Chapter 22: Li Xiaowan (Lilian)

After being silent for a long time, Li Wan'er asked softly: "Shan Zhe, can you sing me a song?"

"I..." Shan Zhe just wanted to say that I wouldn't, but was interrupted by Li Wan'er.

"Don't say you can't, I know you sing well, I want to hear you sing a song, okay?"

He looked at the bed and looked out the window, leaving only Li Wan'er with the back of her head, this time she didn't joke with herself anymore, she just said this sentence so softly and very calmly. This time, Shan Zhe didn't know how to refuse.

"What do you want to hear?"

"Whatever, as long as it's your own song. ”

Shan Zhe didn't notice how she knew that she could write songs, no, to be precise, copying songs, and she didn't say it in the dormitory. I don't know if it's the current reason for the beauty, such an obvious detail Shan Zhe actually ignored the past.

Shan Zhe thought about which song to sing in his mind, and finally after thinking about it, he chose a ballad: "Lilian".

Shan Zhe gently beat the edge of the bed with his hand, and sang in his mouth:

He found the lonely man ready to go

So he prayed for dusk

Until she turned her head and heard it in the night

Sad whimper

……

There's a beach far from here

Lonely man, he is at sea, holding the sails

If you see him back to the coast

Just tell him your name, my name

Li Xiaowan (Lillian)"

After singing a song, Li Wan'er was already asleep in bed, Shan Zhe gently walked out of the room and said to Fang Min and Zhao Yanan at the door: "Li Wan'er is asleep, please wait here for her to wake up and then go back to the bedroom together, or wait for me to leave you and wake her up, it's troublesome." ”

Shan Zhe is really afraid that Li Wan'er will wake up and ask him anything else, and the reason why he sings this song is also because although this song is describing the story of a woman waiting for a man who can't wait, it can also be understood as love, don't waste your efforts.

On the way back, Wang Can kept looking at Shan Zhe with a meaningful look, but he didn't say anything, Shan Zhe was also thinking about things in his heart, so he didn't bother to ask him.

The two of them found Wang Wei and a few of them where they were skewering, the four of them were still drinking, and Shan Zhe and Wang Can pulled a bench from the side and joined in.

Sometimes it's the wine that is lifted and the stories that are swallowed, but some of the stories are more choppy.

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Military training is actually a very torturous thing for freshmen, although the training is basically a boring project of standing in a military posture and three major steps, but it is also quite physically demanding, and the freshmen who have just risen from the third year of high school are very weak in terms of physical strength.

As for Shan Zhe, I don't know if it was because he left a good impression on the instructor yesterday or because he had already practiced, but after the instructor instructed Shan Zhe to practice for the first time, he arranged for Shan Zhe to go to the back row to supervise, making Shan Zhe the most relaxed among everyone.

In the evening, the atmosphere in the playground will be lively, and the small circles of each class will gather into a large circle, singing and dancing in it, and the serious instructors during the day will become naughty at night.

For example, when other classes are singing, they will provoke on the side: "A certain class is really unhappy, I can't sing well, I can't sing hard, I don't want to sing reluctantly, it's better to go to stand guard!", and for example: "If you want to sing, you can sing, twisting and pinching is not presentable, like what? Like a girl", at this time, it will always cause dissatisfaction among the girls, pretending to be angry and asking the instructor what happened to the girls.

This kind of day of suffering and rejoicing at night is also interesting.

One night a few days later, several people in the dormitory went to the bathroom to take a shower together, and the other people in the 409 dormitory found that their arms and necks were all red from the sun, and they didn't dare to touch them, but only Shan Zhe was almost like no one.

In the end, Shan Zhe was coerced and lured by several people to say that he had been using sunscreen, and was ridiculed by several of them.

Who knew that as soon as they returned to the dormitory, several people surrounded Shan Zhe and asked Shan Zhe to hand over the sunscreen, Shan Zhe looked at them, and a sentence popped out in his heart that would be popular all over the Internet in the future: Ah, it's so fragrant.

Because of the sunscreen being contributed, Shan Zhe could only go out and buy a new box. On the way back, Shan Zhe walked to the side of the road and sat down, and began to look at the city in front of him, this was the first time he had seen the city quietly.

At night, Yanjing City is lit up by lights, pedestrians on the road come and go, and the stalls on both sides of the road are full of people.

"What are you thinking?" A voice interrupted Shan Zhe's thoughts, and Shan Zhe looked up and saw Li Wan'er standing in front of him, and Zhao Yanan and Chen Jiasheng were standing not far away.

"Why are you here?" Shan Zhe was in a bad mood, he didn't like to be interrupted by others when he was thinking about things.

