Chapter 39: Words from the Heart

"She's gone!"

An hour later, in bed No. 4 of room 205 on the second floor of Hangcheng Central Health Center, Xu Qiulin opened his eyes and asked slowly.

It was really difficult for him, because he was afraid of embarrassment, so he pretended to be in a coma for more than an hour.

Lin Xu next to him was surprised.

"Third brother, are you awake all the time?"

Xu Qiulin nodded.

Lin Xu was even more puzzled, and asked: "Then why are you pretending to be unconscious, don't you love her anymore? No, if you don't love her, how can you be so brave." ”

Xu Qiulin smiled bitterly, didn't know how to explain, so he simply didn't answer, and asked directly: "Boss, what about them?"

"I took notes at the police station, and I should be back soon. ”

Saying that Cao Cao Cao arrived, as soon as Lin Xu's words fell, Wang Tianlong, Yin Feng and others walked in with a basket of fruits.

"Third child, are you alright?" Yin Feng asked with concern.

"It's okay, you guys came just in time, I have something to say to you. ”

"???" Everyone was puzzled, listening to Xu Qiulin's tone, it seemed as if something very important had something to say.

"Third brother, are you really fine! How do you feel that you want to explain the aftermath?" Xu Xiaodong said jokingly.

"It's not an afterthought, but it's pretty much the same. Xu Qiulin still replied seriously.

The crowd was even more puzzled.

"The matter of Yulin's studio, you should prepare first, and don't leave the current business to your subordinates for the time being. Xu Qiulin said lightly.

The other seven people are messy, how long has it been, and the things that have been said to be good have changed?

Is it because I saw Zhang Xiaoyu?

Love is important, but brotherhood is not?

"Why?" Wang Tianlong asked.

"Because it's not the time yet, or if you guys do it first, I can't help you for the time being. Xu Qiulin didn't explain, but just said that it was not the right time, it was an explanation to their brother.

He is now entering a state of self-reflection, and if this state is not adjusted well, he will not be able to make and design good positive videos.

Today's two impulses made him understand one thing, that is, he himself has been living in his own world.

I don't blame him, it's just that he has lived so smoothly since he was born that he has never really experienced the life of the toiling masses.

The reason for all this is also that he is not short of money.

The real positive energy is not for those who are rich, but to inspire those who are poor to not abandon or give up, but he has never experienced that kind of life, how can he make those works that make the poor empathize with them?

Wang Tianlong was depressed, and Yin Feng and the others were also depressed.

Xu Qiulin took the burden and quit, they are still doing a fart, they don't understand these things, what flowers can they do.

Xu Qiulin This is a typical management and killing, no matter how buried he is, he proposed the establishment of a studio, and now he is ready to retreat before it is established, isn't this a joke?

"Why?" Zhao Donglei also asked.

"The time hasn't come, or I'm not ready. Xu Qiulin still replied, but changed a few words slightly.

"Do you have to be ready for everything before you start doing it? Remember when we graduated from high school, weren't we also unprepared? Aren't we still stronger and bigger now?" Lin Xu was puzzled.

"It's not the same. Xu Qiulin didn't know what to think, he was silent a lot, just said the result, and didn't give the reason, which was completely inconsistent with him before, and it was not an exaggeration to describe it as a big change in personality.

"Third brother, can you tell us the reason?" Xu Xiaodong couldn't stand it anymore, and asked again.

At the same time, Gao Can and Shen Pan looked at Xu Qiulin expectantly.

After all, it is the younger sister who has a greater weight in the brother's heart, Xu Qiulin didn't want to explain, but he really couldn't bear to hit the curiosity of the three younger sisters, sighed, and said: "Okay, it's okay to tell you, I just don't know if you understand it or not." ”

Say. Wang Tianlong was faintly angry.

Xu Qiulin didn't care, he knew why he was angry, as a brother, he didn't want his brother to hide anything from him. This point, Xu Qiulin did not be qualified at all, brother for so many years, he has never said anything to any of his brothers, because he knows that they are not taking the same road, and they may not understand if they say it.

Geniuses are always lonely, and Xu Qiulin has never regarded himself as a genius, because he is studying all the time.

It's not about learning to do things, it's about learning to be people.

Just when he thought he had nothing wrong with being a man, his brother came and he got angry.

He saw his beloved, and he went on a rampage again.

A free and easy person, the most basic joy and anger that can be done are not expressed, but he didn't do it.

……

"Over the years, you and I have had a very good life, so we have all fallen into a state, a state of self-righteousness, thinking that we can change the sky, change the world. But we're all wrong. ”

"What I said before about making some positive energy videos resonates with the audience, but what kind of video is called positive energy? Can inspirational success stories be called positive energy? No, there are many inspirational success stories, and the videos shot like that are estimated to be considered by most people as poisonous chicken soup, and they will never succeed if they never work hard, but they will never succeed if they don't work hard. However, now this sentence may not be correct, there is always some luck, obviously nothing has been done, inexplicably a windfall from the sky, such a thing has happened, there is no reason at all. ”

"What is positive energy, don't admit defeat in the face of setbacks, don't give up, even if the setbacks abuse me thousands of times, I will treat setbacks like first love, just ask, if you suddenly suffer a great blow, can you do not admit defeat and not give up?"

"I can't do it for the time being, let alone encounter setbacks, and I can't handle just the small emotional problems. So, I still need to learn, and I need to learn in a different way. Putting aside my current financial ability and allowing myself to become nothing, and experiencing the process of working hard for life, perhaps, will allow me to grow in another way. ”

", don't you have nothing to do with abuse?" Rao is Xu Qiulin's serious nonsense, Yin Feng still couldn't help but interject.

He really has nothing to do to find abuse, and he still thinks his life is not bitter enough?

What could have been an easy job, but did a worrying and thankless job, isn't this hardship?

But this still can't satisfy his masochistic tendencies, and he actually thinks about it a little worse.

What's in his head?

"Brother, this is not looking for abuse, but learning to be a man. Perhaps, you think that there is nothing wrong with our current life, and the employees respect you very much, but behind the scenes, you may not know what they think? People's hearts are separated from their stomachs, and there are still many poor people in this world, so if you want to make those empathetic videos, you still have to understand their inner thoughts first. ”

"Anyway, I've made up my mind, if you have to do the whole studio now, I won't stop you, I just want to say one last thing, doing things on the Internet is not the same as doing things in reality, one wrong step, one wrong step, a good start is really important. ”