Rong Zhihao...... He ...... now," Rong Anran looked up at the ceiling...... No, it's looking up at the sky......
Jing Yaoying didn't know when she had a natural sense of everything about Rong Anran, and when she saw Rong Anran looking at the sky, her face changed......
"Your dad is a god?"
"God?" Rong Anran retracted his gaze and looked at Jing Yaoying.
"Tell me if he's a man or a god!"
"Okay, go change your clothes, we should also check out and leave!" Rong Anran replied.
Jing Yaoying glanced at Rong Anran deeply, and obediently changed into her own clothes, of course, one of the sets that Rong Anran bought for her, and then put on a mask!
"It's so fast, no wonder such a handsome person has found such an ugly girl with no taste......" This is a sentence that suddenly dawned on me.
Rong Anran once again ignored the discussion behind him and hugged the hotel where Jing Yaoying left.
"Tell me, are you a man or a god!"
By a small river with no people, Jing Yaoying did not forget the topic just now!