Volume 1 The Journey of the Avenue is also, the world is public Chapter 005 Suppressed emotions
Recently, there has been a lot of overtime in the factory, and my mother comes back late every day, and it is not easy for an ordinary rural woman to support the burden of the whole family by herself.
In fact, she can also choose to give up, there are many cases of women in the village abandoning their husbands and children and running away from home, some because they can't bear the poor life, and some are simply deceived in the first place.
In the village, the vernacular is called cheating a bride, in fact, human nature is very selfish, under normal circumstances, there is no woman who wants to marry into such a poor village, and the hardships of life are easy to say, but if you really experience it, few people can really care.
Wang Fugui in the village has always had a good impression of Pu Tongren's mother, and ran to Pu Tongren's house twice in three days, and Pu Tongren's mother refused to send things several times.
Wang Fugui is the brother-in-law of the village chief, who contracted some small jobs in the village and earned a lot of money.
Pu Tongren's mother was a conservative woman, and she didn't listen to those things that weren't so good.
But the difficult life has worn out her enthusiasm for life, and she has become very irritable and irritable, complaining about the misfortunes of life and resenting her fate.
There are very few parents and children here who seem to have a good relationship, and people in the countryside work outside the home all the year round, and when they see their children again, they find that they are very unfamiliar with themselves.
There is a widely circulated story about a father who went out to work for several years and did not come home, and when he left home, his daughter even politely said to her father, "Come back next year." ”
Even relatives who are related by blood will become like strangers if they are absent from the growth of their children.
In this difficult environment, how much strength can people retain to love the people around them, maybe all living beings are suffering, there is no way to escape, living is just to live, there is no other meaning.
Pu Tongren is very lonely, he is withdrawn and can't play with other people, coupled with the fear of being ridiculed by others, Pu Tongren is afraid to be with them.
Pu Tongren was watching TV at home alone, his grandmother was at his uncle's house, and Pu Tongren was at home alone waiting for his mother to come back from work.
It wasn't until 11 o'clock in the middle of the night that his mother came back from outside, and Pu Tongren saw that there seemed to be tears on his mother's face when he came back, and Pu Tongren hurriedly asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you." ”
The mother did not answer Pu Tongren's question, but said to Pu Tongren: "How are you studying today, have you gotten along with your classmates, and have you understood what the teacher is saying?"
Pu Tongren nodded and said to her, "I almost understood what the teacher said. ”
"I don't have the ability to tutor you in your homework, you must study hard and don't let me down. Mother said to Pu Tongren.
Pu Tongren's mother also knew that what the child said was perfunctory, but what could she do, she didn't have the strength to think about anything else under the heavy pressure of work.
On the way off work today, Wang Fugui stopped herself and wanted to pursue her, Tian Xiaomei had tried her best to refuse, but she couldn't hold on a little anymore, Wang Fugui could bring her a better life, so that she could not suffer from these lives, as long as she followed him, she could get rid of the embarrassment in front of her.
Tian Xiaomei only had resentment in her heart towards Pu Tongren's father, she seemed to be a self-motivated person before marriage, but after marriage, she found out that she was a person who loved to be cheap, lazy to eat, and easy to work.
Pu Tongren's father has no ability, and he refuses to work honestly, but he wants to pursue chic pleasure.
But this world has constraints on everyone, and what he thinks he should have can't be obtained through normal methods, and in the end, Pu Tongren's father is desperate and stealing everywhere, and he naturally planned to stop after a little attempt.
But where can a person who thinks he is smart really grasp himself, Pu Tongren does not have much memory of that time.
The deepest memory is that during that time, it was rare to be able to eat saltwater goose often, which was originally impossible for me to eat. It's just that Pu Tongren was only ten years old at the time, and he didn't know that this delicious salt water hunger had already been secretly marked with a price, but the price paid was really unbearable for Pu Tongren.
Pu Tongren was a little remorseful for his sins, if he hadn't been hungry for this delicious salt water at that time, would not have happened in the future, and everything would have developed in another direction.
It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in this world, Pu Tongren is powerless to make up for his sins, and what he has lost is irretrievable, so he should cherish what he has now, Pu Tongren doesn't want to lose these only things.
"Son, go to bed early. Pu Tongren's mother told him that her husband was in prison, and she was dependent on her children, and she actually loved them very much, but she was not very good at expressing them.
Pu Tongren went back to sleep, he lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, when he got up to drink water, he passed by his mother's room, and heard a crying sound, Pu Tongren knew that it was his mother crying, he didn't know what to do, to comfort his mother, and he didn't know what was going on.
The next day, Pu Tongren woke up very early, and his mother was surprised to see that Pu Tongren was studying very early, and said a little strangely: "I got up so early today to study." ”
"I want to work hard and not worry my mother. Pu Tongren said to his mother.
"Good boy, when you grow up, you have to pay attention to your body when you work hard. Mother said to Pu Tongren.
Since Pu Tongren's father was arrested, she felt that her life had lost all color, only a gray piece remained, a woman's youth was only a few years, it was not an easy thing to support the whole family alone, and the weight of life made her breathless.
If she really followed Wang Fugui, life would be much easier, but after all, she couldn't rest assured that she had children, and she couldn't face her shame.
At this moment, the atmosphere in the countryside has been much more civilized than in the past, and there have been many divorces in the countryside in recent years, and the shackles of secular etiquette language teachers and language teachers have become more and more loose, although I don't know whether it is good or bad, but after all, it is an opportunity for people to choose.
Pu Tongren came to school, he planned to study hard, but he couldn't fully understand the teacher's lectures, and he couldn't do the assigned questions, Pu Tongren scratched his ears and cheeks anxiously, and the girl Wan Weiru on the side saw Pu Tongren's embarrassment, and said to him: "I can lend you my notes to see, I hope this will help you." ”
Pu Tongren usually rarely has contact with girls, and he was surprised by Wan Weiru's kindness, he took Wan Weiru's notes, and compared the notes, Pu Tongren finally understood the meaning of the title. After class, Pu Tongren gave the notes to Wan Weiru, he is not used to owing favors to others, especially girls.
Cai Jun on the side saw this scene, and immediately felt jealous, very jealous that Pu Tongren could get Wan Weiru's favor, he didn't hate Pu Tongren originally, but this time he hated it completely.
Pu Tongren was about to go back after school, but Cai Jun stopped him, and he said to Pu Tongren: "Do you want to be with Wan Weiru, I advise you not to have this thought." ”
Pu Tongren was a little puzzled, but he never caused trouble, he just wanted to be an ordinary person, and quickly said to him: "I have nothing to do with Wan Weiru, I won't be with her." ”
"That's good, if I find out that you have any wrong thoughts about her, I won't let you go. Cai Jun said to Pu Tongren, his tone full of threat.
Pu Tongren went home, and he felt that he would never have anything to do with Wan Weiru again, because the two had nothing to do with each other.
The next day it was overcast and looked like it was going to rain, so his mother gave Pu Tongren two dollars for him to have lunch at school.
A few days later, Wan Weiru saw that something was wrong with Pu Tongren and asked him if something had happened, seeing that Pu Tongren was sullen. At that time, Pu Tongren didn't tell her Cai Jun, just said that he had a cold at home two days ago and felt uncomfortable, and then Wan Weiru didn't ask anything.