The capital of this place, although prosperous and developed, but the existence of beggars is indispensable, no matter which city, beggars are like air, everywhere, some people who like to eat rather than live by selling their labor, there are also some people who are crushed by society, unable to beg for life, can only ask for food, there are also beggars under the overpass to ask for food, it can be said that beggars are all kinds, can be seen everywhere, so, I am a beggar, is not a unique existence, in the vast sea of people, I am the most humble and inconspicuous and even others do not want to see more of the kind of people, some people are afraid of staining their eyes, will not stare at the beggar at all, so, my image is a good way to cover up my identity, and I can also quietly blend into the capital.

A phone call with Su Jianhan annihilated my soul, and what is even more tragic is that when I was still asking Su Jianhan for help with the last glimmer of hope, the phone suddenly ran out of battery and turned off automatically. This blow undoubtedly cut my throat, wiped out my last bit of hope, and made me completely fall into the abyss, I have no power to return to the sky, looking up at the sky, I can only see a darkness.

God, it's really cruel, it just can't get along with me, and it wants to deprive me of hope of survival and put me in a situation from which I can't recover. Now, what should I do and how can I be good?

My heart is completely gray, my brain is also blank, full of my heart, only confused, I am really confused, I am like a helpless child, lost in the huge whirlpool of the capital, I want to find a support, it has become impossible, the whole world is far away from me, afraid of me, see me as a devil, I can't walk in broad daylight, I can't walk into the crowd, I can't get close to people. At this moment. I really realized what loneliness is.

The taste of loneliness, it turned out to be so terrible, it was like poison, it devoured me mercilessly. My heart was miserable, and I finally deeply realized that my coming to the capital was a mistake, a big mistake.

At the beginning, I relied on the blood of the Peng family in my body, thinking that the Peng family had some affection for me, but who knew that the Peng family would be so indifferent and cruel that they would use such a terrible way to force me into such a desperate situation, they are not human beings at all, how should I compete with this powerful and despicable big family, and how should I live.

I really didn't know what to do, I was really helpless and lonely. The world is big, but there is no place for me Wu Lai, the warmth of the world is infinite, but I can't feel it, my world, it seems that only ruthlessness is left, and the weather at this moment is extremely cold.

The night, quietly coming, the darkness invaded, and the silence around me became more and more loud with the sound of insects, and this sound, so lonely, reflected my sad heart, and in such an environment, I seemed even more desolate.

I didn't want to stay any longer, I couldn't sit still, I couldn't stay here for the rest of my life, so I wanted to take the risk of getting out of the jungle, at least find a residential area, and charge my phone first.

Thinking like this, I took a straight step and walked slowly, I quietly shuttled through the jungle, walking cautiously and carefully, and slowly, I finally walked out of this deserted wood.

However, as soon as I went out, I heard the piercing siren, and in my eyes, it seemed to pierce the flashing red and blue flashing lights on the police car, and I felt that the whole capital had become a wolf's den, full of police, and there were sirens everywhere.

It turns out that the truth is really as Su Jianhan said, the capital has been tightly sealed, not a single bird can fly out, even if I put on wings, it is impossible for me to escape. As long as I'm exposed. I'm going to get caught, and even if I get caught on camera, I'm going to be finished. So, I immediately dismissed the idea of charging and obediently returned to the woods.

I really don't dare to go anywhere except this dense forest, even the construction site, I must not go, because my dress as a migrant worker has been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and many people know that I am dressed as a migrant worker. As soon as I show up, I will inevitably be in the spotlight, or in other words, as soon as I show up, there will be nowhere to run. I'm safest only in the wilderness. Because there is no one here, I am not afraid of being recognized, and this place is remote and vast, and it is easy to hide, and I believe that even if the police do, it will be difficult to find me.