"When Wang Can called Fang Min, he said that his skin was sunburned during military training, and I was worried that you would also be sunburned, so I thought about coming out to buy a box of sunscreen for you, and then I happened to meet the two of them at the school gate, so I came over together. Give", Li Wan'er said and handed the sunscreen in her hand to Shan Zhe.

"I've bought it myself, but thank you anyway. I'll go back first, and you should go back earlier", Shan Zhe stood up and walked towards the school.

He Shan Zhe felt that he hated Li Wan'er a little, because he wanted to get as far away from Li Wan'er as possible, which was a very bad sign, because it showed that he felt that he might like Li Wan'er if he continued like this.

Because of his own family, Shan Zhe has always believed that men can only like one woman at a time, and since he has determined that he likes Miss Chu, he should keep his distance from other girls.

And now Shan Zhe has the idea that he might like Li Wan'er, he attributed the reason to Li Wan'er, thinking that Li Wan'er has been teasing herself, he clearly knows that this kind of thinking is immature and irrational, it is just a man's consistent practice of evading responsibility, but he still can't help but think like this.

The figure behind him has not moved, and Shan Zhe knows that the person standing behind him has been looking at him, and his inferiority complex in his previous life has made him too sensitive to the gaze cast on him around him.

He was even more angry, I said this, why didn't she leave, why did she still stand there and look at me! Shan Zhe angrily threw the sunscreen he had just bought in his hand to the ground and stepped on it twice, then returned to Li Wan'er, raised the sunscreen in his hand that was trampled on miserably, and said, "I accidentally stepped on it just now, give me yours." ”

Li Wan'er had been looking at him all the time, of course she knew how the sunscreen was broken, and at this time, she looked at Shan Zhe in front of her, and wanted to laugh but held back.

"Don't give it", Miss Li pretended to have a straight face and said, Shan Zhe turned around and was about to leave.

"Unless, you send me back to school", Li Wan'er's voice came from behind him.

……

On the way to Yan Normal University, Li Wan'er followed behind Shan Zhe and kept asking: "What's the name of the song you sang that day?"

"Lillian. ”

"Oh, who is Lillian? Why is it called Lilian?"

"I don't know what Lillian is, and I don't know why I'm called Lillian, so I think this name is appropriate and I use it", Shan Zhe thought, I'm not Song Dongye, how do I know why I'm called Lilian.

"Okay, but you obviously sang Li Xiaowan that day?"

"Is it okay to sing it wrong?"

"Then can you change the title of the song to Li Xiaowan?"

"No way!"

"That..."

……

finally sent Li Wan'er back to the bedroom, and Shan Zhe finally felt that the whole world was quiet. On the way back, Shan Zhe was a little irritable, in all fairness, a man would never refuse a girl he thought was good, not to mention that the girl was still very beautiful.

In fact, Shan Zhe didn't hate Li Wan'er, he just didn't want to become the disgusting man he hated for two lifetimes. But he felt like he was about to become like that, so he was annoyed.

Back in the bedroom, Chen Jiasheng hadn't come back yet, Shan Zhe went to the water room and took a cold shower to calm down his irritable heart.

Two basins of water on the body, Shan Zhe suddenly laughed, laughing at his own ridiculousness: What are you thinking? It's just a little ambiguity revealed by the two women, and he is lost, and he doesn't want to think about what he is now, except for a college student, what is he still a college student?

Shan Zhe, who calmed down, realized that he had no right to choose at all, and what he felt now was just what they wanted to feel, and when they wanted to leave, they didn't even have the qualifications to catch up.

The most important thing now is how to strengthen yourself, at least in the future, and take the choice into your own hands, instead of being like a dog pitifully begging for mercy from others.

Shan Zhe, who thought everything clearly, suddenly felt comfortable, changed the wet clothes on his body and washed them, and walked to the bedroom with a small tune in his mouth.

In the next few days, as soon as the military training was over, Shan Zhe would go to the library to read some books on computers and marketing, after all, the place that can make a lot of money in the next 20 years is real estate on the one hand, and the Internet on the other.

During the period, the eldest sister also called to say that the family's clothing store has passed the audit, the headquarters has sent someone to decorate, and the mother will come back in two days to go to Wencheng for training with her, and the training will almost be open after the training.

After that, he told Shan Zhe about some things that happened in the village, such as the family in the west of the village who made money outside, and when they came back, they built two two-and-a-half-story small houses in the village.

Another example is that a girl from a neighboring village is unmarried and pregnant, and the man has to give only half of the bride price that was negotiated, and in the end the two families broke up unhappily, the child was beaten, and the marriage was not concluded.

Shan Zhe didn't dare to be interested in what was happening in other people's homes, and after casually talking to the eldest sister, Shan Zhe hung up the phone and threw himself into a new round of study.

Time passed day by day, and in a blink of an eye, it was the last day of military training.