Next, I walked between the jungles, I wanted to find a place to hide, I searched for a long time, I found a small cave, this cave is really small, small can only hide one person, I found some grass to cushion in it, and finally made it look like a kennel, but, compared to sleeping in the open air, this kennel is also considered warm, I am in this situation now, to have this place, it is already very good.

Now is the time when the search is the most intense, I am not suitable to go out, all I can do is to hide first, temporarily avoid the limelight, and when the search outside is not too close, I will look for an opportunity to go out.

Staying here, sleeping is actually not a problem, my body is tough, resistant to cold, I also have a certain ability to survive in the wild, and finding such a small hole is enough for me to sleep well. Although the temperature in the capital in January is very low and the weather is bitterly cold, I believe that I can withstand it. It's just that the problem of eating is very difficult, this forest belongs to the inner scope of the capital, not a wild forest, there are no wild animals at all, even if it is a very small animal, it is nowhere to be seen, I want to replenish my strength by hunting animals, it has become impossible. Besides, on this big night, the lights were dark, and it was even more difficult for me to find food, so I had no choice but to endure my hunger, nest in the small cave, and fall asleep weakly.

I don't know if I don't sleep, this sleep, I just felt the bad conditions, this cave, is not a place for people to sleep at all, the space inside is small and dark, damp and sloppy, and there is a bad smell, I sleep here, not only cold, but also uncomfortable, how to sleep can not sleep steadily. This can't help but remind me of the days in the pit before, during that time, although it was also difficult, although it was also terrible, but at least Xia Xiaoxiao accompanied me, and the two of them always had a spiritual support. ad_250_left();

Now, I'm alone. Lonely, desolate and miserable, desolate and hungry inside, it took a long time to finally fall asleep.

The next day, as soon as it was light, I got up, and the first thing I did when I got up was to look for something to eat, as my stomach had been singing all night.

In the early morning light, I walked all over the woods, but I could not find anything to eat, and sure enough, in this place, it is more difficult to find something to eat than to climb to the sky. There was no wildlife at all, there were birds in the trees, but I couldn't catch them. It's so hard to get something to fill your stomach.

However, in the pit, I ate all the disgusting things such as insects, and in order to survive, there is nothing I can't eat, and now I just need to make sure that I don't starve to death, so in this wood, whenever I see something to eat, I put it in my mouth, even if it's an earthworm, I squeeze out the mud and eat it.

For four days in a row, I survived in this way, although this day was particularly difficult and difficult, worse than a beggar, more pitiful than a savage. But, after all, I have survived, this kind of inhuman life is indeed very torturous, and my mind is strong, but it is unbearable. However, my desire to survive is even stronger, so no matter how hard it is, I will support myself and live.

During this period, I tried to get out of this wilderness, but in the outside world, there are still police, and even soldiers, it turns out. They haven't relaxed, they're still searching for me closely, my way out is completely blocked, they're not going to force me to death! I'm really trapped in this wilderness woods.

Despair eroded me mercilessly, and I felt the deepest pain, which was worse than death. What was even more tragic was that on the fifth day, it suddenly began to rain in the sky, which made matters worse for me, and my kennel-like cave became a puddle, and I had no place to sleep. Originally, I was already hungry and cold, and my body was weak, but now I was drenched in a heavy rain, and I couldn't stand it anymore, and my body finally collapsed.

I was sick, with a high fever, fever all over my body, and I was weak. I really want to find a place to rest, but I don't even have a place to hide from the rain, the heavy rain relentlessly watered, so that my body can not bear it, my consciousness is almost empty, I feel very painful and uncomfortable, for me, this kind of sick discomfort is ten thousand times more painful than injury and bleeding, my head hurts so much. My body was so wet and hot and soft that I couldn't do anything at all, I couldn't fight the disease anymore, and I didn't know how I was going to live.

When I was not sick, I could barely survive here, even if the days were miserable, I insisted on surviving, but now, I am seriously ill, and I have to continue to stay in the wild to endure the wind and rain, and there is nothing to eat, and there is no medicine to replenish, so I can't last long at all, I seem to have begun to go to Huangquan Road.

Death is not terrible, but, in order to escape the pursuit, die of a lonely illness in the wilderness, this is really too miserable, and it is too undignified to die. I can't just die, I don't want to die in this horrible wood. If you go out, you can at least have a fight, and you can still find a glimmer of life.

For this small hope, I finally made up my mind to get out of this wood, of course, I can't just go out like this, if I go outside directly in the costume of this migrant worker, then I will not be able to stay for a second, I will be arrested directly, after all, the people who searched for me must know that I am wearing this clothes, and when the time comes, they will not need to look at my appearance at all, just looking at the clothes can arrest me. So, I simply took off my coat and wore only the clothes inside.

On the sixth day of coming to the woods, I wore a thin shirt and dragged my sick body out of the woods. Now I am cold, hungry, tired and uncomfortable, I am already sick and almost unable to stand up, but I still rely on the last bit of tenacious will to walk hard. It's just that my legs are obviously trembling because of the weakness, and my body can't help but tremble because of the cold, but. In order to seek the last ray of life, I still held myself strong and kept walking.

After six days, the inventory of the capital is not so strict, at least not as soon as I go out to see countless police cars, at least there can be a gap for me to go out, I rely on a firm will, looking for a place without police, I don't know if it is because there is no tree cover, I feel, to the empty road, the weather seems to be colder, I am entangled by the disease, and then by the cold air, I almost did not faint, my weak body seems to be frozen, fortunately. On the side of the road, I picked up a tattered garment, which was dirty and torn, but for me, it was a holy relic, and I picked it up and put it on without hesitation.

Fortunately, although this dress is tattered, but it is quite warm, I wear it, at least to resist the invasion of the cold wind, but, after putting on this tattered clothes, I directly became the most standard beggar, originally, my image has been extremely down, sloppy. My hair is messy, my beard is unkempt, and now, wearing these tattered and dirty clothes, I am an authentic beggar at all, sharper than Brother Sharp.

The capital of this place, although prosperous and developed, but the existence of beggars is indispensable, no matter which city, beggars are like air, everywhere, some people who like to eat rather than live by selling their labor, there are also some people who are crushed by society, unable to beg for life, can only ask for food, there are also beggars under the overpass to ask for food, it can be said that beggars are all kinds, can be seen everywhere, so, I am a beggar, is not a unique existence, in the vast sea of people, I am the most humble and inconspicuous and even others do not want to see more of the kind of people, some people are afraid of staining their eyes, will not stare at the beggar at all, so, my image is a good way to cover up my identity, and I can also quietly blend into the capital.

Of course, I still didn't dare to go into the inner part of the city, but dared to wander around the edge of the capital, and I dragged my tired and heavy steps to a street that was not bustling. This street is a bit old, but there are a lot of people, on both sides of the street, there are all kinds of shops, the crowd is flocking, I mixed in the crowd, walking with difficulty. More than cure, I want to eat, and if I don't eat anything, I'm afraid I'll starve to death. So, as I walked, I wondered how to eat.

It's not that I don't have money now, it's just that my image as a beggar is not easy to take out money and run to restaurants to eat and drink. In this way, even if the boss is willing to let me into the restaurant, it is difficult to attract the attention and suspicion of others, since I entered the crowd, I have always kept my head down, I dare not look up at people, just for fear of being recognized. So, going to a restaurant to eat definitely won't work, and I can't fill the food like a normal person.

When I was full of hesitation, I suddenly smelled a fragrance, this fragrance, let my footsteps stop abruptly, but also make my saliva flow, I was so hungry, I couldn't resist the temptation of this smell, this is the smell of steamed buns, I am parked at the door of a steamed bun shop at the moment, hot steamed buns. Constantly exuding the fragrance, constantly tempting me, I stopped here, I couldn't walk at all, I have been struggling, whether to take the money out to buy a few buns. I know it's not strange that beggars are rich, it's just that I don't want to deal with people head-on.

And, the proprietress who sold steamed buns saw that I had been standing at the door, her face was obviously not good, she looked at me with disgust, then took two buns and handed them to me, and said coldly: "Take it, go quickly, go quickly, don't stand at the door!"

The tone of the proprietress was very bad, and her eyes were full of disgust, obviously, I was standing in front of her shop, affecting her business, and she wanted to send me away quickly.

Although two buns are not enough to satisfy hunger, but with it, I can always fill my stomach, and the most important thing is that I haven't eaten anything normal for six days, and this bun is a delicacy of the mountains and the sea for me. I didn't think about it at all, and immediately stretched out my dirty hands and took the bun. Originally, I wanted to say thank you, but, a mouth. I realized that my voice was dry and hoarse, and I couldn't make a sound, and finally, I didn't say anything, just lowered my head and left silently.

For safety, I came to a small alley where no one was around, in a place where cardboard boxes were piled up, I sat down along the wall, and then, I cherished these two buns very much, I was reluctant to bite into them, so I ate them in small bites, chewing slowly, and next to me, there was a garbage can, which smelled stinky. But it didn't affect my appetite at all, I just indulged in the delicious taste and couldn't extricate myself.

As I ate, my eyes suddenly filled with bitter tears, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

I can't remember how long I've not shed tears, men don't flick when they have tears, with the years of tempering, I have become strong enough and resolute enough, now I will not shed tears easily, even if I suffer a devastating blow, I can bear it, I am not afraid of hardship, not afraid of pain, not afraid of torture and not afraid of death, no matter how difficult the situation, I can stand it. But now, eating delicious steamed buns, I am in tears, and only I know the pain in these tears.

Think before I came to the capital, what a scenery, I defeated the blood butterfly, achieved a historic victory, my loyalty and righteousness league is famous, the limelight, the unification of the underground world, it is only a matter of time, before I set off, have been divided into five road army, conquer all over the place, at that time, I was like a heroic king, so domineering, such a martial arts, but, in my most beautiful time, I got the news about my mother, in order to make up for my father's regrets, for the family reunion, I resolutely came to the capital alone。

When I first arrived, I was also full of confidence and pride, but as time went by, I suffered more and more blows in the capital, and I was humiliated everywhere and always excluded. But I finally gritted my teeth and survived, I still want to compete with the Peng family, just some time ago, I also relied on my own strength to win the first place in the martial arts competition, famous in the capital, however, what I ushered in was not glory, but the revenge of the Peng family.

The Peng family is powerful, it is really more terrifying than the anger of the king of Yama, they have used all the dark tricks, let me fall into such a situation, the wounds on my body have not healed, and I have a high fever, I don't look like a human ghost is not like a ghost, my body has been tortured, and my soul has become broken, now, gnawing two buns next to the trash can, it is a rare happiness for me, this kind of happiness that is hard to obtain, mixed with my deep pain and sadness, let me uncontrollably shed muddy tears.

Tears kept dripping on the buns, giving the buns a hint of salty and bitter taste, and when I ate them, it added to the bitterness in my heart, my throat was still a little dry, my chest was full of emotions, and my heart was filled with endless bitterness.

Two steamed buns, I have eaten for a long time, I have been reluctant to eat them all, but in the end, I still have nothing left, after eating, I finally have a little strength, but my high fever still does not go away, my head is still very painful, my body is also very weak, my situation, has not improved much, the next road, is also extremely difficult, but no matter what, I have to go on.

Being alive is more important than anything else.

In order to survive, I must be strong, I must be. My bitter heart became more determined, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with my sleeve, and then slowly stood up from the ground.

After getting up, I walked directly towards the mouth of the alley, my legs were still a little weak, but my steps became very firm, I dragged my bleak body, and walked forward strongly, but, after walking a few steps, a clear voice suddenly came from behind me: "Wu Lai!"